Stop posting about my idol!

Fortunately, the lead singer didn't ask further, otherwise I really don't know what to do.Shen Weiqi heaved a sigh of relief, and obediently sat on the sofa holding a banana.

The buzzing sound of the juicer running came from the kitchen. Shen Weiqi peeled off the banana peel and took a light bite.The overripe and soft flesh melts on the tongue, and there is no other taste except mellow sweetness.

Shen Weiqi sank happily into the sofa, stretching his long legs freely.

Looking around, he found books and magazines on the arm of the sofa.The top book is spread out, and the inside pages are colorfully painted with highlighters.

I don't know what books the lead singer Da Da usually reads?

Shen Weiqi stretched out his long hand and picked up the stack of books.

On top is the screenplay for Kiss on Screen.The fifth episode is a rivalry scene starring men and women. Su Zhiren's lines are very few, and all of them are drawn with green markers.

It seems that the lead singer is studying acting very seriously.

Shen Weiqi flipped through the script casually, feeling a little sour in his heart.

The more the prince can treat the new job more positively, of course he is very happy.But from the perspective of fans, he still hopes that the prince can engage in music-related work.

Because Shen Weiqi met Wang Ziyue through music.His first impression of Wang Ziyue was a teenager singing with his eyes closed standing on a dim stage.Now that the prince doesn't sing anymore, it seems that he is not the lead singer he knows.

Staying at Wang Ziyue's house, sitting on his sofa, flipping through his script, Shen Weiqi suddenly remembered the past.

Once upon a time, when they first met.

Said it was the past, but the memory is as fresh as yesterday.

At that time, Shen Weiqi was still a trainee.

The trainee system is a newcomer selection system introduced by Pluto from abroad.The company will focus on training a group of newcomers, conduct all-round inspections from professional level to personality quality, and finally select the most potential people to debut as artists.A very small number of people can be selected as soon as they enter the company, and most of them can only wait while training, waiting for a slim chance that may or may not exist.

The life of a trainee is hard and boring.There are no rest days or holidays. Apart from practicing singing and dancing every day, I have to rush to the company before dawn, and I can only return to the dormitory after dark.

The dormitory conditions for trainees are very average. Lying on a hard bed at night, my mind is full of the noisy music I have listened to countless times during the day. My body is extremely sore from excessive exercise, and I am uncomfortable no matter what sleeping position I use.

For young people, physical fatigue is second to none, and the greatest pressure comes from ignorance of the future.Know that in this world, you don't get rewarded for your hard work.It can even be said that, compared with success, disappointment and failure are the normal state of life.

As the days passed, there were fewer and fewer people in the dormitory. The people who stayed in the end were those who really had dreams and were willing to pay for their dreams. This must be the content of the company's inspection.

However, for Shen Weiqi, instead of using the word "dream", it is more appropriate to use "wish".

He just wants to be with the person he likes, it's that simple.

Remember that trainees have an hour of rest at noon every day.

Although the rest time has come, Shen Weiqi will not rest.Taking advantage of this free time, he wandered around the company, looking for something alone.

One day, he took the elevator to the 13th floor of the company.There, he found a lounge with a piece of paper saying "Northernlights" taped to the door.

Every day since then, he has come to the 13th floor with hope, looking forward to a chance encounter with someone.

Can I see him today?Can I meet him today?

Today, will it be like in the movie, you hugged a stack of documents and hurried through the corridor.We accidentally bumped into each other at the corner.The camera slowed down suddenly, and papers fell all over the ground like snowflakes.We both fell, bodies touching inadvertently.You looked at me in amazement, with hazel eyes like beautiful amber...

Of course, a movie is a movie, and scenes from movies never happen in real life.

After all, everyone is an adult, and they generally don't run around in the corridor.And the more the prince is a singer, he will definitely not take on the task of delivering documents.

Every day, Shen Weiqi came in high spirits and returned disappointed.The door of that lounge was always closed tightly without any sound.

Later, Shen Weiwei found out that Northern Lights has been running out for performances and almost never returned to the company.

He's relieved, but he'll still go to the 13th floor on his lunch break.This has become his habit, and the words "Northernlights" are like a reminder to remind him to grit his teeth and not forget his wish.

Autumn has come.

The wind is slightly cool, and the sky is clear and far away, as far away as someone who cannot be touched.

One day, Shen Weiqi came to the 13th floor as usual.

The door to the lounge opened.

The crack of the door is ajar, a shaking figure can be glimpsed, and voices can also be heard.

Shen Weiqi couldn't believe his eyes.

Life is so strange that when you really want something, it won't come.When your expectations are slowly exhausted, it will suddenly pop up again, giving you an unexpected surprise.

Shen Weiqi wandered in the corridor, nervous and annoyed.

It would be nice to know the surprise in advance.The clothes he is wearing now are not handsome enough.The white T-shirt with sleeves tied and black sweatpants are basic models. The sneakers are a limited edition, but the front of the shoe is dirty. It was accidentally stepped on by someone while dancing. He was too lazy to clean it and let it go. .

It would be nice to know in advance.He didn't dare to change clothes, what if they left?Who knows when it will be back?

It would be nice to know in advance.

Having said that, the surprise of knowing in advance is not a "surprise".

Shen Weiqi sat down on the floor with his back against the wall.It was quiet all around, the door of the lounge was slightly opened, and voices could be heard from inside.

He pricked up his ears, discerning the content of the conversation carefully.

"... There is no other way, Mr. Zhao has already decided..."

"...do you think I want this? I want to take the band down more than any of you..."

"... There is still a three-year contract, whether to leave or stay, it is up to you to decide..."

bang——

The door opened.

A person came out.

The man stood against the light, his figure blurred.

However, Shen Weiqi recognized the man with just one look.

Rumbling--

Time froze all over the world.

How many such moments can a person have in his life?The perceptions and senses of the whole body are overwhelmed by a purest emotion.

Is this emotion excited?Is it a surprise?Is it ecstatic?

neither.

None of the vast literary vocabulary can describe this emotion.

If I had to describe it, it would be that you were lying under a peach blossom tree with flourishing branches, and you only looked at one of them.The spring breeze blew, and the flower swayed in the wind and slowly fell.

There are streams, grass, and soil under the flowering trees.

Where will it land?

When you think like this, the peach blossoms float on your shoulders, like a gentle kiss.

——It’s such an emotion.

Shen Weiqi tried to think about all kinds of situations when they met, but he didn't expect that he would be so overwhelmed, he could only watch him go straight away, pass by him without looking sideways, all the way to the window at the end of the corridor .

His arm was propped on the window sill, his right hand was erected to support his cheek, his thin back was very lonely.

He looked out of the window quietly, his handsome side face expressionless.

What is the scenery outside the glass window?Shen Weiqi glanced at it hastily, but had already forgotten.

What was certain was that no matter what was outside the window, it was not as beautiful as those light brown, amber-like pupils.

Very beautiful.

It's weird again.

How could he see such details clearly when he was so far away?It's as if the pair of eyes are infinitely magnified by the lens, like a vast and endless circular rice field.

Is this moment a fantasy?Or is it a dreamlike reality?He couldn't tell the difference.

Intermittent conversations rang out.

"...Copyright protection is so poor that electronic albums can't be sold at all..."

He heard someone say:

"Let's go, I really can't hold on..."

winter is here.

The sky and the earth are gray, the autumn leaves are falling, and the breath turns into frost.

Shen Weiqi never went to the 13th floor again.

Because at that time, a shocking news began to circulate among the trainees.It is said that Pluto Records is going to be transformed, the Kanban band Northernlights is going to be disbanded, and many artists are going to leave.

The news made the young trainees panic.Everyone worried that the previous efforts were all in vain, and began to negatively deal with the heavy training tasks.

In the end, Zhao Yucheng himself came to the dance room to clarify the facts.

He admitted that the company is indeed going to transform, and the business direction will undergo a huge change, but the trainees will not be dismissed.He also said that not only will the trainees not be dismissed, but they will also become the company's key training targets in the future.

Afterwards, the trainees' training became more cumbersome and heavy, but no one complained, and everyone gritted their teeth and moved forward, striving for those few precious debut opportunities.

As for the final result, we all know.

Suddenly looking back, the life of trainees seems to be yesterday, and Shen Weiqi often thinks of that moment.At that time, why didn't I go over to comfort him, but left silently?

Is it because as a fan, it was too shocking to witness the band's disbandment scene?Or is there some kind of ambivalence similar to the cowardly feeling of closeness at work?Or is it out of good intentions, in order to take care of the other party's self-esteem, so I choose to turn a blind eye?

Later, Shen Weiqi figured it out.

Neither is.

At that time, the prince Yue was just frustrated, and he was just an unknown little man.When two down-and-out young people meet, they may cherish each other, or hug each other for warmth, but that is not Shen Weiqi's wish.

I am a mortal.If I love a star, I don't want him to fall to earth for me.

I will look up at you and try to get close to you.Your starlight is dimmed, it doesn't matter, let me help you.I will also become a star. The light of two people shines on each other, and they will definitely be brighter than one.

Can mortals become stars?

I think it's ok.

Even if this process is very painful, I will temper the flesh and blood into the purest starlight.When you finally see me, you think I'm a one-in-a-million genius, you think I'm just a lucky guy, you think I'm a born star, but I'm not.

Because of you, I became who I am now.

Because of you, I could become who I am now.

Sound incredible?Actually not.

Because I love you, it's that simple.