looking away

【Love】

sense of control,

addicted to domination,

It's all about being loved.

impatient with worry,

anxiously thinking about,

All this may you be safe.

28. Show love

From that day on, Liu Tong seemed to be a different person.Beginning to calmly accept Xiao Fan's plan, arrangement and love.

"Put it down!" The people who were eating at a table in the private room were startled by the sound of drinking.I saw that the wine bottle that Liu Tong picked up had just tilted 45 degrees on the mouth of the cup. Before the wine was poured out, the bottle almost fell to the ground.

"I'll just have a drink..." Liu Tong looked awkwardly at the table and cast his eyes on him, begging in a low voice.

"Don't make me say it a second time." Xiao Fan stared at Liu Tong without mercy.

Seeing Xiao Fan pour the wine into his own cup, Liu Tong swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and muttered in a low voice: "Alas! This day cannot be passed."

Xiaozhi watched with great interest, and whispered something to Gao Lingling, who nodded understandingly.

"Hey! Stop it, it's so boring to drink so much. Let's play a game!" Gao Lingling suggested loudly.

"Okay, okay, what are you playing?" Liu Tong was afraid that Xiao Fan would continue to attack, so he took the opportunity to change the subject and responded positively.

"Well, let's think about it, we haven't played the truth for a long time. Let's play it once today, do you agree?"

"Cut, it's boring!" Yu Li curled her lips, unwilling to participate.

"Come on, Sister Lily. Just play once. It's boring, let's change to others."

"Okay, let's talk about the rules."

"It's simple, you! Turn the bottle first. Whoever faces the mouth of the bottle will ask a question. Whoever faces the bottom of the bottle will answer! Drink if you don't want to answer."

"Then what about those who don't drink?" Xing Lan pouted at Liu Tong.

"If you don't want to drink or answer questions, then you have to kiss the questioner!"

"Oh~~~! This is good, this is good!" Li Jun and Yue Qing shouted the loudest.

Xiao Fan kicked Li Jun and said, "You two straight men came here to take advantage of it?"

Li Jun chuckled and said in a low voice: "Yueqing asked me to come with him in the afternoon, but I was reluctant at first. Looking at it now, it's really a worthwhile trip."

Li Jun, Yue Qing, and Xiao Fan were the Iron Triangle in college.After working, they all stayed in City D. In the seven years after graduation, the three of them experienced Yueqing's car accident together, and the death of Li Jun's father. Their mutual support and companionship deepened their relationship.

"Okay! Come on, come on, I'll start spinning." Xiao Zhi put the cigarette in his mouth, picked up an empty bottle and started spinning in the middle of the table.

The bottle turned around, the mouth of the bottle was facing Xiao Fan, and the bottom of the bottle was facing Gao Lingling.

Xiao Fan looked at Gao Lingling with a smile, and asked leisurely: "Well, Lingling, how old are you?"

"Oh, Fan Ye? It's true to say that you have a black belly! How can you ask someone's age?" Gao Lingling is actually five years older than Xiao Zhi, but she keeps telling Xiao Zhi that she is the same age as her.Although the relationship between the two is very good, the longer the lie was told, the more afraid Gao Lingling would tell Xiaozhi.

At this time, she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Zhi, gritted her teeth and picked up the wine to dry.Xiaozhi didn't seem to hear what they said from the beginning to the end. After spinning the bottle, he started talking to Yueqing beside him.

"It's my turn, it's my turn." Lingling hurriedly turned the page.

The bottle stopped for the second time, with its mouth facing Yu Li and its flat bottom facing Li Jun.

Yu Li looked at Li Jun for a long time, and she didn't know what to ask for this man who hadn't met a few times, so she thought for a long time before saying, "Have you contacted your ex-girlfriend?"

Li Jun was taken aback after hearing this, then glanced at Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan lowered his head and ignored him.Yue Qing hurriedly interrupted: "Him? Returning his ex-girlfriend! We don't even have an ex-friend. It's just the two of us who have been exhausted until now."

Xiaozhi pushed Yueqing and said, "Ask him, what are you mixing with?"

Li Jun's silence aroused everyone's interest even more. "Say, talk, talk,"

Li Jun raised his head suddenly with a smile and said, "Can I choose not to answer and not to drink?"

Yu Li's face turned red: "Gao Lingling, what bad idea did you come up with?"

Gao Lingling quickly corrected and said: "People who already drink can't choose not to drink. This rule is for people who don't drink." After finishing speaking, she glanced at Liu Tong.

"I won't play anymore." Liu Tong protested.

"Yo Yo Yo, Liu Tong can't afford to play anymore? Recently, our iron T-shirts are getting worse and worse, isn't it?" Gao Lingling deliberately pushed Liu Tong.

"Who can't afford it? Isn't it just a tongue kiss! Whoever loves you is not human." Liu Tong went straight to the pole.Xiao Fan had black lines all over his head.Xiao Zhi had a smirk on his face.

It just so happened that God also helped Liu Tong.After spinning 5 times in a row, the bottle failed to stop in front of her.When Xiaozhi was in a hurry, the bottle finally stopped firmly in front of her.

Everyone cheered, knowing that the highlight of the game has finally come.

"Quiet, quiet, quiet. Sister Tong, listen carefully. On behalf of the people's representative organization, I ask you a question: you and me, Fan Ye, who is suppressing whom?"

"Hush!" Everyone sighed, and Gao Lingling said contemptuously, "Low-level, vulgar, I guess you can't ask any good questions."

"Damn, you are advanced, you ask!" Xiaozhi was not convinced.

"I'll ask if I ask." Gao Lingling looked at Liu Tong with a smile on her face: "Sister Tong, what do you call when you're having fun with Master Fan?"

"Hahahaha." Everyone laughed happily. "Oh! Good question!" Gao Lingling and Xing Lan followed suit.Yu Li still had an expression of indifference.

Li Jun sneered and said to Yueqing in a low voice: "The scale is getting bigger and bigger, which is interesting!"

Liu Tong took a deep puff of cigarette, and said slowly: "It was intentional! Isn't it?"

"You didn't just see it, did you?" Xiao Fan said helplessly.

"Sister Tong, I'm sorry, it was really intentional. What do you mean? Or should I drink it? Or, follow me... ah!" Xiaozhi smiled badly.

Liu Tong glanced at Gao Lingling: "Lingling, your family is not strict."

Gao Lingling immediately showed an attitude of being a little bird and clinging to others: "No, Sister Tongtong. I have no place at home."

A row of crows flew over Liu Tong's head, with black lines all over his head.She looked at the wine, then at Xiao Fan, then at Xiao Zhi's expectant look, gritted her teeth and stood up, walking towards Xiao Zhi.

Xiao Fan was almost dizzy by Liu Tong's anger, where can he find such a tiger? Hey, are you really stupid?If you say kiss, kiss.She grabbed Liu Tong, pressed on the chair, and scolded: "What do you want?"

"Tongue kiss!" Liu Tong said righteously.

"No." Xiao Fan tried his best to control it.

"Why?" Liu Tong was puzzled.

"What do you say?"

"I said? I don't know? Why don't you let me drink it!" Liu Tong was still thinking about the bottle of good wine that he didn't even take a sip of.

"..." Xiao Fan subconsciously rubbed his temples.According to her personality, she can hide as far away as possible in this kind of occasion, but Liu Tong is a person who likes to be lively.After the two got together, Xiao Fan felt more and more like a firefighter, the fire kept rising and falling, and there was no time for it to stop.

"You just wait for me." After training Liu Tong, Xiao Fan said to Xiao Zhi across the table: "Enough! I'll drink her wine."

"That won't work, Lord Fan. One size is one size, let's talk first, isn't it fun?" Xiaozhi continued to be aggressive.

"Then what do you think? Is it possible that you really dare to try?" Xiao Fan raised his eyebrows and stared at Xiao Zhi.

"I didn't say that, we are playing the truth, we actually want to hear Sister Tong's answer to the question." Xiaozhi deliberately did not look at Xiao Fan's eyes that could kill people invisible.

"Say, talk, I'm talking a fart. I'm a fucking iron T..." Liu Tong just yelled half a sentence, but was interrupted by Xiao Fan: "She suppressed me."

Everyone was in an uproar.

"Cut!" Everyone at the table showed expressions of disbelief.

"Boring!" Yu Li's voice was not too loud, but it was clearly heard by the whole table.

Xiao Fan glanced at Yu Li, and then said: "This table is all friends and adults. Although everyone has curiosity, I believe that as friends, you definitely have no intention of inquiring about our sexual affairs. However, since I have come here today, following the rules of the game, I still need to explain a few words.

In my concept, in this kind of thing, women are all women, so there is no such obvious boundary.I like her, she likes me, and that's enough.In front of love, there is no such thing as strength or weakness, and there is no face to talk about.As long as Liu Tong is happy, I am willing to do anything she asks me to do. I am intoxicated by it and am very happy. "

"Fan Ye is decent!" Xiao Zhi gave a thumbs up.

"That's right." Li Jun also patted Xiao Fan's shoulder.

Yu Li also lost her disdainful expression at this time, Xing Lan poured herself a glass of wine and stopped looking at other people.

At this time, Liu Tong whispered in Xiao Fan's ear: "You have to keep your word!" Xiao Fan raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth slightly twitched: "Hehe, let's talk about it later."

29. Hormones

When he got home at night, Liu Tong couldn't wait to pack up and lay on the bed waiting.After Xiao Fan washed up, he came to the bedroom, looked at Liu Tong who looked expectant, and asked with a smile, "So positive?"

Liu Tong got up on his knees, took Xiao Fan's arm and said, "You moved me today, why didn't you say it earlier. If I knew what you think, I would have..."

Xiao Fan lay down and hugged Liu Tong, put his chin on the top of Liu Tong's head and said, "What happened earlier?"

"It's been a long time since I've eaten you!" Liu Tong went out, but Xiao Fan hugged him too tightly.

"Hehe, go to sleep. I have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning. I have an appointment with the doctor. The first treatment will be tomorrow, so you have to rest early." Xiao Fan's voice became deeper and deeper.

Liu Tong grumbled reluctantly: "It doesn't count if you say it, it doesn't matter if you say it. What are you?"

"I keep my word, there is a chance." Xiao Fan coaxed and slowly fell asleep first.

With great difficulty, Liu Tong broke Xiao Fan's arm, and sighed: "Oh, when will I turn myself into a serf and sing?"

Room D The Seventh Hospital is a specialized hospital that mainly treats skin.Xiao Fan and Liu Tong sat across from a young doctor, listening to him introduce the treatment methods and precautions.Xiao Fan's brows became tighter the more he listened.

"Doctor, is this hypodermic injection so dangerous?"

"Well, her condition is due to hormone therapy injections before. Therefore, she has certain antibodies against ordinary hormones. Therefore, this time we'd better choose imported drugs and inject them in multiple locations. Due to the size and location of her scar , I think two at a time, 120ml should be enough."

"Need an injection? She fainted very much." Xiao Fan glanced at Liu Tong.Liu Tong lowered his head as if seeing them every day.

"There is no way to do this. Not only do you need to get an injection, but you also need to get a lot of injections. You must be mentally prepared. But don't worry, I will inject anesthesia along with it, and the injection will not hurt very much."

"What happened after that?" Xiao Fan asked.Liu Tong stood up suddenly: "I'm sorry, doctor. I'll go out first"

Watching Liu Tong close the door, Dr. Yue pushed his glasses and said to Xiao Fan: "Xiao Fan, you are my brother's good friend, I can't hide it from you, her condition is unlikely to be cured. Judging from previous treatments, the possibility of later recurrence is very high."

"Then, you mean death?"

"That's not true. I just explained everything to you clearly. It is true that some people with scar system can be cured by hormone therapy." Dr. Yue continued: "So, you have to weigh the pros and cons before making a decision. I will use the medicine The precautions and side effects of the treatment are for you. If you choose to start the treatment, you should pay attention to observe her body's reaction to the medicine. If you feel uncomfortable, you must inform us as soon as possible, and we will find a solution."

Walking out of the hospital, Xiao Fan saw Liu Tong leaning against a tree and smoking.She walked up to Liu Tong and said, "Are you scared?"

"No, it's useless to decide what to do. This is my calamity."

"Then, shall we treat it?"

"Why did you still have the ink on it? Where did the determination when you persuaded me go?" Liu Tong smiled and pushed Xiao Fan.

"Okay, let's start tomorrow"

The treatment started every two weeks.Each injection lasted about 20 minutes. Xiao Fan held Liu Tong's hand tightly, but he still couldn't control her trembling body.While comforting Liu Tong, the doctor injected 120 ml of hormone into all the scars in more than 20 injections.After each injection, Liu Tong was covered in sweat and shivered for a long time before he could barely put on his clothes. However, no matter how loose the clothes were, they couldn't cover the high and bulging scars that had just been filled with the medicine.

As long as you don't touch it just after the injection, you'll be fine. The most difficult thing is three or four hours later, when the anesthetic gradually dissipates.Liu Tong would be sweating from the pain, frowning tightly, biting his lip and walking around the room, Xiao Fan could only watch but could do nothing.In order to relieve Liu Tong's pain, she gave Liu Tong a drinking ban. Every time at this time, she would serve her a glass of red wine to distract her.Once, Liu Tong was too anxious to take the wine glass, shaking his hand and dropping the glass to the ground, Liu Tong turned around and went back to the bedroom, but Xiao Fan clearly saw Liu Tong's twitching right hand tightly clenched into a fist.

And all of this is fine, because after all the painful day after each injection, those scars will miraculously heal up, no pain or itching, just like scalded scars.Half a day of pain can buy 15 to 20 days of recovery.As the time came, all the keloids bounced back to life as if they had heard a call.Continue to torture Liu Tong's nerves.Therefore, Liu Tong had to go back and forth between the hospital and home again and again.

And all of this is fine, because after all the painful day after each injection, those scars will miraculously heal up, no pain or itching, just like scalded scars.Half a day of pain can buy 15 to 20 days of recovery.As the time came, all the keloids bounced back to life as if they had heard a call.Continue to torture Liu Tong's nerves.Therefore, Liu Tong had to go back and forth between the hospital and home again and again.

Seeing six months after the treatment, Liu Tong's mood swings became more and more severe.The adverse reactions caused by the medicine gradually appeared in her body.Once, Doctor Yue quietly asked Xiao Fan: "Is her menstrual period normal? How's her appetite?"

Only then did Xiao Fan express his worries: menstruation often lasts for about 20 days, stomach hurts from eating anything, and is always very tired.

Doctor Yue nodded and said: I also found that something was wrong.After taking this medicine for so long, people tend to gain weight.And gaining weight is actually just one of the side effects that is relatively light.Every time she came for the past two months, I saw that her face was gloomy, and she basically didn't say a word, so I guessed that she might be unwell due to other adverse reactions.

"Doctor, what should we do?" Xiao Fan asked anxiously.

"I suggest you stop for a while and observe. Adjust your body first, it's not an option to continue like this."

At night, Liu Tong was lying on the bed reading a book, Xiao Fan tentatively discussed with her: "The doctor suggests that we stop for a while."

"Why?" Liu Tong closed the book and sat up.

"You, always bleeding like this, I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear it."

Liu Tong was stunned for a moment and didn't speak. She didn't expect Xiao Fan to pay attention to this matter, and she didn't want to tell her.For more than half a year, Liu Tong watched Xiao Fan suffer and suffer with her, suffer with her, make trouble with her and worry with her.Liu Tong didn't want to cause Xiao Fan any more troubles because of even a little change in his body, and add pressure to her psychology. "It's not that serious. Let's treat it. The doctor didn't say last time that it might be better after half a year of treatment."

"Liu Tong, the doctor told me today that your side effects are too high, and your body is afraid that you won't be able to handle it. I suggest that you take care of your body before making any plans."

"Is it dead after the recuperation? Is it still the same if you don't treat it? Does this kind of recuperation have a fart meaning?" Liu Tong became irritated.

"Look at you, didn't we discuss it? You can hardly eat anything now, and your stomach hurts every day. It's too tiring to go home and go up to the fourth floor. Your body is almost unable to hold on, so you can't hold on!" Xiao Fan Also a little anxious.

"My body, I know if I can support it or not, you don't have to worry about it. Just tell me if you're bored! If you're bored, say something sweet as soon as possible. If you don't cure it, you'll fall down. I've had enough of it. "Liu Tong said angrily and got out of bed, and went out while getting dressed.

Xiao Fan was also furious: "Liu Tong, stop for me."

How could Liu Tong, who was in annoyance, be willing to listen to Xiao Fan's order, she didn't stop for a moment, and then slammed the door and left.

The author has something to say:

sense of control,

addicted to domination,

It's all about being loved.

impatient with worry,

anxiously thinking about,

All this may you be safe.