This ghost is always teasing me

It was nine o'clock in the morning when he woke up on the first day of the new year. He was awakened by the smell of rice coming from outside the house. He rubbed his stomach on the first day of the new year, then got up and went downstairs.

"Yao Yuan?" Chuyi saw people walking up and down the kitchen at a glance.

"Are you awake? I thought you were going to wake up before you started making breakfast." Yao Yuan brought a bowl of porridge and put it on the dining table.

"Don't eat greasy things in the morning. I saw eggs at home, so I fried two."

"Well, thank you, I thought I could sleep until twelve o'clock at noon." It feels so good to be able to eat on the first day of junior high school. I didn't eat last night, and it has been almost 24 hours now.

After eating, Yao Yuan said, "When we came up, I saw a school at the bottom of the mountain?"

"Well, yes, what's the matter?" asked suspiciously on the first day of junior high school, there was a school below, and he was still studying there.

"When I passed there, I saw the name... I seem to have heard it before, but I obviously don't remember anything." Yao Yuan seemed to be very distressed and pressed his temple.

On the first day of the junior high school, he looked at Yao Yuan in surprise and said, "Could it be that you have been here before?!"

"Maybe... I thought about it and see if I can remember something"

"Then let's go now."

On the way, Chuyi suddenly grabbed Yao Yuan's hand, stopped, and said, "If there is no one in my house, then there will hardly be anyone here."

"?" Yao Yuan frowned slightly, a little surprised at what he said in the first grade of junior high school.

"Ah, it's okay, as if I didn't say anything." The first day of the junior high school smiled embarrassedly, scratched the back of his head, and said, "I can say such strange things." Hahaha laughed a few times.

"Let's go, let's go, it's strange to be intrusive here." He was about to pull Yao Yuan away, but found that he couldn't pull it, so he said helplessly: "Why..."

"Then will you be lonely?" Yao Yuan looked seriously into the eyes of Chuyi.He is so focused that people can't imagine what he said has anything to do with it.

"Huh?" The first day of junior high school was asked in a daze, he, why is he lonely, how can he be lonely, what Yao Yuan is talking about, it's so strange!On the first day of the junior high school, he ignored Yao Yuan, turned around and walked straight forward.

After walking a few steps, the clenched hand of Chuyi suddenly let go, and his whole body seemed to relax suddenly, and he sighed.He really felt that he liked him more and more, and he hoped that he could always be with him in the future. Who let this person step into his heart so easily?

Chuyi took a few steps back and took Yao Yuan's hand, which was still slightly cold, without warmth.But it made the heart of the first grade of junior high school feel a burst of warmth.

"Actually, I seem to have lost some very important memories." Chu Yi felt that Yao Yuan's grip on Chu Yi's hand tightened suddenly when he heard this sentence. Was it because he was nervous about himself?

So on the first day of the lunar new year, he quickly added: "There is nothing serious, don't worry!" Uh... why did his face suddenly turn black.

Yao Yuan: "Why did you lose it?"

"This...hahahaha, I fell on my head, it's stupid, you see." He lifted his bangs to let Yao Yuan look at his forehead on the first day of junior high school. He took a step back in fright when Yao Yuan's head suddenly approached him.

Yao Yuan put his hand on the forehead of the first year of junior high school and rubbed it, "Does it hurt?"

The first day of junior high school felt a little funny, how long has it been, why does it hurt now, so he took Yao Yuan's hand off his head, brought it to his lips and kissed it, and said with a smile: "Your hand is still so cold... ...!" I seemed to have done something, and I cursed in my heart on the first day of the junior high school, thinking that Yao Yuan wouldn't be frightened, and quickly explained: "No, no, I accidentally bumped into it just now! En!"

Looking up, Yao Yuan's face seemed to be still red, so cute!

"It's okay, I don't mind." Yao Yuan's eyes dodged slightly.

"Let's not talk about that, that memory... Actually, I seem to be able to remember something recently." On the first day of the junior high school, I tidied up my somewhat messy hair on my forehead, and quickly changed the subject.

"what?"

"It seems that I have forgotten someone. I can remember some things, but I can't remember who I did it with. Even if I remember occasionally, that person is still vague in my memory."

At first glance at Yao Yuan, he found that Yao Yuan didn't seem to be paying attention to his own words, but seemed to be thinking about something.

"Do you remember anything?" Chu Yi asked

"No...it's just that I feel that we will know something soon." Yao Yuan said

"Yeah, I hope so"

The two walked for about ten minutes, and vehicles gradually appeared on the road.

Looking at everything passing by in the first day of junior high school, I feel like I have returned to my childhood. At that time, I used to play here with my friends carefree without any worries.I lowered my head on the first day of junior high school, thinking that this place is still different from before. At that time, the two sides of the road were uneven, uneven, and there were wild flowers and weeds everywhere. If you don’t pay attention, you will be tripped by the raised stones on the road, but... At that time, I seemed to have tripped and fell, and the scar from that time still remained on my leg. Speaking of which, he was even more flustered than myself, obviously saying that he was fine..."He"?what is his name?

……

Chu Chu took a look at Yao Yuan and said, "Actually, I studied in primary and secondary schools."

Yao Yuan responded in a low voice, and didn't reply anymore, so the two soon came to the school gate

Yao Yuan looked at the locked school gate, there should be no class today, "Can I enter now, are we going to climb over the wall?"

"Hahaha, no need, no need, you wait" said the first day of junior high school, ran to the window glass of the school guard room and knocked twice, and the window opened after a while, and there was a middle-aged man about 60 years old sitting inside, He looked a bit fierce, but when he saw who was standing by the window, a smile appeared on his face, and he said, "You boy, how long has it been since you came?"

On the first day of the junior high school, he scratched his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile, "It's been a long time, Uncle Wang, how are you?"

"Looking at you kids, it's hard not to think about it. I don't think you're here for me. Why, which teacher are you here for today?" Although the guard said it, he could see on his face that he had been in love with him for a long time. Missing the missing child, and handed the key to the first day of junior high school.

After receiving the key on the first day of junior high school, he thanked the doorman who had been very kind to him since he was a child, turned his head to Yao Yuan with a big smile, opened his mouth and silently said "Look", then he couldn't What else to say, walked straight in, Yao Yuan caught up with Junior One and said in a low voice: "I thought there was a hole on the far right of the east gate of the school, we can go through there"

On the first day of the junior high school, he let out a bewildered cry?Said, "There is a hole there, but when I was in the third year of junior high school, the school was completely renovated, so the hole has been repaired, but how do you know?"

Yao Yuan didn't answer, but took the hand of Chu Yi, Chu Yi looked at the two people holding hands and didn't say anything about it, just turned his hand and took the initiative to lead Yao Yuan, and said: "Anyway, let's continue walking, Let's go around this campus."

"kindness……"

"Actually, I think you should think of something. Just say what you think of. Your appearance is so big. Why do you look like a child who hasn't grown up? You're talking about it. Only when you say a lot of things will others know whether it's right or not. Well, if it’s just hidden in the bottom of my heart, what will others know?” After talking about the first day of junior high school, he didn’t look at Yao Yuan. Is it still there?"

"Little... black?" Yao Yuan said these two words intermittently, "He... seems to be lying on the stool on the playground all the time." After speaking, Yao Yuan lowered his head again, and the fine hair on his forehead covered his pair of eyes. I can't see his emotions in my eyes, but I can feel Yao Yuan's uneasy emotions. I sighed and pointed to the long stone bench in the playground: "There, he always nests on it. I and a certain I always go to feed him so many years have passed, it is no longer normal, but it is still a pity, let's go there and sit, we are tired from walking."

On the first day of the junior high school, he pulled Yao Yuan to leave, but found that the other party didn't seem to be ready to move. He turned his head in doubt, but found that Yao Yuan's eyes were red at some point, as if he was holding back tears, and his voice was a bit trembling: "sorry"

Hearing this sorry, the heart of the first day of junior high school seemed to be pulled hard by something, and I couldn't breathe. This person... always does this, and it's not his fault. Why does he always say I'm sorry? This will make those who love him feel even more uncomfortable. Chuyi let go of Yao Yuan's hand. Seeing Chuyi let go of his hand, Yao Yuan's eyes instantly turned into despair. Chuyi looked at Yao Yuan's face even more angrily. Before he could react, he punched Yao Yuan in the face. In an instant, Yao Yuan's face was a little red, but it was just a slight scratch. A little angry, so he shouted: "You can say whatever you want! I know you have thought of it, yes! I remembered it too. You said sorry to me, but did you feel sorry for me? It's not that I'm sorry You?"

"No..." Yao Yuan said hurriedly, but he was interrupted by the first day of junior high school before he finished speaking: "You have always been like this, since you were a child, you always let me, no matter what I do is right or not, you always use your Everything to accommodate me, but... I'm sorry" said the nose of the first day of junior high school, a little sore, what to do, I really want to cry, but...

"I'm sorry, I forgot about you...I'm really cunning. I got into a car accident half a year after you left and lost part of my memory. I really don't want this to happen, I really don't want to..." Yao Yuan looked Looking at the first day of junior high school who no longer knew what he was talking about, he seemed to have let go of something, but hugged the other party tightly, and whispered "thank you" in his ear. Yao Yuan closed his eyes and said slowly: " You saved me from the very beginning, I was very lucky to meet you, I finally know what I am nostalgic for, maybe I just want to see you again, in fact, I remembered it when I was at your house."

On the first day of the junior high school, his hands tightened slightly, and he said sullenly: "Why didn't you say it at that time?"

"I think if I tell you, I will probably disappear." Yao Yuan said with some dumbfounding.

"..." There was always a bad feeling in the first day of junior high school. He didn't dare to think too much, because he couldn't understand the development from the beginning to the end, and he was afraid of Yao Yuan's disappearance.

Yao Yuan pulled Chuyi away and kissed the corners of Chuyi's eyes and said comfortingly: "It's okay, you see nothing happened now, right?"

"..." The first day of junior high school was silent, but then he laughed out loud, "Hahahahahahaha yeah, I'm really happy now, I'm so happy... I want to cry" The first day of junior high school smiled, and the tears flowed smoothly His cheeks slid down, "What's that? Crying for joy, crying for joy!"

Suddenly a cat meow interrupted the two of them. On the first day of the junior high school, I thought it was a misheard, but who knew that there was another cat meow

"Meow~"

"Under the stool." Yao Yuan said.

On the first day of the new year, I looked over, and sure enough there was a pure black cat lying under the stool, looking at the two of them with half-closed blue eyes, with its tail flicking beside it, looking very leisurely.

"We should bring something to eat when we come." The first day of the junior high school said disappointedly, "But we are really lucky to see Xiao Hei here." Then he walked towards Xiao Hei and squatted down, "You really grow up!" It's getting bigger." On the first day of the lunar new year, he scratched Xiao Hei's forehead with his hand, and Xiao Hei made a gurgling sound, as if he was very comfortable.

"Can you see Xiaoyuan? Can you? Aren't cats very intelligent? They can see ghosts."

At this time, Yao Yuan also came to Xiao Hei and squatted down with Chu Yi, stroked Xiao Hei's back, touched it twice, changed his hand and pushed back, "I am a person who does not exist." His tone was full of sadness.

The first day of the junior high school sighed for a long time, and when he fell down, he pressed heavily on Yao Yuan's body. Lifting Chu Yi's bangs with his hand, he smiled helplessly.

"If you don't exist, why can I just pillow on your lap like this?" Chuyi turned over and used a more comfortable posture to pillow Yao Yuan's leg, looking at the blue sky, After watching for a long time, my eyes were a little tired, so I closed them slightly.Yao Yuan looked at Chuyi who was pillowed on his lap for a long time, thinking that Chuyi had fallen asleep, so he put his hand gently on Chuyi's slightly trembling eyes to cover him from the glare of the light, Yao Yuan really I want time to stop at this moment, but unfortunately...

"Thank you..." The first day of the junior high school suddenly said, before Yao Yuan could react, the first day of the first day of the junior high school continued: "I know that I was very naughty before, and I thought that everyone should let me and spoil me, but then I met, You embrace me in your way, you are very gentle, that is when I was young, I have never met such a gentle child, you will carry me home when I am hurt, you will carry me home for our agreement Waiting for me for a whole day, but I forgot about you, I think, you are probably the person I yearn for, so even if I don’t remember you later, I still remember to treat everything around me in a gentle way, thank you You are so gentle, what should I do..." Yao Yuan felt his palms wet, "You wouldn't know, you saved me at that time." Yao Yuan lowered his head and gently kissed the back of his hand covering Chuyi's eyes, this kiss , as if it contains all the blessings for the future, I only want to give it to the person I love the most

"Meow..." At this moment, a fluffy little paw patted the face of Yao Yuan who was kissing the back of his hand, as if to say, 'Hey, don't ignore me! '

Yao Yuan gasped and said, "This cat seems to be able to see me."

"Really or not." Chuyi lifted Yao Yuan's hand, and stared at the magical cat unblinkingly. After a few seconds, the two laughed together.

Everything is so beautiful today, but it seems very unreal.

The two stayed at school until nearly dusk before going home.

Chu Chu was still in a daze until before going to bed, because today was so beautiful, he didn't know what the two of them would do in the future, but at least they were happy now, living in the present?But he is afraid of tomorrow...

In the early morning, the sunlight outside the window has shone into the room through the window, and the room is quiet as usual, only the sound of breathing, but that steady sound will soon cease, Chu Yi turned over, opened his eyes, his eyes were empty, and gently Some shouted "Xiaoyuan." There was no sound to respond to him, and some could only be quiet, and he lay flat again, covering his red and swollen eyes with his arms: "Xiaoyuan..." The voice trembled, Chu Biting his lips tightly, trying not to cry out, at this moment, the slight sound made Chu Yi almost jump out of bed, and found that it was a letter dropped on the ground, and then uncontrollable disappointment welled up in his heart, But he still picked up the letter, and when he saw his name written on it, he could only take out the letter paper tremblingly.

My favorite first grade:

Don't be too sad, we can't blame anyone for all this, I am very lucky that the two of us can meet and know each other and love each other, and I am also very lucky to meet you again after death, so I have no regrets.

The first time I saw you, I was attracted by your smile. I have never seen a child who can smile so beautifully, at least not in the past life. At that time, I was always ridiculed by others. They LOL I am the son of two murderers, and then my mother brought me here after she got out of prison, and here I met my salvation, you gave me hope, you always said that I taught me how to treat the world gently , but why am I not saved by you, and stay in this world, death is always so unexpected, but I don't blame anyone, because without you, I don't think I would even be 18 years old, so you It’s all about me. After so many years of separation, I don’t think about you all the time. I send you messages and call you but no one answers. After learning the reason, I realize that it’s all fate... If you still If there is any nostalgia, it is probably you. However, I think I should disappear soon. I don't know why I think so, but I always have a feeling of ending...

Let me say sorry to you at the end, I remind you of me, if you don't think of me, your future may be happier, so please forgive my selfishness...

At the foot of the letter is written Xiaoyuan who loves you forever

After reading it on the first day of junior high school, he was already sobbing. He suddenly lost his focus and fell back on the bed. He couldn't regain his senses for a long time. Yao Yuan's voice still seemed to be echoing in his ears. It was all his fault that he missed the best time of the two of them...

Lying on the bed on the first day of the junior high school, he tightly clutched the quilt at his hand, and then slammed it on his face. He suddenly felt that the sun was too glaring.

"First grade!"

Ah, it seems that someone called him, but it wasn't Yao Yuan's voice

"Xiao Chu? Are you in the house? Mom was discharged from the hospital ahead of time. Your dad and I bought you breakfast. Come down quickly when you get up." In elementary school, Yao Yuan always came to their house to play. He was always curious about everything about himself, and he would tell him things he had never heard of. Myself, the line of sight always follows me.

Chu Yi wiped the tears off his face, walked to the corner of the stairs, and said to his mother who was packing her luggage, "Mom, do you still remember Yao Yuan?"

Mother Lin was slightly startled when she heard these two words, but she calmed down immediately, and said with a smile: "That child Xiaoyuan is very distressing, ah, why are you crying one by one?" On the first day of junior high school when she was crying, Mother Lin ran to the first day of junior high school in a panic to ask.

"He... he... left" Chu Yi hugged Lin Mu tightly, with tears on his face, and told Lin Mu with his last strength.

Mother Lin didn't know what happened, but he knew that the first day of junior high school was very painful now, and probably all the comfort was useless. She just hugged the first day of junior high school like this, conveying her love to her child.

Later, on the first day of junior high school, he also forgot what happened. He told his parents that there was something wrong with the company, so he just got on the return train, but this time he was really alone.

After arriving home, I rested at home for a whole week on the first day of junior high school, and then quit my job.For him, he urgently needs a trip to let himself forget everything.Maybe he will have a different idea after he comes back in a month.

At this time, the weather was getting colder and colder. All the pedestrians on the road wrapped their bodies tightly with coats, and were running against the cold to the place they wanted to go, but one of them stopped himself. The man's chest was heaving violently, he put his coat on his hands casually, he didn't feel cold, but was sweating profusely with his hands on his legs and panting fiercely, and then the man He took a few deep breaths to calm himself down, and walked slowly like an apartment.

"Xiaoyuan" looked at the man standing in front of his door and called softly.

When the man heard the call, he looked towards the place where the voice came from. When he saw the person coming, he immediately burst into a smile. This smile seemed to be able to melt an iceberg, but it was not too hot. Oh, ah, this is probably the feeling of going home... Chu Yi thought to himself.

End