red dust upside down

Qin Jianjia has always had an attitude. She was just a young actor before, and she dared to wear a white shirt at a banquet. Now that she has a backstage, she naturally dared to wear a simple old red dress at Yan Siyun's themed party. The material was like cotton and linen. Wearing a red skirt is also different from Tong Xiaojia's flamboyance. Tong Xiaojia is as gorgeous as peaches and plums, and her skin is like cream. Against the big red skirt, she is extremely thin, with thin shoulder straps and a very low V-shaped neckline, which is a bit sexy No, the clavicle is beautiful, she still has breasts, but the lines are natural, and when she turns around, she has obvious butterfly bones. Her head-to-shoulder ratio is very good, and her bones are very stretched.

Tong Xiaojia couldn't understand her, and always said she was pretending. In fact, Su Rong knew that what she said was not entirely true. Qin Jianjia was very strong professionally. It is rare to have an actor who has not given up his career as an actor. However, with a gold master, he still did not choose the easy path. It is even more rare to study acting hard. At least this is worthy of respect.

Luo Wei never got involved in Huang Lei's gossip, last time she said "Brother Rong has compassion" in the group, it made the scene embarrassing, but in fact Su Rong has no compassion at all.He has had a good life since he was a child, so he has no prejudices and can see the whole picture of people fairly, just like he can't convince himself that Qin Jianjia is the miserable person Tong Xiaojia said.

What's more, Qin Jianjia has another story with him.

It's not that he remembers it deeply, but Qin Jianjia seems to remember it even more deeply. Although Tong Xiaojia was aggressive, Su Rong didn't take it seriously. He knew it was just a little girl's rebellious psychology, but among so many people, there is always someone who seriously likes Li Shang, and Qin Jianjia is obviously the one. people.

So she came up and said to Su Rong: "You can save your energy, there is no need to let Tong Xiaojia be an eyeliner, how about Li Shang and I, I have never avoided you, and I am not afraid that you will know."

"I didn't let Tong Xiaojia look at you..."

"It's Tong Xiaojia who is enthusiastic, right?" Qin Jianjia interrupted him coldly: "Su Rong, I haven't seen you for so long, you are still hypocritical."

Su Rong stopped talking, the more mature people become, the more silent they become, because they know that the power of words is very limited, and sometimes what stands between two people is the hard and cold past.

"What I owed you, I paid it back. Now it's time for you to pay back what you owed me, but I also know that you have countless hypocritical excuses for not paying it back. It doesn't matter, I will take what I want." Qin Jianjia said directly.

Su Rong knew that what she was talking about was returning three glasses of wine, Qin Jianjia's initial affection for him came from this, and in her opinion, it was also one of the evidences of Su Rong's hypocrisy.But he still asked, "What do I owe you?"

"I don't know either." Qin Jianjia told him calmly, "It's probably a part of life."

Su Rong knew she would say this, she felt that she stole a part of her life.

"Okay, then you can go to Li Shang." Su Rong didn't want to play this kind of game of declaring war with her again.No wonder Tong Xiaojia wants to stand up for him, the value in his bones is really the kind of "no one can take it away from me, so I don't have to take it away".This attitude can kill Tong Xiaojia who claims to be his friend, and often his opponents are also very angry.

But Qin Jianjia just sneered and said, "I heard a sentence last time, called killing a dog to bargain, which is very interesting. Do you think I will take away Rita's child now and raise him until he is 20 years old, and then ask the child whether I will marry him or not?" Who does Rita have the deepest affection for, and what do you think the answer will be? Is this answer fair? If I remember correctly, it seems to be me who was dating Li Shang at the time."

From her point of view, Su Rong is probably the most scheming and hypocritical person she has ever met. This story has been engraved on a slate and cannot be changed.Even Li Shang's testimony probably wouldn't be able to testify for Su Rong. After all, if it wasn't for Li Shang's attitude, this conversation would actually be unnecessary.

Li Shang laughed at him for watching literary films for so long, but that was nothing to ridicule.The current eight o'clock romance plot is really ridiculous.Su Rong didn't even bother to talk about the story of Li Shang fighting against him to find a girlfriend, and she was only the second choice. In fact, he didn't need to talk to her at all, if it wasn't for Li Shang.

"As long as you're happy." He replied.

Li Shang hung up the third call and wanted to go upstairs to find Su Rong, but Tong Xiaojia blocked him at the stairs.

Tong Xiaojia always has the mentality of a little girl towards him. She probably thinks that Huanxi's friends are fun. She used to fight with him, but now she has become a friend of Su Rong's. Li Shang has always been too lazy to analyze other people's moods. Just one sentence: "Get out of the way."

"You are still fierce. It's because you and Qin Jianjia didn't know each other. Just now, Qin Jianjia ran to tell Su Rong a meal, but Su Rong just left. You still don't go to him!"

Li Shang called Xiao Ke directly, but Su Rong didn't seem to be in his car, he seemed to be taking a taxi. The club was located upstairs in a building. As soon as he walked out the door, he saw a taxi preparing to leave from afar.There were no pedestrians outside, so he went straight over and patted the car window twice, and Su Rong's face was indeed exposed.

"Get out of the car." It's not the first time he's seen Su Rong's temper that runs away when he gets angry, and he doesn't know who taught him that he is aggressive, but he never makes any subjective effort, even if the two of them are now The same goes for a relationship.Said he was not aggressive, his arrogant attitude of "I can leave you and run away at any time", not to mention Qin Jianjia and the others, among so many people Li Shang met, he was the only one who had it.

But every time I really catch up, I am afraid of being thrown down by him when I sit down, so his running posture is getting more and more proficient. In the past, he made a renunciation declaration at any rate. His tears made people want to kiss him. Now it is not He just said hello and left, even a conceited person like Li Shang couldn't convince himself that he was playing hard to get.

He just wanted to run.

It was snowing heavily outside, and Li Shang's face was very ugly. Although Su Rong didn't know where he got so angry, but he got used to it, knowing that the stalemate was just wasting the taxi driver's time, he said sorry and got out of the car.

Li Shang is his natural enemy. He is naturally destructive. It is said that this is the last snow in Beijing. If he wants to quarrel in this heavy snow, he can only sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman.

"What do you mean?" He has always been good at preemptive strikes: "You want to come when you come, and you want to go when you leave without saying a word? You are not very generous, and you let Tong Xiaojia scold me. Now you can't stand Qin Jianjia anymore?"

His world is probably a large-scale single-player game, and everyone is probably an NPC without emotion. He will never learn to treat others with respect in his life. Zhan Xingzhou just picked a persimmon, and he was so angry that he wanted to tear down the studio.But his own emotions, in his opinion, are probably on the level of asking "Is my sister jealous?" with a smile.

Of course, it is also possible that he is also an NPC. He will be happy or angry because of himself, but his happiness, anger, or pain has no meaning to him. The only meaning is to arouse his emotions.

If Su Rong could really have his indifference, he would be a good opponent. Unfortunately, Su Rong has always been in two worlds with him. Even now, when he is almost a little numb due to the pain of Vincent's departure, he is still still there. Remnants of his unique temperature.

He didn't answer Li Shang's sharp questions, but asked him quietly: "Li Shang, if I hadn't been there, would it be Qin Jianjia standing here now?"

Li Shang was taken aback by this question, and then anger welled up in his eyes.

"What do you think I am? As long as you stalk me, you can get a first-come, first-served prize? I really want to open your brain to see what's inside..."

"Then why are you talking about storyboarding with her?"

"I'm also chatting with Lu... Le Zijiao about the storyboard. Am I going to sleep with Le Zijiao tomorrow?"

If it was before, Su Rong would probably have guessed why he temporarily replaced Lu He instead of using him as an example.Su Rong in the past was a very good Su Rong, young, tough and soft, with a very smart and tenacious heart, like a seed full of hope forever, as long as Li Shang shows a little flaw, he can sprout from the stone .Little by little his vines grew over the stubborn stone.Li Shang quarreled with him and blamed him, but it was true that he had changed. When Vincent left, Pei Yin disappeared, and Lin Sa was leaving too. He was immersed in some kind of great pain, almost withered.

However, that stone, the stubborn stone named Li Shang, has not yet learned how to fall in love. The fleeting beauty of the island is like a warm fantasy. Now they are standing in reality, gradually losing their warmth in a heavy snowfall.

Su Rong himself could feel that the hard-earned connections were gradually being broken. He felt a kind of sadness like resignation, but Li Shang was not. He always got what he wanted. I don't have the ability to fix him, but I stubbornly want him to return to the original state.

"Don't try to use these trivial things as an excuse." He directly grabbed Su Rong by the collar, pulled him over, and said viciously: "You are sad because your master became a monk, and you don't even care about little monsters." Let alone me! Don’t talk about storyboarding, even if I really have something to do with Qin Jianjia, you will still be indifferent! You say you love me, but the first thing in your heart will always be your gang Master and brother!"

He always mixes the truth with his anger, even if most of himself is numb in the pain, he can still hear the meaning of his words.

He wants to love him by himself, and love him as fiercely and intensely as before. He can't understand the pain, and he can't forgive himself for being numb now. He wants that fresh and vivid Su Rong to come back...

"What if you don't come back?" Su Rong asked him.

"Why don't you come back?"

"If I'm always like this in the future, you can't help it, can you?" Su Rong asked him: "Maybe you can start training with Qin Jianjia now..."

"So it's because of Qin Jianjia?"

He is like some kind of huge and brutal wild animal, intelligent, cunning and cruel, but of another system of thought entirely, unable to comprehend the human system of emotion, and can only try stubbornly and in vain, causing enormous damage in the process. destruction.

Fortunately, Su Rong still has many habits left.This snow is too cold, he just wants to go home quickly.

"Because you have a criminal record."

"I don't need to be responsible to you for what happened before I was with you, and I don't need to apologize for my sexuality. I didn't do anything wrong."

The feeling of bumping into an underwater iceberg returned, and I could resolve it before. With a certain perseverance like a fool moving a mountain, I chiseled off heavy ice and threw it into the sea day after day.But now Su Rong has no strength.

"Okay." He replied to Li Shang like this: "You are in a relationship, but you are free, so that's fine. Let's go home."

As soon as Su Rong got home, she took a shower, looked at Mai Mai, and then fell asleep peacefully.He often has this kind of dullness recently, and anyone can clearly feel it, let alone Li Shang, who has always been keen.

The matter seemed to be resolved, but the irritability and unspeakable emotion expanded like a thick fog.Li Shang has no experience in dealing with these. All his experience comes from destruction and injury, and when he wants to build something, his experience is almost blank.

He could easily make Su Rong cry, but he couldn't make him smile even once.

He must have been very angry, so he called Lin Sa again, and this time he finally got through, but he still couldn't get rid of his bad temper, so he came up and said, "Are you a charlatan? You disappeared after selling the medicine ? Your methods are useless at all!"

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