Luggage Syndrome

"Morning, Teacher Fu."

"morning."

Zheng Shishi looked at her watch, it was not yet 07:30.

Last night, following Fu Lang on the night shift until midnight, she was so exhausted that she felt that she had come early today, but she didn't expect Fu Lang to arrive early, and she had already read most of the thick pile of night shift ward round records.

Zheng Shishi and Fu Lang have been together for more than a month, knowing that Fu Lang is only strict with work, he is not difficult to get along with, and the two of them are not much different in age, so they are not as reserved as they were at first, and said casually:

"Mr. Fu, you are working hard. You have to work on the big night shift tonight, so you don't need to sleep for a while. But you will rest from tomorrow, right?"

"Ah."

"That's great—why is our industry so miserable, and we have to work two shifts on big weekends—" Zheng Shishi leaned helplessly on the computer desk, and suddenly saw someone approaching outside the window, and quickly sat upright, smiling all over her face , Said: "Good morning, Brother Wang, you are so early today-ah, Brother Wang, you look so young today!"

Wang Ruizhen is wearing a pair of light-colored casual trousers today, and a light blue shirt over a tight-fitting white T-shirt on his upper body. The sleeves are rolled up casually, revealing his white and clean forearms, like a cheerful college student .From the moment Wang Ruizhen entered the door, his eyes were firmly glued to Fu Lang's body. Hearing Zheng Shishi's words, he turned to look at her, chuckled lightly, and said, "What are you talking about, your Brother Wang looks young every day."

Wang Ruizhen turned his head again and said enthusiastically, "Good morning, Brother Fu."

"morning."

Although Fu Lang replied, his eyes were still focused on the computer, and he didn't give him a single look.

Wang Ruizhen sighed softly, took off his light blue shirt, and slowly put on the white coat hanging in the duty room.

"Brother Wang is also on the morning shift today? I saw today's shift schedule, you have to work on the night shift at night?"

"Well. I'm in the ward in the morning, I'm out of the clinic in the afternoon, and I have to stay all night in the evening. I hope I won't be too busy tonight so that I can get a good night's sleep."

"Don't set a flag here! Otherwise, Teacher Fu and I will have to follow you!"

"Hey, it's not up to you."

The two talked back and forth, and Fu Lang kept flipping through the medical records quietly.

Zheng Shishi talked cheerfully for a long time before realizing that she hadn't helped Fu Lang with some work for a long time since she came here. She felt a little guilty, but when she saw that the watch was not yet eight o'clock, she didn't want to work anymore, so she decided to drag Fu Lang along to be lazy. , and asked: "Teacher Fu, today is Sunday, is your little cousin coming to play today?"

In the past, when "little cousin" was mentioned, Fu Lang would talk a lot more.

But today's Fu Lang's hands paused, his eyes fixed on the screen for a long time, and then he whispered:

"do not know."

"...bed 13 was discharged from the hospital today, and bed 14 was newly admitted when Xiao Wang was out of the clinic in the afternoon. He was 17 years old, male, and was diagnosed with infective endocarditis. He had a history of respiratory tract infection three days ago. High fever, chest tightness, chest pain and dyspnea symptoms came to the doctor this afternoon. Blood tests, electrocardiograms, and color Doppler ultrasound showed abnormalities. Blood culture results have not yet come out. Xiao Wang's doctor ordered antibiotics, ECG detectors, and low-concentration oxygen inhalation ..."

When the evening shift was over, the head nurse explained the situation of the newly admitted patient to Fu Lang in detail, sighed, patted Fu Lang on the shoulder, and said, "The child with endocarditis is in a stable condition now. , but you may still pay more attention tonight. One more night of hard work will give you a vacation, work harder."

"understood."

"Did you decide where to go on vacation? The travel agency you introduced to me last time had so many interesting tours. I was so moved. Which one did you book?"

"No booking, I think I can drive there by myself and have more time."

"That's right, you're too rushed with the group. It's rare for you to take a vacation, so it's more leisurely to go on your own. Then where are you going to play?"

Fu Lang smiled wryly and said, "Maybe we can't go."

The head nurse immediately raised her eyebrows and said, "Don't tell me that you don't want to rest anymore. I'll tell Xiao Wang to give you seven days of Valium, and I promise to let you rest for seven days."

Fu Lang raised his hand and surrendered: "No need, rest, I will rest."

After the ward rounds, Zheng Shishi absent-mindedly wrote the ward round records. For a while, she peeked at Wang Ruizhen, who was writing the medical records, and for a while, she glanced at Fu Lang, who was checking the doctor's orders. Each is handsome, but it's a pity that both of them are much older than her, which is a bit inappropriate.

She was in a daze, and suddenly missed that handsome guy with a sweet smile, and couldn't help but ask:

"Teacher Fu, why didn't my little cousin come today?"

"..."

Fu Lang was a little helpless for Zheng Shishi's behavior of omitting even "his" and calling Liang Yicheng "little cousin" directly and affectionately.

But he is also not worthy to declare to the world that man is "his".

Because he made Liang Yicheng so sad, so sad, so disappointed.

Almost every moment, he would think of the back of that day when he left in despair.

Shaky, like a fragile little animal reluctantly leaving home.

He couldn't see Liang Yicheng's expression at that time, but he knew it must be forbearing and sad.

God knows how much he wanted to rush up at that moment and hug the quietly crying person tightly.

But he held back.

He didn't want to drive him away, but he didn't want to see him lose a home even more.

Because he is not yet able to give him a home.

"he's returned home."

Fu Lang's voice was very gentle, full of deep nostalgia, and a touch of loneliness.

Zheng Shishi tried her best to finish writing the ward round record with her eyelids open, and just after yawning, Fu Lang said:

"Go to bed. I'll check on bed 14 every two hours."

"Teacher, go to bed too. I'll watch for you for a few hours first, and then you will watch for me in the middle of the night."

"No, you go to sleep."

Fu Lang's attitude was resolute, and Zheng Shishi became anxious, and said, "Teacher Fu! You have to give me a chance to exercise, otherwise what will I do if I go to my own night shift after you rest!"

Wang Ruizhen also chimed in: "Brother Fu, go and rest first, and sleep in the doctor's lounge, so that Xiao Zheng can sleep for a while. I took the child in. Although he has chest pain symptoms, the abnormality of the electrocardiogram is not counted." Typically, the vegetation on the valve is not large according to the color ultrasound, and the condition is not serious, so you don't have to worry so much."

Fu Lang looked at the two of them wordlessly, and finally compromised: "Then you must call me if you have anything to do."

Fu Lang lay in the doctor's lounge for a long time but couldn't fall asleep.

In the past few days, whenever he closed his eyes, he would think of Liang Yicheng.

Fu Lang sighed, and was about to get up to change Zheng Shishi, when the sound of card swiping came from outside the door, and the door lock clicked open.

The door opened very lightly, Fu Lang closed his eyes, and Wang Ruizhen came in lightly.

Fu Lang heard Wang Ruizhen take off his white coat, but he didn't go to bed immediately. He stood quietly by the bedside for a while, and then slowly climbed to Fu Lang's upper bunk.

The living room was dark and eerily quiet.Fu Lang lay down for a while, guessing that Wang Ruizhen had already fallen asleep, so he slowly sat up.

But Wang Ruizhen suddenly said, "Brother Fu."

"Ah."

Wang Ruizhen's voice was sober, and it was obvious that he was not asleep, so Fu Lang didn't care anymore, and sat by the bed and quickly put on his shoes.

"Did you quarrel?"

Fu Lang's movements froze, and before he could answer, there was a rush of footsteps in the corridor. Zheng Shishi knocked on the door anxiously, and shouted, "Teacher! Doctor Wang! Get up quickly! Bed 14 suddenly vomited blood!"

Wang Ruizhen sat up immediately, and Fu Lang rushed out without saying a word.

The boy in bed 14 was named Lin Pei. When Fu Lang arrived, Lin Pei was lying on his side on the bed, his mother patted his back, spitting out dark brown liquid in pain.

Fu Lang hurried forward to help him up to prevent him from suffocating.

Wang Ruizhen arrived soon, glanced at Lin Pei's vomit, frowned, and asked Lin Mu:

"When did you start throwing up?"

Mother Lin replied anxiously, "Just now."

"Please call the gastroenterology department for consultation immediately."

"it is good."

Zheng Shishi ran out in a hurry, Wang Ruizhen frowned and thought.

Fu Lang waited for Lin Pei to finish vomiting, helped him back to the bed, and said suddenly:

"Doctor Wang, the patient is in a cold sweat and his blood pressure is very low."

Wang Ruizhen was stunned for a while, and Fu Lang reached out and untied Lin Pei's clothes.

The boy's stomach bulged, and patches of faint bruises appeared on his body.

Wang Ruizhen frowned: "Is there bleeding in the abdominal cavity? What's the matter? Contact the surgeon immediately to prepare for the operation. It may be necessary to open the abdomen for exploration."

At this time, Zheng Shishi rushed over with a gray-haired gastroenterologist.When the gastroenterologist saw the pale young man lying on the bed, he immediately lowered his face and shouted at him, "What are you eating? If you don't want to die, tell me!"

Seeing that he vomited blood, Lin Pei was already terrified, but when he was drunk again, he burst into tears, choking and said: "I didn't, just last night, I went out with my classmates for supper, barbecue, and drank liquor……"

Lin's mother immediately scolded: "When did you sneak out? You went to drink and eat barbecue when you caught a cold? Do you think you have beaten less?!"

"I, have a cold, and my chest is not feeling well, I don't want to eat your cooking..."

"Dare to talk back?!"

"Family, don't interrupt, when did you start vomiting?"

"Yesterday, I vomited several times when I came back from eating last night."

Wang Ruizhen became anxious immediately, and said in a hurry: "I asked you what you ate this afternoon, why didn't you tell me? I asked you if you vomited, why didn't you tell me? You're joking with your life!"

Lin Pei looked at his mother timidly, and said, "I thought it was just because of a cold that I felt unwell... Besides, I was afraid she would hit me..."

The gastroenterologist gave Lin Pei a quick physical examination, and carefully read Lin Pei's blood report, then turned around and said: "It is highly suspected that the patient is not just infective endocarditis, but also has severe acute pancreatitis. Inflammation, there may be massive bleeding in the abdominal cavity, send it to the emergency room immediately."

Fu Lang replied: "I have already contacted the emergency room, and submitted the blood application. The surgery side is ready and can perform surgery at any time."

It's been a busy night.

Lin Pei fell into a coma on the way to the emergency room, and when he was unconscious, he was still begging in a low voice: "Doctor, I don't want to die yet, help me..."

On the operating table, the moment the abdominal cavity was opened, a large amount of blood mixed with gastric juice and intestinal fluid spewed out, and the situation in the abdomen was in a mess.

Lin Pei went into shock due to excessive blood loss, but suffered cardiac arrest during a massive blood transfusion.

Doctors on duty from several departments gathered in the operating room to help rescue them. Everyone tried their best, but until the end, the heart couldn't beat again.

When the news of Lin Pei's death came, Fu Lang leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes weakly.

In the middle of the night, Wang Ruizhen came back with a bruise on the left side of his face and a little blood on his white coat.Without saying a word, he sat down on the boss chair in the duty room.

Fu Lang frowned, got up and fetched an ice pack, and handed it to him.

Wang Ruizhen took it in a daze, and held it in his hand for a long time, his hands were so frozen that he slowly raised the ice pack and pressed it on his face.

"The family members beat them?"

"Yeah." Wang Ruizhen's expression was dull, "He said he would sue me."

"The patient concealed his condition, which no one thought of."

"But I did miss the diagnosis, and I am responsible."

Fu Lang was silent for a while, and said: "Don't think about it, just sleep for a while. It will be fine when the sun rises."

Wang Ruizhen followed Fu Lang back to the duty room in a daze, and lay down on the upper bunk.

The room was still dark.

It's just the people who stay up all night, from one to two.

Fu Langping was lying on the bed, the bed under him was shaking slightly.

Fu Lang opened his eyes, sighed softly, and said, "Don't cry, go to sleep."

The shaking of the bed suddenly became more violent, and the person on the upper bunk no longer restrained himself, crying softly.

"If only I could be more careful and attentive." Wang Ruizhen's voice was hoarse, "In this way, he might not die. He's only 17 years old..."

"I used to think that it would be great if I could be more useful, so that I wouldn't have to lose anyone again..."

"But now, I have the ability, but I don't care..."

"I'm really selfish. I can never save anyone, I will always be that useless me..."

"I'm so sorry...but I'm really not reconciled..."

"Brother Fu, can you understand how I feel..."

Fu Lang said softly, "I understand."

Wang Ruizhen's voice was crying again: "I know you will understand... Only you can understand me, and only I can understand you... But why can't you take a good look at me?"

Fu Lang didn't answer, Wang Ruizhen said sadly: "What's so good about him? He and you are people from two worlds... He doesn't understand anything, and he may never understand what you are insisting on. What is the hard work for..."

Fu Lang was silent for a long time, so long that Wang Ruizhen thought that Fu Lang was not going to answer, but Fu Lang spoke:

"It's better not to know."

"I hope he never understands."

Wang Ruizhen was stunned for a while, and finally heaved a long sigh and said:

"You're right... I don't want to understand if I can."