Obsessed with Qin

, reported the name of Chu Nian's family community, and he was also a degenerate in Tianya, so he had to take care of this unemployed older man.

The community where Chu Nian lived was not far from the Sports Institute, and it only took half an hour including the traffic lights.Qin Jin paid the fare and opened the door to get off. A young man in disheveled clothes walked past the car door.The man seemed to have not had a good rest for a long time, his hair was messy and tangled, the shirt on his body was wrinkled like dried prunes soaked in water, and the shoes on his feet were also full of dust.

Qin Jin was stunned for a moment before he recognized who that person was, and hurriedly chased after him, calling that person's name: "Chu Jiao, Chu Jiao!"

(102)

Chu Nian really hasn't had a good rest for a long time, his face is as white as paper, he has lost a lot of weight, his eyes are fixed on Qin Jin's face, it took him a while to recognize who he is, Pulling the corner of his mouth, he revealed a smile that couldn't be counted as a smile.

Qin Jin put his hand on Chu Nian's shoulder, and his tentacles were all hard bones. It would not be an exaggeration to say that he has become a skeleton.Chu Nian found a bench in the neighborhood, and said to Qin Jin in a hoarse voice, "If you have something to say, just talk about it here. I haven't been home for a long time. There's dust everywhere, and it's not as clean as the outside."

Qin Jin had a lot of questions to ask, and seeing Chu Nian like this, he didn't know which sentence to start with. He lowered his head, took out two cigarettes from his pocket, and handed them to Chu Nian.Chu Nian took the cigarette, crushed the outer packaging, picked out a few tobacco leaves, threw them into his mouth, and chewed. He coughed while chewing, his back bent to the lowest point, and the spine protruded from the thin shirt in a sharp arc. Mo said People of the same age, even the retired old man walking with birds in the park, seem to be more energetic than him.

Qin Jin squatted in front of Chu Nian, pulled his shoulders, looked him in the eyes, and said, "Chu Jiao, what happened? The sky is not falling, why did you ruin yourself like this!"

Chu Nian waved away Qin Jin's hand holding his shoulder, his eyes were ashen ashes, empty and without any light, he said: "Your sky is not falling, mine is falling..."

Qin Jin frowned: "What do you mean?"

A tear, an extremely hot drop came out of Chu Nian's eyes, and landed on the back of Qin Jin's hand with a "pop". Qin Jin shrank back in shock, and heard Chu Nian's hoarse voice in a panic: "Zhou Hesen is sick...cancer..."

Chu Nian probably also felt that he was a bit ashamed, so he raised his hand and wiped it on his face indiscriminately, smacked his nose twice, and then said: "He didn't intend to tell me, I ran into it by accident, when I bumped into it He's already in the intensive care unit."

Qin Jin felt as if he had been infected by Xiao Le, he opened his mouth and began to stammer: "Then, that time in the hotel was the time when you were drunk..."

Chu Nian understood what Qin Jin wanted to ask, and nodded with a half-crying smile: "Yes, he was sick at that time, and he knew that he would not live long, so he forced me to leave the Zhou family and gave me a lot of money. Money allows me to start a new life." Chu Nian suddenly choked up when he said this, he raised his hand and waved it unconsciously, indicating that he didn't want to talk about this topic any more.

Those seemingly unsympathetic appearances concealed such a cruel truth. Qin Jin didn't know what to say, but felt that his heart was full of heavy depression.He seemed to see his own stranger from Chu Nian. In the face of the arrangement of life and the twists and turns of fate, love is so fragile that it cannot withstand a single blow.

Any verbal comfort is useless at this time. Qin Jin half-kneeled in front of Chu Nian and opened his arms to hug him. Chu Nian was really thin to the extreme, with sharp lines propped up by his bony bones. Feel distressed.He seemed to be extremely tired, and he put his head on Qin Jin's shoulder and leaned quietly. After an unknown period of time, Qin Jin suddenly felt a burst of wetness on his shoulder. There was no sound of crying or hysteria, only a wet feeling Expanding on the shoulders.

Qin Jin suddenly couldn't imagine how Chu Nian would live without Zhou Hesen, and how he would go on alone in such a long second half of his life.

That man had brought him out of hell with his own hands, and now he sent him back again with death.

An old song with a sense of age was playing in the shop on the street, Qin Jin heard it, and subconsciously hummed a few words along with it——

love you in a hurry

Regardless of the trauma

I'm afraid that the world doesn't allow marriage to last

love you in a hurry

use my whole life to compensate

I'm just afraid of losing my way

can't find your eyes

Chu Nian, who had been quiet all this time, suddenly opened his mouth and bit Qin Jin's shoulder. The moment the teeth cut into the skin, a suppressed cry came out softly.

There was too much despair in that cry, dark, heavy, lifeless, hopeless.

Qin Jin unconsciously repeated the lyrics he heard:

love you in a hurry

love you in a hurry

When Qin Jin raised his hand to hold Chu Nian's shoulders tightly, he realized that his body was trembling slightly, his eyes were warm and moist, but no tears fell, as if he had gone through the parting of life and death, and the tears had long been exhausted. The old man, while sympathizing with the sufferings of all beings, is powerless to change.

Qin Jin suddenly didn't dare to imagine what the future between him and Qin Zhao would be like, and what the love he had always believed in would become amidst the drastic changes in the world.

In the future, there is still such a long way to go in the future, what will happen, who can explain everything at once?

(103)

That day Qin Jin sat with Chu Nian on the bench by the side of the road for a long time, Chu Nian lay on Qin Jin's shoulder for a long time without moving, as quiet as if he fell asleep.Countless pedestrians with hurried looks walked past them quickly, like a silent movie that lost its sound, all the joys and sorrows were slowly advancing in silence.

After an unknown amount of time, Chu Nian suddenly asked Qin Jin in a hoarse voice, "Do you think he will wait for me by the Naihe Bridge?"

This question made Qin Jin's eyes red for no reason, and without waiting for him to answer, Chu Nian said to himself: "Oh, by the way, he has a wife, even if there is Naihe Bridge, the person he will wait for is not me."

Qin Jin grabbed Chu Nian's shoulders and gave him a hug. His words of comfort rolled around his lips, and the only thing he said was: "Teacher Chu, take good care of yourself and live well."

When they broke up, Qin Jin didn't tell Chu Nian about the bad things in school, but told him to take care of himself over and over again. After all, there is still a long way to go in the future, and no one will tolerate his willfulness like Zhou Hesen.

After resting for a while, Chu Nian's face seemed to have eased a lot, but his eyes were still dim. Qin Jin thought pessimistically, that Chu Nian who looked like a wild beast would probably never appear again. Chu Nian, who was drinking and cursing, would never appear again.

Some people are worth remembering once they appear. Zhou Hesen's death not only ended his own life, but also ended Chu Nian's life.

Qin Jin got into the taxi again, ready to go home to change clothes before going to the restaurant for dinner.When the taxi was about to start, Chu Nian knocked on the window suddenly, Qin Jin lowered the window glass, Chu Nian said: "Tell Qin Zhao, be careful of Zhou Tan. Cooking rabbits and dogs is a common trick of the Zhou family. Sickness, those juniors of the Zhou family are fighting for power, and at this juncture, no one can believe what they say."

Qin Jin nodded to express that he had made a note of it, and patted Chu Nian on the shoulder to make him take care of himself. Chu Nian twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, but the despair in his eyes did not diminish a bit.

The taxi drove to the gate of Qin Zhao's residential area. As soon as Qin Jin opened the car door, he saw Yue Qianfan and his family "Shen Lingxiao" relaxing on the lawn across the road.Little Satsuma was having fun with a new Chihuahua, Yue Qianfan couldn't walk away, so he could only raise his hand and wave to Qin Jin as a greeting.Seeing the little Samo Qin Jin, he remembered that he also has a dog, and his dog is still in foster care in the pet store.

There was still time, Qin Jin decided to go to the pet store, bring Caesar back, and then find a time to let him get to know "Shen Lingxiao" of Yue Qianfan's family, make a dog friend, and maybe he can have a litter of Asa mixed puppies No matter how many babies are born, half of them are called "Assam" and the other half are called "milk tea".

Qin Jin was amused by the name "Assam milk tea", but the smile just formed a shadow on his lips, and then it went cold instantly. He saw that the door of the pet shop where Caesar was fostered was closed, and the door was closed. The plasters were filled with various notices about finding dogs, cats and hamsters, and some people even pulled up banners with black characters on a white background, which read shockingly, "Unscrupulous shopkeepers absconded with debts, return my pets and my family".

The painting style changed a bit quickly, Qin Jin took two steps up the few steps in front of the store, and slammed on the rolling shutter door covered with notices.There was no reaction in the store, but the neighbor who opened the supermarket next door couldn't take it anymore. He opened the window and poked his head out to Qin Jin and said, "Don't smash it, didn't you see this series of cursing notices? The owner ran away due to usury. Those cats and dogs in the store, all edible ones are sold to various restaurants!"

With a "buzz" in his head, Qin Jin said to his neighbor, "Do you know which restaurant the owner sold those cats and dogs to?"

The neighbor smiled and said: "Then I don't know, but I advise you to get another one. The owner of this shop has been away for half a month. Have you ever seen any restaurant accept a dog of unknown origin? Kill it right away, and bring someone to help feed it?"

The neighbor also knew that what he said was not pleasant, so he turned his head back and closed the window before the words fell.

Qin Jin stood frozen in front of the dusty shutter door of the pet store for a long time, unable to protect himself