Marry for a long time

After living for 26 years, Lin Zhifei has never been in a relationship.

No one has ever been chased.

In fact, he is not ugly, on the contrary, he is quite likable, with big eyes and double eyelids, fair skin, and dimples, he smiles a bit shy, and looks like a good student, although his grades are not very good.

But I don't know why, no one has expressed good feelings for him. He stayed in the gay bar for a few hours, and few of them came to strike up a conversation.

Maybe he has a kind of... Lonely forever aura?

He didn't understand either.

Although no one was chasing him, he didn't dare to chase others. He only secretly had a few secret loves, but they all died quietly and without cause.Perhaps because of his lack of a strong sense of existence, he is very easy to have a good impression of dazzling and confident people. He had a crush on the forward of the basketball team in the second year of high school, had a good impression of the president of the student union in college, and also liked Lu Mintong...

The reason why he likes Lu Mintong is very simple, that is, he thinks that Lu Mintong is cool, handsome and very attractive, and his hormones are about to burst.

But in less than two weeks, he silently canceled his favor.

It was winter vacation at that time, and Lu Mintong came over every day to help him make up lessons, mathematics, physics and chemistry.These few courses gave him a headache, and he was powerless. He still didn’t understand after listening carefully. Under the huge pressure, what he feared most every day was Lu Min coming with him. Seeing his face was like seeing a digital materialization, and he suddenly became frightened. I'm afraid that when he opens his mouth, he will ask questions.

Others will make up their feelings when making up lessons, but he will not. He is most afraid of the teacher in his life, and when he sees the teacher, he will slip away with his tail between his legs.

Not long after, the budding goodwill died quietly...

Lu Mintong didn't know about this brief crush.

Lin Zhifei never thought of telling him that after canceling his favor, he straightened his mind... and devoted himself to being Lu Mintong's friend and younger brother.

He thought he and Lu Mintong would be good friends forever, but he never expected that in the middle of the cold winter night, in the same bed, Lu Mintong confessed his love to him.

His heartbeat was so fast that he could hardly bear it, and his breathing gradually became difficult. Under the deep and gloomy eyes of the other party, his head was almost buried under the quilt: "I don't know..."

Lu Mintong stared at him closely, with the same expression as usual, without any sense of frustration because of his reaction. He cleared his throat, and his voice became clear again, with a mellow quality and a touch of gentleness: "Sorry."

Lin Zhifei hesitated for a moment, then raised his head, his face full of doubts, wondering why he suddenly apologized.

Lu Mintong clenched his right hand into a fist, put it against his mouth and coughed twice, and explained somewhat unnaturally: "I didn't get your consent just now," he paused, lowered his brows and eyes, and said in a deep tone, "I can't help kissing you." about you."

Lin Zhifei's face turned red all of a sudden, and he said in a panic, "It's okay, it's okay..."

When he was nervous, he was prone to a beard, and he stuttered and spoke unclearly.

Lu Mintong smiled, raised his eyes again, met his gaze, and said, "Go to sleep."

Lin Zhifei responded vaguely, as if he was finally relieved, he quickly got under the quilt, and landed on his side with Lu Mintong on his back. After closing his eyes, his heart was still beating restlessly and fast, and it seemed to be out of order from his chest cavity. jump out.

Lu Mintong turned off the light, and then lay down on his back.

The room finally returned to the silence in the middle of the night, so quiet that I could almost hear my own breathing and heartbeat.

With a distance of not too far, Lin Zhifei quietly tightened the quilt and wanted to sleep, but this subtle movement was caught by Lu Mintong, and a slightly lowered voice sounded: "Cold?"

There is heating in the room, and the quilt is warm enough. Lin Zhifei just moved unconsciously. Before he could reply in the future, the person beside him leaned over, stretched out his long arm, and pressed directly against his quilt, and put his arm against his quilt through the quilt. Waist, with a tough attitude: "It won't be cold if you get closer."

Didn't sleep well that night.

He didn't know what time it was until he fell asleep in a daze, had a dream all night, and was woken up the next day, pinching his face and yelling in his ear.

Lin Zhifei raised his heavy eyelids, and his vision was blurred for a while before he could see clearly. The money came into view. The other party was half kneeling on the bed, scratching his hair. Seeing him wake up, he immediately let go and bent his eyes, smilingly said: "I know You know, I'm really happy to see you when I wake up."

Lin Zhifei sat up, threw the quilt to one side, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and smiled with a smile on his lips: "Good morning, Qianqian."

Qianqian adjusted his posture, sat next to Lin Zhifei, looked him over from head to toe, and asked curiously: "What happened between you and Brother Tong last night? I think he is in a good mood today, looking proud... ...you did it again?"

Lin Zhifei almost choked on his saliva: "No, no."

Qian Qian muttered to himself, touched his chin and fell into thought: "That's weird, I rarely see him like that, and I feel very satisfied."

Lin Zhifei hesitated for a moment, raised his eyes to look at Qianqian, and told him what happened last night. After finishing speaking in a few words, he wrinkled his face and said depressedly: "Why did you bend so well..."

Qianqian suddenly smiled meaningfully, and joked: "Because your body is so attractive, Xiao Zhier."

Lin Zhifei: "..."

"Haha, don't make such an expression, it's so funny." Qian Qian was overjoyed, and laughed for a long time before becoming serious, "He's already bent over, think about it, can a straight man have a physical reaction to the same sex? Don't be stupid I know, he was bent into a mosquito coil 800 years ago."

Lin Zhifei covered his face and covered his hot cheeks, he still couldn't believe it: "But he told me last time... Hey, why did he lie to me?"

"I like you." After Qian Qian finished speaking, he dragged him up from the bed, and did not continue the topic, "Get up, brush your teeth and wash your face, let's go have breakfast, but I didn't make it, and Jing Yuan, a cheapskate, won't let me give it to you. □ Hearty breakfast, I decided to make it secretly, and when the Chinese New Year comes, I will show you the superb cooking skills of this chef."

like you……

Lin Zhifei brushed his teeth mechanically, staring at himself in a daze in the mirror. Because he didn't sleep well, his spirit was a little depressed, his eyes were dark and blue, his eyes were dull and lifeless, his face was a little fat, and his ears were a little big. Some classmates laughed at him because he has big ears... There is nothing to like about this face.

The personality is also plain, the only advantage is probably that he doesn't care about it and is easier to talk about.

He really didn't know what Lu Mintong was looking for in him, and he had been with him for so many years before, and they were all called friends, so why... he suddenly fell in love with him.

After washing up, he glanced at the dining table, sat obediently next to Lu Mintong, picked up the slice of bread in front of him, and spread butter silently.

Lu Mintong looked sideways, and Lin Zhifei noticed his sight out of the corner of his eye, paused, handed him the bread in his hand, and asked, "Do you want it?"

After the words fell, the two people on the opposite side also looked over, Qian Qian winked at him, the interest on his face made him suddenly feel embarrassed, and because of the psychological reaction, he unconsciously withdrew his hand, and the next second, Lu Mintong reached out to take it, his eyes floated faintly smile, "Thank you."

Lin Zhifei withdrew his hand, touched it with his right hand, picked up the milk and took a sip, concealing his unnaturalness.

Qian Qian retracted his gaze, and clicked his tongue secretly, Zhizhi should have no other thoughts about Tong Ge now, if he doesn't know how to refuse, it's fine, but he even took the initiative to offer food, no wonder Lu Mintong is in a good mood, who would be in a bad mood if he was a fool? .

After eating breakfast, they said their goodbyes and left.

Lin Zhifei followed Lu Mintong a few steps away, walking step by step.

It was about time to go to work, and there were several residents in the elevator. As soon as they walked in, Lin Zhifei automatically shrank to the side, bowed his head and remained silent.

When he went downstairs, Lu Mintong stopped, looked back at him, and waved to him: "Come here."

Lin Zhifei obediently walked forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Walk beside me."

"okay."