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There was a corner of life carved out for this brief but delightful friendship, for those short three weeks.

But for Xiao Xiao, she was a little confused. When talking about the summer camp with her family, although the name Yin Yi was very profound, she was also one of the girls in the dormitory. "The best relationship" to describe.

But except that she knew the little secret that the other party had suddenly relapsed on the eve of the exam, there seemed to be no convincing proof to tell her family that she and Yin Yi were best friends.The four of them will always move together and talk about everything. Even if they slept in the same bed with Yin Yi at the beginning, she also slept in the same bed with the other two in the dormitory.

She has been thinking about this matter, feeling puzzled and secretly sad at the same time, unable to explain why.

After school started, Shi Jia and Yin Yi got admitted to the same school, but the other two also dispersed.Everyone has started a new campus life, and the friends I met before don't seem to be very important anymore.Even Shijia and Yin Yi, even though they are assigned to the same school, are still in different classes. When they meet and say hello after class, they will stand in the corridor and chat for a few words at first, but they are also hurriedly urged by their new friends. , away from each other.

The WeChat group is still chatting one after another, but the frequency has also decreased. In the past, countless message reminders would pop up every day, but now

It was almost three or four days, or even a week, when someone occasionally spoke in it.

She said that she was sad, but there seemed to be nothing she could do. Once she went back and asked her father why everyone suddenly lost contact.

Dad still held the hand of the newspaper, and said seriously: "How deep feelings do you want to give to someone you have known for three weeks?"

It seems that although it is sharp, it is indeed the truth. Xiao Xiao ignores what she feels is wrong in her heart, and devotes herself wholeheartedly to her heartless high school life, making new friends, getting a new nickname, and meeting new friends. The teacher, into the new dormitory.The difference from the past gradually overwhelmed the old memories, making her memory of the things that impressed her deeply gradually blurred.

Later, when the first year of high school was approaching the end, the WeChat group had gradually become a decoration, and Xiao Xiao also changed it from the top to the bottom. "Continuing the Frontier" has changed its name several times, from "We are all top students" to "Let's play together next time", and finally changed to the dull "XXXX dormitory group of No. [-] Middle School Summer Camp"

If you don't think about some things, they will stubbornly disappear. Even if the friendship fades, if you don't think about it, you will never feel sad.

Until one day, when I thought about it carefully, it was already the second semester of the first year of high school.At that time, she was squeezing the bus, and every time the boarding student went home, he brought a large suitcase of luggage. He had just settled his suitcase when he received a text message from Yin Yi.Her comment to Yin Yi is still "big guy".When I received the text message again, I was a little surprised and felt a little strange, but my heart was still sweet.

However, the content sent is not so happy.

"Little one, I'm going to Shanghai to go to school."

It was like a snail walking alone was poked by someone suddenly, so it staggered and hid in its shell, Xiao Xiao suddenly felt unspeakable emotions, she thought silently for a while, and still dialed Yin Yi's number Number.

The answer was almost instant, but when the call was picked up, both parties were silent.

The fault of memory lay thickly in front of the two of them, and no one knew whether the words spoken intimately before would sound too hypocritical now.

After a long time, the other party cleared his throat and said, "Little one, I want...to go to school in Shanghai."

Xiao Xiao felt that it was a bit difficult to speak, but she still managed to speak a complete sentence: "Why... do you want to go to Shanghai?"

"My dad is going to work there, and I want to go there to learn fashion design." The other party's voice came through the receiver, electronically compressed and restored, not as real as when he was around.

It was only then that Xiao Xiao was surprised to find that she subconsciously remembered the voice that should have been forgotten long after it had passed for a long time.It was only at this moment that the thoughts that were chaotic and unclear, or unreal like water vapor condensed.

"Then you won't continue to go to high school?" She stabilized her thoughts before asking again.

"Yes, when the time comes, I will go directly to a specialized school."

"I... I'll see you off. To the airport"

The other party seemed to be a little bit surprised. After a moment of silence, he spoke again:

"Actually, I'm already at the airport."

Yin Yi's voice was low, and he didn't speak very hard. On a noisy bus, he had to prick his ears to discern the content to hear clearly, but every understatement was like a thunderbolt hitting his heart.

long silence.

The bus stopped for a while, Xiao Xiao heard the announcement of a stop on the radio, and then a crowd of people rushed in one after another, pushing her into the corner with her luggage, but she suddenly felt grateful for this crowd, and kept pushing herself Huddled into a ball, as if in this way, his defense would be stronger and he would be stronger.

After a while, she finally sniffed, pretending to be cheerful and said:

"Then you will help me design a wedding dress from now on."

Hearing her voice brighten, the other party was finally a little happier: "Okay, wrap it on me."

After the phone was hung up, the busy sound stopped for a while, the screen brightened for a moment and then gradually dimmed, and the stopped bus finally started clumsily.

She quietly huddled in the corner, with her back facing the turbulent crowd, ignoring all the voices, her face was reflected in the car glass, but slowly blurred again.Is caused by the flowing street scene outside the window, or.

Suddenly, the aunt beside her held her shoulders, and her sonorous voice filled the entire carriage.

"Little girl, are you okay!" The other party reached into his pocket for a tissue, and continued, "Don't cry if you have anything to do."

"It's okay...Auntie, I'm fine."

She raised her hand, wanting the wide cuffs of her school uniform to cover her eyes, and not wanting more people to focus on her, but when no one noticed, it was just the tears that shed quietly, but after the loud and clear words of her aunt, she seemed like Hearing the order, he usually began to flow out violently. Originally, he could restrain himself until his cheeks ached, but suddenly blurred to the point where his entire vision could not be seen clearly.

Tears dripped drop by drop on the suitcase in front of him, the scenery outside the window was still receding rapidly, and the people around him also cast various gazes.But she couldn't bear it any longer, squatting on the ground and sobbing.

It turns out that what I have always wanted, and what I have always felt dissatisfied with, is a "special" in Yin Yi's heart.

But Yin Yi didn't give her, or gave her a little, but he didn't give enough, so she didn't dare to think about it.Whenever they are together, all kinds of ideas always pop up, but the relationship is limited to the word "friend", and all ideas seem too redundant.

So she put Yin Yi, Shi Jia and Ziyu together, packed them up, and made them close friends for a certain period of time in her heart. She didn't intend to distinguish the difference between friendship and friendship, and wanted to use Treat people equally to maintain long-term enthusiasm.

But she forgot, or she didn't know at all, that the enthusiasm of friendship does not last long and fades faster.

On the contrary, in the end, there is not even a little special memory left.

No, not at all.

There is indeed a period, the only one that can be called a charming memory.

Two months after the end of the summer camp, the four people in the dormitory once had a party in the late autumn of the first semester of senior high school. It was a weekend after the National Day. It was rare for everyone to have time. approved by all.

That day, after everyone gathered at the intersection in the city center, they had nothing to do because they had no prior arrangements, so Shi Jia proposed to go shopping.They couldn't go to places with too many people, and they couldn't go to too extravagant stores. The last four of them headed towards the trendy department store, where there were various small shops that were not too expensive but exquisite, suitable for high school students.

What kind of pleasant conversations we had on the road, what we ate and did, these are just rough impressions, I just remember that the relationship that had been gradually neglected came alive again the moment we met, as if there was no fault.

Passing by a beautiful shop, everyone goes in to try hats together; or when they meet a ten-yuan eyebrow trimmer, they all run in to get it repaired like a group of little lunatics; when they catch a cold drink shop and a dessert shop, they want to go in and find out. In the end, everyone's belly is full of.In this kind of careless wandering, the time is stretched, and stretched again, like the fudge they are eating is infinitely sweet and seems to be increasing in quantity.

Later, at the end of the walk, after walking down the escalator, everyone was about to go home. In the past, the ordinary escalator suddenly looked like it was going directly to the vanishing point at the end of the line of sight.

It's such a long way, Xiao Xiao thought to herself, she suddenly had an idea that she didn't know where it came from, clinging to Yin Yi, pulling the corner of her clothes with a bit willful coquetry: "Do you want to try carrying me down on the escalator? "

It was a half-joking probing, but unexpectedly the other party nodded, and the other two were booing when they saw this, Xiao Xiao was still a little hesitant at first, but after thinking about it carefully, she closed her eyes, showing a little shyness and the courage to eat crabs Climb up to the opponent's neck.

The moment her feet left the ground was scary, all the weight was concentrated on the soles of the feet, she was afraid that Yin Yi would not catch her, the two of them would roll down the escalator together, or that she was too heavy, which would make Yin Yi work harder.Thinking about it, her thoughts were pulled away again, and she suddenly thought of Yin Yi's feet that were three sizes bigger than her own, and the evening when they compared the size of the soles of the two of them.

The roof of the trendy department store is not completely closed, but a large piece of glass, the sunlight penetrates everywhere and sprinkles in every corner that can be reached.Four people stood on the downward escalator, and when the light came down, everyone's young hair cast a halo of vitality.Different from ordinary high school girl groups talking and laughing, Xiao Xiao and Yin Yi's bold actions undoubtedly attracted more attention to this girl group.

The downward escalator and the upward escalator crossed at the midpoint. The four people slowly approached those with surprised or curious expressions and then separated at a constant speed. It became more and more exaggerated, but gradually lost focus in the line of sight.

Obviously, it should be an enviable friendship, but Xiao Xiao suddenly felt inexplicably sad because of the definition of "friendship" or "enviable". She rubbed Yin Yi with her forehead, and then Buried his head into the other's neck.

"What's wrong?" The other party's voice did not reach the ear through the air, but vibrated from the skin, and then buzzed from the forehead to the brain.

"Will we still be good friends?"

The other party's voice continued to ring again: "If you're not a good friend, why would you carry your back?"

"What about the second and third year of high school? Will you not want me if you have new friends?"

"If you say something stupid again, I'll leave you behind." The other party was ignorant of her sensitivity and smiled instead.

When Xiao Xiao wanted to come down to the second floor, but was held down by Yin Yi, she turned her head, revealing Xiao Xiao's straight nose, her expression was not real, but the corners of her mouth were raised cheerfully, her tiger teeth were still as cute as ever exposed, she said:

"Can you recite another section? Little? You are quite light."

Xiao Xiao suppressed her nose and nodded, not letting others see the clue.

The sunlight, which is warm, cools down after passing through the glass, and the air-conditioning in the center of the department store, which is cold, boils at the part that fits Yin Yi's skin.But no matter how long he nestled on Yin Yi's back, he had to come down at the end of the long escalator.

Then everyone went to the station together and waited for the bus. There was another burst of joking and talking. After the bus came, the discussion on the pleasant topic came to an abrupt end. Everyone didn't feel wrong when the topic was interrupted. They just waved goodbye enthusiastically and made an appointment. See you next time.

In the end, only Yin Yi and Xiao Xiao's car did not come, and Yin Yi suddenly grabbed Xiao Xiao's hand as if thinking of something.

"What's the matter?" Xiao Xiao looked down, and a small hairpin fell on the palm of her hand.

"For me?" She was obviously surprised.

"Yes." Yin Yi squeezed her hand, reminding her to put this gift away.

Xiao Xiao still smiled and asked her: "Why did you send me?"

"You are different from them, I gave you secretly." Yin Yi turned his head away as he spoke.

Before she had time to question this sentence with anticipation, Xiao Xiao's car came, so she had to end the conversation with Yin Yi abruptly, said goodbye, and reluctantly got into the car

At the last moment of entering the car, she turned her head back.

Yin Yi should have been staring at her, seeing her turn around, immediately smiled and stretched out his hand to wave at her.

She also waved the hand holding the hairpin back to her, and mouthed to her again.

"Thank you."

No one realized what this waving meant to this friendship, even Xiao Xiao recovered from the short-term unhappiness, she thought that as soon as everyone met, the unfamiliar relationship would be restored to the original one, thinking like this, she was stubborn You have to think that everyone's days are still long.

But when I think back to that day later, the scene I saw on Yin Yi’s back at that time was like a wonderful metaphor. After the midpoint of the intersection, the people who were close to me will gradually move away, and even when I waved at the station behind me, I was still stubborn. She felt that the relationship between friends could be maintained by her own enthusiasm, but the years to come told her mercilessly that youthful enthusiasm was always wishful thinking.

That wave of hands was indeed the beginning of alienation.

Midsummer is indeed full of water vapor at any time, and it is difficult to see clearly, but it is fun.Then late autumn came, and the water vapor around the skin gathered into substantial rain and frost, falling on the beating heart like a drum, and the water vapor took shape for the first time, becoming real, clear, and cold.Then the temperature plummeted and everything began to decay.

The author has something to say: This is the first time I write an article, a short story, probably no one will read it, so I should save it as a draft.