blame your sister

From the moment she learned of her mother's accident, Lin Wenxuan was uncharacteristically restrained and calm.For her, mother Lin is not only the kindness of giving birth, but also the kindness of fighting against the whole family to save her life.

"Doctor, how is my mother?"

While Lin Wenxuan was anxiously waiting for the doctor's reply, Gu Qian quietly got up from her seat and went to a certain place.

Before the three members of the Lin family realized that Gu Qian had left, she had already brought someone over.

The person behind Gu Qian was wearing a neat suit. Although his face was covered with wrinkles, he had a good complexion and a strong and straight posture.

"Hi doctor, is it convenient for Professor Yue to go in and see the patient's condition?" Lin Wenxuan was so anxious that Gu Qian also wanted the professor to go in and have a look, regardless of introducing someone.

The doctor sized up the old professor with a sense of style for a while, and then asked in surprise, "Could it be that you are...Professor Yue Shaoyaoyue?"

This professor Yue Shaoyao must be known to everyone who has a little understanding of respiratory diseases.It is no exaggeration to say that Professor Yue Shaoyao is the number one researcher on respiratory diseases in the country!

"Professor Yue's visit to our township hospital is really full of splendor!" Without the other party answering, the doctor also confirmed that this is Professor Yue. The appearance can be similar, but the temperament cannot be imitated.

"I'm here. I don't know if it's convenient for the patient? Although he is a well-known expert and scholar all over the country, Professor Yue has no airs.

The doctor instantly became like a small fan, guiding the way attentively: "Professor, please change clothes here."

After the doctor and Professor Yue went in, Gu Qian explained to the three fathers and daughters of the Lin family: "This Professor Yue is the teacher in the white coat who helped in the hospital in City B before, and it was he who helped to invite Professor Yue over this time." .”

"Thank you, Xiao Gu." Papa Lin finally raised his head, and he could see that his eyes were terribly red for a week, which must be the traces left by holding back tears.

Lin Wenxuan also turned her head and whispered to Gu Qian, "Thank you."

"It should be." Gu Qian answered in a loud voice, but Father Lin had long lost the mood to listen to the strangeness and problems.

Ever since the professor came in, Lin Wenxuan kept standing up, sitting down, sitting down and standing up again. Although she tried to deny it in her heart, the expression on the doctor's face when the doctor came out just now clearly said that Mama Lin's condition was very bad .And although Lin Wenjin didn't want Lin Wenxuan to be so restless, she craned her neck and looked into the emergency room.Papa Lin did the same, clenched his trouser legs with both hands, with a terribly nervous expression on his face.

Gu Qian silently took Lin Wenxuan's hand into her own, and squeezed it tightly. She felt the sweat in Lin Wenxuan's palm, which was cold but slippery.

"Don't worry, Professor Yue is the world's top expert." At this moment, the noise elsewhere seemed to be isolated. This place was eerily quiet, and even Gu Qian's voice was kept very low.

Lin Wenxuan was not at a loss in her heart, whether she was sitting or standing, she kept tossing back and forth, but the uncomfortable feeling in her heart did not ease at all.

After a while, Professor Yue came out wearing a white coat and a mask, with an unrealistic expression on his face.But this time, Lin Wenxuan didn't rush to the front, probably because she felt that Professor Yue couldn't do anything, and that Mother Lin was really hopeless, so she was afraid.

The father and daughter of the Lin family all stood up and looked at Professor Yue eagerly, but none of them made up their minds and walked over to ask.In the end, it was Gu Qian who went forward and asked, "Professor Yue, how is Auntie?"

"Hey, the patient's cancer cells have spread, and the family members should help the patient complete the unfinished business." Professor Yue took off his mask, with a serious and terrifying expression on his face.

Lin Wenxuan heard that she was in front of Professor Yue, holding Professor Yue's arm tightly with both hands, tears all over her face, and begged: "Professor, please save my mother, no one can save her except you, please... ..."

"This family member, according to the patient's condition, any treatment will only increase her pain." Professor Yue has seen many life and death, but the words of comfort are still very poor.

Lin Wenxuan seemed not to understand, she wiped her tears and stared at the doctor and professor viciously: "I don't believe it, my mother has never had chemotherapy, surgery, physical therapy, so many methods can't save me mom?"

After asking, she suddenly turned to face Papa Lin who was sitting on the stool, glared fiercely, pointed at him and said, "Is it you! Is it because you don't want to treat my mother? I don't need your money." , can’t you use your money, can you let my mother treat her illness..."

Halfway through the speech, Lin Wenxuan burst into tears again, and Father Lin didn't refute, but just sighed uncontrollably.

After more than half an hour of stalemate, Father Lin finally made a move.He rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, then stood up slowly, and tried to speak to the doctor and Professor Yue in a calm tone: "You two are bothering me, please go back and rest."

"The patient's condition will stabilize in a few hours, and the nurse will inform you that only one family member can visit the ICU. You should prepare." Before leaving, the doctor ordered.

Professor Yue was very busy with work, so Gu Qian could only send him to the airport right away.

While Gu Qian was sending Professor Yue to the airport, Papa Lin dragged Lin Wenxuan and Lin Wenjin to the stairs, as if he had something to say.

"Xiaoxuan, Xiaojin, there are some things I want to tell you since your mother's condition worsened. I didn't say it before because I was afraid that you would think too much and worry. Today is the time to say it." Papa Lin said Very slow, completely different from the previous appearance of not talking much but acting vigorously.

Lin Wenjin looked at her father's face seriously, waiting for her father's text.Lin Wenxuan, on the other hand, lowered her head habitually, just like every time she listened to Father Lin's lectures.

"Your mother and I actually discussed it a long time ago. The two of you two are old farmers who can't help you, nor can you increase the burden, so whether it's your mother or me, if we both get sick or What, we don't plan to treat it." Father Lin finally said what he had been holding on to for a long time.

Lin Wenxuan raised her head suddenly, piercing her father Lin's pupils with her sharp eyes, and asked word by word: "If you are the person lying on the hospital bed now, would it still be like this?"

"You...Of course, I have already agreed with your mother." Papa Lin replied.

Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath, and said to her father seriously: "That's what you said, I must cure my mother. Correspondingly, if you... I won't ignore it in the future."

After Lin Wenxuan finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave. Papa Lin grabbed her wrist and persuaded, "Your mother is already suffering so much, I really can't bear her to suffer again."

When Gu Qian returned to the hospital again, she was told that Lin Wenxuan had been standing by the green belt of the hospital by herself for a long time.Of course she wanted to look for it, but when she was about to go downstairs, a few words from Papa Lin made Gu Qian understand that Lin Wenxuan's solitude was not as simple as she thought.

After the family conversation at the stairs, Lin Wenxuan found such a corner place by herself, staring at the new shoots of plants in a daze.

"Remember those lung cancer patients I took you to see?" The place Lin Wenxuan was looking for was deserted, and Gu Qian's voice was a little abrupt.

Lin Wenxuan was so frightened that she turned around and saw Gu Qian standing behind her.

"He asked you to convince me? I won't just watch my mother like this... Anyway, they don't care about me!" Lin Wenxuan turned around again, with her back to Gu Qian.

Gu Qian stretched out her right arm to wrap around Lin Wenxuan's shoulder, and said, "I don't know if you've ever seen a lung cancer patient in the final stage, with protruding eyes and opening his mouth trying to breathe but it didn't work at all, even oxygen The cover is useless..."

"Stop talking!" Lin Wenxuan interrupted Gu Qian's description, and she unconsciously began to imagine the face that Gu Qian described, a face like a dead tree.

Gu Qian tightened her arms and persuaded: "Do you still remember the doctor in the white coat? His father died like this. In addition to coughing up blood and breathing difficulties caused by his own illness, he also had to bear the pain caused by chemotherapy." Hair, vomiting, organ failure side effects, in the end, life is worse than death. Now that we know there is nothing we can do, shouldn't we try to minimize the suffering of patients?"

"But I... Gu Qian, then I won't have a mother..." When Lin Wenxuan turned around again, her eyes were filled with tears.

Gu Qian hugged her into her arms distressedly, letting her silently shed tears on her shoulders.She knew that in Lin Wenxuan's subconscious mind, only Mother Lin was the closest person.

Lin Wenxuan had cried enough, and Gu Qian's bottoming shirt and windbreaker were soaked through.When Lin Wenxuan raised her head from her arms, Gu Qian said: "You will always leave your mother, but have you ever thought about it, the person who wants to spend the rest of his life with his aunt will spend the rest of his life on his own." pass."

The deserted home has no popularity, the pots and stoves are covered with dust, and only a stooped old man sits alone at the door in a daze.

As soon as such a scene was outlined in her mind, Lin Wenxuan's heart trembled suddenly.That's right, she still has Gu Qian in the future, and Lin Wenjin will marry, and by then her father will not be the only one in the family.

"So," Gu Qian saw that Lin Wenxuan's expression relaxed a little, and continued to persuade, "Uncle is so pitiful, why do you need to make up for it again?"

Lin Wenxuan remained silent.

Gu Qian didn't say anything more, she quietly waited for Lin Wenxuan to figure it out.

After waiting, another hour passed.Lin Wenxuan has indeed figured it out, but she still can't figure out whether to give her mother chemotherapy or not.

"Forget it, let's go buy something to eat for Uncle and Wenjin, they should be hungry too." Gu Qian pulled Lin Wenxuan up and walked outside the hospital.

Lin Wenxuan followed obediently.

When the two went upstairs with food and drinks to find Lin Wenjin, Lin's father had just come out of the ICU ward.

"Can I see mom?" Lin Wenxuan asked as she put her things on the bench.

The nurse who accompanied Lin's father immediately stopped Lin Wenxuan, "The patient's condition is quite serious. I can't visit the patient today. I can only leave one person here tonight."

After speaking, the nurse also left.

"I'll stay with mom today." Lin Wenxuan volunteered.However, he was rejected by Father Lin.Lin Wenxuan refused to leave, but Gu Qian tugged on Lin Wenxuan's sleeve. She remembered what Gu Qian said downstairs, and swallowed back the scoundrel words that came to her lips.

At Papa Lin's insistence, Lin Wenxuan, Lin Wenjin and Gu Qian all left the hospital.In order to take care of each other conveniently, they opened two rooms in a hotel not far from the hospital and stayed overnight.

Although Lin Wenxuan was still struggling when she fell asleep, she must have never imagined that the news that woke her up in the morning was even more unexpected.