"Azhan, are you afraid of killing people?"

"Not afraid." The seven-year-old girl's eyes were frighteningly cold-blooded and firm.

"What if you want to kill me?"

The girl began to waver and hesitate, "Sir..."

"If you kill me to live..."

The girl's eyes became uneasy, she shook her head, "No... no... uh..." A rope whip lashed the girl's weak body mercilessly.

"To kill or not to kill?"

"Kill..." At this time, the girl was already in tears, not just because of the pain on her body, "I will kill sir."

When Lu Ying went to Qingyue Pavilion again, Gu Qingzhan was still awake, and saw thin beads of sweat on her forehead, and she was still muttering something, as if she had fallen into a nightmare.

"Is the princess still awake?" Ying Qiu was wiping Gu Qingzhan's sweat, when Lu Ying asked her.

"I woke up once, and fell asleep again." Yingqiu replied lightly, then raised her head and glanced at Lu Ying, "Your Majesty, don't worry, the princess is fine."

"Sir..." Gu Qingzhan closed his dry lips together, "Aying..."

Seeing her well is enough.Although Lu Ying wanted to accompany her again in her heart, but...but so what?He turned around and was about to leave, but at this moment he vaguely heard her muttering his name, hearing her say "Aying", as if the softest part of her heart was firmly grasped by her.

Unable to move any further, Lu Ying turned back to the bed again, and finally couldn't help whispering softly: "Sister, I'm..."

Yingqiu sighed at the side when she saw this, but didn't say a word.

Looking closely, one could see that her face was pale without the slightest trace of blood. If it wasn't for the slight ups and downs on her chest, one would think that... approaching her, a gust of cold air hit her outside, and she was shivering all over, as if she had just come from Fished out of the ice hole in general.

Lu Ying saw the clue, and reached out to caress Gu Qingzhan's cheek. As expected, there was no temperature at all. She turned her head and asked Yingqiu, "Princess...why is she so cold, has Mr. Han seen it?"

"Mr. Han has seen it and said there is no problem." Yingqiu answered after asking a question, the master was obviously seriously injured, but she was not worried at all.

Lu Ying put her hand under the quilt again, and shook her palm, it was still cold, so there was no trace of popularity.Although Lu Ying can trust Han Zhen's medical skills, it's just that this person has become like this, is it really all right?

Gu Qingzhan's palm felt warm, and subconsciously clenched the other's hand, refusing to let go, so Lu Ying held it for her, at least it would be warmer.

She didn't let go, and Lu Ying didn't break free either.In this way, I don't know how long the stalemate lasted, Bi Luo yawned twice, Lu Ying asked her to go back to Qiushui Garden to rest first, but the little girl refused desperately, she must accompany her, finally Lu Ying asked Ying Qiu to arrange a room for Bi Luo to rest, It was convenient to call her if something happened, so Bi Luo agreed.

"Your Majesty, don't be too late." Bi Luo knew that Lu Ying valued love and righteousness, even for such a little girl like herself, let alone the princess, she also saw how kind the princess was to her young lady.

"Understood, Yingqiu... You should go to bed earlier, here, I'll wait..."

"Love" is the most poisonous drug in the world, and Yingqiu seems to fully understand this truth at this time.Hearing what Lu Ying said, she just nodded slightly and backed away.

The candles were bleary, and there were only two people left in the room, which was extremely quiet.

In the brocade quilt, Lu Ying couldn't help holding her hand back, and warmed her little by little with his own little warmth. At this time, there was no one else, and he didn't need to restrain and bear this feeling anymore. At least for this moment... no need.Lu Ying greedily looked at Gu Qingzhan on the bed, even unwilling to blink her eyes, holding her hand, thinking of her teaching herself to play the piano and write, thinking of hugging her to ride a white horse together, even thinking... in her heart Will you also have yourself.

Once there is a certain irresistible impulse towards her, her intimate call will make my imagination run wild.Lu Ying lay on the head of the bed, approaching her intentionally, still staring at her in a daze, really wanted to hear her call "A Ying" again, even though she called "unintentionally", but Lu Ying heard it "intentionally", hopelessly And unreachable, like a kind of self-paralysis from longing to madness.

But even the momentary presumptuousness in her eyes made her feel guilty and made her blame herself. She has told herself countless times that she can no longer let her disobedient feelings continue to rage, because the more you let go, the more you can't. Self-control.

While resisting, he kept finding new reasons for himself to get close to her.Just indulge tonight, forget about the main concubine and side concubine, forget about the ethics, forget that they are both women, just spend one night with her like this, one night is enough.

Tomorrow, everything has to start all over again.

Lu Ying waited until the middle of the night, and kept worrying about it. She didn't know when she fell asleep. When the candle was about to burn out, she felt someone shaking her shoulder lightly.

"Aying? Come and sleep on the bed, and catch a cold carefully."

This voice often appeared in dreams. When Lu Ying opened her eyes, she found that Gu Qingzhan was leaning on the head of the bed and looking at her, with a weak smile on her face. Because of the dimly flickering candle, Lu Ying felt that it was so unreal.

"Yeah." Dizzy, before the candles burned out, Lu Ying fumbled and lay down beside her, and touched Gu Qingzhan's arm, which was still icy cold. "Is it still cold?"

Gu Qingzhan: "Cold..."

For a moment, Lu Ying wanted to turn around and hold her tightly in her arms, but... that was just a momentary impulse, and she knew very well that being able to lie beside her like this at this moment would be enough, She didn't dare to do any other outrageous behavior.

However, her body was really cold, and she could feel the coldness emanating from her body from such a long distance. Lu Ying didn't dare to hug her, but moved slowly, getting closer to her bit by bit.Feeling sorry for her cold body, Lu Ying tossed and turned restlessly, lifted the quilt and prepared to go to bed, said: "I asked Yingqiu to bring another quilt over? Your body is so cold..."

"No need..." Gu Qingzhan grabbed Lu Ying's wrist to prevent her from leaving, shook his head, and said after a while: "It's much better if you stay with me."

Such warm words at night are more likely to make people dizzy, and Lu Ying's heart trembled, and she still lay down properly.But at the moment when the candle was extinguished, she turned around and gently hugged Gu Qingzhan beside her, even though there was still a big gap between her body...

If you want to hug her, just indulge this night, thinking, Lu Ying closed her eyes.

Gu Qingzhan's body froze for a moment, he didn't refuse or hug back, he was still lying like that, but his heart was so warm.

Holding her and dreaming about her again.In her dream, Lu Ying saw Feng Guanxia's appearance in her wedding gown, with bright eyes and bright teeth, and her smile was astonishing.

"Aying, do I look good?"

"nice."

"Aying, do you like me?"

"like."

"Aying, do you want to marry me?"

Lu Ying didn't speak, she woke up because the dream was so beautiful.When she opened her eyes, she couldn't see anything, but Lu Ying could feel the person in her arms warming up bit by bit.

After waking up, she couldn't fall asleep anymore, because Lu Ying couldn't bear the dawn, she should leave as soon as the dawn dawned, and she would deliberately keep the distance between them.Thinking in a mess in her mind, and thinking of the scene in the dream just now, Lu Ying touched her face with her hands, delicate and cool, and answered the questions that were too late to answer in the dream, with a very small voice...

"If I still remember you in my next life, if I am a man, I will definitely want to marry you; if we are both women, I..." Lu Ying rubbed her head against Gu Qingzhan's shoulder, her voice was so small that even she couldn't hear her Really, "I will... fall in love with you too."

Silence, endless silence.

Then, Gu Qingzhan suddenly hugged her tightly, leaving no gap between their bodies.Lu Ying's heart beat wildly, she... didn't she fall asleep?Lu Ying called softly, "Sister? Sister..."

No answer.Lu Ying thought about it, she was too sensitive, if Gu Qingzhan hadn't fallen asleep, she would have been frightened when she heard what she said... How could she hug herself like this?

Lu Ying also wrapped her arms around her waist, deeply immersed in the short-lived sweetness, unable to extricate herself, and buried her head in the hollow of her shoulder, sniffing the faint fragrance of bluegrass on her body.

The secret words in the middle of the night are more penetrating. Gu Qingzhan stayed up all night, so how could he not hear her words... She took the initiative to hug Lu Ying tightly, trying to get warmth, but... the more she thought about it, the more she felt... chilling.She hugged Lu Ying tightly, the tears in the corners of her eyes fell silently...

She hasn't cried like this since Mr. Chu left.Because Mr. Chu said that people like them have to pretend all their lives, they can't be emotional all their lives, and they can't use their emotions all their lives... After joining the Sanjin Association, their mission in life is to kill.

"Sir, why can't you cry?"

"Because you have to kill many people in your life, but you don't have so many tears."

Mr. Chu always taught her not to use affection, but in the end he couldn't escape the word "love".She fell in love, married General Lu, and raised a son and a half daughter, but in the end she still couldn't escape her fate.Rather than saying it is fate, it is better to say it is karma. Their blood-stained hands are doomed to have no peace in this life.

Lu Ying only felt that she hugged herself even tighter, maybe she was having a nightmare.Lu Ying gently comforted her back, quietly enjoying the hard-earned hug.

Keeping each other warm in the dark, but each has its own thoughts.Gu Qingzhan has met many people, experienced many things, and acted in many dramas in this life, but Lu Ying is the first person to treat her so honestly.

Yingqiu reminded her more than once that she and Lu Ying were never the same, and she must not use real feelings and do fake plays for real.

From the hypocrisy at the beginning, to the current life and death dependence.Gu Qingzhan has long been unable to tell the truth from reality... But she knows that if she doesn't kill Lu Ying, it's not because the timing is wrong, but because she can't do it.

But since she was on the list of the Sanjin Association, she couldn't escape death. Gu Qingzhan looked at Lu Ying in his arms, and she would eventually turn into a cold corpse.

"...If we are still women, I will fall in love with you too." Thinking of this sentence, Gu Qingzhan burst into tears.

Lu Ying, if you still remember me in your next life, you will definitely want to kill me.

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