The princess is poisonous [rebirth]

Gu Qingzhan could hardly hold the handle of the knife, and the dagger fell to the ground.Yingqiu bent down to pick up the dagger, between the cracks in the city wall, the blade reflected the cold moonlight, covering Gu Qingzhan's eyes, she squinted slightly, only to hear Yingqiu speak slowly...

"Gu Qingzhan is still Gu Qingzhan, everything is still the same as before, living like this... At least it will be easier."

Living in such a cold-blooded way, abandoning those emotions and desires, and not thinking about anything, it will indeed be easier... just live in numbness like this, life and death are at the mercy of God.The more she thought about it, the more dull Gu Qingzhan's eyes became. She asked Yingqiu, "Have you never thought about leaving Sanjinhui? Live the life of an ordinary person..."

"Gu Qingzhan, do you think it's meaningful to say this?" Yingqiu sneered, but once you step into the Sanjinhui, don't expect to have a day when you can retire. To them, the life of ordinary people is just a sky and night Tan Bale.

Whether it is meaningful or not depends on how you do it.

Gu Qingzhan bit her lower lip halfway, pale and weak. She had never expected to live an ordinary life before, but now she often fantasizes, imagines that like an ordinary person, she can be with the person she loves, without cheating or taking advantage of her. , there is only pure love and being loved, even if it is only for one month, one day, or even one hour.

Yingqiu couldn't see through her expression, nor could she read her thoughts. She just felt that she was preoccupied recently, and always felt that something was about to happen. "Everything just goes according to plan."

Gu Qingzhan nodded, but thoughts that he had never had before were slowly growing in his heart...

Late at night, quiet, when alone, she always thinks of Lu Ying.The bits and pieces of the two people's time together, the night before parting, these memories seemed to drive her crazy...

Without faith, there will be no support. No matter how strong a person is, they will eventually be crushed. Even the Purgatory Trinity Society cannot crush her, but she is defeated by a woman's frown and smile.

"Aying..." Gu Qingzhan brought the guqin they had played to northern Xinjiang, but "Song of Forgetfulness" could not relieve her worries. She rested her head on the piano table and touched each string with her hands. The strings I touched... Gu Qingzhan closed his eyes, remembering that day when he held her hand and led her to play a minor tune.

Holding her half in his arms, although he was not very close, he could smell the fragrance around her. Thinking of this, Gu Qingzhan closed his eyes tightly, but there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Gu Qingzhan didn't know when he had his thoughts on her, everything happened naturally like this, but what was even more sad... was that Lu Ying had the same thoughts on him. If this feeling is just one person's wishful thinking, if it can last forever Bearing it in my heart, the situation will not develop to what it is today.

I can't tell if I was lucky or unlucky to meet each other.

Obviously, he has come to the northern border where she is, but only when he closes his eyes like this, does Gu Qingzhan feel that he is so close to her.In the more than ten days since he came here, Gu Qingzhan can't remember how many nights he spent while touching the strings of the zither and thinking about it, and fell asleep in a daze.

"...Mo Wan has no antidote...killed Gu Yong...disbanded the Sanjin Association..."

"...No one can leave the Sanjin Society alive..."

Gu Qingzhan never forgot what Zheng Yi said to himself before his death.

People are born with a kind of fear of death, even if it is a murderous killer, Gu Yong used ink pills to control the Sanjin Association, nothing more than taking advantage of this.

Gu Qingzhan still remembers the last time he saw Chu Yu, her usually serious face suddenly softened, Mr. Chu hugged himself in his arms, and there was even a smile on his lips, and said: "Azhan, in the days when I'm not around, you Always remember my instructions..."

She was only eight years old that year, but Gu Qingzhan read a lot from Chu Yu's eyes. From that moment on, she had a premonition that Mr. Chu... would never come back again.

Later, she learned that Chu Yu had betrayed the Sanjin Association.

"Azhan, the most taboo thing in the Sanjin Association is betrayal."

She kept every word Chu Yu said to herself in her heart, betraying the Sanjin Association was unforgivable, Gu Qingzhan really couldn't figure out why Chu Yu committed the crime knowingly.Until the news of Chu Yu's assassination came to her ears, Gu Qingzhan was still indifferent. She still felt that Mr. Chu was wrong.

"Azhan, in the days when I'm not around, you should always remember my instructions..."

"...Sir, what should I do?"

"...you are smart, you must know what to do..."

Gu Qingzhan murmured, feeling a little sore in his neck, he fell asleep again and had a short dream, when Gu Qingzhan opened his eyes, the oil lamp had already been burned out, leaving only the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers.

what to do?Gu Qingzhan embraced Weiliang's arms. Only now can she understand Mr. Chu's difficulties back then, why he betrayed the Sanjin Association, regardless of his life, just for one person.

Lu Ying looked at the gloomy moonlight, she was used to the howling of wolves in northern Xinjiang, her left eye kept twitching for several days, which made people upset.

"Ying'er, why aren't you sleeping..." Lu Yuanshao took the cloak from Bi Luo's hand, put it on Lu Ying, and said with concern, "It's windy, it's cold at night."

Although the sun is shining during the day, but at night it is bitterly cold. Seeing Lu Ying staring at the sky in a daze, Biluo was afraid that the lady would catch a cold, and asked her to go back to the tent several times, but she refused, so she invited the general Here comes.

"father……"

When Lu Ying turned around, his face was haggard. Seeing his daughter like this, Lu Yuanshao felt very distressed. The frowning of his brows clearly had something on his mind. "...What's on your mind that you don't even want to tell your father?"

"I..." Lu Ying didn't know what to say, so she could only find reasons to prevaricate, and smiled wearily, "The howling of wolves at night... makes people sleep uneasy..."

Bi Luo knew it well, but she couldn't tell the whole story. She only hoped that the young lady could quickly forget about the past.

"Tomorrow when we attack the city at Maoshi, father should rest earlier." Eye jumping to the right has always been an ominous omen, I would rather believe it or not, Lu Ying is inevitably worried, "Tomorrow... I will go with my father and brother... ..."

The Lu family is full of blood, and they all want to fight on the battlefield. Although Lu Yuanshao clings to Lu Ying everywhere, he is not coquettish. Lu Ying insists on going to the battlefield, so he is naturally happy in his heart. Speaking of which, the Lu family has also There have been female generals.

"Ying'er has really grown up and has a responsibility." Lu Yuanshao nodded with a smile. Although his daughter is not good at wielding knives and guns, she is familiar with the laws of military strategists. When it comes to strategies for marching and fighting, she is even better than Lu Kang. Even more powerful, "Then you will be with Kang Er tomorrow, he has always acted recklessly, you should also watch a little bit and adapt to the situation."

"Big brother with me..." Lu Ying stepped forward to hold Lu Yuanshao's arm, "Don't worry, Dad."

"It's just that you have a lot of thoughts..." Lu Yuanshao said, but his face became solemn again. At the beginning, his daughter married into Zhao Wang's mansion because of her grievances. Now she has been wandering around for a few years, and she is still alone. Thinking about it, I feel guilty. He is definitely not a good father. , "Ying'er, if you fancy a man from any family, tell your father that I will grab it for you."

Lu Ying lowered her head, not interested in her father's jokes at all, and just replied, "The big battle is coming, and Dad still has the mind to make jokes..."

"...Father, I'm sorry for you..."

Lu Ying was silent at first, then raised his head and said stubbornly, "Ying'er will wait for Dad to win a big victory tomorrow, catch the running dogs of the Sanjin Association, and investigate the cause of mother's death..."