The princess is poisonous [rebirth]

When Biluo broke in recklessly, Lu Ying was holding a volume of military books absent-mindedly. Every time she felt tired, she still couldn't sleep. Since she came to Northern Xinjiang, or since she recovered her memory, her heart has never been at peace.

"...she...she hasn't eaten or taken medicine for three days, her body is very weak, I'm afraid...I'm afraid it's going to be bad!" Bi Luo spoke anxiously, and her words were slurred, but Lu Ying could Immediately understand the first time.

"Didn't I tell you to look at it?!" Lu Ying put down the scroll, and his face was covered with dark clouds.

"Miss, she wants to see you..." Bi Luo lowered her head and dared not speak. Although she was only a maidservant, Lu Ying was rarely so angry with her, but today she seemed to be in a hurry.

Lu Ying remained silent, her face returned to calm, but her steps were in a hurry.

Pushing open the door, the maids opened the curtain and led Lu Ying into the room. There was a pungent herbal smell in the air. Lu Ying covered her nose and looked at the broken dishes and the soup spilled all over the floor. Only then did he shift his gaze to the person on the collapse.

Lu Ying had never seen her in such a state of embarrassment, with disheveled black hair, a face as pale as paper, and countless scars, large and small, but even at the most miserable time, the loneliness and coldness revealed in her eyes never faded away. It has not changed, just like when they met under the red plum tree for the first time, they can never forget each other after just one glance.

Still speechless, Gu Qingzhan stared into her eyes, and hooked the corners of his mouth in vain, but tears were still flowing down the corners of his eyes, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, as if whenever he saw her, he couldn't help crying or laughing.

Lu Ying turned her face away and took a bowl of rice porridge, bowed her head and commanded her servants, and said softly: "You all stand down..."

The slightly cold porridge was delivered to his mouth, but Gu Qingzhan stared at Lu Ying obsessively, without opening his mouth for a long time, as if he would never see him again after a few more glances.

Lu Ying was stared at by her for a long time, her face was a little unnatural, so she lowered her eyes, "Open your mouth..."

Gu Qingzhan saw her drooping eyebrows and eyes. Lu Ying's behavior was very similar to how they used to get together in the palace, blindly evading and forbearing, and her forever locked brows, which made people unable to guess Heavy, "Aying..."

"Open your mouth...", what Lu Ying spat out was still two words without warmth.

"Well——" Gu Qingzhan stood up, enduring the pain from the tearing wound, and sipped the rice porridge that Lu Ying had fed, then unconsciously leaned over to her, looking at her face greedily, no matter what. Can't get enough.

"Aying..." In the chaos, she stretched out her hand to gently caress Lu Ying's cheek. The person she thought about day and night was within reach. It was really like a dream. Her breath and temperature, her own Feeling so real, Gu Qingzhan felt satisfied just touching her cheek, "You've lost weight..."

"Don't touch me..." Lu Ying clasped her wrist, held her in a stalemate for a moment, then flung it away without any hesitation, and said coldly, "What does this have to do with you..."

Lu Ying didn't know why she was so resolute. Seeing her bruises all over her body, she was already very distressed, but she was still pretending.The woman in front of her had a warm feeling between them, but at the same time, she also had three years of deception and lies.Lu Ying will never forget the feeling of being betrayed. The woman she spared no effort to protect turned out to be plotting against her in every possible way.

On that stormy night, Lu Ying shattered all the beautiful memories of her in her heart. Gu Qingzhan was a complete liar, and she was a complete pawn.

"...I'm sorry..." Gu Qingzhan bit his pale lower lip, the wounds on his body had been torn open in several places, blood stains seeped out of his shirt, and his mouth was still crimson, "Aying... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..."

Not afraid of pain, only afraid of her turning a blind eye.

"I'm sorry?" Facing her torn wound, Lu Ying remained indifferent on the face, and still used the sharpest words to slander her, "Put away your fake tears, Gu Qingzhan, lie to me...it's interesting, isn't it?" ?!"

Lu Ying didn't know that this sentence hurt far more than she imagined, and she didn't know that she had already become the only weakness in Gu Qingzhan's heart.

Hypocrisy... The only person who said he loved her is now spurning her.How can Gu Qingzhan explain that even if everything is false, loving you is true.You are my wife, the person I love the most in this life, the old vows are still lingering in my mind, but when we meet again, it is nothing.

Knowing that some feelings will never be touched, but still can't help but pursue them insatiably, and in the end bear the loss and pain, everything is just as it should be.

When Yingqiu left, she said to her: "I knew it would be like this, so I didn't start it in the first place."

Gu Qingzhan is speechless. Sometimes, she doesn't have to be a bystander who is obsessed with the authorities. She can bear everything, but she can't bear the feeling of being in moderation. She can fake everything, but she can't fake the look in her eyes.

Occasionally vacillating, Gu Qingzhan would think, what would she do if Mr. Chu?

"What is your relationship with my mother...?" Lu Ying had heard that she kept mentioning Mr. Chu earlier, so she must have understood the situation.

Gu Qingzhan guessed that Lu Ying would eventually ask, Mr. Chu tried his best to hide his identity, and only left the last beautiful fantasy for his loved one, how could Gu Qingzhan have the heart to expose it, if Lu Ying knew Chu Yu Just like herself, she is a cold-faced killer of the Sanjin Society, can she bear it?

When the time comes, I'm afraid that her loss will intensify.

"It doesn't matter..." Because of the pain, Gu Qingzhan was already sweating coldly.

"You lied to me again..." Gu Qingzhan clearly understood the situation of his mother. If it wasn't for the two people who had been together for a long time, how could they know so many details? I understand.

"...I know...I know that Chu Yu is your mother, so...that's why...that's why I made up those stories..." Gu Qingzhan lowered his head, his breath getting weaker, "Come to get close to you..."

"Gu Qingzhan, you are still lying to me!" Lu Yinghong scolded, other things can be made up, but her mother's "Song of Wangyou" has never been given to others, but Gu Qingzhan is familiar with the score alone, which cannot be learned.

"She has only been a female wife in the prime minister's mansion for a few days...I will not take anything else..." After several days without food, Gu Qingzhan's emotions were ups and downs this time, his body became worse, old wounds were cracked, and mottled blood oozes She had no choice but to grit her teeth to bear the pain.

Lu Ying didn't seem to see the wound on her body, pinched her, and still asked aggressively, "Then what is the relationship between my mother and the prime minister's mansion?!" She didn't believe that everything was just as simple as Gu Qingzhan said, she He originally thought that his mother was assassinated because his father made enemies in the imperial court, so it seems that his mother had already been involved with the Sanjin Association long before she married into the general's mansion. "Why...why did San Jin want to put my mother to death..."

"Because..." His eyes were dim, and there was a blur in front of his eyes. Gu Qingzhan had lost the strength to speak, his voice became weaker and weaker, his eyes were heavy, and he felt so tired... "Aying, I...so sleepy...I I want... I want to take a break..."

Since going to the north, Gu Qingzhan has never taken ink pills again. Zheng Yi said that ink pills are things that Sanjin will control people's hearts. There is no antidote. Long-term disobedience will kill people, and long-term use will kill people... …Entering the Sanjin Association means stepping into the Hall of the King of Hell with half a leg.

Her voice was so low that she couldn't really hear it, Lu Ying leaned her ear closer, she had already lost her warning, and even her breath was very light... and it seemed to be vague... Finally, finally, it stopped!

"Gu Qingzhan? Gu Qingzhan?!"

"Gu Qingzhan...Gu Qingzhan...you wake up..." Lu Ying remembered what Bi Luo had said to herself before, and suddenly panicked. She pinched Gu Qingzhan's shoulder and put her ear on Gu Qingzhan's heart, her heart In vain, he was cold, "Bi Luo!"

Lu Ying's voice resounded in the room: "Bi Luo!"

"How could she be like this?!" Gu Qingzhan is also a martial arts practitioner, so he wouldn't have suffered some superficial injuries and become like this, even breathing intermittently.

Seeing that Gu Qingzhan passed out again, Bi Luo was afraid that if this continued, she would really die, so she told the truth with a crying face: "She...she has been going crazy these few days, rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find something...everyone stops her. I can't stop it... and then... and then..."

Halfway through the speech, Bi Luo felt frightened and couldn't continue.

"What happened next?" Lu Ying heard something strange happened.

"...Later she...she started to cut her wrists with a dagger...It is said that 'bloodletting'...would make her feel better..." Bi Luo thought of Gu Qingzhan lying in a pool of blood, and his face paled with fright, " Miss...she's afraid...she really doesn't have much time..."

Lu Ying rolled up her sleeves, only to see that there were indeed deep and shallow knife marks on her wrist, new wounds and old wounds stacked together, shocking.

"...Call Mr. Han, quickly call Mr. Han! Quick!"

The author has something to say: Recently, I have encountered some troubles, and I have a serious lack of sleep. I don’t know why I fell asleep on my stomach... I am so tired

Don’t think it’s be if there is a modern chapter, the baby just thinks that the ancient times are not sweet enough, and the modern ones can make sugar well~~~

The comments are simple, they are all jokes, I will try my best to update, not the series in my lifetime hahaha