The princess is poisonous [rebirth]

In the dark night, Gu Qingzhan gently pushed open the door amidst the wind and snow outside the house. The lights in the house flickered dimly, and the wax torch was about to burn out.

Looking at the back lying on the bed, Gu Qingzhan felt that her legs were filled with lead, and every step she took was so heavy. She was wandering all her life and had no place to stop. She was never afraid of loneliness, but now she often Crying at night... From the moment she fell in love, she was no longer the original Gu Qingzhan.

There was a picture scroll half spread on the table of the Eight Immortals, and the tea beside it was completely cold. Gu Qingzhan unfolded the picture scroll with slightly trembling hands, and when she saw the familiar eyebrows and eyes vividly on the paper, she had already burst into tears silently, and the tears slipped down the corners of her eyes and disappeared under the veil .Four years ago, the scene when I held her hand tightly and taught her to paint with a pen seemed to have happened yesterday. Her tears dripped down on the scroll, and dark flowers bloomed.

"Miss Lu is dying..."

Gu Qingzhan hates fate, she has never hated it like this before, she turned her head to look at Lu Ying, God made them love but can't, then she just let go, why is she torturing them like this now.

Raising her hand to push aside the hazy veil, the woman she misses day and night is in front of her eyes, but now she doesn't know what else to do besides shedding tears, it is not a pity to die ten times, all she wants is for Lu Ying to live a good life .But now... Gu Qingzhan was sitting in front of the collapse, looking at Lu Ying's loose black hair, and finally couldn't help reaching out and stroking her. The old days of tying her bun and drawing her eyebrows will never go back.

Gu Qingzhan tilted his head and brushed the hair on her temples, revealing her pale side face, which was thinner than half a year ago.

Even if she couldn't see her face, she could already feel her breath. Although Lu Ying closed her eyes, her tears had already wet the square pillow. When she felt the cool back of her hand caressing her cheek, Lu Ying slowly Stretch out her hand and hold it tightly. Her hand is no longer as smooth and delicate as before. This strange but familiar warmth makes Lu Ying hold it even tighter. This time, she will never let go again...

When the white palms of the two were intertwined again, Gu Qingzhan held back Lu Ying's hand tightly. She had been wishing for this moment for too long... She bit her lip and raised her head to prevent tears from falling. As long as it is short, let her follow her own heart and be selfish again.

"Azhan...is that you?" Lu Ying sighed in the middle of the night, her eyes closed like a whisper in a dream, but at this moment she was more awake than anyone else.

Hearing her calling herself "Azhan", Gu Qingzhan couldn't hold back his sobs anymore, the small crying sound in the night was so desolate to the heart, she took a deep breath, and tried her best to spit out a sentence A fragmented sentence, "...Aying...it's me...it's me..."

When Lu Ying turned around and stood up, tears were streaming down her face. She still covered her face, but her eyes, which were already red and swollen from crying, had been haunting her all her life.I have seen her cry, and I have never seen her cry like this. In the past six months, Lu Ying has experienced countless scenes of meeting her in her dreams, but she has never been like this tonight. tears.

All the feelings have long been understood between their gazes.

"Gu Qingzhan, you are so ruthless..." Lu Ying held her hand tighter and tighter, saying that he was ruthless, but Gu Qingzhan was not.

Gu Qingzhan just shook her head with tears in her eyes. She stretched out her hand to caress Lu Ying's cheek, and couldn't bear to leave her eyes staring at her. Now she only has Lu Ying in her eyes, and she doesn't want to hold back her feelings anymore.

"...Let me think that you died, and regretted it for the rest of your life, right?" Lu Ying cried even worse, she was far from as calm as she appeared on the surface, the more she pretended to be strong, the more distressed she was, "Gu Qingzhan, You are so cruel..."

Gu Qingzhan couldn't wipe away her tears, and simply hugged her into his arms. If everything is predestined, then Lu Ying is destined to escape from her fate in this life, "A Ying, you hate me..."

Lu Ying leaned over and hugged her waist tightly, put her cheek on her shoulder, and quietly sniffed the orchid fragrance on her body. It is extremely happy to be able to hold her at this moment. After all, she is still the only one in this life. Fortunately, from the moment she fell in love with Gu Qingzhan, Lu Ying thought it was just the beginning of a period of unrequited love. She never thought that there would be today, and she never thought that Gu Qingzhan would have her in his heart.

"Azhan—" Lu Ying closed her eyes and rubbed her head into her neck, her voice was as soft as water, and Lu Ying, who had always been so strong, now begged in the most humble tone, "Don't leave me."

Every word she uttered made her heart ache, Gu Qingzhan hugged her tighter, her clothes were wet with hot tears, this is not what she wanted to say to Lu Ying.

"Promise me." Lu Ying straightened her body and stared at Gu Qingzhan, who was close at hand. Although the promise of a lifetime was very vague, she wanted to hear it. Lu Ying also knew the pain of such separation, and she could no longer bear it for the first time. The second time, "Promise me, don't leave again..."

Gu Qingzhan wiped away the tears on her cheeks with the back of his hand again. She was crying like a child. At this moment, thinking that she was dying, the tears burst again, "Fool, I'm not going anywhere... I'm not going anywhere..."

Lu Ying smiled through tears, stared at her for a long time, and was about to reach out to take off her veil, but Gu Qingzhan dodged subconsciously.

"Azhan?"

Gu Qingzhan grabbed her hand and just shook his head.

"Let me see you..."

When the purple veil was lifted, the long scar on her face was shocking. Lu lingered in her throat, spreading from her temples to her chin. With red eyes, she gently slid her fingertips over the scar on Gu Qingzhan's face. When she was captured When he was imprisoned, he was subjected to the death penalty, which must have been left over from that time.

Gu Qingzhan turned his face away, unwilling to touch Lu Ying again, "Don't watch it again."

She was originally the number one killer of the Sanjin Society, but she turned her back on the court because of herself. She was originally the number one beauty in Dazheng, but her face was disabled because of her own injury.What is heartache?Knowing that he loves her deeply, he still hurts her time and time again.What qualifications do I have to say that Gu Qingzhan is ruthless, in the end, the most ruthless person is himself...

Lu Ying then embraced her into her arms, no matter how many times she said it, she couldn't erase the self-blame in her heart, "It's my fault... It's my fault..."

At this moment, Gu Qingzhan has already sunk, as long as she recognizes each other in this life, everything is not important, she let Lu Ying hold her in her arms, and this winter is finally no longer cold.

"Have Mr. Han seen your illness?" Gu Qingzhan leaned into her arms, raised his head and gently smoothed the slightly messy hair on her forehead.

Lu Ying was at a loss for words for a moment, not knowing what to say.

Gu Qingzhan took Lu Ying's hand, interlocked her ten fingers, and then raised his head to kiss her lips. If they can't live together, they will die together, "Aying, I will be with you..."

I will be with you, life or death.

The author has something to say: I didn’t expect it, I updated it again

Almost wrote tears. . . .