"What about you? When did you like me..."

"Since I asked first, naturally you answered first."

When we first met, I was only attracted by her temperament, if I like her, it's not enough.Lu Ying held Gu Qingzhan's palm in the water, feeling like a glass of old wine, slowly fermented, from appreciation to liking, who can find a clear dividing line.Maybe it was when I met her for the first time, maybe it was when she taught me how to play the piano, or when I taught her how to ride a horse.She didn't know when she started to like it, she only knew that when Zheng Zhao returned from the northern expedition and returned to the south that year, when she saw Gu Qingzhan and Zheng Zhao performing the ceremony of husband and wife, the loneliness, even heartache, was the proof that she had fallen in love with Gu Qingzhan .

Even though he knew that she had deceived him deeply, he still fell in love with her hopelessly. Lu Ying originally thought that he fell in love with her just because of his talent, but why after learning the truth, he still couldn't let her go, and missed her even more, just because she was Gu Qing. Even though she is not the number one beauty.

"Maybe... it started very early." Lu Ying broke away from her embrace, turned around and looked at her. After so long, she always had a question in her heart, "When you said you loved me ...are you lying to me?"

Gu Qingzhan remembered that when Lu Ying was recovering her memory in Zheng Gong that day, she asked herself this question, but she nodded against her will, and unexpectedly, it has now become an indelible scar in Lu Ying's heart.The corners of her eyes were a little wet, and Gu Qingzhan knew that they were tears, "When I was shot with a poisonous needle, do you remember what you said when you hugged me that night?"

"You... have you heard it?"

Gu Qingzhan smiled with tears in her eyes, how could she sleep that night, "You said... if you have a next life, if you are a man, you will definitely want to marry me, and if you are also a woman, you will also... fall in love with me. "

When she said the last three words, Gu Qingzhan's tears flowed down her cheeks, she raised her head, and the tears became more and more, "At that time, I thought, if I am not a member of the Sanjin Association, I will definitely To spend the rest of my life with this woman."

But fate plays tricks on people in every possible way.Hearing what she said, Lu Ying felt that she was too brooding.

"It's all in the past, it's all in the past." Lu Ying hugged her, and she couldn't see her crying the most. Their past was not a good one, but it was the part that Lu Ying wanted to forget the most, "Azhan, we forgot the past ... okay?"

Forget the past, just like when I rolled off the cliff and lost my memory, the time in Zheng Gong was simple and pure, even if it was short.It can be seen that being ignorant sometimes is not a bad thing.

"Well, I'll listen to you." Gu Qingzhan understands her. She chooses to be with herself, and what kind of struggle and torture she has experienced in her heart. After all, they once stood on opposite sides and forced each other to a life-and-death situation.

"In a few days, it will be the Lantern Festival..." Lu Ying stood behind the screen and wiped her body, put on clean clothes again, took off the jade hairpin that tied her hair, and loosened her hair like a waterfall of blue hair. She came out and faced the bathing pool Gu Qingzhan said: "The street must be very lively, let's go and have fun."

"Excellent." Gu Qingzhan was not as shy as she was, and stood up straight from the water, but after soaking for too long, her head was a little dizzy, and Lu Ying was stunned to see the beauty out of the bath again, so she hurriedly supported Gu Qingzhan.

"Your body needs to be replenished properly."

Seeing her reaching out to pull him, Gu Qingzhan hooked his arms around her neck, and said to her face to face, "Well, if your body is weak, then...you won't have the energy to eat you."

"You teased me again." Lu Ying recalled the scene of last night, and blushed unconsciously. Gu Qingzhan was extremely patient, and knew how to tease her. I don't know how many times better than himself in bed matters.

"A Ying, don't you like it?" Gu Qingzhan became more and more moved when he saw that she was only wearing a middle coat and loose black hair, and his tone was provocative.

Even if you like it, how can you say it, and it's not dark yet... "Dry your body first, and catch a cold carefully."

How could she be so confused? Gu Qingzhan was helpless and funny. If she hadn't taken the initiative to tease her every time, she might not want to touch her body. Gu Qingzhan lazily said, "I feel a little tired, you can help me Wipe it off."

"But why is it uncomfortable? It must have caught the cold last night..." It is the coldest time right now, and she was entangled with each other for a long time last night, alternately hot and cold, how could her body bear it.

Lu Ying didn't realize that Gu Qingzhan did it on purpose. Hearing that she was tired, and fearing that she might feel unwell, she hurriedly found a clean silk handkerchief and clothes, "Rest early today, don't bother anymore."

toss?Gu Qingzhan was so angry when she heard this, she actually said that last night was a toss, "Then you don't like it anymore..."

Lu Ying could hear her displeasure this time. Seeing her expressionless face, she knew that she was spoiling the situation again, so she hurriedly coaxed, "I like it...how could I not like it..."

Gu Qingzhan just stood there, continued to wrap his arms around her neck, and let Lu Ying wipe her body clumsily with a silk handkerchief.Looking at the hickey on her chest, Lu Ying knew it was her "war result" last night. For the first time, she realized that she still had such a crazy side, and even shouted over and over again, "Azhan, don't stop...don't stop come down..."

In her previous life, she didn't realize how wonderful the love affair was, and felt a little conflicted from the bottom of her heart, but now, she couldn't hold herself back at all, as long as Gu Qingzhan touched her lightly, her mind seemed to go blank.Even on weekdays, Gu Qingzhan's frowns and smiles can also make her imagine, and she blames herself for being too impetuous.

As everyone knows, Gu Qingzhan loves her when she is emotional.

Following her eyes, Gu Qingzhan realized that Lu Ying was staring at the mottled hickey marks on his chest, "...what are you thinking?"

"No." Lu Ying shook her head before lowering her head and continuing to wipe her body.

"Aying, are you hiding something from me?" Gu Qingzhan saw her distracted more than once, and every time she asked her, she nervously pretended that nothing happened.

"This..." When Lu Ying wiped her back, she found that her back was covered with scars, all of which were old wounds. If you don't look carefully, you can't see it clearly, "Azhan..."

"It's ugly..." Gu Qingzhan's eyes darkened, she was afraid that Lu Ying would see this, and she was afraid of disappointing her, so when making out with her, she also turned off the lights, "It happened many years ago..."

She was whipped and brought up since she was a child, so how could she not have any scars? At that time, she had just joined the Sanjin Association, and if she made a mistake, she would be whipped. However, that person never whipped her face and arms. He wanted to keep her. With such a good appearance, if she seduces men in the future, she will definitely get twice the result with half the effort.

So when Zheng Zhao imprisoned her in the dungeon, she could bear all kinds of punishments, but when Zheng Zhao scratched her face with a dagger, the long scar along the mandible made her almost despair.Because Lu Ying once told her that she looks good when she smiles, and the little beauty left in Lu Ying's heart has disappeared.

"Why..." Lu Ying touched the scar on her back, his eyes were full of distress, he never understood her involuntary, but still imposed the injury on her.

Gu Qingzhan, just like Chu Yu, didn't want to tell anyone about that cruel past, and he didn't want anyone to mention it again, "A Ying, it's all over."

One sentence has passed, and how much bitterness it contains.

"As long as you treat me well, that's enough." Gu Qingzhan said seriously with a smile, as long as Lu Ying loves her, it doesn't matter if everyone hates her.

"As long as I am here, I will never let anyone hurt you again."

"Ah."

In the evening, Bi Luo came to serve dinner, and then led the maids away.Lu Ying knows that Gu Qingzhan likes to be quiet, so in this courtyard, except for the occasional visits by the maid who delivers meals and the woman who is in charge of cleaning, the rest of the time is spent together, and Lu Ying also knows that such days are not many, so the more Treasure it.

Three meals a day are set according to Gu Qingzhan's taste, and Lu Ying will additionally order the cook to cook some thick soup to dispel cold and nourish blood every day, and give it to Gu Qingzhan in different ways. It was getting worse day by day, and it was only less than a month since I left Yunxiu Mountain, but I was very emaciated.

I also let Han Zhen see it in private. If she hadn't been recuperating in Yunxiu Mountain for half a year, she would have died. The most important thing right now is to develop an antidote for Mo Wan. ...

Lu Ying became more and more depressed, Gu Qingzhan naturally understood, not to mention her own body, she couldn't be more clear.

"Eat more." Seeing that Gu Qingzhan hadn't eaten much, he put down his chopsticks, and Lu Ying continued to serve her a bowl of ginseng soup regardless of her appetite.

"Aying, I'm full." Gu Qingzhan's appetite was light, and the table was full of nutritious dishes, and Lu Ying made her drink soup every day, so she didn't have much appetite.

"Let's eat slowly, and I'll feed you."

Gu Qingzhan took a sip of the ginseng soup she fed, every time, after she finished eating, she would always feed herself some more, "If you keep feeding me like this, I'll be too strong to walk."

Lu Ying continued to feed her, "If you can't walk, I will carry you on my back."

"Eat like this, I'm afraid you won't be able to carry me anymore."

Lu Ying fed her food again, and replied her words: "Then I won't leave, I will always be by your side."

"I don't want you to be by my side all the time, I just want you to be by my side now."

"No, I will always be by your side. In this life, if there is a next life, I hope it will be the same."

How long will this confession and promise last?

"Azhan, play the piano and listen to me."

Gu Qingzhan took out the guqin, and plucked out the melodious little tune with his fingertips, which was especially deeply rooted in the hearts of the people in the cold night. Lu Ying just sat aside, resting his chin and watching her lightly and slowly twist, with a smile on the corner of his mouth and then depression, and so on.

"Is this what my mother taught you?"

Gu Qingzhan nodded slightly while playing, "Your mother is proficient in rhythm, I just learned the superficial."

"Azhan, I want to hear my mother's story."

A string of the zither broke suddenly, and Gu Qingzhan stopped what he was doing.

"Did you hurt your hand?" Lu Ying hurriedly took her hand, only to see a wound on the tip of her left finger.

"I'm a little tired."

"Then let's rest earlier."

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