The princess is poisonous [rebirth]

The spots splashed on the snow are brighter red than red plums.

Lu Ying has never been so cowardly, so cowardly that she doesn't have the courage to look directly at the blood at the corner of her mouth. All along, she escaped by luck, but she couldn't bear that day.After a pause, she shook her hands and wiped the blood on the corner of her mouth with a handkerchief. The north wind kept blowing, and it was a kind of chill down to the bone.

"I'm fine, maybe I've caught the cold..." Gu Qingzhan squeezed out these words with a smile, as if nothing happened just now, as if the blood belonged to someone else, it is too difficult for a person to force a smile , but how can she hold Lu Ying and cry?Still holding her hand, saying over and over again that she didn't want to leave... In the end, she still believed in her fate.

Not only her hands are trembling, but Lu Ying's body is also trembling. When the person she loves is the most vulnerable, she can't do anything, she can only watch and watch... This feeling is better than the pain in the It's even harder on myself.She wanted to cry, but she couldn't, so she could only hold Gu Qingzhan's hand, and said in a seemingly indifferent tone, "...let's go back to the house."

The two didn't say anything more, but they already knew it well.

Gu Qingzhan was fascinated by the curling green smoke in the incense burner, and Lu Ying sat behind her, hugging her, and this kind of time together became extravagant little by little. She was afraid that she would never feel this warmth in her whole life.Thinking of this, Lu Ying's tears rolled in his eyes, and when he lowered his eyes for a while, they fell down.

"In this life, life, old age, sickness and death should be predestined..." If you have no worries in your heart, you will go without any worries. If your heart is cold-blooded to the end, you will not be what you are today. Gu Qingzhan leaned on her shoulder, After all, I have no complaints or regrets, "With you by my side, I have nothing else to ask for."

Two people who love each other, the one who leaves last, always deserves cruelty.

Lu Ying is far from being as tough as she appears on the surface. Gu Qingzhan understands that she has been bearing a weight that a woman should not bear. Since she married into the palace six years ago, Gu Qingzhan has seen that she desperately needs love. But I just can't give her love.

"It's going to be okay, there must be a way to save her..." Lu Ying hugged her a little tighter, and murmured, rather than talking to Gu Qingzhan, it was more like talking to herself, "Don't you To think wildly."

"En." Gu Qingzhan just responded softly, knowing that it would be useless to talk too much.

The next day, before dawn, when Gu Qingzhan opened her eyes, there was already a void beside her. She stretched out her hand to touch it, but even the remaining warmth had dissipated. It must have been some time since she left.

When he couldn't see her face, he felt uneasy, Gu Qingzhan hurriedly called out, "Aying? Where are you?"

The servant girl outside the door heard the shout and hurried in, "Miss has something to go out, let the servants come to serve you to wash and eat... This is left for you by the miss."

Gu Qingzhan frowned and took the note from the maid: something happened in the army, come back later, remember to eat on time, don't read it.

It was indeed Lu Ying's handwriting, Gu Qingzhan asked the maid again, "Did she say when she will come back?"

"No." The little girl stood there in a dilemma. Seeing Gu Qingzhan's iceberg-like face, she felt a little scared, and she didn't dare to look directly into her eyes. "It's too early, should you rest for a while, or Start serving breakfast?"

The little maid was always trembling when she spoke, but Gu Qingzhan turned her phoenix eyes away at this moment, and only said three words, "Go out."

"...Then... that slave girl has stepped back first, if you have anything to do, just tell me." After finishing speaking, the little maid broke into a cold sweat as if she had received an amnesty. people.

In the past ten years, she has disguised enough, and she has never felt that she looks good when she smiles, but it is just a hypocritical mask. People from the Sanjin Association probably never smile, including Mr. Chu.It wasn't until she met someone that she was willing to laugh for her, cry for her, and couldn't help but feel for her, that she realized that her blood was still warm, and she was not just a murderous puppet.

At least before meeting Lu Ying, she felt that she would live like a puppet and die like a puppet.

It was already time, and Lu Ying still didn't return, so Gu Qingzhan leaned on the bed with loose hair, and looked at a scroll of scriptures. There was a word "ying" on the scroll, and she stared straight at it, but she didn't know where it came from. After waiting for a long time, she heard movement outside the house again, she turned over and lay down on the bed, and asked, "A Ying?"

Until the servant girl reported, it turned out that I was thinking too much. Several women came to arrange lunch with seven or eight food boxes. Gu Qingzhan then leaned back on the bed, a little tired, and said: "You all go down, I don't want to eat .”

"This... this..." The servant girl hesitated for a while, then remembered Lu Ying's deliberate confession, "You should eat some... I can't explain it when the lady is back."

"I see, you all step back." Accustomed to the quiet days when no one disturbed them, this group of people stopped and went, Gu Qingzhan looked very upset, so he sent them away casually.

She hugged her knees with her arms, at a loss, and never thought that she would rely on Lu Ying so much. As long as she couldn't see her, she would be as sad as losing her.Nesting in the corner of the bed, letting this feeling of worrying about gains and losses torment herself, even her spirit began to be in a trance, and she remembered Zheng Yi's appearance before his death, so embarrassed, she was afraid... afraid that she would become like that.

The best years were given to Slaughter, and the worst...to Lu Ying.She doesn't want to think about it anymore, but these days, she doesn't know why, some thoughts can't be controlled by herself.She fainted in a daze, and had a dream that was neither long nor short, she dreamed that she was crazy, she dreamed that she died in Lu Ying's arms, people were not like people, ghosts were not like ghosts.

When Lu Ying went back again, it was already dark, Bi Luo supported her, and warmed her palms distressedly, "Miss, please slow down, look at you..."

Having entered the yard, Lu Ying sucked on her frozen nose, and said to Bi Luo, "It's nothing, you can go back and rest."

"Let the servant stay here to serve you today, okay?" Bi Luo cried, she had suffered so many crimes during the day, and it was better to be so strong, and Bi Luo also knew that Lu Ying didn't let herself serve by her side because of Gu Qingzhan.

The young lady has been served by others for more than twenty years, but because of Gu Qingzhan's words that she likes to be quiet, she completely dismissed the servant girl. Instead, she took good care of Gu Qingzhan every day. Biluo was worthless for Lu Ying. It is worthy of my young lady treating her like this.

"It's really all right..." As soon as the words fell, Lu Ying staggered, and Bi Luo was so frightened that she quickly helped her stabilize.

When entering the room, her body felt warmer. Bi Luo helped her to the recliner, and hurriedly went to make a charcoal fire. Lu Ying only saw a table of cold food on the table, which had not been touched at all, and knew Gu Qing Zhan must have not eaten for a day.

Lu Ying got up and walked into the bedroom, only to see her curled up, leaning against the corner with her knees hugged, her black hair was loose, and she hadn't even dressed up today, "Azhan?"

Hearing Lu Ying's voice, Gu Qingzhan raised his head, turned over and lay down on the bed, and walked towards Lu Ying barefoot, hugging her like this, "Where have you been?"