brother you are so kind

Looking at ten thousand years, maybe it is just like this moment, even the passing time seems to be slowly slowed down by the hand of God.

Shen Yan spoke slowly, word by word, so clearly.

"Qin Jin, I like you."

"It can't fool others, and now, it can't fool you either."

It's not the first time he said this to Qin Jin, but this time, he took off all his disguise.

Qin Jin was slightly taken aback, and after a long time, he looked away, and said slowly, "You are just an illusion. You just cast an idol filter on me, and I am not a good person..."

Shen Yan could hear every word and every sentence clearly.

In the past, Shen Yan thought that watching Qin Jin from afar and being an ordinary fan would be the best.

Later... Later, he approached Qin Jin step by step, and became Qin Jin's best friend by accident. He thought that this had exhausted his life's luck.

It's just that people's greed has never been endless, so hard to satisfy.

He had expected Qin Jin's reaction, but he was still delusional.

Shen Yan looked at Qin Jin and said in a very soft voice, "Qin Jin, I just like you. This kind of feeling cannot be decided by me, nor by you. If possible, I also want to be your friend for the rest of my life, because I am afraid, We couldn't even be friends in the end..."

There is a faint light in Shen Yan's eyes, just like the little bit of bravery left in Shen Yan.

He has always been cowardly, but at this moment he mustered up all his courage, as if the world is persistently praying for the gift of the gods.

When he spoke, his voice trembled slightly, but it was so clear, "Have you ever had a little bit of a heartbeat for me..."

Qin Jin looked at Shen Yan, as if a wild beast was hitting all the fences in his heart.

Qin Jin found that he couldn't give a correct answer to such a simple question.

"Shen Yan, between us..."

When Shen Yan saw Qin Jin's expression, he seemed to hear the sound of the illusion breaking.

However, he stepped quickly and approached Qin Jin suddenly.The moment Shen Yan approached, Qin Jin's words stopped abruptly and disappeared from his lips.

Shen Yan's lips were very cold, his heart was broken deep in his soul, and even his body was as cold as snow and ice.It's just that when it was printed on Qin Jin's lips, the instant touch could make Shen Yan's soul tremble slightly.

In this life, he will not be as crazy as he is today.

Shen Yan took a step back, his lips were slightly red, like the color of red plums.

Shen Yan's eyes were very clear, he knew what he was doing.

"Qin Jin, I'm sorry...I'm sorry." Shen Yan said softly, he knew in his heart that he might have gone crazy at that moment.

It's just that people can be crazy for a while, but they can't be crazy forever.

Shen Yan clenched her hands into fists, "I'm sorry, I was too rude. If I cause you a lot of trouble, I'm willing to leave the crew..."

Shen Yan used all her strength to restrain herself to avoid losing her composure.He screwed it all up, so irrationally, that he brought it all to this end.

Shen Yan turned around to leave, but her hand was held.

Qin Jin's palms have always been warm, and when his skin touches, it's like a blaze of flames.

"Little master, why do you like me? My shortcomings are far more than you know. I am not an ideal lover."

Qin Jin looked at Shen Yan, his eyes as bright as nine heavenly stars reflected the figure of the person in front of him.His voice was like still water flowing deep, sneaking in unspeakable pain.

"I don't like you, only time can do it. Being in love is only temporary, and one day, I will gradually forget the feeling for you." Shen Yan suppressed all her emotions and tried her best to keep her voice steady.

He is not a born good actor, but he is willing to hide his emotions because of his obsession and infatuation.

But at the end, Shen Yan's eyes were slightly red.

In the long night, everything seems to be asleep.

"Shen Yan, I haven't answered the question you asked at the beginning." Qin Jin looked at Shen Yan and said softly, "You asked me if I have feelings for you..."

Qin Jin's voice was slow, but extremely gentle, "We have always been friends, and I never thought of a second possibility. Even when you asked this question, I didn't know my own Answer……"

Qin Jin raised his hand slowly, his fingers were as soft as a feather, and gently wiped away the teardrop on Shen Yan's reddish eyebrows and eyes, "But I know now, I don't want to see you sad, especially because of me."

"Shen Yan, I'm not as perfect as you imagined. I'm indifferent, selfish, arrogant and go my own way, but can you give me a chance?"

Shen Yan's pupils dilated slightly, maybe all this was too sudden and unreal, he just stared at Qin Jin in a daze, as if time was frozen at this moment.

"Let's date." Qin Jin looked at Shen Yan with gentle eyes like water.

These five words spoken slowly, but Shen Yan will never forget them all his life.

********

In the cold snow country, the cold wind is as cold as a knife.

Qin Jin buried her face in the scarf, only revealing a pair of peach blossom eyes that blinked slightly.

Above the Rongjiang River, the world is like falling into an ice cave.

When I woke up in the morning and walked out the door, the chill instantly pierced my bones.

The residence is not far from the shooting site, so Qin Jin didn't ask anyone to arrange a vehicle yesterday.It's just that this morning, the raging wind is so rampant.

Qin Jin noticed that Shen Yan trembled slightly beside him, and asked, "Is it cold?"

As soon as the words fell, Shen Yan nodded slightly.

Qin Jin reached out and took Shen Yan's cold hand. His palm was so big that he could wrap Shen Yan's hand tightly.

He took Shen Yan's hand and stuffed it into his pocket, "Is it still cold?"

When Qin Jin spoke, the breath he exhaled instantly condensed into a faint hoarfrost in the cold wind, but the way he smiled and said it was so gentle.

Qin Jin looked slightly sideways, her slender eyelashes curled up slightly.

Everything is inferior to Qin Jin's shallow glance.

From last night to now, Shen Yan couldn't help but suspect that this was a dream.

Happiness and security, so unreal.

Qin Jin looked into Shen Yan's eyes, as if he knew what Shen Yan was thinking.He tilted his head and said with a slight smile, "Do you think I am a model boyfriend? After all, I have been No.1 on the boyfriend list for many years."

Shen Yan retorted softly when he said it so unscrupulously, "I didn't occupy it all the time."

At the end of each year, the largest entertainment base in the entertainment circle - New Entertainment will vote a group of male stars for various lists.

Since Qin Jin's debut, he has been firmly at the top of the boyfriend list. Only in the year when Qin Jin went to Simisia, the person on the throne was replaced by Yan Qisheng.

"Really?" Qin Jin continued to smile, stretched out his fingers, and lightly pressed the center of Shen Yan's eyebrows, "So you know, why didn't you vote for me last year?"

"I've always voted for you..."

As soon as these words came out, Shen Yan lowered her head slightly, obviously she did it by herself, but when she said it from her own mouth, Shen Yan felt a little embarrassed.

Perhaps it was because the wind was too cold, and Shen Yan's cheeks were slightly crimson.

Qin Jin turned his head and looked at Shen Yan, "Little Master, we need to reciprocate."

"Huh?" Hearing this, Shen Yan raised his head with some puzzlement in his eyes.

"Every year in the future, my vote will only be for you."

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