Where is Chunsheng

When Jiao Chunshui was more than two years old, Yang Liu suddenly said one day that he could not see clearly with his left eye.Yang Liu herself has a relatively high degree of myopia, and Jiao Shi thought her myopia had worsened, so she planned to take her to the ophthalmologist.There is only one car in the family, which is the car that Jiao Qingshan gave to Chen Qian back then. Before that, Jiao swore to and from Xiacheng, and he was the one who drove it.After Chen Qian started her business, Chen Qian has been using the car all the time.That day, Yang Liu's eyes were uncomfortable. Jiao Yan hugged Jiao Chunshui and waited for a long time with his mother, but they didn't get a taxi. So he called Chen Qian and asked her if she could bring the car back and take Yang Liu to the hospital. .

Chen Qian's shop is not too far from her home. At that time, she had already hired a shop assistant, and her time was free. Even so, she seldom went home.

"I'm busy here, you take a taxi yourself." Chen Qian said coldly on the other end of the phone.

"I have been waiting for an hour and there is no car."

"Then you can walk to the hospital, it's not far anyway." After Chen Qian finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

When Yang Liu was waiting for the bus, she said that one side of her eyes was completely blind, and she would fall down when walking.Jiao Yan dared not be careless, and dared not drag his mother and daughter along the street. Although the hospital was close, it took him two to three 10 minutes to walk.

The car that Jiao Yao called finally arrived after waiting for an hour. He helped Yang Liu into the car, Jiao Chunshui put his arms around his neck, and Dad and Dad kept barking, giggling carefreely.He sank into the seat of the taxi, the world was cut off from the outside, he held his daughter's little face, feeling sad for some reason.

Yang Liu's eyes are not aggravated by myopia, but hemorrhage caused by diabetic retinopathy, which has no cure.It was at that time that Jiao Xi found out that his mother, Yang Liu, had been living a life of chronic suicide—she lied to Jiao Xi that she was taking medicine, but in fact she didn’t take medicine at all. She never controlled her diet, but she told Jiao Swear she's on a diet.

They went from ophthalmology to endocrinology.The doctor advised Yang Liu to be hospitalized, but Yang Liu wanted to say no, but Jiao swore to her, "Mom, I beg you, if you don't cure the disease, what will Chunshui do?"

"Anyone can bring Chunshui." Yang Liu actually said that.

"Then I'll send Chunshui away right away, are you willing?" Jiao vowed.

Yang Liu finally agreed to be hospitalized.After her husband left, she lived like a year, and if Jiao Chunshui hadn't brought her some comfort, the world would have been free of worries.

It's a pity that the treatment was too late.There have been many complications in Yangliu. Not only is there a problem with the fundus of the eye, it has led to blindness in one eye, and the surrounding nerves have also developed lesions. Her hands and feet are like gloves, and she can't feel cold or hot. , It seems that there are tens of millions of ants crawling every day.Yang Liu never talked about her symptoms, and when she felt uncomfortable, she pretended nothing happened.Jiao Yan wondered: Did she take the pain of illness as the last punishment in this world, punishing her to live alone.Did she think that the more painful she was, the more she could leave without nostalgia and peace of mind.

Yang Liu was hospitalized, and Chen Qian never came to see her.It happened to be summer vacation, and Jiao vowed to take Jiao Chunshui with him during the day, and cooked three meals a day and sent them to Yangliu.Chen Qian came back late at night as in the past, and sometimes she didn't come home at night.I got up late in the morning, played with Jiao Chunshui for a while, and went to the shop again.Jiao Yao told her about Yang Liu being hospitalized, but she just said: "Oh, anyway, you are at home looking after the children during the summer vacation."

All the expenses of the family are in charge of Jiao's oath, and it is inevitable that the mother will be a little stretched after she is hospitalized.He said to Chen Qian: "Mom has paid three thousand as a deposit for hospitalization, and my salary for this month has been used up. Do you have any money?"

Jiao Yao's face turned red when he asked this question. He never asked Chen Qian for money, and Chen Qian never took money from his family. Even Chen Qian asked him for some money every month like before.How her business is doing, no one knows.

"I still owe people money." Chen Qian didn't even look at Jiao Yan, and said, "I can't make it through. If you don't have any money, you can borrow it from your colleagues."

When she talked about this, Jiao vowed not to say anything more. Yangliu's medical insurance is in Xiamen City, and it can't be settled in other places. It can only be reimbursed after being discharged from the hospital. The reimbursement rate is still relatively low. How much is used for hospitalization, you have to pay for it yourself first. money.

What could be done?Chen Qian also bought luxury goods, even worse than when she was in Xiamen.His colleagues told him that one of Chen Qian's bags cost more than 1 yuan, and exclaimed that he was a big money-how could he shamelessly ask his colleagues to borrow money?

A few thousand yuan is not difficult, Yang Liu still has a small amount of savings, but Jiao Yan feels that he is very useless, his mother is sick, he can't afford the money, and she needs to pay for it herself.

Maybe it was because Yang Liu saw Jiao Yan's predicament, so he directly gave the account to Jiao Yan, told him the account password, and said that there was a fixed deposit of [-] yuan in it, which could be withdrawn in advance.

Yang Liu was hospitalized for ten days, and her blood sugar was slightly stable, so she asked to be discharged from the hospital. She promised Jiao that she would inject insulin by herself and would no longer ignore her condition. Yes, like saying to Jiao Shi: "I shouldn't drag you down."

Jiao Yan was terrified when he heard that, he put Jiao Chunshui on the ground, and let her run over to hug Yang Liu's leg and call her grandma.Yang Liu knelt down, hugged Jiao Chunshui, and said, "Grow up quickly, Chunshui."

Jiao vowed that when he was a child, he often asked Yang Liu: "Mom, when will I grow up?"

Yang Liu sometimes said: "You will grow up." Sometimes she said to him: "You will grow up when you grow up to your father's height." Stand up and see if you have grown taller.

If someone had told him at that time that growing up meant separation, Jiao Yan would rather time pass slowly.

Father loves mother, mother loves father, Jiao Xi takes it for granted that all couples in the world are like this.Until he "grew up", he didn't know that love is not something to be taken for granted. With that certificate, can a husband and a wife have sex?

It turns out that love is the most stingy and the hardest thing to give to a person who has no blood relationship, relying on such a stingy feeling for a lifetime, let your own blood and flesh combine with such a person, and rely on such a person to understand Take care of your own life and death.What he thought to be commonplace since he was a child turned out to be the most difficult thing in his life.

No matter how much joy, no matter how beautiful sex, no matter how sweet the vows are, they are all so ridiculous in the face of life, old age, sickness and death.When love asks you for money, keeps you hungry and clothed, and instigates you to cut your liver and sell your blood, everything in the past will become ugly.

Do you have money?Three thousand five thousand.Without money, let alone being able to help each other.

He Chunsheng's voice was a little hoarse during his voice change period, but it was not unpleasant.He Chunsheng remembered every word that Jiao vowed to say, even the tone of voice and eyes, he never forgot.But he never really understood the meaning of He Chunsheng's words until today.

Yang Liu takes insulin four times a day and monitors blood sugar seven times.My mother has strong self-control, her sore fingers and belly are shocking, but after she promised Jiao Shi to manage her condition, she strictly followed the doctor's orders—diabetes is a painful disease, and she is not allowed to eat it Illness is a disease that deprives people of the joy of living and makes life worse than death, but Yang Liu never said these things.One day Jiao Chunshui quietly said to Jiao Jiao: "Dad, Dad, I saw grandma giving herself an injection!"

"Well, grandma is not feeling well and needs an injection." Jiao Yan hugged Jiao Chunshui, not knowing what to say to her.

"Mom said grandma needed the injection because she was not good." Jiao Chunshui corrected her seriously.

Jiao Yan became angry in an instant, and that night he waited until Chen Qian came back, and said to her, "Can you stop talking to the child?"

Chen Qian was humming when she entered the door, and when she heard Jiao Yan's accusation, she immediately put on a very unhappy expression: "What are you talking about?"

"My mother is sick, how can you tell Chun Shui that she needs an injection because she is not good?"

"Isn't it bad?" Chen Qian sneered, "If she obediently listened to the doctor, she would be here today? What is she not? Am I wrong?"

"You mean, my mother deserves it for being so ill? The child will follow you to blame her?"

"You should know whether you deserve it or not." Chen Qian blew her bag worth 2000 yuan like a treasure, hung it up, and said, "She doesn't deserve it, she spends [-] yuan a month on insulin, Those insulins deserve it."

Jiao Yan was so angry that his whole body trembled, if it wasn't for his childhood education that prevented him from beating women, he would definitely slap her.

"You don't deserve it, I deserve it, marrying into a family like yours." Chen Qian took off her silk skirt, removed her underwear and panties, patted her body and said, "I am a little over 30 years old, I am just In [-], you became impotent, and you haven’t touched me for more than two years, do I deserve it? You are poor and don’t want to make money, and you can still play macho prestige on your lips, you don’t deserve it.”

Jiao vowed to look at Chen Qian's body. The female body did not age at all due to childbirth. In order to maintain her figure, Chen Qian refused to breastfeed. She also went to the gym to recover after giving birth. Her figure was the same as before. Flat, straight thighs——Facing such a body, Jiao Yan can only feel disgust from the heart when he thinks of the soul inside.

"Worthless." Chen Qian put on her pajamas and sneered.