Fangzhong of the day

Sunday, the first day of the new year.

Early in the morning, Fang Matata moved in a large box from the door.

Dajian was carrying the backpack he had just packed, and was walking towards the shoe cabinet, ready to go home for New Year's Day. "Master, do you have any presents? Did I get any of them?" He opened the shoe cabinet to take out the shoes, while looking at Fang Yu with a mean smile.

"It's true, take it and leave." Fang Yan pushed the box with both hands to the living room.

"Hey~! Come on, come on!" Dajian threw the bag on the ground on his shoulders, put on his shoes, and turned to help Fangmata push the box.

Fu Jianxi happened to come down from the stairs, and saw the two of them unpacking a box that was half as tall as a person.Dajian held a wallpaper knife in his hand, and Fangmata held a pair of kitchen scissors for handling ingredients.

Hearing footsteps on the stairs, Fang Mata looked up at him with a frown. "Is it noisy to you?"

Without raising his head, Da Jian asked, "What time did you go to sleep?"

Fu Jianxi didn't answer anyone's words. He has a headache now, and his temples are bouncing, as if a spring is installed, and the spring will jump when he shakes it.Listening to two people talking, the comprehension ability can't keep up.

"He doesn't sleep until dawn." Fang Yu straightened up, with one hand holding the scissors hanging by his side, and the other on his waist, looking at Fu Jianxi with displeasure. "want to go out?"

"No, what are you eating? Is there any more?" Fu Jianxi scratched her scalp with one hand, then walked towards the kitchen with her head down.

Fang Mata put down the scissors and followed into the kitchen, bringing out the reserved breakfast and heating it up.Steamed buns and boiled eggs were placed in the steamer, millet porridge was kept warm in the rice cooker, and a plate of side dishes was brought out from the refrigerator. He turned to find someone and found that Fu Jianxi was making coffee.

Fang Mata put down the saucer and reached out to fetch the brewed coffee. "Stop drinking, go to bed after dinner, it's only eight o'clock, have you slept for three hours?"

"Not sleepy, just sleep when I'm sleepy, a cup of coffee can't stop me from falling asleep at all." Fu Jianxi stubbornly took back the coffee in his hand, blew on the steaming white air, and tried to peck a couple of mouthfuls. "What?" He lifted his chin and pointed to the box that Dajian was struggling to unpack.

Fang Mata stared at him with a frown, without looking away, and asked, "Coffee can't stop you from sleeping, so what's stopping you from sleeping."

Fu Jianxi turned his eyes back to Fang Yu's face, and his eyes met. Fang Yu's eyes were full of confusion and distress. He didn't know what he was like now, but judging from the look on Fang Yu's face, he shouldn't be making any moves right now. See you later. "I'm hungry, can I eat first?"

Fang Matata's tensed shoulders suddenly collapsed, and the person opposite could make him compromise with a single word.He sighed, his eyes softened after all, "I'll go to Uncle Fang's for dinner at noon, and come back in the evening, let's celebrate the New Year together, what do you want to eat?"

At this moment, Fu Jianxi had already drank half of a cup of hot coffee, and he smiled at Fang Yu, "It's fine if you have meat."

Fang Mata raised his hand to cover the side of his neck, the blood vessels under his fingertips were throbbing strongly, he scratched, "Sit down, let's eat."

Fu Jianxi also raised his hand and pinched the hand covering his neck. It was warm and thick. If possible, he actually wanted to sleep next to this hand.

Compared with getting something and then losing it, he wants to suppress himself and simply not touch it, don't own it, it's better not to look at it, not even think about it.

After the large package was opened, there were several small boxes inside, but some of them could already see what was in the small boxes.

Dajian sat slumped on the ground, looked at the large and small boxes all over the place, turned his head and asked Fangmata who was serving the meal: "Master, can you just say which one is mine?" Maybe it's all gifts from Fu Jianxi, who is paralyzed and will be abused in the next year.

"Fluorescent green box, a pair of shoes, wireless sports earphones, I saw that you liked his style a lot earlier, so I bought one for you." Fang Yu set up breakfast, scratched Fu Jianxi's hair twice, and walked over In front of a pile of boxes, he sat carelessly on the ground. "This, uh, and this, you take it apart first." He pushed two boxes to Dajian.

"Wow~!" Dajian's eyes lit up when he heard those two things, and when he saw the brand on the box, his whole face was distorted with excitement, "Master, um, do you still want a boyfriend? How about buying one?" Give one away, count me in as one, I'll be your little boyfriend's maid, hee hee!" He piled up two boxes with both hands, held them in his arms, got up and walked towards the door. "Thank you, sir!" After shouting, he put on his shoes and went out the door whistling.

Fang Yu smiled, sat on the ground and divided out all the things that Fu Jianxi had given, and unpacked them by the way.A mid-length hooded down jacket, two pairs of retro sneakers, a pair of gloves, some small items, and even a box of underwear.

After Fu Jianxi finished her breakfast, she leaned on the back of the chair with one elbow and put one hand horizontally on the table.Sit sideways, watching Fang Mata dismantle one by one, and classify their things separately.In the end, because the clothes were new and needed to be washed, the separated ones were thrown together, and the floor piled up like a hill in an instant.

"If you post it like this, the cost, if calculated, is more expensive than buying it here?" Fu Jianxi looked at the big brands that can also be bought here. Buying it abroad, including the postage fee, should not be cheap. .After several times receiving Fangmata's courier from abroad, he probably knew about the expensive postage.

"I bought these because I was bored by myself. Every time I went shopping, I bought so much. I dreamed about it while I was shopping, so that my life would be faster." Fang Yu said with a shy smile. He looked up at Fu Jianxi with a smile as if mocking himself, and said, "Come and see, praise me."

Fu Jianxi got up and walked over, imitating him to sit cross-legged on the other side of the hill. "This, hey, stimulates economic growth, good."

"Huh?" Fang Yu looked at him speechlessly and smiled, "Will you praise others?"

Fu Jianxi stared at him for a while and thought, blinked a few times on purpose, and finally snapped her fingers like a sudden flash of inspiration, "Lang Yan is unique, there is no other in the world."

Fang Yu raised his chin and waited to be praised. At first, he just thought that he would get a few more hurtful words. After listening, he realized that he was really praised, and he was still praised by heaven.Immediately, my mind exploded, I don't want to be beautiful.The pursed mouth became more and more cracked, and the eyebrows and eyes were curved with joy.

"Shut up!" Fu Jianxi looked at him like that, raised her thumb and forefinger to pinch the corners of his mouth until it was pinched like a chicken's mouth.

Fang Mata held his face, leaned towards it with his own chicken beak, and quickly pecked it with a crisp sound, "It's the first time I've been praised so much, I can't take it back, I guess it will be like this all day .” He got up, hugged a pile of new clothes, and walked to the washing machine.

Fu Jianxi stared at his back in a daze, the expression on her face became more and more calm.Looking at it, the busy and swaying figure began to become unreal, with halos, colorful halos all over his body, unable to see the distant view clearly, and unable to distinguish the facial features.

Is this person really that wild monkey who walks on colorful auspicious clouds and is invincible in other people's lives?

The more I looked at it, the more confused I became. I retracted my gaze and landed on the packing boxes on the ground.

Recently, he began to have more and more things he couldn't understand.

When Fang Yu came back, he saw Fu Jianxi lowering his head, staring blankly at the things on the ground in a daze, his expression was so calm that he was almost lifeless, his eyelids did not move for a long time, his side gaze was not clear, but he could see that there was nothing wrong with him. coke.He walked over, grabbed his arm and pulled him up, and walked upstairs with his shoulders and belt.

Fu Jianxi closed her eyes, and her eyeballs rolled over her frosted eyelids, tingling and itchy.The chest cavity exhaled out, the breath was very short, showing fatigue.

Fang Mata pushed them onto the bed, who happened to be still in their pajamas.He pulled off the unmade quilt and covered the two of them.Covering Fu Jianxi's eyes with one hand, "Close your eyes and go to sleep."

Fu Jianxi raised his hand to pull the palm covering his eyes, Fang Yan pressed his other hand down without any explanation, and repeated what he said just now: "Be good, close your eyes, and go to sleep." She stuck to his forehead and kissed, then moved to the side and kissed, and finally didn't move, keeping the two people's sides close to each other.Fu Jianxi was lying on the pillow, his face was covered with one hand, and Fang Yan pressed his face sideways, completely blocking the light.

"Aren't you awkward?" You don't need to look at this posture, it's awkward even thinking about it.

"It's awkward, who told you to be disobedient. How long has it been?" Fang Yu's tone was full of pity and reproach, and the other hand patted him on the back.

"Sleep, move your face away, it's out of shape." Fu Jianxi shook her head that was under pressure.

Fang Mata turned his face away, lowered his eyes to look at his face, saw through his fingers that his eyes were really closed, and then lay back on the pillow.

Neither of them spoke anymore, one was seriously sleeping, and the other was looking at the person who was seriously pretending to be asleep.

Fangmata's own work and rest time has always been very regular, and there will never be such a chaotic and unhealthy work and rest time.In the past few days when he was at home, except for the day when they had sex|sex, no one got up.Even after doing it again, Fu Jianxi never slept for more than four hours.

Going to school during the day, training after school, drawing at night, the time is fully filled, except for eating and sleeping, the rest of the time is on the road, and the holidays are almost occupied by activities and filming.

Especially a 20-year-old boy, it is true that he is full of energy, and his love of play and sleep is also true.It should be the age when you sleep on the bed and won't wake up unless you are woken up by the alarm clock.

How come such a light sleep?

When Fu Jianxi woke up, it was pitch black in the gap between the curtains.Sleeping from morning to night, really awesome!

The amount of sleep he slept this day was almost as much as he slept in a week.

When I got up to wash up, I heard the kitchen range hood humming and the sound of spatulas clashing.He leaned on the railing and watched the blurry shadow on the frosted glass door move. If it was earlier, he would have been excited to go downstairs to look for food, but now he just wants to watch.It was weak to move, and there was no excitement.

On the floor of the living room, the pile of boxes and packing in the morning are gone, and it looks like the house has been tidied up, everything looks very clean.There is also a bouquet of flowers on the coffee table, four-color daisies, quiet and gorgeous.

The sliding door of the kitchen was opened from the inside, and Fangmata was wearing a dark brown apron, holding a plate full of food in both hands.As soon as the door opened, he saw Fu Jianxi lying on the railing on the second floor, "Get up, come down to eat, I just fried beef tenderloin."

Fu Jianxi heard herself swallowing in vain, then turned and went to the bathroom.

Six dishes, one soup, and a bottle of red wine.I read it again... there is no rice.

Fu Jianxi went into the kitchen, took the chopsticks, and looked around again, but still didn't see the rice, so she simply asked, "Where's the rice?"

Fang Yu suddenly turned his head to look at him, embarrassment flashed across his face.

"Got it, I'll just eat vegetables today, right? Okay, it's such a happy decision." Fu Jianxi held two plates in one hand and two pairs of chopsticks in the other, "Dang Dang Dang!" The chopsticks hit the bowl Beside, a series of sounds echoed in the room.

Fang Mata came out with the dishes, and followed behind him, laughing all the time.

"Stop laughing, keep laughing, do I have to wrap you a red envelope, laughing so festively." Fu Jianxi pulled the stool away and sat down.

"Would you like to drink?" Fang Mata said, shaking the red wine.

"No food, no more wine, this year will be impossible." Fu Jianxi rested her chin on one hand and said, looking at Fang Yu from the corner of her eyes.

Fang Mata shrugged his shoulders with a smile, stuffed the corkscrew and the wine into his hand, and went back to the kitchen to get the wine glass.

As soon as Fangmata entered the kitchen, Fu Jianxi heard the door lock turning.

"Hello!" Before the person appeared in sight, the loud voice began to echo in the room.

"My Lady Queen, Wan An!" Fu Jianxi stood up, walked around the dining table, and stood where she could see Lin Buyu.

"What about your eyesight? Go ahead!" Lin Buyu held a soup bowl in one hand and was about to hand it to Fu Jianxi, while he stretched out the other hand and brought in another lunch box. "Eight treasure rice, eight treasure duck."

Fu Jianxi took the eight-treasure duck, and Lin Buyu followed into the house with the eight-treasure rice. He was not surprised when he saw the dishes on the dining table, but he pursed his lips with a clear expression: "I know that you two are not willing to Lonely, tsk tsk, just a bottle of wine, how can you have sex after drinking?"

Fang Mata came out holding two wine glasses upside down, just in time to hear Lin Buyu say the last sentence, and then said: "You don't need to drink."

"Oh, sir, please be careful that I'm a girl." Lin Buyu covered both sides of her face with her tender white hands pretending to be embarrassed.

"Ah? I'm sorry, I forgot." Fang Yan smiled and pulled out the chair for her, motioning for her to sit down.

Lin Buyu pressed both hands on the edge of the table, turned his head to look at Fang Yu, stretched out his index finger to hook the apron on his body and tugged it, and asked, "Why no lace? Lace is fine too?"

Fang Yan laughed so hard that he was about to cry, and looked at Fu Jianxi for help, but Fu Jianxi just pursed his lips and ignored him, so he could only look up at the girl who was molesting him and asked, "Why?"

"Um, didn't you say that mature men are more suitable for lace?" Lin Buyu said and winked at Fang Yu, as if to say, you understand! "I will send you off, sir, is it generous?"

Lin Buyu finished molesting the two of them, turned around and walked out.

"Let's eat together?" Fang Mata raised his head and turned his face to the door and called out.

"My parents will be there soon," Lin Buyu added before opening the door, "Light bulbs are the most immoral these days. I'll accumulate some virtues when I celebrate Chinese New Year, and I have to shake them at zero o'clock!"

Fang Mata poured wine into two cups, lowered his head and smiled and said, "Have they always been so talkative?" He was referring to Dajian and Lin Buyu, two friends he liked Fu Jianxi.

"Well, there is no cure, so I gave up the treatment." Fu Jianxi has already eaten more than half of a plate of fried beef tenderloin at the moment, and when the table is finished, he seems to see this plate, chopsticks and chopsticks without stopping Pass. "Where did you buy it?"

"Snowflake steak, fry it, cut it into strips, fry it again, and it's done." Putting both hands on the table, Fang Yu leaned over to Fu Jianxi, and when he looked up, he kissed the beef with his mouth full flavored lips. "Is it tasty?"

"En." Fu Jianxi gave a thumbs up and continued to ask: "Where did you buy the snowflake steak?"

"Cold fresh delivery,...do you want to do it?" Fang Yu also picked up a piece and tasted it, and it was okay.He likes seafood, but the people in front of him don't eat it.

"Well, try it! I can't..." After Fu Jianxi stuffed a mouthful of the eight-treasure meal, she didn't say a word.

Fang Mata stopped his chopsticks and looked at him. He couldn't wait for the next sentence, so he couldn't hold back and asked, "What are you worried about? Can you tell me?" Dajian, like Lin Buyu, likes people who are talkative and hurt others, and people who shake their fists at every turn. Now, just like Congliang, he has changed into a obedient and honest person.

"Eat first, let's talk after eating, don't you have something to say?" Fu Jianxi looked at him and said with the corners of her mouth hooked.

Fangmata's eyelids twitched, his temples were itchy, he raised his hand to scratch.

Of the eight dishes, two people ate most of them, and drank not a single drop of a bottle of wine.No one has a bad capacity for alcohol, and after this bottle, the two of them really can't find the feeling of being drunk|chaotic|sexual.

The two cleaned up the dining table and tidied up the not-so-chaotic kitchen.

Fu Jianxi boiled a pot of water and made Pu'er tea.Dinner is too greasy, only vegetables and no rice, it is still a little salty.

Fang Yu came out of the kitchen, went back upstairs to wash up, changed into home clothes that smelled of oily smoke, and came down, Fu Jianxi was already drinking tea.

"Sit down, try my grandfather's tea." After speaking, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Fangmata who was about to sit down, "Do you mind?" He doesn't mind drinking the tea left by a deceased person during the Chinese New Year. But that doesn't mean others can accept it.

Fang Mata frowned, several times tonight, he could clearly feel the strange distance between the two, getting farther and farther. "My grandpa." "Do you mind?" He hesitated to speak several times, no matter how stupid this situation is, he can make a rough guess.

He didn't say anything, took a sip of tea, and turned his head to look at the window. The shadow of the tree swayed and fell on the glass, which had no aesthetic feeling, and could even be called terrifying!

Relatively speechless, after drinking a pot of tea, Fu Jianxi got up to refill the water again.

He leaned over to refill Fangmata's tea and asked, "Tomorrow?"

Fang Mata turned back to look at him and asked, "When did you know?"

"How long?" Fu Jianxi suddenly smiled after asking, "I'm used to it, ignore this question." After pouring the tea, he sat back to his original position, "It's not important, don't worry about it."

"What's important?" Fang Mata tilted his head and asked him unhappy.

"You have already given me the answer." Fu Jianxi looked at him calmly and replied.

"I didn't say anything." Fang Matato shook his hands slightly agitatedly.

"Well, so I'm not stupid!" Fu Jianxi seemed to be very satisfied with her evaluation, and smiled in relief.

"You just don't want to listen to me?" Fang Yan forced himself to calm down, his eyes were already bloodshot.

"Speaking of which, what can be changed?" Fu Jianxi leaned on the back of the sofa, her legs crossed, her arm holding the teacup rested on her raised knees, her expression was calm and calm.After so many days of repeated anxiety, he finally got the result of powerlessness and anxiety. It was for this moment that he could sit in front of Fang Mata calmly.

Fang Mata took a deep breath, put his elbows on his knees, rubbed his ten fingers together, and then lowered his head.

Yes, nothing can be changed, and it is empty talk.

Whether it's a couple or a couple, quarreling and not being able to quarrel is the most fucking thing!

Fang Mata was not surprised at all, and felt that the quarrel was unnecessary.

Under Fu Jianxi's questioning, even the explanation seemed superfluous.

At this moment, he felt like he was on the edge of a dead end, and he might suddenly realize it.If Fu Jianxi can't understand him all the time, then his efforts will be in vain, his direction is wrong, what he does is wrong, and the one who is wrong will always be him!

Even though Ding Lening and Mei Jun couldn't understand why he did this this time, he still had to go this way!Start this end only to end the other end!

Now, what can be done now?

Turn around and leave?

Hug?

He thought about it and decided to try it.This time, he wanted Fu Jianxi to come to him with understanding, let go of his pride, and confess his feelings for him.

Fu Jianxi went through the whole thing again and again in Fang Yu's long silence.Hearing what Fang Mata said, he was still a little suffocated.

"At least six months, two surgeries. If the situation is not ideal, it may take longer." Fang Yu kept his head down, and if he didn't speak, he seemed to be asleep.

Fu Jianxi raised one corner of her mouth, her smile was shallow and short.

"Fang Yu, I'll accompany you here!" Just as Fu Jianxi finished speaking, Fang Yu stared at him with a pale face.

"Say it again." Fang Yu said in a deep voice, with doubts and puzzlement in his eyes.

"Don't show up again." Fu Jianxi also stared at him, but her tone was calm enough.He thinks that Fangmata is the only one in the world, but he doesn't want to be a substitute for Fangmata's psychology!Even if it's not a substitute, I don't want to be a watcher who waits in place and doesn't know when to return.

Life is already hard, so why despise yourself!

He never keeps people who want to leave, those who want to leave can't be kept, and those who don't want to leave can't be sent away at all!

Fu Jianxi returned to the bedroom at five o'clock in the morning.

While he had been lying awake for an hour, he heard the downstairs door opening and closing.

It's finally over!

The nine months between him and Fangmata were like a nightmare, they had been struggling all the time, and after a short reunion, they were exchanged for long-term loneliness, abandonment, desolation, and waiting. He concluded that he was not strong enough.

The joy was too short, he thought he could use it to survive the cold winter, but who knew that the cold winter was too cold, and the wave after wave of cold waves still submerged the two of them and refrigerated.

If it's something that can't be warmed emotionally, then don't struggle, just give up struggling and enjoy the bone-chilling cold!

On the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, nothing in the house has changed, but everything in my heart has changed!

Fu Jianxi opened the door and stepped to the railing, looking at the closed door, her eyes returned to the bottle of daisies on the coffee table.

Back in high school, Lin Buyu loved sour and hurtful words.

At this moment, Fu Jianxi thought of a passage, which fits the current scene: Those who really wanted to leave felt that it was a waste of time to even say goodbye.Those who yell, "Hey! I'm leaving." Those who turn their backs every step of the way, just want you to say, "Can you stay?"

Fu Jianxi smiled silently into the air.

He took out his phone, pulled out the recent contacts, swiped up and down a few times, and finally dialed.

"Where? I'll find you and stay at your house for a few days." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, turned back to the bedroom, got dressed, grabbed the packed bag, and left the house as if fleeing.

The author has something to say:

Divided, well, scold me, hold on!

As soon as the end is almost over, Calvin really wants to kneel down for all the babies!

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