Fangzhong of the day

By the Qing River, Fu Jianxi squatted on the flower bed, looking at the winding river under the night.On the windless river, the scattered lights made people dizzy.He looked at it for a while, then simply closed his eyes and buried his head between his knees.The two arms were resting on the knees, stretched straight out, and the outstretched fingers were hanging down, swinging freely.

Dajian's phone rang in, and Fu Jianxi picked it up after one ring, "Hello!"

"Sleeping?" Dajian asked in a low voice of surprise.

"Wait by the river?" Fu Jianxi buried her face between her knees and did not raise her voice, her voice sounded hushed.

"Hey!" Dajian sighed in disappointment, "I'll be there soon, I just got out of the subway, where is Lin Buyu?"

"What about home? Grandma is going to break her leg. The situation is bad, so I'll slip away first!" Fu Jianxi said calmly.

"I'll fuck! You're so fucking righteous, you!" Dajian cursed a few words, then laughed again.

"Hang up, I don't want to hear your crap." After finishing speaking, he hung up without waiting for the other party to speak.

Fu Jianxi glanced at the screen that was about to go dark, the calendar showed: August 8rd, end of heat.

The heat is dissipating, and it should be cold in early autumn.

However, Fu Jianxi felt that this year, it seemed... that she hadn't been warm.

Looking up, I saw lotus pods standing on straight dark green poles through the gaps in the stone railings, but they were already a little withered and yellow, and the lotus seeds were shrunk in the holes.From his perspective, he could only see the lotus leaves in the distance, and the lotus pod that had its lower body cut off.

Right among the lotus, I entrust my whole life to you...

In a daze, there was a person who stood here and made a big promise, and then... left!

In the chaos, suddenly a little sleepy, Fu Jianxi's sculptural squatting posture did not change, as soon as she closed her eyes, Lin Buyu yelled loudly, almost rolling into the flower bed in fright.

"Fu~Jane~Xi." As soon as Lin Buyu came out of the gate of the community, he saw the person squatting on the flower bed, raised his hand and yelled loudly. She was scolded at home, and it was fine if this person didn't help, and ran away. "Snapped!"

Just as Fu Jianxi turned his head, Lin Buyu slapped him on the back with two slaps, instantly displacing all internal organs in his body.His grinning face twitched a few times, and he rubbed the patted place with his backhand.

"Dare to act cute and pretend to be disabled, and I still beat you! I'll show you what you can do, and you know how to run away, what did you tell you to do? You have no heart! Smack~!" Lin Buyu shook her arm again. hand.

"Ah~!" Fu Jianxi yelled exaggeratedly, "No wonder Ding Lening didn't go, just like you, he would have to die in a foreign land." After finishing speaking, he quickly jumped off the flower bed and ran to the eating place.

"You... ahh~!" Lin Buyu stomped his feet on the spot, closed his eyes angrily, and kept shouting at the top of his voice.

"You two are very good at playing, you are the wind and I am a fool, lingering and playing by the river~" Dajian walked towards him, talking and singing, after meeting Fu Jianxi, the two stood together Waiting for the girl who jumped and ran over.

"You're stupid, both of you are stupid!" Lin Buyu panted as he ran away, poking each of the two boys' shoulders with his thin white index finger.

"Eat first, and then we'll decide who is more stupid!" Dajian urged, raising his arms, turning around and walking back.

As long as the three people get together, they will have a long-term Qinghe No. 48 meal!Morning, noon and evening, all kinds of meals are available, the environment is good, and the taste is good.Daze, chat, mutual loss, Holy Land!

"Just give me a quick word, do you support me?" After eating and drinking, Lin Buyu began to discuss the things that have been bothering her recently.She wants to go abroad as an exchange student for a year. For a language major like her, the language environment is very important.However, grandma disagreed, and even Ding Lening did not agree.

"Support!" Dajian said, holding up the straw in the milk tea cup.

"Go!" Fu Jianxi looked out the window and said.

"I'll go back with me at that time. Grandma, I have no choice. Even if you beg on your knees, you still have to beg for me... Hey, I really want to go, but I haven't been anywhere? I'm only 21, and I feel like I'll live my whole life like this. I'll be bored to death." Lin Buyu started to speak impassionedly, but the more she talked, the more depressed she became. The two people she cared about disagreed, which really put her under too much pressure.

Dajian chewed something and gave her a thumbs up!

Fu Jianxi looked at the scene inside the house reflected on the floor-to-ceiling windows, looked at the road through the virtual scene, and smiled silently.

He was also thinking: only 21, if he lives like this for the rest of his life, he will die of boredom!

Dajian ate a lot and took a long time. When he was full, he found that his two friends were staring out the window in a daze.Fu Jianxi didn't know when he was often in a daze, he was almost used to it.However, this loud voice is also in a daze, which is really a bit scary.

People first have family, then friendship and love.

If Lin Buyu's dream is entangled and hindered by two of these emotions, it has actually reached a stage where it is difficult to move forward.

Then, what about Fu Jianxi?His family affection is so weak that it can even be ignored, and only friendship and love remain in the end, so when he is fettered by the last emotion, he is also unable to move an inch.

Dajian looked at the two friends and felt distressed!Picking up the milk tea as white wine, he took a sip.

In the past, Fang Yu was very narcissistic and thought that he was stable and mature enough.Now it seems that it's just that I haven't met someone I really care about.

Fang Qin's second operation was much more risky than the first operation, and he stayed in the intensive care unit for nearly a month before being transferred back to the ward.He has become a real theist recently, praying, chanting scriptures, in short, he just hopes that Fang Qin will get well soon.

Since the end of the summer vacation and the start of school, Fu Jianxi has almost no work and activities.

Therefore, Fang Mata lost his main source of information.The school forum of the Academy of Fine Arts has become the main channel for getting news.The news on the school forum also ended last week. On the first day of school, Fu Jianxi rode a big black into the school gate and picked up the car after school.Without him in the basketball game, without him in the Taekwondo club activities, this person is as invisible.It's hard to find whereabouts unless necessary.

Li Rongtian only told him if he had trained on time.He couldn't make a phone call every day, at most, he would only look for Li Rongtian when he had work photos and activities, and took the opportunity to ask for details.

Dajian stopped replying to him a few months ago, and this was also part of his anxiety.

Ding Lening quarreled with his girlfriend, and it was difficult for him to meet his girlfriend, let alone find out news for him.

Fortunately, Mei Jun still has Xiao Jiu, who will be able to meet Fu Jianxi because of Fu Tianyu's matter.

But even so, Fang Matato was already restless to the point of fidgeting!

Fang Qin lay on the bed, watching Fang Mata change clothes with the nurse.When he was talking, he kept frowning and looked unhappy. After he finished speaking, he kept biting the chapped skin of his upper lip, so he asked him, "Do you have a mouth ulcer again?"

"Ah?" Fang Yu didn't hear clearly and turned to look at him, "Brother, what do you want?"

"No," Fang Qin lowered his eyelids helplessly, sighed, looked at him and said in an orderly tone, "Don't bite!"

"Oh!" Fang Yu looked down at the upper of the shoe and responded.

"Let's make a call!" Fang Qin was too able to guess his thoughts, Fang Yu never let go of his emotions because of other things in front of him or even in front of anyone.Except for the matter of Fu Jianxi, it was a one-on-one match, and he didn't even discuss it.

Fang Yu threw himself heavily onto the sofa, and smiled a little embarrassedly, "I didn't even take it!"

Fang Qin was a little surprised, he didn't take over what was going on, was it literally?

"I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." Fang Yan jumped up from the sofa just as he sat down, feeling restless.

Fang Qin watched him go out, and stopped him: "Xiaomao," seeing Fangmata turning his head, he thought for a while and said, "Go back!"

Fang Mata stopped and stared at the white wall in front of him.He began to bite the dead skin on his lips non-stop, and after biting, he went to bite the mucous membrane on his cheeks. He couldn't grasp the strength well, "Crack!" He could even hear the sound of his teeth biting through the soft flesh on the inner wall of his mouth.

"Ah."

After answering, Fang Yu's heart began to pantothenic acid, his mouth began to salivate, and even his eye sockets began to moisten.

Fang Mata smiled sourly with the corners of his mouth pulled. He is also a person who is bound now, and he can't go far.

The farther you get, the more flustered your heart becomes, and the farther you get, the thinner your oxygen becomes. Your body instinctively begins to look for the way you came, and you can't wait, hoping to go back!

"Yang Ting has been here." Fang Yu calmed down and told Fang Qin about Yang Ting's visit in the morning. "Should come again in these two days."

"Well, just come, you can't stop it anyway, it's like you haven't grown up!" Fang Qin scratched the pure white quilt with his fingertips. "Now...except for living well, I don't care about anything else."

"Like you." After speaking, Fang Mata left the ward.

After an autumn rain, the temperature will drop by a few degrees. After a few autumn rains, it seems that it will be late autumn.

After the training, Dajian sat on the floor with Fu Jianxi in a daze.Dajian said that he really couldn't do anything about it, he was scolded and beaten, beaten and hurt, and he was still like this.It's not wrong, it's not normal!Fu Jianxi can't be considered a very lively and eccentric person, but she is definitely not what she is now.He is in a daze when he disagrees with each other, he can't hear other voices, he can't see other people, his world seems to be only himself.

What's more, he didn't sleep. In the past few months, he went back for a few days and didn't sleep all day long.Reading, painting, everything as usual, except sleepless.

Unable to figure it out, he simply gave up the treatment together, and just stay with him when he has time!

A few years ago, grandpa passed away, so he and Lin Buyu accompanied Fu Jianxi here!

All in all, the time when he could be with him was really rare.Now the two work in different directions, there is too little overlap, they do not train together when they are busy, and they start to work separately during holidays.

Lin Buyu is no better than Fu Jianxi now!

It was going to rain when I came home from school in the evening, and now the big raindrops were caught in the whistling wind and hit the glass. "Bang bang bang!" It was like a dart hitting a stake, the sound was dull but powerful enough.

"How?" Dajian turned his head and asked Fu Jianxi.

"Drip."

Dajian took out his mobile phone, clicked on the taxi-hailing app, and reserved a car, which will arrive in half an hour.

Putting away the phone, he patted Fu Jianxi on the shoulder, "Half an hour, get up, change clothes, and leave."

The two went to the locker room one after the other, and after tidying up, it took less than 10 minutes.Take the stairs from the second floor to the first floor, turn out of the stairwell, and see a row of people borrowing umbrellas standing at the front desk, queuing up to fill out the form.

"Naked | how about running?" Dajian buttoned the hood of the sweater on his head, sucking in the cold wind.

Fu Jianxi took off the hat hanging on the shoulder bag and put it on, took out a mask and put it on, kicked the pockets of the fat sweater with both hands, and her ears and eyes were leaking out of her whole body.

"Want a gun?" Dajian looked at his body, pretending to be a new height.

"Naked|running people, where do you put the gun?" Fu Jianxi bent her eyes, looked at Da Jian and asked.

"Fuck, you'd better stop talking, just pretend to be forceful, I promise not to disturb your comprehension of life." Dajian took out his mobile phone, clicked on the taxi-hailing app, and dialed the driver's phone, "Hey, hello master, we took a taxi Is your car coming?"

Fu Jianxi felt that he could always block out all sounds in a very noisy environment. He didn't have the nerve to tell Da Jian about this pretentious skill, because he was afraid of scaring these people.

Comprehending life is actually quite accurate.

It's been a while, and he doesn't remember exactly how long. There are more and more things he doesn't remember, and the things he doesn't want to remember are getting clearer and clearer.

So don't think about anything, don't do anything, just be alone, in a daze, it doesn't matter what you do or don't do.

It's just that there are really few things to realize. He feels that his state is the same as that of an old man who has retired, and he is very relaxed!

"Hey~!" Dajian yelled a second time, and Fu Jianxi cast his eyes on him, and then blinked dully.

Dajian sighed and pushed him, "Let's go, don't nail it here."

Fu Jianxi looked down at the slippery marble floor, and was pushed and pushed out by Dajian.All I could see were feet coming in and out and the tip of the umbrella in my hand, dripping with water.

Suddenly Dajian yanked him, turned from one side of his body to the other, and facing him grabbed his other arm and strode out.

Fu Jianxi realized that she had been dragged by Da Jian for a few steps, what does this posture mean?Bodyguard escort?He subconsciously wanted to look back, who was Dajian dragging him to avoid?

Dajian raised his hand to spread his palms, and slapped Fu Jianxi's face turned backwards, and straightened his head again, "Look at the fart, look at the road." After finishing speaking, he turned back to look behind Fu Jianxi, He said sharply: "Stand there, dare to come and try!"

Fu Jianxi froze and didn't move forward. He was a little slow to react recently, but he also knew that Dajian must have seen someone he didn't want him to see, so he dragged him away and said harsh words to him.Pausing for a while, he strode into the rain with big strides.There was a taxi parked at the door with double flashing lights, it should be the car they reserved.The headlights of the car illuminated the ground, and a continuous line of rainwater fell on the ground. The raindrops splashed and mist rose, and Dajian was blowing wind under his feet as he walked beside him.

As soon as Fu Jianxi pulled the rear door open, he heard a roar not far behind him, passing through the sound of rain and wind into his ears.

"Fu Jianxi."

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Well, back to normal life!