Silently affectionate

Recently, Si Chao feels very depressed after get off work every day.

When he returned home, he also looked distraught, but he always had a paralyzed face, and no one could see his emotions.Who made him get used to keeping all his emotions in his heart, except for the old lady Si who watched him grow up, no one could tell from his expression that he was one, two, three, four.

Fortunately, Mrs. Si knew him well, and she had also talked with him about Si Chao's crush on this man who hadn't been able to confess for nearly eight years.

It is somewhat possible to guess the reason for Dian Sichao's recent depression.

The old lady Si, who lived to be in her eighties and still has a girlish heart, called Si Chao into her bedroom after Si Chao got off work again and plucked her fat orange cat out of her mind again. Inside.

The orange cat "meowed" and got into the arms of the old lady with gray hair and lost teeth, but she loved her very much, and rubbed her round head affectionately against the old lady with loose skin and age spots. The palms that were still warm, exposed the chubby belly to the eyes of the old lady, allowing her to caress gently.

Si Chao stared at the cat's little head, and moved his fingers hanging aside itchingly.

Fat Orange immediately turned her belly over.

"Okay," the old lady's old but unique and gentle voice rang out, calming Si Chao's impetuous heart, and she teased him a little mischievously, "Kids, can you tell grandma that you recently What's the matter again? Was the file tampered with by the kid next door? Or was it because the goldfish I raised was eaten by me? Or was it...another kid?"

Si Chao yelled helplessly, "Grandma..."

The old lady Si smiled and adjusted her reading glasses, and patted the edge of her bed, "Come here, little heartless, I used to work overtime all the time, and I didn't let my grandma see me all day long. I finally stopped working overtime recently. , Every day when I go home, I’m still haunted.”

Si Chao sat down obediently and hugged her along the way.

"Hey, my eldest grandson is still acting like a baby with grandma at this age. To be honest, has something difficult happened recently? Do you want grandma to help you?"

As soon as Si Chao was teased by her, he sat up straight.

The old lady Si laughed and scolded: "I'm teasing you, it's so unreasonable."

Si Chao pursed his lips and said nothing.

If he really made him too shy, he would never say a word. The old lady Si knew his virtues well, so she decided that moderation is the best policy.

She looked at Si Chao silently for a while, then suddenly said something irrelevant: "My eldest grandson is so handsome."

Si Chao smiled forcedly at her, and the old lady's eyes filled with a lonely profile, which made her feel bad.

He said: "No matter how good-looking I am, people don't like me."

The old lady Si quickly comforted him and said, "Your name...what is it called? Oh yes, you are underestimating yourself. How do you know that people don't like you? My eldest grandson is so handsome. I remember the love letter I received on campus that year. It’s pile after pile, and if someone wants to associate with you, I’m afraid that’s not the number one.”

"Grandma..." Si Chao felt helpless again, "It's not like you don't know, the man I like is a man."

The old lady Si also felt a little guilty for a moment, but she still insisted on loving her grandson, and said against her will: "What's wrong with the man! I think your grandpa hated women with my personality very much back then, so why didn't she get stalked by me in the end?" He has been chasing him for three years, but after he catches him, he is so boring, his entire team knows that there is a daughter-in-law like me in his family."

Si Chao smiled hoarsely, obviously not being comforted, "Grandma, you also know that not everyone is like me...abnormal."

"Who dares to say that my grandson is abnormal!" Mrs. Si was in a hurry. She lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but Si Chao quickly pushed it back. She could only scold her son unwillingly, "Is it Si Qing?" Zhao that bastard, it's him every time! Put on a dead fish face and pick things up every day, if it wasn't for me being an old mother, your grandma wouldn't beat him every day!"

Si Chao, who was infected with his father's dead fish face, coughed in embarrassment, "Grandma, my dad has long accepted my sexuality, so stop scolding him every day, he scolded me when I came out of the closet." A few words, nothing really matters."

The learning ability of the elderly is limited. It is not easy for a person of Mrs. Si's age to understand such fashionable words as "sexual orientation" and "coming out". I have understood these unfamiliar words word by word, and have passed them in my mind many times.

When the old lady Si used these newly learned words that were unfamiliar to herself for the first time, to comfort Si Chao carefully and say that it was not a disease, Si Chao's eyes were almost red because of it.

Fortunately, coming out this time was just a small incident for the Si family, everyone shook their heads and turned over this article, it was another new day.

Because Si Chao didn't intend to come out with his friends, so his feelings for Su Kesheng were kept in his heart. Year after year, lovesickness is almost becoming a disease, and missing is almost becoming a disease, but the person he has a crush on is not Know.

The old lady Si's inquiry undoubtedly opened up a good outlet for his accumulated emotions. When Si Chao finished telling the old lady about his brief encounter with Su Kesheng, he was already sobbing.

The old lady Si was very distressed, but she couldn't help her grandson to chase someone, and he was still a man.

She could only caress her grandson's head helplessly and distressedly, and tell him with her limited experience: no matter what that person's attitude is, he will take the initiative to approach him, and then take the opportunity to confess his love.

Si Chao covered his face and shook his head. Although the tears burst like a dam, his heart was still calm, "He has a girlfriend."

The old lady Si could no longer find words to comfort him, so she could only silently stroke his hair, letting him vent the emotions that he hadn't been able to express for so many years.He even felt a little bit of resentment towards the person who made his grandson so sad even though he had never masked his face.

She doesn't like her eldest grandson, she deserves that she won't be able to marry a wife in the future!

She was so angry that she didn't even think about this curse. If she really fell in love with her grandson, wouldn't she be unable to get a wife in the future?

But the old lady Si turned around and forgot about the cursing words, and even sighed sadly after Si Chao packed up his emotions and said goodnight to her.

This stupid grandson, when he was adopted at the beginning, he looked so clever and had a relationship with the Si family, how could he become more and more stupid as he grew up.

In the past few days, through the old lady Si's observation of Si Chao, she found that her eldest grandson was out of his mind after returning home, but it was a kind of happy out of mind, specifically... similar to the state of a young man when he first fell in love.

The naive old lady thought that Si Chao had finally given up on the person she had loved for so many years and found someone else to date her, only to find out after chatting that her eldest grandson was still unrequitedly in love!

The old lady Si pointed at Si Chao's head bitterly: "You said you too, why haven't you gotten the hang of liking him for so many years! Did you tell him your heart? You didn't give him anything? Back then I chased your grandpa, but I sent him three meals a day to the army, and if grandma told me, I couldn’t blame him for not wanting to date you."

"..." Si Chao was speechless and found that what his grandma said this time actually made some sense, he humbly learned from the old lady: "Then grandma, what if they still don't like me after I tell them what I think? "

"What else can I do, chase after me!" The old lady Si was so excited that she almost jumped up from the bed. The fat orange cat in her arms was affected by her and barked a few times coquettishly, but this still couldn't shake the old lady. The enthusiasm of educating the younger generation, "You don't care if he is straight, curved, round or flat, listen to grandma's persuasion, don't be a counselor when it's time to go, first, you don't have to worry about it every day after chasing, what is that called-no I have regrets, and the second is, what if someone is like you? What if this daughter-in-law... the object is chased?"

The old lady Si still followed her simple and rude way of educating Si Chao, but it was obvious that Si Chao didn't like her way.

Si Chao, who originally thought grandma had some big tricks, silently hugged the cat in her arms, and said good night to grandma amidst the orange cat's plaintive cry: "Grandma, it's time to go to bed, I still have work to do." Do, don't forget to drink the milk that Aunt Luo put on your bedside table, just take the milk and take the medicine and go to bed, good night."

When he left, he didn't forget to use the feather duster behind the door to help grandma sweep the bed, carefully cleaned the place where the orange cat stayed, and dusted off all the fur it left behind.

The old lady Si, who was poured cold water by her grandson, watched Si Chao close the door, and even took away the orange cat who accompanied her. Found it was time to sleep.

Because the old man's resistance is low, he is afraid that the kitten will burrow into dirty places during the day and bring bacteria and viruses, and he will not be able to bathe him in time, so Si Chao never allows him to stay in the old lady's bedroom overnight, and even visits the kitten. Then tell Aunt Luo to disinfect the old lady's room to kill all diseases in the bud.

After Si Chao returned to his room, he sat in front of the computer and looked at the data reports on the computer screen, unable to calm down to work.

This state is actually quite normal for him during this period of time.

Because Su Kesheng sits opposite him every day, looking at the person he has loved for so many years in front of him-he even looks similar to the same as a few years ago, only changed from a T-shirt to a suit, and his face is still the same as before Same, there is an inconspicuous dimple on the left cheek when he smiles.

He still didn't even know that he had liked him for so many years.

However, when Su Kesheng's interview resume appeared in his mailbox, Si Chao suddenly felt that his persistence and searching for so many years were not without reward.

God is still merciful to him, otherwise he would not have personally sent people to him.

After he spent eight years in trembling, remorse, and despair.

God took pity on him and sent him back in person.

Si Chao covered the tears in his eyes, remembering the day when he saw Su Kesheng's resume lying quietly in his mailbox.

At that time, he couldn't believe his eyes. He read the not too long resume from beginning to end three times, from Su Kesheng's two-inch photo, to the college he graduated from, and confirmed that he had no After dreaming, I sat on the office chair for half an hour like a fool.

Then he immediately called his aunt who worked in the company and told her that only Su Kesheng had to stay, and she had to review the rest by herself.

Although Zhou Xiuwei didn't know why he did this, she still listened to him and kept the person, but within a few days, he asked him to poach the person away, and transferred a useless person who was originally in the company. There is no occupation - he is the personal assistant of the young master.

After Si Chao transferred people to his side, apart from the benefit of being able to see Su Kesheng every day, the two of them did not develop beyond the friendship that Young Master Si expected. None of them count.

That's why he has been absent-minded for the past few days, and was called by the old man to give him a lecture.

At this time, Si Chao was thinking about the last words the old man said to him, and fell into deep thought.

It was indeed because he didn't fight for it back then that people slipped under his nose. There was no news about him for so many years.

But he also chose to be patient after confirming Su Kesheng's sexuality.

Unless it is absolutely necessary, I really don't want to disturb Su Kesheng's life.

But after so many years, he was so sure that he could no longer be sure of his own mind.

If he doesn't seize the opportunity again, he will miss the love of his life.

If you really confess your love, you will scare Su Kesheng...

Then he will definitely put an end to any possibility of him escaping.

Even if it is tied, he will let Su Kesheng stay by his side, and listen to his suffering, his pain, his longing... and his unbearable love for him in the past few years.

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God Assist: Grandma!