May this life be gentle forever

In 1937, it was also the second year that Mingyu married into the Zhou family as the second lady of the Jiang family. When she gave birth to a little girl, the Japanese bombed and destroyed the refugees who had managed to build next to the Zhou family. cave.

"Damn it..." Zhou Ming hadn't held his daughter in his arms for a while, but he was taken aback by the movement. He turned his head and looked at the gunpowder smoke not far away, and his face turned blue with anger: "Little Japan really hit him!" Damn cruel."

"Is there anything you dare not do?" Liu Junshi sneered with a pipe on the side: "They almost took off the sun on the top of our Republic of China. If we blow up this piece this time, I'm afraid it will arouse public anger."

"What's the use of public anger?" Zhou Ming carefully kissed his little daughter's cheek, feeling much more at ease: "Without the army, without power, no amount of public anger is useless."

"It's useless, but if the people who have no strength to restrain the chicken stand up and resist, more people will only die. Mr. Zhou, when is your army planning to take action?" Liu Junshi's hometown is in the Northeast, and he originally planned to go south to observe the situation of the battle. , but was trapped in Hangzhou in the south of the Yangtze River. Zhou Ming's unexpected insight picked him out from the beggars and left him with good food and drink.

If there was no old Liu, the few wild troops that the Zhou family had saved earlier would have been finished, so he had to listen to what this man said.

"Let's just go out." Zhou Ming lowered his eyes, turned his head to look at the figure in the room, his eyes darkened: "In the past two days, watch her, and don't have any accidents."

"I hear what you mean...then you are not going to save the Jiang family?" Seeing what he said, Old Liu couldn't help being stunned: "So heartless?"

"Then Master Jiang is gone. No matter how good Jiang Yue is in housekeeping, she is still a useless young lady. It is of no use to us. In addition, they are now being provoked by the word traitor. Why should I, Zhou Ming, do such a thankless job?" live?"

"Then your wife..." Old Liu Xin said, your wife knows that she must not risk her life with you.

"So I ask you to find someone to take good care of her, and don't let anything happen to her." Zhou Ming smiled inexplicably: "In my life, except for those powerless people, I only like this woman, so don't lose it to me." gone."

Looking at Zhou Ming like this, Lao Liu couldn't help feeling chills all over his body. It's really unlucky for whoever you fancy, but he didn't dare to say that.

For several months, the Jiangnan area was on the verge of falling. The Japanese side burned, killed and looted the area everywhere. The once glorious place has fallen into disrepair. The social order has also been seriously disrupted, and many ordinary people have become refugees.

A few rich families with a relationship can still live on, and they do charity at the door of the house every day, but these kind-hearted people are often looted by hungry and irrational people. Heart", refused to do kindness.

Within a few miles, only Yumenglou was still brilliant, and Li Ban's troupe was threatened by the Japanese, and they still played and sang songs day and night, only singing for those who harmed nature and reason.

What were these people called at that time? They were called dogs, traitors, and even traitors.

But there is no way, Xu Qingyi refused to sing at all, but after Li Ban was scared to pee his pants by the gun raised by the Japanese, he could only cry and force her to die.She just sang a song with a dark face, but she didn't expect that it would become famous and popular with those bastards, and because of this, she became a traitor who was thrown rotten vegetables, leaves and rotten eggs on the street.

Jiang Yue was so distressed that she was dying, she protected people in her own house, and because of this she gained a bad reputation.

A few months ago, her father, Jiang Huan, died on the way to transport grain because he was betrayed by his colleagues, so no one hates collaborators and traitors more than her, but she never imagined that she is the same person in the eyes of others now.

Jiang Yue already hated being so involuntary, not to mention Xu Qingyi, she has always been upright, and she hated these people to the core, yet she was forced to go on stage and laugh at them.Why do you feel that life is better than death, she thinks so.

But even so, with Jiang Yue by her side, she felt that life was not as difficult as she imagined.

This is the third year since she moved into Jiang's house. During these few years, she experienced happiness and security that she had never experienced before.In order to save her from getting up so early to go to Yumenglou, Jiang Yue asked the master to teach her how to apply makeup on eyebrows and eyes, and it took a long time to learn it before it came in handy.

Gradually, Xu Qingyi discovered that what she loved the most might not be the glamorous feeling on the stage, but the moment when Jiang Yue smiled and held a pen and drew on her face.

"Husbands and wives are loving and harmonious, that's what I think it is," Xu Qingyi said as he closed his eyes, feeling the warm and hot breath of the person in front of him.

"Don't be nasty, okay? Besides, it's men who give their wives thrush eyebrows. I don't look like..." Jiang Yue coughed, blushing as she said she was talking nonsense... because that's what she thought at the beginning.

The world is impermanent, since she likes the person in front of her so much, she has no choice but to try her best to make them the happiest one for each other. For her, in the limited and lingering time together, being able to catch a glimpse of her in the corner of her eye A pen is enough.

She sang on the stage, and when she had free time, she would listen to it off the stage, staring at Xu Qingyi obsessively.

So the happiest moment is when one is on the stage and the other is off the stage, separated by many people, but they only have each other in their eyes.

She Jiang Yue has been listening to operas since she was very young, and she has always yearned for the so-called true love in the operas. Before she fell in love with Xu Qingyi, her favorite sentences were those sentences that moaned about love without illness, but after she fell in love with her, her mind kept going Those who go are the few words "May this life be gentle forever, Baiyun does not envy the fairyland", "Love does not know where it starts, and it goes deeper and deeper, the living can die, and the dead can live".

She has never felt that liking someone is such a happy thing.

Three years and three years later, in the blink of an eye, everything has changed. The person who used to be a stranger to her has now slept with her for a thousand days and nights.

Jiang Yue's sleep has always been light, but Xu Qingyi is not a good sleeper, and there will be movement from time to time. Every time she wakes up, she will poke her a few times in displeasure. He raised his hand to hold her tighter, kissed her forehead, then tilted his head and continued to sleep.

Sometimes she heard her being called "Ayue" in her dreams, so all the sorrow and pain brought to her by this world can dissipate with time.

When Father's accident happened, she felt that the sky was about to fall.

Not to mention setting up a tombstone to mourn, Father has never found even the bones, the only man she has loved for so many years, how can she not be sad?

On those nights of crying alone, it was useless to persuade her, so Xu Qingyi never said anything, she stood alone in the room and cried, covering her mouth, while Xu Qingyi stood outside the door.As long as she cried, Xu Qingyi stood there for as long as she did, and it was like this all night long.

So during that period of time, even if she was sad, she was at ease, because she knew that as long as she opened the door of the east wing, the person she loved would stand there and open her arms to her.

Father's death is something that she may never be able to let go of for the rest of her life, but in those nights, looking at the figure standing quietly outside the door, she knew that her world was not only mourning, but also other people who cared about her. Must cheer up.

She was the only descendant of the Jiang family, except for the elder brother that father said died young, so she had to straighten her back no matter what, so as not to let father under the nine springs be sad and disappointed.

It's a pity that the world is so cruel. In the midst of the flames of war, people can easily misunderstand someone if they only hear a few rumors, and it is even easier to blind their own eyes.

At that time, the Jiang family opened the granary to do charity to the homeless people on the side of the road. Some people came to get food, and they had to point at Jiang Yue and curse: "You don't want to eat the food of dog legs. "

Jiang Yue could only keep her head down and pretend she couldn't hear, because she could no longer point at people's noses and scold people like before: "If you have the ability, don't eat it?"

She can only think that these people are poor people, and persuade herself to suppress her temper and not to embarrass each other.

But whenever she saw Xu Qingyi walking on the street being pointed at and scolded by others, she still felt really angry and distressed.

"If I don't sing, all of us in Yumenglou will die." Xu Qingyi seldom gritted his teeth and complained in front of her like this: "But they think I am willing? Facing so many hateful faces, how can I continue singing ? I learned to sing, not for today! Ah Yue, I really want to find a chance to kill them all, even if I lose the entire Yumenglou."

"But I can't." Xu Qingyi closed his eyes resentfully: "Because not everyone in Yu Menglou is willing to sacrifice, but I seem to be the only one who bears the consequences of not being willing to sacrifice."

"I don't know how long I can last, I can only keep numb myself."

Jiang Yue hugged her very distressed, saying that she knew, she knew, but no matter what, she believed that all this had an end, and she believed that such a nightmare would end one day.

But Xu Qingyi looked at her sadly from a place where she couldn't see, thinking that what hurt her the most was not this, but because of her reputation, the Jiang family was hurt, which was the last thing she should do.When Mr. Jiang gave her a home, he didn't let her behave like this.

But it is absolutely impossible for her to give up Jiang Yue like this.

After knowing what she was thinking, Li Fu in military uniform only looked at her with a sneer: "I knew today, would you have asked her to marry me?"

"Not to mention that you were the matchmaker that day, it depends on Ah Yue's wishes, doesn't it?" Xu Qingyi didn't like to hear this the most, and immediately turned dark, and the gesture of holding the teapot in his hand made Li Fu faint. Yue thought she was going to raise her hand and hit his head again in the next second.

"At the beginning, it all depended on Ah Yue's own wishes, so now it is the same." Li Fu moved back and said with a straight face: "Even if you are really willing to give her to me, she will not be willing, as long as she is not willing." Things... You also understand that things may not develop as you wish."

"Of course I don't want to." Xu Qingyi squeezed the porcelain pot tightly, his expression very ugly: "But I don't have the ability to protect her, I just hope that if that day comes, you have to promise to do your best to protect her. "

"Why?" Li Fu put the prayer beads on the table, and looked at her with a frown: "Good things never happen to me. When it comes to critical moments, I have to do my best to save her life? Xu Qingyi, the past few years in the army ...Do you really think I have that much free time?"

"No reason, I just know that you will definitely do it." The joints of Xu Qingyi's hands turned pale due to the force.

"You scoundrel... both of you husband and wife are scoundrels!" Li Fu was so angry that he almost beat his chest and stomped his feet, but in the end, he still lowered his eyes and acquiesced to Xu Qingyi's conditions.

Jiang Yue didn't know about this, but felt that Xu Qingyi would hug her even tighter every time she slept, as if she would lose her in the next second.

"Good... Tsing Yi is not afraid, Ah Yue will not leave you." Every time Xu Qingyi had a nightmare, Jiang Yue would be tightly held in her arms, let alone sleep, she even struggled to breathe, how many times she went back and forth, she had to Hugging Xu Qingyi's head and kissing him, he persuaded: "Ah Yue will always be by your side... Oh, can you let me go? I can't breathe, I'm going to die."

Only then did Xu Qingyi let go of her pitifully, two lines of clear tears flowed from her closed eyes, then she frowned, turned around in aggrieved manner, sniffed and began to sob, even though she gritted her teeth, she couldn't hold back her mouth The "woo hoo" sound.

This appearance is really pitiful... Jiang Yue was helpless and distressed, so she had to hug her from behind to sleep, so that Xu Tsing Yi calmed down until dawn.

When this phenomenon first occurred, Jiang Yue wanted to ask her what was going on, but Xu Qingyi had no impression of herself after falling asleep, Jiang Yue could only see her confused look when she asked again.

Over time, they formed a kind of tacit understanding. I don't ask about things you don't want to talk about. Who can be careless when the country is in crisis?

Jiang Yue is a kind and open-minded person, Xu Qingyi knows this well, and knows that she is completely opposite to her, but she thinks that at least the two of them are equal and worthy of each other.

However, this kind of thinking stagnated on the day Ito came to Yumenglou to listen to the opera.

The author has something to say:

To clarify, this is my first update today, I will not be so shameless to count the preface as a chapter, the second update will be later, at [-]:[-] p.m.

Another: Someone actually asked me whether Xu Qingyi was attacking or receiving...You guys reflect on who she is (don't be misled by just a few words, look at your own feelings)

Zhou Ming is not a good person as you imagined, but he is not a bad person through and through, but it is hard for little angel Mingyu

Bosses like Ito always appear early and die late, and I think you will hate this person to death