May this life be gentle forever

"Do you still need to ask? I was caught by Ito Kujo, what will happen?" The expression in Zhou Ming's eyes fluctuated, but his tone remained calm: "Don't talk about her priceless voice, it's just yours." It’s already useless to be forced to drink chili water for three days without eating or drinking, but it’s good enough that she can stand here and talk to you now.”

"This damn Japanese is really a crime!" Liu Yi took a few glances, and couldn't help but turn his eyes red: "How can they treat a girl's family like this?"

"They are not human, so they can do it naturally." When Zhou Ming said this, his voice suddenly trembled a little: "Don't you still understand? What kind of things can't they do?"

Even someone as indifferent as Xu Qingyi couldn't help but look at him in astonishment when he heard such emotional fluctuations.

When Zhou Ming realized that he was crying, he found that the tears could not be stopped.

Seeing him like this, Liu Yi couldn't help but his eyes were red, and it took him a long time to say something that was two months late: "Sir... you should just let your condolences go."

How to mourn... Zhou Ming smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes: "Tell me, how to mourn? Even if you mourn, what's the point?"

Xu Qingyi paused, and couldn't help but understand for a while. Seeing Zhou Ming like this, she couldn't help but look away. She couldn't bear to see such a big man crying and laughing like crazy in front of her, an outsider.

Zhou Ming waved his hands towards them: "You all go down, and leave me alone for a while."

He, Zhou Ming, thinks he is not a kind person, so when he rescued Xu Qingyi, it wasn't that he was overwhelmed with sympathy. It was only when he found out that she couldn't speak that he couldn't bear it, so he brought her back with a fever , These days, he always thinks, what kind of heartbroken and insane person must be to ruin the whole of a person?

But later, when she was able to speak, she told him: "My voice is not all I have, all I am, there has always been only one person, that Jiang Yue that you refused to help."

"If you mention Jiang's family to me again, don't blame me for kicking you out." Zhou Ming immediately changed his face and said to her gloomily.

But...was he wrong, shouldn't he be kind to the Japanese?Shouldn't these things they do be ignored?Is it true that even if he hates Jiang Huan, he shouldn't stay behind closed doors when the Jiang family is in trouble?

If he hadn't done such a terrible thing, wouldn't he have received such terrible retribution?

"Zhou Ming, Zhou Ming, what a hard-hearted person you are!" Just two months ago, Mingyu found out what he had done, and yelled at him in such despair.

"Woman's opinion, what do you know!" Zhou Ming was upset by the recent war in Hangzhou, and couldn't help but speak more seriously.

"I don't know anything, but you can tell me well? But after all, you haven't considered my feelings, and you've even considered the feelings of our newborn child!" Mingyu was so emotional that she cried to her. He shouted: "She shouldn't have been born at all. Her mother is a white-eyed wolf, and her father is a cold-blooded monster. What face do you give her to live in this world?"

"If you feel ashamed to marry me, and if you don't want to be the mother of my child, then get out!" Zhou Ming was aroused by the meaning of her words, and couldn't help but raise his hand and slap him.

But it was such a crisp sound that completely cut off the only remaining relationship between the two of them as husband and wife.

Later, he always thought that if he had spoken well at that time, Mingyu would not have run out of the house in despair.

Nor would she be found by the lake three days later, who had been brutally murdered by the Japanese.

When he looked at her eyes that were tightly closed and refused to open again, he knew that she would never forgive him, and would never listen to his feeble explanations.

At that moment, he also knew that in his whole life, Mingyu was the only person who had treated him sincerely and cared so much about him, and from now on, there would never be such a person again.

At the seventh hour of Mingyu's head, he didn't shed a single tear, but just sat blankly at the front, staring at the woman in the coffin without blinking.

"Heaven's not fair, ma'am! You are too wronged to go away." Liu Yi, who was kneeling on one side, was much more emotional than him, covering his face and crying loudly, until he passed out from crying. up.

Before he passed out from crying, he also gently asked him: "Sir, won't your heart hurt?"

Yes, why doesn't it hurt?Except for Mingyu, there is no one in his heart in this world.But why does he feel nothing now?Zhou Ming covered his chest in a daze, and he found that he couldn't hear the beating sound in his chest.

It turned out that his heart was already dead, as early as the moment he refused to help the Jiang family because of hatred.

After being like a walking dead for so long, when Liu Yi mentioned this sentence again, he suddenly realized that he had been confused all these years.He can't count how many stupid things he has done in these years. I'm afraid his biological father, if he knows it, will hate him to death as an unfilial son.

At the moment when people close their eyes, they can think about many things and make important decisions, so Zhou Ming's eyes darkened, and he said softly: "That's right, the Japanese must die, and none of them can stay. "

A few days later, Zhou Ming, dressed in military uniform, found Xu Qingyi who was sitting in the yard, and handed her the baby in his arms: "When the country is in trouble, we will sacrifice something, but right now I have nothing else to do." So entrusted, please help me take care of my daughter, as a repayment for saving my life."

"It should be so." Xu Qingyi hugged the child awkwardly, looked down at the little guy for a while, then raised his head and asked him, "What's the name of this child?"

Zhou Ming was stunned for a while, and turned his eyes away for a while: "Give it up, from now on, don't let her know that there is a father like me."

Xu Qingyi pursed his lips, paused for a while and said, "Then Zhou Mingyu, how about it?"

The baby in swaddling clothes suddenly became happy, and the sound was like a silver bell. He opened his eyes and pointed at Xu Qingyi with a smile, and babbled several times.

Looking at this scene, Zhou Ming's eyes suddenly turned red, and when he turned around, he said softly: "Xu Qingyi, if one day, you tell Jiang Yue that she is not the only one left in Jiang's family, but also me...ask her to give me Live well!"

Xu Qingyi was stunned for a moment, carefully thinking about what Jiang Yue had said to her, and then she read the sentence "My father said, I seem to have an older brother who died young", and she couldn't help being stunned Opening his eyes wide, he stood up and looked at Zhou Ming's back stiffly.

The truth turned out to be like this... Although she didn't ask why Jiang Yue's elder brother hated the Jiang family so much, but since he decided to let go, she didn't have to ask again.

She looked down at the smiling child in her arms in bewilderment, thinking that she had never been with a child before, such a small child... How should I take care of it?Also, if Jiang Yue found out that she still has a niece, she might be so happy.

But... can the two of them meet again?Where is she now, does Li Fu treat her well?Thinking of this, Xu Qingyi couldn't help lowering his eyes and sighing, then stretched his hand to the cuff, and took out the handkerchief from inside, on it was her smiling sweetly, thinking that it would be nice if Jiang Yue was embroidered on it.

No way... She remembered that when she was beaten and tortured at Ito's side, she was wearing this handkerchief on her chest. If it was embroidered with Jiangyue, she would not have the heart to put it on her chest.Although this handkerchief is very thin, it still allows her to hold on to her last breath until today.

Thinking about it now, Jiang Yue has brought her too much.

After sitting in the yard for half the night, when she returned home, she managed to coax Xiao Mingyu to sleep, so she closed her eyes with a tired face.

In the dream that night, what was dreamed was the scene three years ago. The two of them clasped their fingers together and bowed to the heaven and the earth again and again.What can you say that you can't thank me enough for the beauty of the day to give me such a beautiful family like a flower, and give me such a lingering consonance? What can you say that you can't thank me enough for you to fulfill my wish and my lifelong wish.

So when she handed the rebellious words to Li Fu that day, she was also very entangled, but she also thought, if there were such heartless and resolute words, then Jiang Yue would definitely live to the end in anger, to be with her On the day when they reunited again, if they could show her some color, they closed their eyes and handed over these words.

In fact... there is another reason for not seeing her. Now that she looks like this, her voice has been ruined. Although Jiang Yue will not dislike her, she is even less willing to look into the eyes of the person she loves. It's all about sympathy.

Perhaps such timidity and low self-esteem will disappear after many years, when the two of them meet again.

……

On July 1937, 7, the Japanese army provoked the Marco Polo Bridge Incident near Beiping, and the Sino-Japanese War broke out.

In November of the same year, Hangzhou was occupied by the Japanese army and fell completely.Xu Qingyi led the remnants of the Zhou family and the Jiang family to escape from their hometown at the risk of dying at any time. They traveled day and night and headed north, hoping for a chance of survival. The shelters in western Sichuan.

When Xu Qingyi first arrived at the shelter, half of the people around him had been reduced, and they had not had food for several days.She didn't care, the point was that Xiao Mingyu, who was less than one year old, no longer had the energy to cry.

"What should a one-year-old child be able to eat?" Xu Qingyi asked the little girls of the Zhou family earlier, their foreheads were drenched in sweat, their faces were also very pale, and their lips were chapped.

The little girls handed her a sip of water: "It seems to be drinking milk?"

Milk?Xu Qingyi was stunned, she was neither a biological mother nor a nanny, where did she get milk for Xiao Mingyu?Before fleeing, she was supported by the Zhou family's nanny, and she took him away when she was hungry. She didn't think about what the little guy would eat. Now that the nanny died, she was finally dumbfounded.

However, at this time, they met a couple who had fled here. The child happened to be not much older than Xiao Mingyu, and the couple surnamed Zhao were very nice, so they relieved her urgent need.

When Mrs. Zhao first saw her, she pointed to her forehead and asked with pity: "A nice girl's house, how did you do this?"

Xu Qingyi nodded his forehead nonchalantly: "I was beaten by the Japanese."

"Why is this...they are simply too hateful" Mrs. Zhao is different from Jiang Yue. After listening to a few words, she was about to shed tears. After a while, Mr. Zhao had no choice but to persuade her with a face of helplessness. After persuading her for a long time, she calmed down .

Xu Qingyi stood aside with a blank expression, squatted down in the puddle and looked at his own face.

Since she was a child, she heard others say that she looks good and has a good figure, but she doesn't look in the mirror very much except when she is putting on makeup, so she doesn't have much experience.

So now even if this appearance is ruined, she doesn't feel much pain, it makes her dazed, but every time she realizes that she is in a foreign country, her heart is melancholy, and she wants to sing a few words, she finds that she can only utter The voice is ugly and hoarse, and it can't even be tuned.

When she jokingly said to people on the road that she used to be able to sing, people always laughed at her: "Come on, with your voice, don't scare people away when you open your mouth."

Only then did she gradually understand that the glorious and empty era of the past was over after all, and now she, Xu Qingyi, was just a spark burning in the land of China to ignite the hope of tomorrow, so ordinary, but also so indispensable.

At night, the fire that lit between them crackled, Xu Qingyi leaned aside and coaxed Xiao Mingyu to sleep, but couldn't sleep for a long time.

In these days when she might lose her head at any time, every time she misses Ah Yue, she would take out her handkerchief and take a look at it. The rare luck along the way is that this treasure has never been lost.This is enough for her.

Ah Yue... are you okay?Ah Yue, today is the fifteenth day, the moon is very round, it is a reunion day, I really miss you, do you miss me?Where are you, will we meet again?

Ah Yue, do you know?I talk about you all day long, so I think that if Xiao Mingyu opens her mouth, she will call you after me.

Xu Qingyi hugged Xiao Mingyu and leaned aside with closed eyes, murmuring her name.

After a long while, she softly recited a part of a play she had sung before.

"Dawn came to look at the plum pass, and the make-up remained.

You lean on the railing with your Yichun bun on your side.

The cutting is constant, the reasoning is still chaotic, and it is boring for no reason. "

She knew that her voice was not good, so she said a few words softly and then stopped. It was almost winter and the days were getting more and more difficult. Fortunately, the group of them hurried to find this quiet forest.

When she turned around, a few dead leaves slowly fell on her shoulders.

Dongfang Ribai, she got up and put out the bonfire, hugged Xiao Mingyu tightly in her arms, turned sideways quietly, closed her eyes and let out a deep breath.

Its daybreak.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry everyone, the little angel is gone, but if the little angel doesn't leave, Zhou Ming won't wake up (yes, Zhou Ming is Jiang Yue's eldest brother, Jiang Huan accidentally lost him when he was young, and when the child grows up Knowing the truth, and seeing Jiang Yue so happy, I hated him even more, so I was blinded by hatred)

I also feel sorry for Xu Qingyi and Mingyu, don't scold me (shrink neck)

Second Geng vomits blood (don't misunderstand the title, the title refers to the little angel of Mingyu)

Also, regarding the question of when the two of them will meet, I can't keep feeding you glass slag, there is also icing, okay, it won't be very far

In the end, really don’t scold me too hard, remember that there will be a happy ending