May this life be gentle forever

When Xu Qingyi took Xiao Mingyu to the shelter in the western Sichuan area, life barely improved. The people who traveled with her before, since they entered the western Sichuan side, basically there are not many of them, and the surroundings are also very crowded. They are all acquaintances.

In the cold winter, she is really lucky to have a quilt and a mouthful of hot porridge.

It's just a pity that there is one less person beside her during the Spring Festival this year.

On the fourth day of her stay, when she went to beg for porridge, she met a regular customer of hers in Hangzhou.

Meeting an old acquaintance in a foreign land should be a happy thing, but when Xu Qingyi saw him, his face darkened, and he turned and left without saying hello and hugging Xiao Mingyu.

"Boss Xu..." The man in his thirties gave her a chill as soon as he opened his mouth, not to mention the long sound of his last word, which really made people feel uncomfortable.

"You've got the wrong person." Xu Qingyi frowned, lowered her head and hurriedly replied, she didn't intend to say hello, but just walked in with a sullen face, and saw the Zhao family couple greeting her from a distance, so she felt better.

"Boss Xu, why are you so unfeeling?" The man named Liu Qing sighed, and reached out to grab her arm: "I haven't seen you for a few years, why is it like this, it's not as good as me."

Xu Qingyi shook his shoulders, dropped his hand, and looked at him sullenly: "What are you doing?"

Liu Qing was thin and dressed in a khaki fleece jacket. He had a frivolous expression on his face, but there was no other expression in his eyes.A few years ago, this man had chased her for a while, and she refused him all the time and didn't take it seriously. Later, she heard that she liked women, so she gave up.However, it would be fine if the story came to this point, but he still went around to spread the word about her and Jiang Yue, which brought a lot of trouble to the Jiang family.

Dogs can't change eating shit. Based on this alone, it's impossible for Xu Qingyi to have a good impression of him.

"I just want to ask, what's wrong with your voice? And your little face... Tsk, why don't you just leave with me?" Liu Qing sighed pretending to regret, and raised his hand to touch her The eye that was obviously blind was slapped away by her palm.

"Followed you?" Xu Qingyi couldn't help but sneered, there was no wink in his eyes, he just pointed to the surroundings: "After following you, don't you want to go to the refugee camp to beg for food, why are you still complacent here? "

This man is not like Zhou Ming who has a few wild troops. He was just a businessman from Hangzhou at the beginning. Now that Hangzhou has fallen, he must be no better than her... What Xu Qingyi dislikes most is his superior appearance.

Liu Qing's eyes turned cold: "No matter what the situation is, Liu must admire Boss Xu's integrity and eloquence."

"Bad guy!" Xiao Mingyu, who had been burying her face in Xu Qingyi's chest before, suddenly raised her head and pouted, pointed at the man and shouted loudly: "Big bad ball!"

Xu Qingyi's heart softened, and he couldn't help correcting in a low voice: "It's a big villain, not a bad ball."

Xiao Mingyu raised her head to look at Xu Qingyi puzzled, with an expression of "there is no difference between a ball and an egg".

"Hey, where did Boss Xu come from?" Liu Qing immediately became interested, and immediately bent down to look at Xiao Mingyu, and stretched out his hand to touch the child, but before Xu Qingyi got angry, he saw the Zhao family who was in a wrong situation The couple rushed over. Zhao Mo hated such a frivolous person the most, and immediately picked up the stick silently and said to him, "What are you doing?"

When Liu Qing saw an acquaintance coming, he turned his eyes and immediately yelled loudly: "But I remember that Boss Xu married a girl? Back then, the whole Jiangnan was shocked by the alliance and vows, but what about Miss Jiang now? This child...wouldn't it be you who stole it too?"

Xu Qingyi immediately turned dark, turned around and stared at the man gloomyly, gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Say it again?"

Many people around were turned away by the man's words, and looked at Xu Qingyi in surprise. Even the Zhao family couple not far away stood there in shock.

"Who do I like, who do I bring up the child for, what does it have to do with you?" Xu Qingyi turned around and handed Xiao Mingyu to Mrs. Zhao, then turned and looked at him in disgust: "Liu Qing, if you say one more word, I will kill your letter." Do not believe?"

Monster, disgusting, perverted... Xu Qingyi stood in the middle of the crowd expressionlessly, and vaguely heard those people in the crowd who had discussed with her yesterday how to spend the New Year commenting on her.

"Did you hear what they said about you?" Liu Qingfa smiled fiercely, put his hands in his pockets, and looked at her gloatingly: "Boss Xu, you are an inferior person everywhere, you used to be, and now you are even worse." yes."

"Tsing Yi, don't get excited." Mrs. Zhao quickly held down the fist she was about to slap on Liu Qing's face, and reminded in a low voice: "You will be kicked out if you hit someone here, where do you live with your children? "

Xu Qingyi took a deep breath, stared at the man gloomyly, turned around and walked outside with Xiao Mingyu.

The crowd sighed for a while, and immediately made a way. Some people really behaved like Xu Qingyi and the child contracted a strange disease. Everyone detested and avoided it.

Xu Qingyi gritted her teeth and thought, it's really funny, what's wrong with her liking someone, and what does it have to do with these people?

This new year is really the worst one she has ever had. Without Jiang Yue, she doesn't know if she is doing well.Those people have stopped communicating with her since the incident that day, and only the Zhao family couple with whom she has always had a good relationship are left around.

The couple in the Zhao family, the man Zhao Mo is simple and honest, and he is also kind. Although he is very silent and not good at communicating, he is very good to his wife and children, and Mrs. Zhao is a person who can't be idle and chattering, and she is also stupid. I don't care.

"The sweetheart you mentioned before was a girl?" Mrs. Zhao asked her curiously, but she didn't see the contempt and disgust like others in her eyes.

Xu Qingyi nodded, leaned on the stone by the river, put down the wet clothes in his hands and looked at her seriously: "Do you think it's strange too?"

"Strange." Mrs. Zhao nodded sincerely, "But isn't it just a simple liking for someone? Thinking about it this way, it doesn't seem so strange. How can you like someone? Is it? Since it’s such a beautiful feeling, there shouldn’t be any distinction between right and wrong.”

Xu Qingyi bowed his head to appreciate her words, and gently raised the corners of his lips for a while: "That's the reason, the left and right only like one person, what's so strange."

At that time, Xiao Mingyu was lying on the side of the frame, but when she turned over, the small frame fell down. The little guy looked at the sky in a daze, then got up staggeringly and walked towards Xu Qingyi: "Mother... Hush."

"Hey..." Xu Qingyi turned to watch the little guy walking crookedly, feeling helpless and funny, thinking that if you can walk by yourself, why can't you shush yourself, but when you hugged the little guy over, you found that your pants were already wet.

"How did mother teach you? Before that, you have to shout, do you understand?" Xu Qingyi frowned, and helplessly pinched Xiao Mingyu's red face: "Little villain."

"Big bad ball!" Xiao Mingyu pointed to the group of tents behind her unconvinced, presumably she was talking about Liu Qing's litter of dogs.

Xu Qingyi couldn't help laughing again, and then raised his hand to touch her head: "Yes, big bad ball."

After tidying up Xiao Mingyu, Mrs. Zhao's clothes were also washed, and the two walked side by side to the tent with the child in their arms.

"Then where is she now?" Mrs. Zhao thought for a while, then turned her head and asked her with concern.

Xu Qingyi knew that perhaps in Madam Zhao's eyes, she was really a pitiful person who couldn't go back to her home, a girl who was still wandering outside with other people's children in her arms, had her last meal but didn't finish her meal, and even the little girl The milk the child drank had to be borrowed from others, and he was disfigured and lost his voice, and now he was looked down upon by the people who lived with him.

But only she knows that she is actually still very happy.

Xu Qingyi breathed a sigh of relief, looked up at the fire in the distance, and quietly narrowed her eyes and replied: "She is living well somewhere on this land, maybe she is like me, looking up at the moon, thinking about the other party .”

Mrs. Zhao looked at her side face enviously, and narrowed her eyes with a smile: "Well, that's great."

"Well, it's really good." Xu Qingyi raised the corners of his lips, lowered his head and rubbed Xiao Mingyu's sleeping face.

Loving someone is like this, even if you are born in troubled times, even if you are separated from each other, even if Yin and Yang are separated, you will still not be lonely.Because she is sure that no matter when and where, the person in her heart is thinking about each other as much as she is, and that's enough.

After the new year, the flames of war really ignited quickly to the north, and they also rushed to move north. On the way, they met many troops to help them. Although they were running around, they were still passable.

The winter was tough, but no matter how hard it was, they barely survived. Soon Xu Qingyi realized that the most difficult thing was not a natural disaster, but a man-made disaster.

When the flames of war are raging, it is inevitable that people will die.In April of the following year, a group of them passed through the Gansu-Shaanxi area.When Mrs. Zhao left the camp alone to find clothes for the child to wear, she happened to bump into a Japanese army all the way, and in the end she couldn't even find the body.

Later, Xu Qingyi stared blankly at a big man in Zhao Mo who buried his wife's old things in this unknown land in the forest along the way while crying, and she realized that that kind and innocent woman would never came back.

Parting from life to death, she has experienced so much in half her life, even to the point where she should be numb, but she still couldn't help crouching next to this empty grave with Xiao Mingyu in her arms, wiping tears.

She dared to say that if they really had the day of winning, Zhao Mo would never find this tomb when he came back to look for it.

Dead people are dead, but living people have to suffer from the loss of their loved ones every day. This is really unfair and cruel.Xu Qingyi saw that Zhao Mo was doing nothing all day with the child alone, and he had to help him with some chores.

She didn't bother with Liu Qing, the shit-stirring stick, since that day. She insisted that such a person would suffer in this troubled world, so she didn't do it herself. As a result, he really insisted on stealing Japan because of his death. The human fruit was dealt with with one shot.

At that time, Xu Qingyi suddenly felt that maybe God was looking down at how these people lived, and maybe he would take pity on her and Jiang Yue, so that they would finally meet somewhere somewhere.

After struggling to live like this for two years, she gradually saw hope.

In such an era, it is really difficult for refugees to survive. The people around them have changed wave after wave, and those who can't keep up will almost not be able to survive. After a long time, Xu Qingyi was thinking, this How did she persevere.

Sometimes it would be good for them to eat a piece of dry food for two days, and Xiao Mingyu survived such an environment.

At first she didn't have any weapons on her body, not to mention whether she had the ability to protect herself. Everywhere she went, she had to dig tunnels to escape the Japanese massacre, but they didn't always have so much time.

Later, Zhao Mo gave her a gun that he picked up on the road. Xu Qingyi had never used it before, so he took it in his hand and studied it for a long time before he dared to put it in his arms.

Later, as long as they found usable ammunition along the way, they would put them in the storage box on Zhao Mo's back, just in case they were needed.

Until now, almost every one of them, men, women, young and old, has a gun in their hands.Regardless of whether it will be used or not, anyway, this team really has the confidence to live well.

Those of them who have survived to this day, counting their children, have forty, and now they have temporarily settled down in a small village on the west side of the Loess Plateau.It was a relatively secluded place, and no one came to bother her after staying for more than half a month. Sometimes Xu Qingyi felt that this place was really like a paradise.

It's just that every time Xu Qingyi stood at a higher place and looked at the gunpowder smoke not far away, he realized that this safety was just an illusion, they didn't win, and the fighting and war continued.

And she can only hope that there will be a day when she opens her eyes, the person she misses will lie in her arms, squinting her eyes with satisfaction, and sleep soundly, and then she hugs this person , covered the quilt and fell asleep again.

You tell me, that day is not far away, right?Ah Yue.

Xu Qingyi sometimes felt that she might have worked too hard these years, so she spent a lot of time remembering. In the two years without Jiang Yue, in her world, it seemed like ten years had passed.

Jiang Yue's clear face in her mind has become blurred, but scenes from her youth began to linger in her mind gradually.

She remembered that when Jiang Yue first met her, Jiang Yue was wearing a bright yellow dress. She didn't know what wronged her before, and the tears in the corners of her eyes had not been wiped off, but she still pretended to be reserved and bowed to her.

A yellow-haired girl... Xu Qingyi thought so at that time, it was really annoying.

I just didn't expect that such a girl who was five years younger than me could make her so worried now.

"Mother, why are you crying again?" Xiao Mingyu looked up at her with her hands on her hips: "Crying will make you ugly."

Xu Qingyi smiled helplessly: "Your mother, I am already ugly, why are you afraid of this?"

Xiao Mingyu became angry: "Mother is not ugly, it's just that there is a scar on her forehead."

"Okay, okay." Xu Qingyi couldn't help laughing and rolled his eyes, knelt down and touched her head: "But your mother Jiang looks better."

"Then when will I see her, I really want to see her." Xiao Mingyu lowered her head and pursed her mouth, looking aggrieved.

"See you soon." She couldn't help but sighed.

"Mother, you have to promise Mingyu that you won't cry until she comes back to you." Xiao Mingyu rolled her eyes, raised her head and stretched out her little finger: "I want to pull the hook."

Xu Qingyi paused, then couldn't help but narrowed his eyes and nodded, squeezed her little hand, and hooked her up: "Okay, mother promises you."

Mingyu was already three years old at that time, she could speak fluently, walked without trouble, and was very sensible, and never caused her any trouble. When she got up one day, she saw the little guy stepping on a stool and secretly giving her a big spoon When fetching water, she realized with tears in her eyes that this little guy had grown up.

Mingyu, have you seen it?

The author has something to say:

We should meet in the next chapter, this chapter is a transition

Another: A guy like Liu Qing won't last more than one episode

Mingyu and Xiaomingyu are both little angels

Why didn’t I write from Jiang Yue’s point of view in the past two years? First, I dare not write about sensitive topics (this is really serious. This article is actually very far-fetched, and it made me angry). Second, If the plot has been entangled in the war, although it is passionate, it may violate the theme of Xu Qingyi in the second half of my first life (you will understand this when the ending)

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