May this life be gentle forever

In mid-September, a group of them returned to the Shaanxi area, planning to hold a wedding for the two of them here.

Zhao Xin, an old man, doesn't understand these things. He follows Jiang Yue every day and asks her what to do.

"Then you have to talk about the date of the wedding, the venue, and... what clothes are you going to wear?" Zhao Xin was also annoyed: "How many years ago do you think I married a wife?"

Jiang Yue was so annoyed that she had to discuss with Xu Qingyi before making a list for him.

There are only a few words on it: "October [-]rd, in the open space in the east of the city, two people wear red clothes."

Zhao Xin rolled her eyes angrily, thinking that the two of them were lazier than the other.

It can only be difficult for him, a rough man, to be busy, so he barely arranges it within a few days.

The biggest concern right now is their safety.

In the past few days, he has been snooping around in the village. Although the area has been liberated, there are still some remaining Japanese. He had no choice but to order the guests who came to the wedding to bring guns and self-defense items to prevent just in case.

However, in the past two days, there was indeed no movement. The surrounding residents heard that it was strange for two women to get married, and they all came to join in the fun.

The days suddenly became warm and lively, but during this period, there was only one person who was restless.

"It's unlucky that you can't see each other for the two days before getting married." Sister Liu stopped Jiang Yue's room and refused to let anyone in.

Xu Qingyi looked inside anxiously: "I'll just meet you."

Sister Liu was very insistent: "I can't even take a look, Xiao Xu, what's wrong with you? You won't be able to see someone tomorrow, why are you so anxious?"

Xu Qingyi sighed.In fact, the closer the day was, the more anxious Xu Qingyi became, and he always felt flustered. On the night of October [-]nd, he wanted to see Jiang Yue no matter what he said.

Jiang Yuexu felt noisy inside, and finally said: "What are you doing outside?"

Xu Qingyi immediately rushed forward when she heard the sound, she wanted to bury herself in the door, she touched the door frame with trembling fingers, her tone was a little anxious: "Ah Yue, I just want to see you."

Jiang Yue was startled by the shadow that suddenly rushed up from outside the door, and blushed for a while and cursed: "Are you sick, Xu Qingyi? The two of us just met yesterday."

Sister Liu couldn't help laughing when she saw this: "Is this why not seeing each other every day is like three autumns? It's also thanks to the two of you being together for so many years that you can still have such a good relationship."

"I don't know if you have ever truly loved someone." Xu Qingyi pressed his forehead against the door frame and whispered, "If you only live for one person all your life, and you only see this person in your heart, then don't say you won't see each other for a day. Not seeing each other for a second is a torment."

"But even so, knowing that she is thinking of you, you can survive no matter how difficult it is."

Jiang Yue stood in a daze at the door, and said helplessly, "Don't talk such nonsense, do you really want to see me so much?"

Xu Qingyi looked inside and couldn't help pleading: "Well, just one look."

Before Sister Liu could stop her, Jiang Yue slammed the door open, and just like many years ago, Xu Qingyi staggered and fell into Jiang Yue's arms.

Jiang Yue didn't startle or push her away with a blushing face this time, but hugged her tightly in her arms with red eyes, and said softly, "Fool."

Xu Qingyi stood firm and hugged the man with his backhand. He lowered his head and hugged him for a while before taking a deep breath and letting him go.

Jiang Yue stood in front of her in a bright red wedding dress, looking at her intently: "See?"

While the candlelight was flickering, the person in front of her was the same as before, her eyebrows were charming and gentle, and she was the only one in her eyes.

Xu Qingyi couldn't help but move in his heart, raised his hand to touch her face, and replied in a low voice: "I see."

At that time Xu Qingyi was 35 years old, and the girl standing in front of her was also 31 years old.

20 years.

Time flies, and they are already this age.

Looking at the fine lines on the corners of her lover's eyes, she only felt happy. After experiencing so many hardships, she could still stand here and raise her hand to touch the fine lines.

That's enough happiness, isn't it?

"You know, when I saw you for the first time, I actually thought you were a fun little girl. Maybe we would have a very good relationship in the future, so I deliberately wanted to provoke you." Xu Qingyi sat next to her, holding her hand Looking at the flickering lights not far from the window, he said softly: "But I just didn't expect that the relationship... would be so good in the future."

Jiang Yue pursed her lips and smiled, leaning on her shoulder: "I didn't feel that much at the time, I just thought you were good-looking, but your mouth is so bad, it's very annoying."

Xu Qingyi couldn't help turning her head to look at her: "But why do I feel that you have been..."

Jiang Yue blushed, picked up a pillow on one side and gave it to her: "You are really a pervert, I was only ten years old at that time! What are you thinking?"

"Yeah... A little girl who is only ten years old, she doesn't know what to think in her head." Xu Qingyi couldn't help teasing her.

Jiang Yue clenched her fists tightly, took a deep breath, and resisted the urge to hit someone.

"Can I sleep here tonight?" Xu Qingyi waited for a long time to make sure she calmed down before asking.

Jiang Yue gave her a sharp look: "Can you obey some rules? Go back to sleep tonight."

Xu Qingyi just didn't want to leave, and immediately hugged the person and didn't let go: "Don't, let's sleep together, I can't sleep without you."

"You're so annoying." Jiang Yue glared at her: "Do you know how dishonest you are when you sleep? I can sleep well without you. Get out of here!"

"Ah Yue, don't drive me away." Xu Qingyi hugged her thigh and acted like a baby, making Jiang Yue blush.

Sister Liu heard the commotion outside and couldn't help knocking on the door: "Are you still asleep?"

"Who wants to sleep with her?" Jiang Yue thought she was clingy, so she dragged her and rushed out: "Sister Liu! Come in quickly, and take this clingy monster back to me!"

Sister Liu got her wish, and immediately ran in and pulled away the clingy monster Xu Qingyi, and persuaded: "There will be plenty of days in the future, so don't break the rules, go back to your room and sleep well, tomorrow It'll all be fine."

Xu Qingyi sighed helplessly, stood at the door of his room and looked towards Jiang Yue for a long time, and finally fell asleep exhausted.

October [-]rd finally arrived.

The gongs and drums in the village were beating together, and it was very lively. People from house to house got up very early, and rushed to the east of the village to join in the fun.

Xu Qingyi was standing in front of the house in a red dress, riding a mule tied with big red flowers to go there.

Li Fu followed behind, laughed at her all the way because of the mule, and tears came out of the corners of his eyes: "Is the leader burying you? I didn't even find the winning horse, hahahaha... don't say it, it's a good match for you of."

"Go away and die, one-armed man, don't look for trouble today." Xu Qingyi was in a good mood, and he didn't have time to talk to him at this moment. He got off the mule with raised eyebrows and led the big red flower. When he looked up, he saw a lot of people. The group of people in the distance.

Zhao Xin dressed up very energetically, and stood at the end with a bunch of flowers smiling, beckoning to her: "Come on, groom officer, stand here first."

According to Zhao Xin's description to her, this wedding adopts a combination of Chinese and Western styles, but Xu Qingyi emphasized that the wedding dress must be bright red.Because her bride is the most beautiful person in the world, her face must be covered with a veil, and she looks like a flower, and she can't let others look at her.

Zhao Xin laughed at her at the time: "Mother-in-law, Jiang Yue doesn't think you're a jerk?"

Xu Qingyi stood in the middle of the crowd, his eyes were smiling, and he said to himself that Jiang Yue certainly didn't think she was annoying.

Because Jiang Yue loves her too, so much that in such a troubled world, she can still live for her until now.

Love to be like her, believe that the day of happiness will eventually come, and they will definitely wait until this day.

So how could such a person despise her?

"Where's Xiao Mingyu?" Zhou Ming was standing beside her, as if he suddenly realized something: "This stinky girl, I told her to find you, maybe she went to Jiang Yue again, this is going to be troublesome .”

Xu Qingyi paused, and said helplessly for a while: "Then let's get married with the child, it's nothing."

The sound of firecrackers suddenly sounded in his ears, Xu Qingyi was startled, quickly covered his ears, and looked at the direction Jiang Yue was about to come in a sedan chair with a smile on his face.

After a while, there was no movement there. Xu Qingyi looked at the sun and couldn't help being anxious: "Why haven't you come yet?"

"Are you in a hurry?" A villager said with a smile: "The bride always comes late, you can't even wait for this moment, how will you live in the future?"

Xu Qingyi nodded helplessly when he heard the words, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and continued to wait quietly.

Time passed bit by bit, and there was no one there, and even Zhou Ming couldn't bear his temper: "Could it be that you forgot to get married today? Sister Liu is too, what are you doing?"

Xu Qingyi couldn't force a smile anymore, the tension and uneasiness that had accumulated in his heart for the past two days burst out at the same time, he couldn't help throwing away the big red flower and walked over there: "I'll go and have a look."

For some reason, she had an ominous premonition. Although she dared not admit to such a premonition at this moment, she felt that something must have happened.

In this life, only this time, she desperately hopes that the feeling at this moment is wrong.

However, just as Xu Qingyi was walking that way, Sister Liu suddenly appeared in everyone's field of vision.

Everyone looked behind her, but there was no bride behind her.

Xu Qingyi's heart gradually cooled down. She stood in the same place with ice-cold body, and asked softly, "What's the matter... Where is the person? Where is Jiang Yue?"

Sister Liu's eyes were red, and she handed her a note: "I couldn't find her, but I found this note on the table, I think..."

Xu Qingyi's eyes turned red, and he immediately took the note.

"Your little girl is in my hands. If you want to save someone, you can do it yourself."

Signed: Ito Kujo.

Xu Qingyi took a deep breath, closed her eyes tremblingly, and her mind went blank. After a while, she handed the note to Zhou Ming who was at a loss behind her: "Look for yourself."

Ito Kujo.

Ito Kujo, Xu Qingyi opened his eyes numbly, and suddenly seemed to go crazy, pulled out the gun from Zhou Ming's waist, pulled off his wedding robe, and walked forward alone.

The worst thing she has done in her life is that she violated the oath she made at the beginning, and did not kill this damn Japanese with her own hands.On the contrary, when he annihilated his legion, he had the idea of ​​saving his life.

Such a scum, how confused was she to soften her heart and want to give him a living?

When he stood aside for three whole days and watched with a blank face as he was poured with chili water mouthful by mouthful, she should have known that this man was terrifying, and she would never let him go whenever he found an opportunity.

In a blur of consciousness, she heard Li Fu roaring behind her: "Go and follow to find other places!"

What's the rush?Jiang Yue...she will be fine, God won't be so cruel.

Later, Xu Qingyi stood by the river in a daze, looked at the three people lying in the pool of blood from a distance, and thought so firmly.

However, at this moment, she suddenly remembered what Jiang Yue said to her a few years ago.

"Then what if I die first?" Jiang Yue's crisp voice is still vivid when I think about it now.

"If that day really comes, I will live on and wait until Xiao Mingyu gets married."

Xu Qingyi couldn't help laughing at herself when she thought of this, look, she really dug a hole for herself.

Why didn't she think about how sad it must be for the one who stayed behind.And now she still has to carry this pain and watch other people's happiness with her own hands.

Then in such a scene, I will die alone again.

Fortunately, from now on, she no longer needs this eye that only needs to see her.

Xu Qingyi closed his eyes, opened his mouth lightly, and sang Jiang Yue's favorite play in the past: "Meng Hui Ying Tiao, chaotic years are everywhere, people stand in small pavilions and deep courtyards. The sticks are full of smoke, and the leftovers are thrown away." Embroidery thread, this spring is as close as last year."

No, her favorite is not this.

Her favorite has always been that sentence.

May this life be gentle forever, and Baiyun does not envy the fairyland.

The author has something to say:

I didn't abuse yesterday because I abused today

In fact, what I wrote is also very sad. I don’t want to talk too much. I will update it later.

kill me

In fact, even if they don’t die now, they will face even more terrible things in a few decades. I don’t tell you about this (and you can’t write about it)

This life is too bitter, so let them meet early in the next life