Rebirth: Saving Genius Project

After Ye Hengzhou came home, Fu Lanxin sat on the sofa and looked at his son who had returned to his indifferent face with a stern expression, and said, "Xiaozhou, tell mom the truth, what happened between you and that Tang Yuan?"

Ye Hengzhou stared at her without speaking, while Fu Lanxin looked at him without saying a word.

But Ye Bingcheng was a little anxious. They selfishly abandoned their son for their own ideals, and left the son in their hometown to be taken care of by the old man. After the old man passed away, he let the child live alone for so many years and gave birth to him. But they didn't give him the care he deserved, and the couple felt very guilty.

Also because of not being together since childhood, the relationship between the son and them is very alienated.When they came home, the son would stay in his room without saying a word until they left the house.

When I came back this time, my son was very different from before. He was much taller and stronger, and he was not so obviously hostile to them. Occasionally, he would even talk to them calmly. Although it was only necessary communication, Ye Bingcheng was I think it is a huge improvement, and now Lan Xin asks Xiao Zhou in such a tone of incrimination, it will inevitably bring their relationship that has just recovered to a freezing point.Besides, there is nothing wrong with giving the child to a friend. He thinks that the child named Tang Yuan is very good.

So Ye Bingcheng hurriedly said: "What's the relationship? Xiaozhou has grown up now, and it's normal to make friends, and I think that kid named Tang Yuan is very good, and he complements our Xiaozhou very much!"

Fu Lan ignored Ye Bingcheng, who was desperately winking at him, and fixed on Ye Hengzhou with a pair of wise and sharp eyes that belonged to a scholar.

Ye Hengzhou looked at her, smiled mockingly, and said calmly: "What do you think we are related to."

Ye Bingcheng looked at the despairing Fu Lanxin and the calm Ye Hengzhou for a moment, feeling a little confused.

Fu Lanxin said: "Xiaozhou, you are still young, you don't know how difficult this road is. LGBT people are marginalized people, discriminated against in society, and their spines are poked. Mom can't bear to see you like this Going astray, you should break up with that kid named Tang Yuan as soon as possible!"

As soon as the words LGBT came out, Ye Bingcheng also looked at Ye Hengzhou in shock.

Ye Hengzhou looked at Fu Lanxin who said "I'm doing it for your own good", and felt a little black humor.

It's really interesting. For more than ten years, he has never cared whether he was dead or alive. Now he rushed out to teach him how to behave. Why?He has reason to believe that if he really died of severe depression at that time, when the neighbor or teacher notified his parents, his parents would not be able to get through on the phone, and they might not be able to collect his body in time.

Parents are the most primitive bond between a person and this world. If this bond is so weak that it is almost non-existent, then this person seems to be isolated from this world and will never be able to integrate into the life of this world.

The feeling of not being needed by this world slowly crawled into his body along his bone marrow like tarsal maggots. Ye Hengzhou held his hand tightly, trying to think of Tang in his heart. Looking at Yuan Yuan, he raised his head and said to Fu Lanxin: "In what name are you saying this? Mother? What qualifications do you have?!"

Fu Lanxin burst into tears instantly.

Ye Hengzhou looked at the sad Fu Lanxin, his heart ached and quickened, he thought, cry, your pain now is not as good as one-tenth of what I have suffered in these years.I have absolutely no sympathy for you guys!

Ignoring Fu Lanxin's tears, he continued: "Mother and father are words in the category of sociology, but you just gave me biological life. Since I was born as a human, I have never taught me for a day and let myself go." Growing up, why should I interfere with my life now? What position do I have to teach me how to live?! Since my grandfather left, the only connection between me and this world is Tang Yuan. He taught me how to live and led me out of the world. The despair of depression, and my parents, you! I’m afraid I never knew that I had moderate depression, right? I really don’t understand, since you love science and ideals so much, you don’t welcome me so much, why did you Give birth to me!" This is what Ye Hengzhou wanted to ask his parents countless times before, especially during that period of depression, every time he couldn't make it through, he wanted to ask his parents in person why To give birth to him, is it to let him bear the suffering of this world?

Ye Hengzhou finished this passage in tears.When the first tear fell from Ye Hengzhou's chin, Ye Hengzhou was very angry. He hated his weakness.When the second tear fell, he had already given up the treatment, thinking, if you are weak, be weak, this is the last time.But there were more and more tears, and he thought to himself, this time, he must return all the love, hatred and tears to them, and they will never owe each other again.

Ye Hengzhou adjusted his mood, and said: "I have closeness in my heart, you guys understand now. Put yourself in the right place, and I welcome you to this home. After all, they are blood relatives, but I have other things in my heart." A spectrum, since I have never been educated for a day, don’t point fingers here.”

Ye Bingcheng wanted to interrupt Ye Hengzhou by yelling several times, telling him to stop talking.But, as Ye Hengzhou said, he doesn't have the qualifications, so he can only listen to Ye Hengzhou in silence and let him vent once.

These years, this child has suffered too much.

Fu Lanxin sobbed and said, "Xiao Zhou... What's the matter with depression?"

Ye Hengzhou had stopped crying, the tears slowly evaporated on his face, and it hurt a little.He said, "Are you sure you really want to know?"

Fu Lanxin stopped talking. Why would a child suffer from depression? Apart from a major change, there is only a long-term emotional absence.

Fu Lanxin said intermittently: "Yes... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Xiaozhou."

His father also looked at him apologetically.

Ye Hengzhou just thought it was ridiculous, what's the use of these apologies and guilt?It can't be eaten or drunk, and it can't even make him happy.

What is the use of forgiveness?It is impossible for him to accept them without a heart, and it is impossible for them to stop feeling guilty.

So nothing makes sense.

Even the sadness is theirs, I just feel noisy. 【1】Ye Hengzhou thought in his heart.

The illusion of peace in the past few days was broken, and Ye Hengzhou didn't want to stay with them anymore, so Ye Hengzhou went out.

It snowed yesterday, and the wind at night was very biting, but the sullenness in Ye Hengzhou's heart was blown away by the cold wind, and his own fantasies about family affection were also blown away.

He walked against the wind for a while in the cold wind, thinking in his heart, first find a hotel to deal with for the night, and go home after Ye Bingcheng and the others leave tomorrow.

When I found an express hotel, I felt in my pocket only to find that I had “leaved the house” when I came out, without bringing anything with me.

But he really didn't want to go home, so he stood at the door of the hotel and worried.

When Tang Yuan went to dinner at night, he told his mother that he was going to eat at Ye Hengzhou's house. The Tang family and his wife both agreed, saying that they would play mahjong at the uncle's house at night, and they would not come back if they left late at night.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Tang Yuan was about to go to sleep, when he heard a knock on the door suddenly, Tang Yuan rolled his eyes and got off the bed, went out to play mahjong and didn't know to bring the key, even if he didn't bring the key, it was so late, Can I stay at Uncle's house? !

He opened the door only to find that Ye Hengzhou was standing outside the door.

It was really cold in the winter night, and the tip of Ye Hengzhou's nose was red.

Tang Yuan didn't ask anything and let him enter the room.

Ye Hengzhou's nose and ears were very red. After taking off his coat, he was wearing pajamas. Tang Yuan knew what was going on, but he didn't say anything. He took a milk pot and boiled ginger and brown sugar water for Ye Hengzhou. .

After cooking, put it in a quilt and give it to Ye Hengzhou.

While Ye Hengzhou was drinking water, Tang Yuan went to boil Ye Hengzhou's bath water.

Ye Hengzhou took small sips of the ginger and brown sugar water that Tang Yuan cooked for him, watching him go about his business for him, all the depression and unhappiness in his heart dissipated.

He thought of what he had said to his parents today, and suddenly regretted it. He complained every word he said, as if he was begging for their affection.

It's so embarrassing, so embarrassing, in fact, he is not as miserable as he told his parents, after all, he still has Tang Yuan'er!

When Ye Hengzhou came out of the shower, Tang Yuan was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone. He climbed onto the bed, held Tang Yuan in his arms, kissed his temples and did not speak.

Seeing that he had come up, Tang Yuan put down his phone, turned off the lights, and planned to go to sleep.

In the dark, Ye Hengzhou heard Tang Yuan say: "Little Ye Zi, don't think about it. I will accompany you every Spring Festival in the future, and I will never let you be alone. You can recognize your hard-to-tell parents, if you don't want to Recognize it or not. It's all up to you... Wait until the third year of high school..." Tang Yuan originally wanted to say that we will go on a trip after graduation from the third year of high school.

But the rest of the words were all interrupted by Ye Hengzhou's kiss. In the darkness, Tang Yuan felt that Ye Hengzhou's kiss was unprecedentedly fierce. The anxiety and pain in his heart, as well as the expectation and happiness facing the future.

When Ye Hengzhou came home, his parents had already left, and there was a piece of paper under the vase on the dining table, which only wrote:

Ah Zhou, Mom and Dad are gone.We have thought carefully about what you said last night. You have worked hard all these years alone.Now that I finally meet someone I like, as parents, I can only pray to heaven, and hope my son is happy.

father

mom

Ye Hengzhou stared at the note for a while, looked at the trash can under the dining table, and finally put it in his drawer.

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【1】From Lu Xun.

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