unobtainable warmth

When he came to school again, Xu Zhou was not so resistant anymore.He went back to the dormitory calmly, Qiu Yan hadn't arrived at school yet, and the other four were doing their own things. After the money loss incident last time, Xu Zhou and his roommate didn't speak again.While Xu Zhou was reading a book, Yang Shan came to him and dragged Xu Zhou into his bedroom without any explanation.There was only one person in Yang Shan's dormitory, Xu Zhou and Qiu Yan sometimes went to Yang Shan's place to ask for some peace when they couldn't stay in the dormitory any longer.

"What's wrong?" Xu Zhou was surprised, this was the first time Yang Shan was so anxious.

"It's okay, isn't it because Qiu Yan isn't here? I'm afraid you will be bullied by them. Although Qiu Yan doesn't speak, his height and physique are there. At least he can calm those people in your dormitory." Yang Shan explained casually.

"How do you know that the people in the dormitory bullied me? Cheng Mu said that?" Xu Zhou was full of doubts.

"Um...um, it's...Qiu Yan said." Yang Shan hesitated.

"Qiu Yan doesn't like to talk, why did he tell you this?" Xu Zhou seemed to suddenly gain confidence.

"Don't ask, anyway, you are staying here now. When Qiu Yan comes, let's go to study together at night."

Now that this topic was exposed, although Xu Zhou had doubts in his heart, he didn't dare to ask again.

It was back to the old days again, Xu Zhou and Yang Shan were inseparable, and would call Qiu Yan when eating.

However, since going to the playground last weekend, Qiu Yan found that Yang Shan's attitude towards Xu Zhou was a little abnormal.

When they went to the school cafeteria for dinner together at noon today, Qiu Yan found that Yang Shan looked at Xu Zhou with eyes that were not right. I don't think there's anything wrong with it, but now that I think about it, it's indescribably weird that two boys pick each other's food.

Those two people may not have noticed that Xu Zhou has a dull personality, and he probably doesn't know much about this kind of thing. As for Yang Shan's thoughts, Qiu Yan couldn't guess.Qiu Yan wanted to observe for a while longer, in case he was wrong. Although he hoped that Xu Zhou could find someone who would take care of him, he didn't want that person to be a boy.

Qiu Yan likes boys. He knew that he was different from others since he was a child, but his parents often work abroad, so he was more open to such things, so he let him go.But Xu Qing is different. Xu Zhou is the most innocent person Qiu Yan has ever met. He has no scheming and is extremely pure. He has always regarded Xu Zhou as his younger brother, and he doesn't want such a person to be judged and ridiculed by others .As for Yang Shan, Qiu Yan only hoped that he misunderstood that look. As far as he knew, Yang Shan's family was a traditional conservative family, and there was only such a child. He was sure that the family would not allow Yang Shan to find a boy as a partner.

Now Qiu Yan can only hope that it is his illusion, not real.

Xu Zhou thinks that Yang Shan is a bit strange recently, he always wants to eat with him, and even picks vegetables for himself, and boys pick vegetables for boys, doesn't he think it's strange?Maybe I think too much, maybe this is more normal?Xu Zhou had only one friend since he was a child and never had dinner together, and Xu Zhou ate separately from his family at home, so I don't know if this is normal or abnormal.At this time, Xu Zhou thought of Qiu Yan.

"Qiu Yan, do you feel that something is wrong with Yang Shan recently?" Xu Zhou asked suspiciously, so full of doubts that he didn't notice Qiu Yan's momentary astonishment.

"Probably...not." Qiu Yan replied uncertainly.

"Really?"

"Ah."

At this moment, Xu Zhou was relieved. It turned out that this was normal. It seemed that he was thinking too much.

Not long after Qiu Yan let go of his heart, he raised this question again because of Xu Zhou.

It made Qiu Yan confirm that it was true that Yang Shan liked Xu Zhou, and it happened a few days later.

It was the most common lunch break time, when Qiu Yan passed Yang Shan and Xu Zhou's class when he was going to the toilet, he casually raised his head and glanced, and saw Xu Zhou was sleeping, and Yang Shan was watching Xu Zhou from the side.It was the most ordinary day and the most ordinary thing, but it became unusual because of Yang Shan's next action.

Yang Shan looked up and saw that all the classmates in the classroom were asleep, so he lowered his head and kissed Xu Zhou's cheek. Xu Zhou didn't notice it, and was still immersed in sleep.Qiu Yan's heart was beating again and again outside the classroom, he bowed his head and went back to the classroom without anyone noticing.