I heard I'm missing

Two years later, Wu Lian finally walked out of the temple.

The moment he left, he was no longer the Wu Lian who had self-mutilated because he couldn't control himself in the dark and tyrannical moment, but a brand new Wu Lian who exuded gentleness but alienated everywhere.

It took him a year and a half to read all the Buddhist scriptures in the study in the small courtyard.Perhaps it was because of his familiarity with the Buddhist scriptures, he gradually developed confidence in himself that he could control himself, and then when he thought of Chen Li, he gradually turned it into a belief.

Finally, one day in about a year and a half, he suddenly found that even if he thought of Chen Li, he no longer felt that painful feeling, but instead was full of endless hope.

He suddenly understood that the reason why he always felt pain was not all because of love, but more because of his own inferiority complex.Even if he is a person with strong force and full skill points in the eyes of others, he still has low self-esteem.

Maybe it's because he was abandoned by his parents and grew up in an orphanage; or maybe it's because of his eccentricity, he has no friends but a younger sister, Gu Yue, whom he begged for nothing; or maybe it's because Chen Li gave him The attention gave him a response, and that Chen Li, who was completely different from him and full of charm, made him panic and fear that one day he would be abandoned...

The moment he was accepted by Chen Li, he gave Chen Li his enthusiasm like crazy moths to a flame.He was always afraid that Chen Li would be frightened by his love, so he kept pretending that it was normal, even though his heart kept clamoring to tie Chen Li up.He always hugged Chen Li tightly in his arms in the dead of night, and then imprinted kiss marks on it over and over again.It seemed like this could put Chen Li's own label on him, he almost crazy thought that everything about Chen Li belonged to him.

Every time he saw Chen Li talking to others, he couldn't help but want to kill those who got Chen Li's smile, those smiles belonged to him.

He was afraid that Chen Li would get tired of him one day, so when he was on the island, he always wanted to do some romantic things to make Chen Li happy and feel that there would be surprises.

He was afraid that one day Chen Li would find out that their relationship was not blessed by others, so he would not be able to stand the condemnation of the outside world and leave him.

His inferiority complex and his love for Chen Li trapped him severely.He began to live in his own world, letting that tyrannical self go, and escaping and wanting to leave when he sensed something was wrong.

These are all the cages he drew for himself, so he walked out with the help of the eminent monk and was willing to face himself.

He remembered that the moment he walked out of the spell, the eminent monk told him "the time has come".

He was finally willing to fight with the beast in his heart. When the eminent monk chanted sutras for him for nearly half a year, he was fighting with "self" in his own state of mind.

Finally, with the help of the eminent monk, he successfully killed the beast.

When he was about to leave, the eminent monk blessed him.

He always remembered the last words of the eminent monk: "It is born of love, and it is also destroyed by love. All living beings have cause and effect."

Everything has a cause and effect. He used to scoff at it, but now he regards it as the truth.

It's time for him to go back and see what he has planted.

In two years, he had long hair, and even when his clothes were torn, he wore the monk robe given by the eminent monk when he left. He was a little thinner and no longer as strong as before, but even stronger than before.

He carried the backpack he brought when he left, and the poems and paintings that were once full of gloomy obsessions, and walked in the same direction as he traveled all the way.

He came across that village again, but it was no longer the rural style at that time, and most of the buildings had become buildings in the city.

He also never saw the middle-aged woman who showed him the way back then. All the way through the village, all he saw were empty-nester old people who were dying. The village was a bit desolate, and there were no children or young people.

At this time, an old woman walked up to her, leaning on a cane, holding a small handful of green vegetables in her withered hands behind her back, hunched over with trembling steps step by step, and passed by Wu Lian.

Wu Lian slowed down and looked around at the old man sitting in front of the door looking at the distance with cloudy eyes, or walking on the road like the old woman holding vegetables.

Looking at the house that has become better, but inexplicably feel more desolate.

The changes here were too great, and he changed his appearance without him knowing, and he didn't dare to think about what Chen Li looked like in the city, so he could only speed up his pace.

Just after arriving in the capital, Wu Lian was on his way to Chen Li's apartment when he saw Chen Li pursing his lips and smiling on the large LED screen in the shopping mall.

He stared obsessively at Chen Li, who looked cooler and more attractive in a suit on the screen.

There was nostalgia and deep love in his eyes. At this time, he found someone on the right looking at him. He turned his head and saw that it was a cute girl holding up a mobile phone to take pictures of himself. He felt a little embarrassed when he found out blushing.Seeing that she was flustered and at a loss, Wu Lian immediately smiled at her.

This scene was also photographed by the girl reflexively. Wu Lian didn't blame her, but turned and left.

At this time, the girl who was found to be a little frightened quickly posted on Weibo.

"I came across a beautiful man with long hair. He looked at my young master Chen intently. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! My young master Chen's beauty is comparable to the prosperity of the age!!! Evidence is here [love]"

I saw Wu Lian in the picture, with black hair over his shoulders, wearing a blue monk robe and carrying a black backpack, looking intently and affectionately at Chen Li on the screen.Even if it's just a profile, you can see his handsomeness.

The other one is Wu Lian's front face, smiling gently and distantly at the camera, as if blowing like a breeze.

This Weibo was instantly trending on the top of the search list, #晚觉绝色美男#, #从每少尸的那些尚? #

Various comments from netizens on Weibo:

Love to make soy sauce: eat melon, it is really beautiful!

Give me a glass of water: comparable to Master Chen!

Don't be cowardly, just do it: Comparable to Young Master Chen +1

My noble Master Chen: Comparable to Master Chen +2

……

I heard that there is a monster: Comparable to Young Master Chen +10086, is it only I who noticed that the man has long hair and wears a monk robe?

Toxic for life: Upstairs you are not alone.

Innocent and evil: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr>

Chen Shao Hangang: Am I the only one who notices the affectionate eyes my little brother looks at my young master?

My young master Chen is a bit cold: [Sorrowful] You are not alone upstairs, I feel that my little brother will snatch my young master (defensive face).

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Although the discussion on the Internet was in full swing, Chen Li and Gu Yue, who were filming in the deep mountains, did not know that their Wu Lian was back because they did not have a signal, and they got involved with Chen Li as soon as he came back.