today for you

"Do you want to meet Shi Qiang and the others?" I asked Lanlan before the winter solstice.

He froze for a long time, and finally did not answer me.I couldn't wait for his answer, so I hurried to the court.I quickly forgot about this matter, it was already the end of the year, and I was always busier than usual, so I just kept going around all day long, and in a blink of an eye, it was even Laba.

At noon, I had a small gathering with Shi Qiang and others. Before leaving, Shi Qiang suddenly asked me, won't you bring Feng Xiaolan?I heard this sentence suddenly.I was both surprised and amazed.There is also a guilty conscience that is seen through.

"What do you mean?" I asked tentatively.

"That person is always the one you like, and it's almost a holiday, so we should have a meal together?" Shi Qiang said as a matter of course.

I was a little at a loss, and asked with some restraint: "Aren't you against it? Is it from your heart?"

"What's there to object to?" Shi Qiang questioned me instead, "Don't tell me you're not serious?"

"How could that be!" I quickly denied, "Lan Lan is very nice, sincere and caring, with high martial arts skills and outstanding appearance. I was originally worried that you would not accept him as a man. It seems that I was worrying too much."

"It's not uncommon for men to fall in love in my dynasty. The business in the fireworks land is always divided equally between child prostitutes and prostitutes. Even wealthy businessmen, officials and nobles often raise foreign pets. There are also Qi brothers among the people. Explanation. If you say that the south wind is so strong that it is not necessarily true, it is probably arty and curious, but there are also many good stories."

Shi Qiang looked away from her words, and she glanced at Luo Chun: "Ah Chun, do you understand?"

Luo Chun looked at her slowly, with a erratic expression, and said after a long while: "I just think that two handsome men together, even if they don't say a word and don't move at all, it's pretty good. Feng Xiaolan, President Feng, really He's a beautiful person."

Shi Qiang pondered for a while when he heard the words, and said: "Indeed, Leader Feng has a tall and straight figure, a handsome face, and a style of elegance. Those so-called fourth sons of the capital must probably be compared to him in a fight?"

"Sister, have you met the fourth son of the capital?" Luo Chun suddenly got off topic.

"I've seen it, quite a few times. Almost every spring and autumn, some dandies from the capital will go to the horse farm at the foot of Changyuan Mountain to ride and shoot. I have been lucky enough to see it a few times." Shi Qiang said.

"Then, are those young masters really the same as in the legend, like heaven and man descending to earth?" Luo Chun was very excited, "There are many rumors about them in the market, and one is more powerful than the other. Jie is like a fairy, and has become the dream lover of many unmarried girls!"

"You guys, it's because you don't know much that you can copy what others say. I also said that the leader Feng alone can compare with them, so don't expect too much." Shi Qiang had a mediocre expression.

"I don't know about the others, but to be honest, their riding and archery level means that their calves don't shake when they get on the horse's back, and the better ones can walk two laps, but their posture is still quite good."

"That's it? That's not even comparable to the emperor!" Luo Chun was extremely disappointed.

"It's about the same. After all, the emperor doesn't know how to ride a horse." Shi Qiang said very pertinently.

I listened from the sidelines, very embarrassed.Who will I be in the way of if I don't ride a horse?What if I can't ride a horse?I had no choice but to say: "You two, I'm talking about business, what are you talking about!"

The two girls turned to look at me with the same astonishment. Shi Qiang said, "Haven't we finished our discussion? In the evening, you bring me over and let's have dinner together. Do you have anything else to tell us?"

Well, I really have nothing to say, so I left in despair.I found that when I was with Shi Qiang and Luo Chun, I was more and more powerless, just like an old father can't control his adolescent daughter, I can't control her anymore, it's a disaster.

It is very easy for me to catch Feng Xiaolan, because he still has to fulfill the duty of protecting me. As soon as I walked out of Shi Qiang's palace gate, Feng Xiaolan was waiting for me outside the gate.With a bang, I immediately grabbed his hand and said.

"Let's have dinner together tonight, with Shi Qiang and Luo Chun."

Feng Xiaolan's hand trembled, Dong'a saw that she moved her wrist, but she still didn't really move her hand away: "No need, it's not proper." He said.

"Decent? Why isn't it proper? It's just for a meal!" Feng Xiaolan and I would say such things unexpectedly.

He glanced at me quickly, and said sullenly, "Only for a meal?"

"Of course I'm eating, what else do I need to do?" I said frankly.

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "Okay."

I laughed when I got the reply, and couldn't help reaching out to rub his hair: "Then it's settled, I will call you when the time comes."

Lanlan's expression was a bit complicated, and I couldn't figure out what he was worried about for a while, but it didn't matter, after today, my relationship with him will be blessed by my closest person in Dayin.It may not be public yet, but it still means a lot to me.

Time passed little by little in my anxious anticipation. After the sun went down, I almost couldn't wait to lead people to my Zichen Palace.The harem is always forbidden to allow outside men to enter, and it is just right to put this small family banquet in my palace.

At this time, the whole family gathered together to drink Laba porridge and celebrate the Laba Festival. I couldn’t feel the atmosphere of family reunion last year, but today, I enjoyed it. The reason for the state of mind.

The Zichen Hall was brightly lit, and the decoration was warm and festive. The irrelevant people had already evacuated. I took Feng Xiaolan's hand and quickly passed the hallway to the apse. Shi Qiang and Luo Chun were already waiting for us in their costumes.

"It's been a long time, we're late." I said with a smile.

"It's not too late, it's time for dinner." Shi Qiang replied with a smile.

"I've met the queen, concubine." Feng Xiaolan shook my hand slightly, saluting with a little restraint.

"No courtesy, no courtesy," Shi Qiang said hurriedly, "the whole family has a meal, why bother to be polite."

"Here, I'm an outsider..." Feng Xiaolan murmured softly.

Hearing what he said, Shi Qiang and Luo Chun both looked over, with condemnation in their eyes: "Your Majesty, didn't you explain the matter clearly?" Luo Chun said disapprovingly.

I was at a loss, and I didn't know what they were angry about, but they didn't give me a chance to explain, they just passed me and approached Feng Xiaolan, and Luo Chun was almost on Feng Xiaolan's body: "Mr. Feng, don't be nervous, it's the emperor!" No mistake, I have no intention of asking you to come to dinner this time, I just want to get together."

"That's right, President Feng, don't be too stressed. Although one of us is a queen and the other is a noble concubine, you are the one the emperor likes." Shi Qiang hit straight down, and the eyes of the people who hit him were staring.

"Well, queen, have you misunderstood?" Feng Xiaolan stammered.

"Everyone said don't be nervous. I don't eat people, and I don't care who the emperor likes. Let's sit down first. The food in Shangshi Bureau is ready. Let's chat while eating."

Feng Xiaolan had no strength to fight back, and sat beside me half-pushed.Exquisite delicacies are delivered to the table like flowing water, complete with chicken, duck, fish, meat and vegetables, and of course the most important thing, the royal luxury hardcover Laba porridge.The aroma of the food turned straight to my nostrils. The workload of the day is too heavy.

"Eat first, eat first, and then talk about everything after eating."

I devoured the whole meal, but Lan Lan couldn't finish it. I rushed to pick up food for him, but there was still half a bowl left. As for Shi Qiang and Luo Chun, they just stared at Feng Xiaolan's face and ate their food. I ate half a bowl more than usual for many years.I had almost eaten, so I wiped my mouth.

"Let's get down to business," I reached out and grabbed Feng Xiaolan's right hand, put it on the table, and said to Shi Qiang and Luo Chun across a table of leftovers, "This is Feng Xiaolan, my lover. "

Feng Xiaolan was startled, stared at me with wide eyes, and silently asked if I was crazy, but I didn't explain to him at this time, my son waited for the answer from the person opposite.

Not long after, Shi Qiang smiled and smoothed the hair next to his ear: "Congratulations, you have a lover."

"Congratulations, Your Majesty," Luo Chun also said with a smile, "President Feng looks so good-looking, and I like him very much."

I held Feng Xiaolan's hand tightly, and smiled from the bottom of my heart: "Thank you."

Then I went to see Feng Xiaolan: "Lanlan, they agreed that we should be together."

My Lanlan didn't respond for a moment. Just when I thought he was just at a loss, he suddenly stood up excitedly, shook my hand and shouted: "This is wrong! This is unreasonable! It shouldn't be like this!"

Both Shi Qiang and I were taken aback: "Lan Lan! What's wrong with you?"

"This is wrong, you and I... I just, we can't be like this, you are the emperor, you have a queen, you have a princess, and there will be more pairs of concubines and more children in the future, I just, just..."

"Just what? Just playing with me?" I interrupted Feng Xiaolan's faltering, but my heart was cold.

Feng Xiaolan shook her head in confusion, then paused, and slowly raised her head to look at me, her eyes were red: "Your Majesty, you are the Emperor, how can I play with you? If you want to play, you are the one who plays with me!" Yeah, it's so light, but it hits my heart heavily.

"I play with you?" I didn't even know that I was such an easily irritated person, "Is everything I do fake? Is everything I treat you fake?" I almost growled.

"No, no, I know it's not fake, but how long can it be true? I don't believe it, I can't believe it! When we like each other, can't we be together quietly? Then someday we will be okay , you are in your capital, no one will know, I go back to my Tianshan, and no one knows me, is this not good? Why, you want to embarrass me?"

I suddenly fell silent, Feng Xiaolan lost her composure, and he actually cried in front of me, in front of two irrelevant people.I don't know where I am doing wrong.I thought there was no problem between us.When Feng Xiaolan first revealed the relationship, I was so excited that I stayed up all night. After that, we got together naturally, and later he even offered to get closer with me. I was flattered, and more happy and satisfied.

I thought he loved me to the point where he didn't care about being reserved. I thought our relationship was particularly harmonious.It wasn't until today that I realized his sudden outburst. I thought everything was going well between us, but there was a problem instead.

I couldn't bear to look at Lanlan's tears, let alone yell at him. I lowered my voice and said, "Did I do something wrong? Tell me, we can solve it together."

Feng Xiaolan began to shake her head again: "No, we still, we can't do this anymore, I am confused, I am obsessed with ghosts, my majesty, if you are angry, punish me."

He knelt down suddenly, like an ordinary courtier, kneeling towards me, something broke in his heart, and he made a crisp sound.I asked tremblingly.

"You want to end our relationship?"

Feng Xiaolan answered me with silence.

"Are you serious?" My voice was trembling.

"Your Majesty, please punish this minister." Feng Xiaolan bent down and bowed down.

It was as if a stonemason had chiseled my heart, and the heart collapsed one by one, and now it was me with red eyes.What reason, what tolerance, at this moment are all fed to the dog.

"Go, go!" I snarled, pointing at the door.

Feng Xiaolan straightened up little by little, and her two pairs of red eyes faced each other.His every move is in slow motion, and the imprint is particularly clear in my eyes, so clear that it seems to be drawn by a knife.I just watched him get up, see him take a step, and see his back to me.

"You are no longer my bodyguard." I forced myself to speak hard.

Feng Xiaolan stood still: "Yes." He said firmly.

I stood up straight and saw him leave the room with my own eyes, and saw his figure disappearing in the thick night. I waited for a long time, and when I was stripped of my own feelings from that person, I suddenly collapsed.There was a loud bang, and I knocked all the plates on the table to the ground.

"Your Majesty!" Shi Qiang shouted nervously.

I clenched the tablecloth tightly to the roots of my teeth, and it took me a long time to say: "You guys go back first, I want to be quiet for a while."

The two hesitated for a while, and Shi Qiang said: "Then, let's go first. You should find a time to communicate about today's matter. Getting angry can't solve the problem."

I didn't respond, and Shi Qiang had no choice but to drag Luo Chun away. When she passed by me, she stopped for a moment, hesitated to speak, took her left hand, and left simply.

The author has something to say:

This should be, not abuse.Normal emotional conflict.