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It was that long and deep corridor again, silent and terrifying, she wandered there silently, going back and forth thousands of times.The carved wooden door at the end of the corridor was always tightly closed, like a huge black whirlpool, attracting her and threatening her forward.

"Aman, why don't you copy the scriptures... What's the use of learning those things... A girl runs so far, she's not allowed to go... You go, if you walk away today, don't come back... I hold this gun A friend bought it, take it, it might be useful... Aman, the teacher has some news for you..."

"Aman, it doesn't matter, you and us, we have been relatives and friends all our lives... Your teacher is really, knowing that you have no experience, and let you take the lead in suppressing it, fortunately someone saved you... Really Strange, this newspaper says that Prince Jin has a daughter who is scattered among the people, and it seems to be very close to the place you mentioned... Aman, the army commander hates the Qing Dynasty, I originally wanted to send other people Go, since you volunteered, do it well.”

"Sister Aman, are you a good person or a bad person..."

Voices poured in from all directions, floating out of her whole life, and she finally walked in front of that door.

"Aman, Aman!"

There seemed to be a shout in her ear, who is it, who is it... Qin Man tried hard to remember, but couldn't remember that face, so she pushed the door open.

"You're awake, you fucking finally woke up!"

What came into view was a very haggard face. Qin Man looked at it for a long time, and finally smiled, and said hoarsely, "Do you know, you look like a beggar on the street."

"You fucking..." This guy was actually in the mood to joke with her. Tang Xiao really wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, so he just took a cushion to lean against her.

"I had a dream, a long, long dream."

"..."

"I dreamed that I was on that corridor...it was the soul-chasing corridor I told you about, wandering in panic and panic for four-fifths of the entire dream..."

After a long pause, "Do you know what I saw when I opened the door? There was that penis on that big desk, other than that... nothing else..."

"Aman" she knew that this was the eternal pain in her heart, but "it's all over."

"He is smelly and hard like a stone in a latrine. I used to wish that he died, but when I heard that there was something hidden about their death, I..." This excitement involved the pain in my whole body.

"What did you say?" Tang Xiao was surprised before the door creaked and was pushed open.A girl came in with a medicine bowl in her hand, she was taken aback when she saw this, and then whispered in surprise and uneasiness, "Sister Aman, you're awake."

Both of them restrained their expressions, Tang Xiao joked, "Didn't you see such a big living person sitting?"

Song Shiyu's face flushed slightly, and he walked to the bed with a bowl in his hand, "Sister Xiao"

"That's good." Tang Xiao smiled in satisfaction, "Oh, why are you blushing?"

"..." Song Shiyu was embarrassed.

"Why do you call her sister Xiao?"

Qin Man didn't look at her, and her tone was understated, but she was helping her out.Song Shiyu looked at her secretly, but still couldn't answer. It couldn't be said that Tang Xiao asked her to choose between Brother Tang and Sister Xiao.

"Call her Miss Big Breast."

That short sentence made Tang Xiao furious in an instant.At that moment, Qin Man looked at her in the blink of an eye, with a little smile and cunning in her deep eyes, Song Shiyu was startled, her heart was slightly warm, as if she had been in a lifetime.

"Vice Captain Tang" stood at the door and stood still, "Miss Zhong is about to enter the village!"

Qin Man was a little surprised, and then looked at Tang Xiao, "Miss Zhong is here, you still don't go to greet her."

"I... none of my business, I'm not going to serve that tigress!" Tang Xiao said, and left very uneasy.

There were only the two of them left in the room, Song Shiyu suddenly became nervous and at a loss, "Sister Aman, I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry for you." Qin Man looked at her, "How many people are left in the village?"

"There are still..." Song Shiyu was very emotional, but deliberately covered it up, and said calmly, "There are more than 20 old people and children left."

"Shi Yu" Qin Man was silent for a moment, then suddenly called her name, motioning her to sit over, "I told you before that the outside world is very good, with democracy, freedom and advancement, but it's actually not the case, the current Republic of China is even more chaotic than it was in the late Qing Dynasty. The so-called democracy and freedom belong to the strong, and the officials and gangsters are really trying to cheat each other..."

"..."

"I let you down"

Qin Man said so suddenly, which made her at a loss.

"I don't know anymore..." Qin Man smiled wryly, and murmured, "I don't know what is right and what is wrong, what is true and what is false, what is good and what is bad..."

"Sister Aman..." Song Shiyu didn't know what to say, her attitude seemed to have changed a lot, could it be because of what Yu Hui said that night?

At this moment, the sound of quick and crisp footsteps came from outside. Song Shiyu looked back and saw a curly-haired woman with a slender figure and delicate face hurriedly stepping on high heels, followed by a personal guard of nearly 20 people.She was wearing a light pink long dress and a small pure white suit. She was generous and beautiful. Although there were not many accessories on her body, they matched extremely well. All gems and real gold showed that she was a pampered young lady.

Song Shiyu suddenly felt a little inferior, and stood aside in panic.

Zhong Peixuan only glanced at her, then sat on the edge of the bed, lightly touched the gauze on Qin Man's head with her slender, fair fingers, and asked with concern, "Aman, are you alright?"

The faint smell of perfume lingered on the tip of her nose, Qin Man caught a glimpse of Song Shiyu behind her from the corner of her eye, "I'm fine, go and see Tang Xiao."

Zhong Peixuan's eyes darkened, and then she returned to normal, "What's wrong with her?"

"You'll know if you go and have a look."

"That's good." Zhong Peixuan paused, then picked up the bag, "You have a good rest"

This legendary eldest lady left within less than a minute after entering the room, but it brought a great shock to Song Shiyu's psychological cognition, and she couldn't calm down for a long time. She watched Qin Man drink the medicine in panic , He picked up the bowl and left.

Looking at her back, Qin Man seemed to want to say something, but she didn't say it after all, feeling tired.

When I woke up again, it was already evening, and there was no one in the room.Qin Man lay with her eyes closed for a long time, when the door was suddenly pushed open, Tang Xiao walked in, looked around, and said to herself, "Where is Xuan?"

Qin Man couldn't help but said, "Don't you return the tigress at noon, now it's you again?"

"I thought you were asleep!" Tang Xiao didn't feel blushing at all, and stood beside the bed and threw a candy to her, "How do you plan to explain Yu Hui to the organization?"

"Just say I killed him by mistake."

"Fuck..." Tang Xiao was almost stuck to death by the sugar in his mouth, "What are you talking about, even if you kill someone by mistake, you will be dismissed and investigated."

"So what?" Qin Man looked at her "the most life meets life" and looked at her so serious, "Isn't there still you and Peixuan."

"But..." Tang Xiao couldn't figure it out, "Hasn't it always been your dream to be a soldier and defend your country? Your teacher values ​​you so much, and you have a bright future..."

"Future..." Qin Man smiled, and then said with a serious face and a bit of sadness, "I have no future. I am destined to live in the past for the rest of my life. I must understand what happened back then."

"Let's talk about it when we go back." Tang Xiao didn't want to talk to her. "By the way, I, Xuanxuan, made an appointment with a doctor for you, and we'll leave early tomorrow morning. You...you should say goodbye to her properly."

Qin Man's heart sank, and she responded, "...um"

"Then I'll go out first." Tang Xiao turned around, but saw Song Shiyu standing there blankly, and walked away quickly.

Qin Man noticed her strangeness and turned to look at her, startled.

"Sister Aman" Song Shiyu showed a big and unnatural smile, "I made wild ginseng soup for you."

"Thank you," Qin Man said, and then propped herself up to sit up, Song Shiyu hurriedly mingled with her.

Qin Man looked at her tiny hands and said nothing.The room was quiet and the atmosphere was very gloomy, which made Song Shiyu's forced smile almost unbearable, "I'm sorry... I didn't look for you that afternoon."

Half a year ago, as if it had been centuries, I finally had the opportunity to say this sentence, "I shouldn't have left without saying goodbye."

Feeling sour, tears were about to come out of his eyes, Song Shiyu hurriedly turned his head away, and took out the small gun that had been wiped brightly, "This... I'll give it back to you."

Qin Man looked at her deeply, and then she said, "The things I sent out have never been taken back."

Song Shiyu slammed his hand back, feeling more and more at a loss, "The ginseng soup is getting cold."

The hand was pulled suddenly, Song Shiyu's heart trembled, and then he didn't dare to understand playing anymore.She had dreamed countless times that she was holding her hand, it was so warm and soft, but the feeling of reality was really rough, yes, how could someone who has held a gun for many years have a pair of delicate hands.

Dreams and reality are really different.

"You hate me?"

Song Shiyu lowered his head, many faces flashed in his mind, but he didn't answer.

"I actually like you a lot"

Song Shiyu looked up at her in surprise, even though she knew that the liking she said was different from what she thought.

"I like your pure and kind heart, I like your smile, but these days I always see you crying, I'm sorry, I caused you to be like this, I don't know how to make you feel better, Forget about all this..."

Qin Man's voice began to choke, and this was the first time Song Shiyu saw tears in her eyes, the river of sadness overflowed in her heart, but she couldn't go back, "Sister Aman, you don't need to do anything, I just hope You will be safe and sound from now on"

"Shiyu..."

"I'm sorry." Song Shiyu broke away from her hand, turned and ran away before the tears burst, "Tomorrow, I may not see you off."

Qin Man looked at the empty door frame for a long time, and choked out a word from her throat, "Okay."

The night passed quickly, and it was dawn in a blink of an eye.

As expected, Song Shiyu didn't come to see him off. Tang Xiao saw it, and didn't ask any further questions, but said to Qin Man who was lying on the stretcher, "How is it? Are you comfortable?"

"Fortunately."

"I asked someone to do it!" Tang Xiao was complacent, but unexpectedly attracted Miss Zhong to roll her eyes, "Why are you staring?!"

Zhong Peixuan looked at her coldly, "staring at a fool"

"Who do you think is a fool?" Tang Xiao leaned in front of her, and then whispered, "Have you told the 23rd Army?"

"I have already sent someone to inform Prince Jin's mansion, and someone should come to pick her up soon."

In less than an hour, they arrived at the river bank. Tang Xiao got on the boat with Qin Man on her back and settled down. Then she brought two newspapers, "The boat will be leaving soon. Let's take a look. If you're still bored, just take a look at the scenery." Then he pushed the wooden window.

Qin Man looked at the calm water and nodded slightly.There was only a sound of gong outside, and someone yelled, "The boat is sailing!"

The boat started to move with a slight sway. It is said that life is like a journey. Once the boat sails, there will be one more unfinished concern in my heart.Qin Man sighed inaudibly, and suddenly a familiar shout came from outside, over and over again:

"Sister Aman, goodbye..."

"Sister Aman, goodbye..."

"Sister Aman, goodbye..."

Qin Man's hands trembled uncontrollably, and her voice gradually faded away until she could no longer hear it. After a long time, she smiled faintly and carved two words in her heart.

Goodbye.

This story is purely fictitious (End)

The author has something to say: The idea of ​​this article is cut from a novel that I once wanted to open.Due to the limitation of the length of the short story, the refinement of the text, the arrangement of the plot and the structure of the story are all very particular. If there is any inappropriateness, please correct me.

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