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Chapter 20 Rain, Water

This is a night after Xiaoyu and Yunduo broke up a few years ago.

Xiao Yu is alone by the river.

The surrounding lights were dim, and there was no one there. She didn't come to see the river.

She had come to prepare to commit suicide.

She had left notes to her parents that she was in a relationship with a girl but broke up again.She tried to endure the pain alone, but sorry, she really couldn't do it.

She asked her parents to be kind to themselves.

She promised to find another chance to repay them in the next life.

She first stood by the railing to blow the air.The night breeze in early summer is so refreshing, no one around can compete with her.She clenched the railing with both hands, and threw most of her body towards the river. She wanted to try to measure the feeling of being in close contact with the river later in this way.After all, it was too far away, and she could only smell a damp air.She thought of the small wild fish that she saw by accident when she came here alone before. Those small fish were very alert. Even if she approached them lightly, they had already received accurate information about the approach of strange and unknown objects in the water, so all she had left was Standing next to the river, he stretched his neck to see the traces of their rapid retreat.She also once saw a big tabby cat catch a small fish that she wanted to see clearly.She saw that the cat just stared blankly at a small cyan fish that was as long and slender as a finger, and didn't use its paws to fiddle with it, nor to sniff it or bite it, or maybe it should put it in its mouth and feed it back to the kitten.But it remained motionless for a long time.Why is Xiaoyu so clear about the cat and the fish? Because she squatted in the distance and stared at them until the cat got tired of sitting, stood up, shook its tail and left without looking back.Xiao Yu was puzzled by this.Finally, when she almost forgot about it, she heard someone say that someone once threw medicine in the river, and wanted to pour some wild grass carp into the medicine for sale, but in the end, the medicine was overdose, and they died as soon as they got ashore. All of them are dead, and most of them are small fry.At that time, Xiaoyu suddenly realized that the cat had been facing the fish for so long, maybe it was a pity that it was inedible.

Xiaoyu believes that animals also have quite rich emotions.

Because she has her own instance.

She once had a very beautiful civet cat.That civet cat is not only beautiful but also sensible.For example, when she is upset about not being able to come up with the correct answer for her homework, she often appears, jumps from the ground to her lap, and closes her eyes in enjoyment when she smoothes her hair with her hand.Looking at her enjoying expression, she will be relieved a lot from the boredom of not being able to do homework.

Later that civet cat got old.

Then died.

She wasn't with her at the time.

Lying on the single bed in the dormitory that night, she dreamed of her death.She dreamed that she was crying with her mouth open.She woke up in the middle of the night feeling uncomfortable.After that, when she came home from her monthly leave, the first thing she did was to find her.Of course she was not found.Because she is dead.He died the night he dreamed of her.She asked her mother if she was not well before she died.Her mother replied that before she died, she had a lot of sores on her mouth caused by fire poison, and she couldn't eat anything.Xiaoyu followed her mother's words and imagined how painful it was for her to need her at that time, and felt that her heart was about to break.She herself then fell ill and lay in bed all day, eating very little and talking very little.After a period of time, she recovered and continued to go to school.

At this moment, she was thinking of her death, thinking that she was going to die soon, and wondered if they would meet.

She once told her as if she was talking to herself, if she becomes a cat or a human in the next life, she must find her and take good care of herself.Hug yourself often, bathe yourself, feed yourself, talk to yourself, and send yourself to get vaccinated regularly.

Thinking of their agreement, she smiled slightly.

Unexpectedly, when she was about to die, she was thinking of a cat.

Others would occasionally say that she has solid eyes and is too stupid.She felt that she was stupid when she was a child, but she changed when she grew up.She didn't think her parents would think she was stupid.She thought of her parents, but she didn't feel anything anymore.

No tears, no guilt, no heart.

Her heart, taken away by a young woman named Yun Duo, went far away.

She let go of the railing, flattened her stomach on the ground, and wanted to reach out from under the railing to scoop up some water to taste, and make a final preparation before jumping herself.

"Xiaoyu, come back. Don't give up. You still have me and your mother."

Dad felt restless all day long. He went out to deliver goods from his fruit shop in the afternoon, and saw a car accident when he turned a corner.He suddenly felt his heart beating violently, as if he had a heart attack.He hurried home, wanting to see his wife and only daughter.The wife was out on business, and there was no daughter in the bedroom, only a short note on her writing desk.After he read the content of the note, his heart suddenly stopped beating so violently, but he panicked completely when he was looking for her everywhere.

"I'm gay. Is that acceptable to you?"

"can."

"Why can?"

"Because I am your father and she is your mother. We are ordinary fruit merchants. There are many things we don't understand, but the only thing we know is very useful, that is, contentment and happiness."

"Our family doesn't have to worry about food and clothing. You and I are both healthy and healthy. It's good to talk and laugh at ordinary times. I won't be greedy for more. We want you to be healthy and happy, that's enough. As for what homosexuality is , even if I can't understand it for the rest of my life, I still choose to believe in you. Your mother will choose the same way. "

That night, Xiao Yu lay on her father's back and was carried all the way home by him.

The author has something to say:

It is estimated that some chapters will be locked here.Modification is unnecessary.Anyone who wants to read it can go to my Weibo to find relevant chapters.The Weibo name is "Breakfast under the Birch Tree".I won't be long-winded in the future.