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The first time Mu Ming met Qi Wang was when he was in college.

At that time, he was in the cafeteria with his roommate. When he was finishing his meal, he saw a boy looking around.

It was a very handsome boy, he looked a little dull, he didn't look like a college student, but more like a junior high school student.

At that time, Mu Ming didn't pay much attention to that boy, he just glanced at him casually and continued chatting with his friends.

After he finished his meal, when he passed by where the boy was sitting, the boy looked a little at a loss. When Mu Ming walked to the door, he stopped, he was a little curious.

The friend who walked to the front saw him stop.He turned around and asked, "Mu Ming, what are you looking at?"

Mu Ming turned his head, expressionless, "It's nothing."

After speaking, he left with his friends.

Back in the dormitory, the mobile phone on the table showed ten missed calls from her fiancée who had been engaged to her since she was a child.He didn't answer, he had no feelings for the man.

Mu Ming has never been emotionally attached to anyone. His world is full of interests. No one around him wants to get benefits from him, even his parents. That's why he exists. This fiancée.

Mu Ming turned off his phone, took his wallet and went out.

He didn't have any place to go, so he could only wander around. The school was very big, but he saw the boy he had seen in the cafeteria again in the school of Nuo Da.

He was walking on the road, and the boy was talking to passers-by, apparently asking for directions, he folded his hands and slowed down.

After the passers-by left, the boy rubbed the back of his head while looking at the surrounding roads. Seeing the boy's appearance, Mu Ming couldn't help but smile.

There are not many things in their school, except that there are so many roads, with a branch on one side and a fork on the other.

The sky had already darkened, and the boy's face became more and more anxious. Mu Ming thought for a while, and walked towards the boy with normal steps.

one, two...

Sure enough, the sleeve was pulled by someone.

"Excuse me, I would like to ask which direction is the gate of your school?"

Mu Ming smiled secretly before turning his head expressionlessly. He pointed the way to the boy and was about to leave after speaking.

He couldn't help laughing in his heart, the boy must not be found, because he deliberately made a detour.

He walked slowly, waiting for the boy to call him to stop, but he had walked several tens of meters before he heard the call, so he sighed and turned back by himself.

When the boy saw him, his eyes seemed to light up a lot, and for a moment Mu Ming missed a beat in his heart.

In order to conceal the momentary panic, he could only say coldly: "Follow me."

The boy followed behind him obediently, as if to break the atmosphere of silence between the two of them. The boy asked his name, but he blurted out his name at the time, and he was a little embarrassed when he finished speaking, because he said it too quickly.

He originally wanted to ask the boy's name, but he was too busy thinking about the problem of speaking too fast, so he temporarily put aside the idea of ​​asking the boy's name.

After sending the boy to the door, I felt a little disappointed when I thought about leaving. At this time, the boy's stomach rang.

Later, Mu Ming pretended to be kind enough to invite the boy to eat noodles. Seeing the boy's excitement, Mu Ming felt a little happy in his heart.

The boy's food intake was completely beyond his expectation. Can such a small person eat so much?

Surprised by the boy's appetite, suddenly, a boy's voice came from his ear: "Mu Ming, you are really a good person!"

Mu Ming was stunned. In the past, Mu Ming always felt that there might be something wrong in his heart. He hated the world and everything, but the boys actually praised him as a good person.

This is the first time that Mu Ming really wants to be a good person suddenly!

After that time, Mu Ming never saw that boy again. Several years passed, but a sentence that might have just been said casually made Mu Ming start to rethink his life. Boys had a great influence on him.

Mu Ming regards this boy as his first love, a first love that can't be met, it is a very pure existence in his heart.

Unexpectedly, Mu Ming would see the boy again, and it was on an occasion that disappointed him greatly.

The boy has makeup on his face, he is very beautiful, but there is almost no trace of the past, the boy said his name is Qi Wang.

Mu Ming never thought that he would know his name in this way.

A person who had changed himself appeared in front of his eyes again, but became a person who was willing to lie under others for money.

Seeing the boy walking towards him, his heart felt as if it had been compressed into a ball, and it was so tight that it ached.

Why did the person who changed him once become what he is now?

Mu Ming was both angry and sad. He didn't want to see such a boy, but he didn't want to see a boy lying under others, so he adopted him and became his benefactor.

The person who existed like an angel in his mind appeared in a look he didn't know. He hated, hated boys. Back then, boys made him a good person, but now boys turned into bad people...

Mu Ming's heart was in pain, he couldn't speak or ask, so he could only press the boy down again and again to vent his anger.

This relationship lasted for three years. One day, Mu Ming suddenly realized that his feelings for boys were getting deeper and deeper, but there was still a kind of distorted emotion.

Mu Ming knew that if this continued, he would only drift away from the boy, so he decided to separate from the boy once and for all.

He couldn't forget that at the end of his speech, the boy had a cheerful and indifferent expression, and it was really for money again. At that moment, he only felt that his sincerity was being trampled on, and he was very embarrassed.

Mu Ming locked himself at home for a week. He felt like the sky was falling. He wanted to see Qi Wang, but he would be disappointed when he saw him.

Just a few days before the end with Qi Wang, he broke off the engagement with his fiancée, because he didn't like her.

That day, his fiancee came to his house and wanted to get back together, but he refused, but she said she would come again.

Mu Ming felt restless for a while, and only then did he notice the courier at the door.

The courier showed half of his face when he was talking to him. When he saw those slightly curved lips, he froze.

After taking the package, he called "Let's look together" uncertainly, and sure enough, the man stopped in his tracks, and he knew he was right.

Now he desperately wants to see Qi Wang, get close to him, and possess him, so he forces Qi Wang to stay.

But he didn't expect Qi Wang to reject him. At this moment, even if he knew that Qi Wang only wanted money, he didn't want to care about it.

He asked Qi Wang how much he wanted, but he didn't know which word hit Qi Wang's thunder point. Qi Wang pushed him away with all his strength. He didn't pay attention and bumped into the cabinet.

He was about to get angry when he saw Qi Wang crying, crying very sadly, as if the end of the world was coming.

Qi Wang cried and said it was not for money, cried that he liked him, and cried that he did not blame himself.

After Qi Wang left, Mu Ming felt pain in his chest and his vision was a little blurred. He touched the corners of his eyes, only to realize that his eyes were all wet at some point...