old love like a dream

Do not let touch, what a joke.

Qin Xiao's lower body was already sore.

"It's okay if you don't let me touch it. If you don't let me touch it, who do you want to touch?" Qin Xiao rushed forward in a hurry, and the kiss on Tan Anyi's neck was chaotic and eager.

Tan Anyi stretched his neck to hide, he was not conscious when he was drunk, and his tolerance for Qin Xiao was almost zero.

"roll!"

Tan Anyi roared on the verge of collapse, but there was no trace of warmth in his tone.

It was only then that Qin Xiao realized that his rejection was different from the previous ones. The kind of resistance from the inside out made his expression extremely disgusted.

Qin Xiao with this irritated expression became more and more irritable. He lowered his head and licked Tan Anyi's lips with his lips and teeth. After the kiss was over, he roughly forced Tan Anyi's face to face him with his palm, and viciously argued with a drunkard.

"Why do you want to get out? It's only natural for me to fuck you!"

Tan Anyi looked at him with complex eyes, filled with deep indelible sadness, but also disgust and ridicule.Tan Anyi's lips moved, and a few words came out vaguely.

"Because you're dirty."

Qin Xiao was stunned, shocked in his heart, but he didn't think he heard clearly and took a step closer to ask: "Why...?"

He stared at Tan Anyi's lips, waiting for him to say what he just said.Hope he got it wrong...

Tan Anyi's swollen lips that were bitten by Qin Xiao moved, and then clearly uttered four words that made Qin Xiao's mind go blank.

"Because you're dirty."

Qin Xiao suddenly tightened his hands, holding Tan Anyi even tighter, and his expression became ferocious and uncontrollable in an instant.

These simple words had too much impact on him, Tan Anyi, but the love of his life said he was dirty.

Qin Xiao's already aggressive face became more ferocious and ferocious, but he knew that fear and terror were hidden deeper under this ferocity.

Fear of losing, fear of being disgusted by Tan Anyi.

He looked at Tan Anyi, opened his mouth but couldn't say anything, he could only hold the person in his hand tighter and tighter, his eyes fixed on Tan Anyi's face.

Yes, he just wants to leave you.

A voice in his heart told him.

"Let go..." Tan Anyi's unbearably disgusted expression surfaced again.

Still struggling to reject Qin Xiao.

Qin Xiao had long since lost the nature of being in love, so he helped Tan Anyi to the bed after a lot of entanglement, just to put Tan Anyi on the bed with his sloppy footsteps.

All the way, Tan Anyi kept repeating that you are dirty and let go.

Qin Xiao's continuous attacks made him uneasy, and he was driven by his emotions to reason with the alcoholic. Even at this time, he had to clearly inform him of his reduction of holdings.

"You think I'm dirty? Who do you think is clean, a girl in her 20s?"

Qin Xiao pinched Tan Anyi's shoulder, lowered his head and looked directly at him: "I'm dirty and you have to live with me."

"Those men and women who covet you don't even think about it. I was a virgin when my mother slept with you. Why don't you think I'm dirty? Don't think that I forgot about Jiang Weitao. He told you all about your posture and times. I……"

"I didn't dislike you, but you drove him out of the country for me for a year and ignored me and didn't let me touch him."

"Are you going to defend him?"

Qin Xiao grimly continued to argue with the drunkard. What he said was all that he didn't and didn't want to mention to anyone. It was a hidden scar in his heart.At this time, Tan Anyi forced out the word "you dirty".

But Tan Anyi didn't seem to have heard what he said at all. He was drunk and could only see the opening and closing of Qin Xiao's lips and that face that always had a violent and stern expression.

Tan Anyi's eyes were dark and focused, staring fixedly at Qin Xiao's face.

When Qin Xiao was still talking, he spoke.

The voice was not high, with frustration and helplessness.

"Why do you always have to be so dirty." He looked at Qin Xiao, stretched out his hand to hold Qin Xiao's face, but turned into refusal when he came to him.

Then he lowered his head slightly, his expression suddenly collapsed.Over the years, the faces of Qin Xiao's new and old lovers have been flashing in front of his eyes. He always wants to tell Qin Xiao that you don't do this, it hurts me if you do this.

Tan Anyi lowered his head with a patient and depressed expression.

A hot liquid flowed from the eyes.

Qin Xiao didn't notice the abnormality, he was immersed in his violent emotions to express and argue with the drunk.

"I know you want to separate from me, but I can't do what you want..."

A scorching liquid dripped onto Qin Xiao's arm. He paused for a moment and thought it was sweat, then looked down at Tan Anyi's expression carefully before he was sure that it was Tan Anyi's tears.

"What's wrong?" Qin Xiao let go of his hand suddenly, his body lowered to a limit, seeing Tan Anyi's expression, his voice softened quickly.

His hand was dangling beside Tan Anyi, but he didn't dare to touch him again.

But drunk people can't stop crying once they start crying. Qin Xiao has also seen many people crying after drinking. They always lose control of their emotions under the paralysis of alcohol.

But this was the most worrying time for Qin Xiao. Tan Anyi cried silently, but he felt like crying out his heart.

"Don't cry." Qin Xiao felt like his heart was being twisted.

But Tan Anyi still insisted on me. He seemed to have accumulated emotions for many years and broke out at this moment. At this moment, his reason was completely paralyzed by alcohol, and he followed his instinct to express the sadness and despair that he had never expressed in these years.

Qin Xiao wanted to help him to lie down, but he stretched out his hand cautiously, and before he touched Tan Anyi, he was scolded angrily, the voice sounded quite shocking.

"roll!"

Qin Xiao could only keep his hands aside and watch, watching Tan Anyi sit on the bed for a while, and then he curled up on the bed into the position of a baby in the mother's womb, the suppressed crying did not stop.Qin Xiao wanted to rush over to hug him, but Tan Anyi thought he was dirty.

Tan Anyi is a very manly person in his life, and the education he has received since he was a child is also that men do not shed tears lightly.But she couldn't stop crying like this for a long time.

Qin Xiao didn't dare to recall how long the tormenting crying lasted. He carefully observed Tan Anyi's situation, walking back and forth in the room irritably, and could hear Tan Anyi's dirty and disgusting words from time to time.

Whether it was dirty or disgusting, it made Qin Xiao feel like his heart was frying in oil.

When Tan Anyi fell into a drowsy sleep, Qin Xiao sat closer.

People say that they tell the truth after drinking, maybe this time is what his lover really thinks in his heart for a long time. He thinks he is dirty and doesn't want to touch him.

Qin Xiao looked at Tan Anyi's uneasy sleeping face, and asked himself in his heart what made them come to this point.

Doesn't he love Tan Anyi?Definitely love.Sometimes he feels that he must be the person who loves Tan Anyi the most in this world, and he loves him so deeply that even if he finds out that Tan Anyi may not love him, he will never let go.

Qin Xiao knew his pride. When he discovered the possibility that Tan Anyi didn't love him back then, the love that seemed to come from his bones turned into distorted possessiveness and unstoppable jealousy.

Ordinary people would show weakness and plead in such a situation, but a person as powerful as Qin Xiao couldn't behave like this begging for mercy.

So he accepted the pain that Tan Anyi might not love him when Tan Anyi continued to be indifferent and refused physical contact, and began to torture Tan Anyi.

That kind of short date with an angry nature did pay off at the beginning. Tan Anyi was willing to put away his thorny state and make a compromise approach.

Qin Xiao was ecstatic, feeling that he had finally found a way.

It's hard to say whether it was intentional or unintentional, but Qin Xiao didn't feel that he was at fault. His upbringing was like this, his father was like this, his mother was like this, and so were his friends when he was an adult.

But today's Tan Anyi said he was dirty.

Qin Xiao felt anxious when he thought of the word dirty.

He must not let Tan Anyi think he is dirty.

The next day Tan Anyi woke up very early, tortured by a hangover headache.

What opened his eyes was an unfamiliar environment, and when he turned his gaze, he saw Qin Xiao sitting on the head of the bed.

The first time Tan Anyi saw Qin Xiao, he looked at himself, and after making sure that there was nothing unusual or uncomfortable about his body, he looked at Qin Xiao again.

Qin Xiao's hair was messed up like never before, his eyes were blue and he looked like he hadn't slept all night, there was still a beard stubble on his chin, he was slumped and embarrassed.

Tan Anyi's memory is that he went to rest on the sofa and asked Kang Ning to call a car, but now Kang Ning is not here but Qin Xiao is.

"Why are you here?"

"Otherwise, who should be here, Kang Ning? Why do you drink so much wine?"

"Company entertainment."

Tan Anyi simply responded that he got up and didn't want to have too much communication with him. He took out a cigarette from his pocket and prepared to light it. Qin Xiao's voice sounded suddenly after he found the lighter body——

"Do you think I'm dirty?"

Tan Anyi paused, he held the unlit cigarette in his hand and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qin Xiao fixed his eyes on him, his eyes seemed to be shining brightly to see through Tan Anyi.

That's it, he's just ignoring like that, never saying what's on his mind.

Qin Xiao walked around to Tan Anyi, picked up the lighter and helped Tan Anyi light the cigarette, and then saw that he was only holding it in his hand but not smoking.

This was because of the change Tan Anyi made because of his preferences. Qin Xiao was a little moved while holding the lighter.

Then he spoke lightly, with a flat tone as if he was saying that we should go down to have breakfast.

"You won't feel this way in the future, I will handle it well."

"what?"

The second monk Tan Anyi was puzzled.

Tan Anyi was still a little dazed until Qin Xiao drove him home. He didn't know what he did last night that changed Qin Xiao's whole being.

But he didn't believe that Qin Xiao would change. It's not that he didn't promise it before, and he also reverted to his old ways.

Because of Qin Xiao's abnormality, Tan Anyi was in a trance until the evening.

He tried his best to recall the fragments from yesterday, but he could vaguely think of the fragment that made Qin Xiao roll in the hall of the clubhouse yesterday.

Could it be that this stimulated Qin Xiao?

Tan Anyi shook his head and thought it was impossible, but he would know what happened tomorrow if he asked Kang Ning.

Before tomorrow, he already had news about Kang Ning.

It was in the evening, he was having dinner with Jiang Meijiao, when Kang Hai's call came in.

"Old Tan! I have to say you, Ningning is my sister and half your sister, right? Has Ningning suffered any grievances in your company?"

"What happened to her?" Tan Anyi asked with concern.

"Yesterday when I came back from the night market, I saw her sitting in the living room crying. I thought the little girl was worried, so I coaxed her away. But today I shut myself in the room and didn't go to work. I couldn't even cry out for dinner. "

"I asked her sister-in-law to go in and see, but she was still wiping tears in the room, and she didn't say anything when I asked—"

Tan Anyi frowned while holding the phone, and Jiang Meijiao beside him also listened.

"—Old Tan, she hasn't been to any place other than the company or her home. What's the matter?"

Tan Anyi's intuition was what Qin Xiao did last night: "Don't worry, I'll give her a call."

Jiang Meijiao stopped peeling the eggs, and held her breath to listen to Tan Anyi's call.