old love like a dream

Tan Anyi was shocked, couldn't believe it, and was even a little angry.

Qin Xiao is ruthless and decisive, but Tan Anyi never expected that he would also have this style when it was his turn to have relationship problems.

Choose such a decisive way to force people into submission.

Qin Xiao knew better than anyone that he would not kill people, which made Tan Anyi wonder how much of Qin Xiao's words and actions were intimidation.

The cigarette in Tan Anyi's hand was burning, exuding a comforting nicotine scent, and Qin Xiao who was close to him exuded a burst of heat. Tan Anyi already hated this closeness to Qin Xiao.

He did not respond first, and leaned back. The knuckles holding the cigarette changed color so hard that he wanted to push Qin Xiao away.

Qin Xiao was very afraid of him taking cigarettes. Tan Anyi's self-injury behavior was still in front of him two days ago. He had great strength, especially when his emotions reached a peak and he couldn't control it. He hated Tan Anyi's cigarettes.He squeezed the pain in Tan Anyi's hand, forcibly took out the cigarette from his hand, smashed it out, and threw it on the ground.

"You stop smoking!"

At this time, he still mentioned this, Tan Anyi thought of his coercion, and his emotions had reached the critical point of patience.Why bother?Is it not clear enough or the attitude is not firm enough?Still want to come to force people like this!

Tan Anyi finally couldn't bear it anymore and was unwilling to accept his coercion.

"I'll say it again, you have to die and die by yourself. The best thing is to stay away from me. I don't want to do anything, and I don't want to accept any of your inheritance, let alone the next life. I don't want to have anything to do with you in this life. With you The 13 years together were the worst 13 years of my life and I wish I didn't have that experience."

Tan Anyi was very excited when he said it, and every word and every word was loud and clear. It turned out that when Qin Xiao was with those little lovers, he was thinking about these things when he lit a cigarette or not.

"Also, don't tell me about the next life, I don't want to spend even a minute with you in this life."

The more Tan Anyi spoke, the more excited he became. Qin Xiao's originally ferocious face froze for a moment, and his feverish mind calmed down a little at this moment.

It turned out to be the case.

"So Qin Xiao, don't act like this now. Whoever leaves can't live? If you really want to die, don't bother me. Find a quiet place by yourself. I can remember you when you die. .”

Qin Xiao let go of him, the surprise and confusion in his eyes flickered.

When he got married abroad, he swore that he would be together forever. At that time, he held Tan Anyi's hand, thinking that he would never let go.

He never wanted to let go of Tan Anyi.

Looking at his appearance, Tan Anyi felt even more turbulent at the thought of him threatening him with death. Although his words were hurtful, Tan Anyi's eyes were full of forbearance because of losing control of his emotions.

"Or you could just drive and kill yourself on the freeway, which would be perfect."

Tan Anyi was trembling with emotion, and the emotions that had been suppressed for many years poured out like a flood.

"You are dead, I thank you for my mother, for Kang Ning, for myself!"

Tan Anyi added even more viciously, he has always been kind to others and has never said such serious words, and now he is speaking to Qin Xiao, who has been entangled with him deeply.

That Qin Xiao who fell in love with him so much that he suffered all kinds of contempt and insults, knocked out his teeth and swallowed his blood.

After hearing what he said, Qin Xiao's strange expression gradually calmed down.

Qin Xiao, who was always furious and furious, quietly looked at the light in the corner of Tan Anyi's eyes, and wiped it gently with his fingertips.

"it is good."

Qin Xiao's voice rang in Tan Anyi's ears, the voice was very gentle and soft, like whispering to a lover.

"Don't cry, it will affect the wound recovery."

Tan Anyi didn't cry, and the light in the corners of his eyes was also a physiological product of emotional agitation.

Qin Xiao looked at Tan Anyi tenderly, while Tan Anyi was still in the aftertaste of being emotional.

Turn away.

When the door clicked shut, Tan Anyi was still unable to extricate himself from the mysterious atmosphere just now. Qin Xiao was too aggressive, and he came to the door to say goodbye, but in the end he forced him to die.

He must not be coerced by him, Tan Anyi sat back on the bed and told himself.

Sitting on the bed dejectedly, it seemed that all the strength had been vented from his body. In the room with a moderate temperature, the sweat that flowed out made the sea of ​​water stick to his forehead slightly moist.

"Huh—" Tan Anyi took a deep breath, relaxed his body, and put his hands on the bed casually.

There was something hard on the bed that was supposed to be soft, and Tan Anyi turned his head to see that it was the folder Qin Xiao brought.

And that pistol|gun.

The pistol that Qin Xiao brought to kill him.

Tan Anyi irritably moved the pistol|gun aside, but he couldn't help but think of the first person like himself that Qin Xiao came into contact with many years ago.

At first, Tan Anyi felt that he was responsible for Qin Xiao's cheating.At that time, he thought about it for himself. In fact, Qin Xiao always took the initiative in their relationship, and Qin Xiao always paid a lot.

No matter in the beginning or in getting along, Qin Xiao is the one who will bravely break the situation and pay.So when the first person appeared, Tan Anyi felt that he had been in the cold war for too long, and exhausted all his enthusiasm and warmth before Qin Xiao made this choice.

So he took the initiative to pick up Qin Xiao who was drunk at the charity dinner.

As soon as he arrived, Qin Xiao only looked at him with bright eyes, leaned on him drunkenly, and said sweetly, "You're here."

In front of everyone, he raised his head and leaned over to kiss Tan Anyi on the face, and there was a tendency to continue asking for kisses.

At that time, the face of the newly loved boy was ashen, and everyone whispered to each other.

Tan Anyi quickly pulled him into the car while everyone was watching. Along the way, Qin Xiao leaned on the co-pilot and reached out to Tan Anyi who was driving, staring at him without moving his eyes for a moment.

That feeling of being totally loved cannot be faked.

On the bed, the two who hadn't kissed or caressed each other for a year seemed to have broken the taboo seal, and Qin Xiao's penetration during the entanglement was fierce and heavy.

When the body was full of scalding heat, Tan Anyi was still trembling when he heard Qin Xiao kiss his ear and say something sticky.

The voice seemed to show weakness, but also seemed to be paranoid.

At that time, Tan Anyi was hit by a strong pleasure, and his brain went blank for a moment. He was filled with his own rapid and extremely forbearable panting, but he also knew what Qin Xiao was talking about.

He turned his head slightly, fixed the face of Qin Xiao who was talking with his hands, kissed actively, and swallowed that extremely unlucky sentence between their lips and tongues.

He didn't care what those words were at the time.

But now after all these years, the words that were not heard very clearly in the past resounded on Tan Anyi's eardrums again, causing Tan Anyi's eardrums to hurt and his mind to be dazed.

What Qin Xiao said was true while whispering between ears and temples.

"If you dare to get along with others or leave me...I will..."

"...I'll die for you."

Qin Xiao drove onto the highway.

He was not impulsive, and he even had an unprecedented calmness in his heart.

Many years ago, since that Jiang Weitao, or before Jiang Weitao appeared, he had thought about how Tan Anyi would do if he left him.

He didn't believe in fate all the time, he only cared about the sentence that the relationship between husband and wife is poor.

But the appearance of Jiang Weitao made Qin Xiao think that the false proposition was placed in front of him.

He thought hard, what can he do?Imprisoning Tan Anyi, locking him up so that no one can see him, or destroying himself to watch him all the time.

But that was Tan Anyi, if he insisted on leaving him, Qin Xiao felt that he would definitely not be able to do that.

Now that this moment has really come, it is actually the same as the choice I got in the aftermath of the love affair at that time.The wheel of time is running, Qin Xiao still has as few choices as he did many years ago, and he can't even do it himself.

He and Tan Anyi have reached an irreversible point, and it's all his own fault.

Then he was willing to use the method Tan Anyi chose, Qin Xiao drove the car to the limit, and the wind blowing in from the rolled up window made his face a little painful.

Qin Xiao's forehead was aching, and many pictures of being with Tan Anyi were crowded in his mind at this moment.

Tan Anyi was willing to be with him when they lost together on Changbai Mountain.

At that time, Tan Anyi, who didn't want to be with him but had a high fever, walked for a long time in the snow-capped mountains. The white snow revealed a desperate coldness, and he had no desire to survive in his cold heart.

Tan Anyi whispered in his ear with a weak voice: "Qin Xiao, if we can get out alive, I will be with you and we will never be apart."

It was probably because of the longing to be with Tan Anyi that he was able to walk out of the snow mountain. Qin Xiao almost lost half of his life before Tan Anyi let him go.

Later someone asked him if he still loves Tan Anyi?If you don't love, why don't you just take a picture and break up, and each is free and happy.

How could he not love Tan Anyi, since many years ago he was able to give everything without hesitation.

Years later he still can.

Whether it is property, feelings or life.

The wind in Qin Xiao's car became colder and colder, the red pointer on the speedometer turned to a limit, the tires turned out many ghosts due to the speed of the car, and the car with good performance made a buzzing sound of the engine.

Sitting in the quiet room, Tan Anyi was a little restless. He was obviously the only one in the room, and his quiet breathing could be heard.

But Qin Xiao's paranoid and deadly voice rang in his ears.

"Give it to someone else, and I will die for you..."

"You killed me……"

"Let's talk about the next life..."

"I can't follow you when I'm alive, and I can't leave you even when I'm dead..."

Tan Anyi was so tortured that he was restless, and even regretted saying those cruel words to Qin Xiao.

But Qin Xiao is already in his 30s, and what he said in his 20s cannot be used as evidence. How could a mature man in his 30s be so impulsive.

He can.

But a voice in my heart told Tan Anyi so clearly that Qin Xiao couldn't judge things with conventional eyes.

Tan Anyi suddenly stood up in the hotel room, he wandered around the room twice in vain, full of anxiety and uneasiness.

Seeing the bedside phone, he hesitated to call the service desk in the lobby.It was quickly picked up because there were no guests.

"Mr. Qin, which room is he in?" Tan Anyi asked.

"Qin Xiaosheng has many rooms..." Tan Anyi frowned, before he could let go of his brows.

"But Mr. Qin is not in the hotel. He drove out just now."

The front desk of the hotel also knew that the two of them had a close relationship, so they simply suggested.

"If you need it, you can give it to Qin..."

"Beep beep——" The phone had already been hung up, and the front desk of the hotel looked bewildered.

But the front desk of the hotel was not finished yet, the gentleman who called just now had already come to the front desk in person with an anxious expression on his face.

"How do I get to the nearest expressway?"

The welcome guests at the front desk showed warm smiles, and they would be more attentive to these two handsome and generous men.

"It's very close, only 2.8KM away, and it takes less than 10 minutes to drive. Here's the map for you to take."

Tan Anyi came to ask about Qin Xiao's crime once, and Qin Xiao's booking of the hotel was even more rumored.The little girl at the front desk looked at Tan Anyi with an ambiguous smile:

"What a coincidence, Mr. Qin also asked where the nearest expressway is. Our hotel is in a good location, close to the expressway and the airport..."

Tan Anyi's heart sank for the most part.