On the Mortal Path of the Protagonist

The weather in July is always so hot that people can't help approaching a shady place, even if it is cold for a moment.

Gu Yuesheng was woken up by the heat, her tears had already dried up, maybe she cried for too long or maybe her eyes were covered with sweat, she couldn't open them, so she just lay flat on the mat, closed her eyes and listened to what was going on around her. movement.

There is the voice of Zhizhi, the sound of "suction, Susu" so close, she can directly distinguish that it is the Weng Weng sound of Zhizhi taking a long and slow breath, and then impatiently wanting to release it.There is the sound of a bird, always chirping, as if talking to another bird, kindly like a whisper between lovers.Suddenly there was a flapping sound, and the bird's voice became farther and farther away.The wind gently brushed over her body, taking away the sweat all over her body, which was very comfortable.

"Yuesheng, Yuesheng, wake up, it's time to eat."

A voice that was suddenly far and suddenly approached slowly reached Gu Yuesheng's ears, a very familiar voice, like...

Gu Yuesheng tried hard to search for something deep in his memory, a rough hand grasped Gu Yuesheng's arm and shook it.

By the way, it was Grandpa's voice, Gu Yuesheng suddenly opened his eyes.For a moment, the light seemed to sting a little. She tried her best to open her eyes, and vaguely saw a tall figure beside her.Yes, how could I admit my mistake, this is my grandfather.The old man who always seems to be smiling in memory, everyone around him commented that he is a good person.Gu Yuesheng's damp eyes turned up, it turned out that grandpa was always issued a good person card.

The shirt that I have worn for many years has a slight earthy yellow color, and it smells like grass when I get close to it.

Gu Yuesheng looked at his grandfather's face without so many wrinkles, his dark and serious face, and smiled with his mouth open.

"Grandpa" Gu Yuesheng yelled in the long-lost local dialect, with a sweet and sweet voice, she felt a hundred satisfaction in her heart, the native dialect that she hadn't forgotten was really sweet, "Let's go"

Gu Yuesheng was led out of the room by his grandfather, his hands were full of calluses, hard.

When she reached the stairs, she was a little dazed. To her before, such a high staircase seemed nothing, but now she is only five years old.Gu Yuesheng looked at his little arms and legs, and then at the stairs, there were a few black lines across his forehead.It is impossible for my grandfather to hold me down. Gu Yuesheng fantasized about being held down by my grandfather. It was really cool. If I ignored that I was already 33 years old, the thought flashed through my mind.

"Grandpa, I'll go down the stairs by myself," Gu Yuesheng pretended to be excited and said, "I can do it."

"Then come down slowly, don't worry." Grandpa saw that she was so happy, so he couldn't say anything, and he came up because he had a fight with himself, and he liked to crawl around before, so he probably cared too much.

"Grandpa, go down first, I'll come." Gu Yuesheng said shyly, as if she didn't want to be seen when she went downstairs.

Grandpa took a look, then went downstairs with a bang.

The house has two floors and it is nice to have a newly built house in this day and age.The first floor seems to be 2 meters high when listening to adults talking in a blur, and a layer of white and blue tiles are pasted on the outside. Wooden windows with stained glass and red paint around the wooden windows.In the past, when I was lying in my own room, I liked to look at the sky through the glass the most.There are no tiles on the first floor, just smooth concrete floors.There are four rooms in total. The room next to the main hall is the room I lived in when I was a child, which doubles as the reception room, while the back room is used as the bedroom of my grandparents, and the other is used as a kitchen.There are still sundries upstairs at this time.

Gu Yuesheng carefully supported the wall of the stairs and walked down step by step. She remembered that this time she had a fight with her grandfather for some reason, so she climbed upstairs in a fit of anger and fell asleep crying on the floor. In the end, grandpa He also came up and called himself, but at that time he was still on the floor, and his grandpa scolded him again, and then he became even more angry, tears fell down, and he couldn't stay in the room anymore.Grandpa was also angry. Seeing that there was no way to do it, he went downstairs and kept himself there crying until it was dark. He went down because he was really scared. Children, they forgot within a few days.Because this was one of the few times my grandfather turned cold on me, so I always remember it.

Thinking about it, Gu Yuesheng laughed again, he actually saved himself once.But when will I wake up from this dream, I can't bear it any later.

Gu Yuesheng thought carefully, could this be rebirth in the eyes of everyone.Because she had read too many rebirth articles in her previous life, she also thought about what "rebirth" was.

She thought it was a dream, a beautiful dream made because of her own obsession, so she always lived happily in the dream, of course there was no accident.She even thought that maybe the so-called real world was just someone's dream, although she didn't have the ability to prove it, and it was undoubtedly painful to think about the world she was in like this.

This may be a bit silly, and she also said to her friends in a silly way at that time, "A dream in the world is not a fairy. I don't know if it is Zhuang Sheng dreaming of a butterfly or a butterfly dreaming of Zhuang Sheng. This problem has never been solved...." There are two friend said back

One of them answered like this: "It's like the world and me. Before discovering the world, I don't know whether it exists or not. I don't know if it is far away. Only when I get close can I know it. And like the self, everyone will produce himself as the only one in the world. The psychology of the protagonist is indeed true. After he dies, none of us knows whether the story of this world still exists. Or this world is a dream of himself, or a dream of higher world creatures."

Another said, "The loveliness of Chuang Tzu is that he is a real person; and so are you."

Afterwards, a friend sent another private message, "Your mind is disturbed." Thinking of this, Gu Yuesheng shook her head, everything has a reason for existence, why should I think too much, it's too tiring, too bitter.

While thinking about it, Gu Yuesheng had already arrived downstairs. She smelled the aroma of vegetables coming from the kitchen, so she sniffed and turned left, like a puppy looking for food.

"Grandma, what dish are you eating today? It's delicious." As soon as Gu Yuesheng entered the kitchen, she saw a young version of her grandmother, wearing a checkered apron, who was constantly turning the things in the pot. The aroma came from here. worn out.

Grandma turned her head to remove the smoke, and continued to stir and said: "Where is there anything delicious, it's still the same as before." Then went to remove the smoke, "I guess you are tired from crying and hungry."

Coal cakes have always been burned in the house, which are cylindrical and black, and there are many holes through the round surface.There are about three to four coal stoves each time. I didn’t know it before when I didn’t learn how to cook. There is always a choking and scorching smell when cooking. It probably looks like sulfur dioxide. It’s so uncomfortable.

"Wait a little longer, the dishes will be ready, you go out first because of the smoke here." Hearing what grandma said, Gu Yuesheng smiled and left the kitchen without saying a word.

Gu Yuesheng really couldn't think of what he was going to do next, watching TV?As early as after I finished junior high school, I no longer had the desire to watch TV. I remember watching movies together in the dormitory when I was in college. I went to sleep after watching two or three minutes. Even watching comedies is the same. I watched one episode for a month, and I knew I couldn't stand it, so I unloaded the others.Playing with mobile phones, there is no such thing as a mobile phone at home at this time.Oh, so pitiful, so pitiful.

Perhaps at this age, I should go to play in mud or play house with my friends, Gu Yuesheng thought a little discouraged, and finally decided to walk around and see if I can play in mud, if no one sees.

Turning around, Gu Yuesheng came to the back of the house. There was a pond behind the house, which was as big as Gu Yuesheng's house. The water in the pond came from the well on the right. s things.

I remember that when I was a child, when it was hot in summer, the daytime was always hot and steamy, making people's vision blurry, and even sitting would sweat.But at night, it becomes cool, the leaves of the trees are brushing everywhere and the wind blows loudly, the sky is burned red by the sun, and the occasional light spills on the house one by one, I saw this when I was a child The phenomenon is always lamenting the beautiful nature, full of laughter.

At that time, Gu Yuesheng went to the neighbor's house to find the kid from Guangdong to play with. Of course, he also took his younger brother with him. Each of them held a small bamboo pole, which was not thick but quite long and could be used by children. The kind of play, go to the pond and prepare to shoot dragonflies.

At this time, a lot of snakes in the pond began to come out to swim and breathe. This is something Gu Yuesheng has never seen before. The blue and black snakes are slender and long with one head up. How can you tell that it is a head? Because it has eyes. .One by one entangled together and swimming against the pond, I was shocked when I saw the densely packed small heads and slippery bodies, and I felt a kind of fear from the bottom of my heart, but fortunately there were adults beside me.

The Cantonese guy didn't seem to be afraid at all, he just used the bamboo pole to insert it, and the snake crawled over the bamboo pole as if he wasn't afraid. Seeing this, the Cantonese guy lifted the pole up, and a snake got up, Gu Yuesheng was so frightened. Straight back, the adult immediately pulled her and said, "Don't be afraid, I won't climb up."

Gu Yuesheng leaned over curiously again, the snake slipped off the bamboo pole in a short while, and fell on the other snakes, it probably didn't hurt.

When the Cantonese saw the snake go down, they thrust it in again and lifted it up, having a great time.Seeing other people playing so happily, Gu Yuesheng was eager to give it a try, but she was afraid, and finally couldn't resist the temptation, and told the Cantonese guy to go away, lest he accidentally throw it on her when he was playing, and pull his adults down to her By your side, it's ready.

I have to say that Gu Yuesheng was very lucky, as soon as he lifted the pole, there were two snakes, one slid down from the pole, and the other was wrapped around the pole, staring at Gu Yuesheng with gleaming eyes, and vomited his core, Gu Yuesheng was reluctant to part with the pole, shook it, saw that the snake didn't go down, but moved forward, screamed and stuck the pole in the pond.

After all, the child was small and didn't have much strength, so he threw it not far from the pond, and the adult stepped on the edge and stretched out his hand to take it back. The snake had already left, but Gu Yuesheng just didn't want that pole anymore.

So far, the type of nightmare I had when I was a child was encountering all kinds of snakes, but when I grow up, I have fewer dreams.

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Thanks to Xiong's mentally handicapped students for pointing out the mistakes, ありがとう

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