On the Mortal Path of the Protagonist

Lying on the bed and resting for several days, Gu Yuesheng felt that his bones were sore, bored, he could only wake up, wake up, and then look at the blue sky, or the brilliant stars.

She loves days like this, even though she knows it's not real.

Gu Yuesheng looked at the stars scattered in the dark, and suddenly wanted to be childish, count how many stars there are, anyway, no one knows.

Just do it, she looked at the brightest star in the sky, maybe it was the North Star, maybe it was one of other constellations, as a science student, Gu Yuesheng had never been so romantic, she couldn't bear it when she was a child Temperament, I never thought about it when I got older.

One, two... two thousand one hundred and fifty three, suddenly a moving star appeared in the sky, is that the light on the plane?Gu Yuesheng's eyelids drooped completely.

The room is quiet, with the sound of shallow breathing, and if you listen carefully, you can hear the sound of small animals eating. If Gu Yuesheng is awake, he will know that it is a mouse, and then he will be too scared to fall asleep.

Because there is a pond behind the house, and then there are other people's houses, the pond reflects the light from the door of other people's houses, and it is printed on the ceiling of Gu Yuesheng's room, with blue ripples spreading out.

Suddenly a woman's voice appeared, which was particularly abrupt in the darkness, Gu Yuesheng opened a slit in his eyes in a daze, saw a very tall woman in the air, and heard her say: "Why have you been unwilling to believe it? Isn’t this kind of life what you long for?”

Gu Yuesheng was a little puzzled, but still said: "But this kind of life is not Gu Yuesheng's!"

I don't know if he thought of something, Gu Yuesheng smiled, and a dimple appeared on one side: "I'm Gu Yuesheng, right? Why do you want to live a life that isn't your own?"

"I have never had any regrets in my life. Even the pain will pass, because there are always lovely people around me who help and inspire me. My life is much happier! I don't need the so-called rebirth, I This life is enough."

Gu Yuesheng closed her eyes, and her voice was as soft as a whisper between lovers: "Thank you, thank you for allowing me to meet my grandma and grandpa. Those are the people I owe my whole life to. They went, they just never did."

"You can compensate them now." The woman said hastily.

Gu Yuesheng seemed to have fallen asleep completely, and did not answer any more.

The woman stood in the air for a long time, and finally said: "I don't believe it. You won't change everything. When you get the joy of successful change, you will believe it."

Her figure gradually disappeared into the air.

Gu Yuesheng's eyes opened a line again after that, looked at the sky for a while and said: "No, no need."

"Gu Yuesheng is dead."

Summer mornings are always bright so early, and the persimmons in the neighbor’s house are twittering from time to time, and then fly away with a few flutters. Gu Yuesheng looked out the window with his dizzy head, and sighed in his heart, "I really have entered old age." People's lives are broken, and the quality of sleep is not good at all, and I woke up at five o'clock."

Habitually reaching out to touch the gauze on her head, Gu Yuesheng was surprised to find that the gauze was gone, and continued to grope on her head, there was no dried and coagulated blood, and no bald scalp in the middle.

Gu Yuesheng panickedly stood in front of the mirror on the wardrobe, still not seeing herself.

She whispered: "So yesterday was not a dream?"

It seems that that night allowed Gu Yuesheng to successfully pass through the age of five to six, an age that needs to go to school.

At this time, Gu Yuesheng was very reluctant to have two braids tied by her grandmother, dangling on both sides of her ears, which really upset Gu Yuesheng, she really wanted to wear a ponytail.

Gu Yuesheng suddenly seemed to look at himself in the mirror, stepped on the stool, and looked in the mirror, in fact, he was quite good-looking, even for his young age.I was surprised to find that when I was a child without myopia, my eyes were so big, like grapes.Gu Yuesheng jumped off the stool with joy in her heart, went to reach for her schoolbag, and was ready to go out.

"What did I see in the mirror?" Gu Yuesheng stretched out his hand stiffly, standing there thinking, "Did I see Gu Yuesheng when I was a child?"

After realizing it, Gu Yuesheng hurriedly climbed onto the stool and looked in the mirror.Turn your face to the left, turn your face to the right, and the person in the mirror is also doing the same and opposite movements.

Gu Yuesheng took a step back in shock, forgot that she was standing on a stool, and fell directly to the ground.

Grandma was cooking porridge in the kitchen, but when she heard the sound of something big falling to the ground, she ran out quickly. When she saw that it was Gu Yuesheng who fell to the ground, she took the spatula and said, "You must have eaten the stewed sweet potatoes, and you fell over."

Gu Yuesheng stood up quickly in embarrassment, an adult who fell and was on his back was seen by his family, he was really drunk.

"Hurry up and go to school, you're going to be late." Grandma said and went back with the spatula, still muttering something, but Gu Yuesheng couldn't hear clearly.

"Oh!" Gu Yuesheng responded.

Patting the ashes on his buttocks, Gu Yuesheng went out with a blushing face behind his back, holding the steamed buns made by his grandmother in his hand.

Looking at the limp steamed buns in his hand, Gu Yuesheng remembered amusedly that when he was a child and just went to school, his grandmother made steamed buns for a semester.

It's just that the steamed buns don't know if there is too little yeast powder in it, how big it is when put in the steamer, and how big it is when you take it out, and the color looks like mustard.

Not long after I made it, my grandma found that the steamed buns couldn’t rise, so she stopped making them, but she also refused to admit that her grandpa said that it was because of her poor technique, but that it was me caused by bad yeast.

But she just liked it, Gu Yuesheng took a bite full of anticipation, it was the original taste.

When Gu Yuesheng arrived at the school, the steamed buns had already been settled, and he sat in the last row with his schoolbag leisurely, and then greeted the girl who was in the back row with him.

"Yuan Dong, good morning."

"Ah." Yuan Dong's chubby face was full of doubts, and then he smiled foolishly, "Morning."

Seats in the class are arranged according to height. Once Gu Yuesheng was discriminated against because of his height: he was not allowed to dance in the dance line, because he was too tall and uneven.This made Gu Yuesheng remember it clearly until she was in her 30s, she was just one of the others who couldn't remember this.

"Attend class."

"Stand up." Yuan Dong next to him shouted.

Gu Yuesheng wanted to stand up again, but he was in a daze for the next class.

What happened in the morning caused Gu Yuesheng to worry about it. She saw herself in the mirror in this illusory world. She never thought this world was real. Could it be that woman's conspiracy.

Everything has a cause and effect, why did that woman let herself go back to her childhood?This kind of drama of rebirth in novel TV is not something that can be created at will.

Sometimes I have to say that Gu Yuesheng's brain is big enough, and he has a master's degree and has received higher education.

Gu Yuesheng propped his chin and looked out of the window. Behind the teaching building was a barren grassland, with black and shiny iron water pipes running obliquely on it.

Suddenly, Gu Yuesheng felt something pressing against her waist, she looked away suspiciously, and saw her deskmate closed her mouth and said, "The teacher is calling you."

"Gu Yuesheng, what are you looking at?" The teacher knocked on the podium with a bamboo whip in his hand and said.

Gu Yuesheng shook his head and said, "I didn't see anything."

Isn't admitting at this time giving the language teacher a handle?This old woman likes to beat people the most, she was beaten by her several times when she was a child, Gu Yuesheng would suspect that she was the one who beat her because of her poor grades in preschool.

The teacher couldn't say anything, so he pointed to the blackboard and said, "You draw a house."

Gu Yuesheng was a little dazed. The incident of being asked by the teacher to draw a house happened in the first grade. He drew a house with flowers on the walls, and was ridiculed by the teacher and classmates, but he was also stubborn and said : "This is the house, so it looks good" and the like.

How did it happen when I was in preschool.

Gu Yuesheng walked up quickly, picked up the chalk and drew a high-rise building, which was influenced by the foreign teacher Fether when he was in college, and learned a lot of stick figures.

There was no laughter, no criticism, only admiration.

Gu Yuesheng propped his chin, thinking that if he keeps changing his embarrassing things like this and gaining praise, maybe he really doesn't want to leave. Is this the purpose of that person?

In fact, the image in the mirror that I saw in the morning might have been conjured up by her!

In this way, this world was created by her with her own memory, but it is impossible for her to steal her own memory without feeling it, so she may change the structure of everything based on the momentary thoughts in her mind.

Gu Yuesheng suddenly remembered that when he was in preschool, there was another embarrassing thing, peeing his pants, that is, he wanted to go to the bathroom during class but couldn't hold it back, and ran after class, and ended up peeing.

The teacher next to him saw that he was running fast, so he looked at him and saw that his pants were suddenly wet, so he grabbed Gu Yuesheng and found that it was urine.

Speechless, at that time it wasn't that Gu Yuesheng didn't want to run, it was because the teacher's legs were too long.

Thinking of Gu Yuesheng, he felt that he wanted to urinate, so he stood up and said to the teacher, "Teacher, I want to go to the toilet."

"Go." The teacher gave Gu Yuesheng a surprised look and continued to teach.

She will be satisfied with this, Gu Yuesheng smiled happily, revealing a small dimple on one side.

Although I don't know what she can get by following her heart.