On the Mortal Path of the Protagonist

In fact, at the beginning of this article, I was planning to write a cool article setting for rebirth and counterattack. At that time, I wrote one, two, and three chapters during the winter vacation.At that time, I was reading Shen Congwen's books, Xi Murong's poems, and Gu Cheng's poems.

After crying and revisiting the border town, I had a rather absurd dream, and I sent it to the space after waking up.There is also the previous denial of the definition of rebirth, as well as discussions with my classmates.

Later, I started to continue writing, and it transitioned from February to May. After finishing the previous book, I started this one.

Then I gave up writing the cool article of rebirth, and wrote a story of traveling through dreams. As for why it is more depressing, I said that I don't know.I wanted to write a cool article, but I didn't give the protagonist a golden finger. I was denying the meaning of that in my heart, and my contradictory heart made the article very confusing.

When writing the first few chapters, it was not long after I signed the contract. At that time, I was very concerned about collecting, commenting, and sometimes staring at it in class.Probably because this is still a relatively novel thing, but it doesn't matter now.But at that time, it was relatively sluggish, and I wanted to write something different, which may be the reason why I wrote it like this. Usually, I set the process and ending at the very beginning.

The preceding fragments of Gu Yuesheng’s childhood are chapters one, two and three written in order not to get out of the winter vacation, because the baby is reluctant to spend time and effort on writing, so he is lying and writing a few small fragments to make Gu Yuesheng’s personality clearer. Because the patriarchal family was thrown into the care of the elderly, he was well-behaved enough to face the feeling of death when he was a child.

The choices she makes have her own principles and bottom line.

So she won't accept Qi Ming immediately, and even if she knows that she likes Qi Ming, she will deny it. From the bottom of her heart, she doesn't want to trust others. This is an advantage and a disadvantage.

Perhaps the strangest thing is Qi Ming's transformation, so let me first talk about why Qi Ming chose to abuse Gu Yuesheng in the end.Qi Ming's world is very simple, she is a cultivator, so she will say it outright if she likes it, just as she feels that Gu Yuesheng is different from others, so she likes it a little bit, so she will say it outright.

At the same time, she felt that Gu Yuesheng was her property, and in the first dream she would kill Lin Qingxia because Lin Qingxia touched her things.

The same goes for the second dream, but because of being together for a long time, I like it more. Then when I like it to a certain point, but I don’t get the expected response, I feel that my dignity has been trampled.

From the words of the senior brother, we can know that Qi Ming is the leader of the younger generation, so he is a person who is praised, so one can imagine how proud he is.

At the same time, we can't forget why we started to travel in the dream, because Qi Ming practiced into a demon, and Gu Yuesheng wanted to bring her back.

The last dream was the extreme magnification of feelings, which made Qi Ming's negativity explode completely.

The tongue was cut off because he didn't want to hear Gu Yuesheng say no to him again, and the humiliation was to pay back Gu Yuesheng's previous non-response.

In fact, Qi Ming at this time is really not Qi Ming, but looks like a dark body.

It is the inner demon that Gu Yuesheng mentioned.

This is the ending I have already decided. Although I cut the outline, the established will not change.

I think I have it, so I can write such depressing things. The hand speed of [-] words in two hours before, here, [-] words in an hour is a problem, so I often stop updating. It is a miracle that I can really stick to it until now. , the miracles you have given me.

Then let's look at it chapter by chapter.

Chapter 1 is the divorce negotiation between Gu Yuesheng and Mr. Luo. It can be seen that the heroine is a relatively stubborn person who cares about saving face. There is no foreshadowing here.

Chapter 2 is when Gu Yuesheng was a child. I believe you already know that this is a rural area, and when the feudal ideology of patriarchy was still there, Gu Yuesheng was thrown to her grandmother and grandpa because she was a girl.The upbringing from childhood to adulthood made her have a deep affection for her grandma and grandpa.But because she owed a lot from study and work, she still wanted to meet after death, so she was very excited.

Seeing that this is Xiao Wenxin, I booked Xiao Wenxin, and then opened cheating all the way to high school to be with the person I liked before, and then what!To abuse Mr. Luo, let him regret it, and finally have a beautiful marriage, and my dearest family members are healthy and healthy.A person's life is so complete, if I hadn't dreamed and was full of doubts about rebirth, it should be like this.

In Chapter 3, I began to conceive of not letting her be reborn, but just dreaming. The gap between reality and imagination outlines the sadness.This chapter is still a fun story when I was a child, I need to be overly perfect.

Chapter 4 is the beginning, the evolution of the dream, and her own speculation, and then the temptation, Gu Yuesheng's stubbornness made her never believe it, which was enough to attract Qi Ming's attention.After all, whoever returned to childhood and lived a happy life, especially those who had a miserable childhood, will accept it with peace of mind, accept cheating, and accept the feeling of abusing others.Instead of questioning all the time, even if there is doubt, it usually appears in the later stage of unforeseen events.

Chapter 5 is a breaking point, the sense of helplessness in childhood, maybe if nothing happens for a long time, Gu Yuesheng will really accept all this, but that fight made her realize her own weakness and helplessness again, see Seeing the dearest person being beaten, the despair of being unable to help.She began to completely resist this so-called rebirth.

Chapter 6, the transaction between the two of them, it can also be seen that Gu Yuesheng has deep feelings for his grandma and grandpa, so this is why Gu Yuesheng is willing to help Qi Ming, because Qi Ming fulfilled Gu Yuesheng's wish to see his family again, and it is also because of his own reasons It caused Qi Ming to have inner demons, so she would go to save her.

I have been saying before, is there nothing in life except love?Lost love suicide.Obviously there is still family affection behind her, and friendship always beside her.This is also the idea I want to express.

Chapters six, seven and eight, three scenes are to show her medical ethics, her principles, her views on love, and she thinks she is okay.

Then began the first dream, let me briefly summarize it here.

Lin Qingxia knew that this was a dream, so why didn't she commit suicide to end the dream and instead designed Qi Ming to kill her?Because she guessed that one of these two different people was a crucial person, and Gu Yuesheng was too stupid, so she thought it was Qi Ming, and she thought that if such a person killed her, she might not have to start the infinite reincarnation.The reason why I don’t write it is because it has nothing to do with the protagonist. Everything the protagonist has experienced is good. I can’t see the other Gu Yuesheng. chaos.

As far as Lin Qingqiu is concerned, he is just doing, and he has nothing to say.

In the second dream, I really liked that Guo Qing, a very insightful person with perseverance.I like Miss but stick to my duty, although he can buy and sell, relatively speaking he is not very good.It can only be said that there is a difference between good and bad people, and it all depends on the individual.

There is a foreshadowing here. The thing that suddenly appeared in Gu Yuesheng's mind was not the second personality. I cut the outline, and this foreshadowing was broken.

I think I have to explain why Dream Beast chooses an ordinary person like Gu Yuesheng who is not aggressive.After all, from Lin Qingqiu and Guo Qing's point of view, their persistence and strong desire.

But Gu Yuesheng didn't think of this when he died, seeing his grandparents was also after death.Might be a bit self-explanatory since I didn't write it here.Originally, it was about Gu Yuesheng's extraordinary previous life, which attracted the dream beast with strong soul power, but the thing that suddenly appeared was the obsession from the previous life.

At the same time, I wanted to clear Mr. Luo's name, because that thing invaded Gu Yuesheng's body and some unpleasant things happened. After holding back for a long time, I met a woman who was pestering me. She was drunk and mistakenly thought that something happened, so she came to divorce.From the perspective of the economy and Gu Yuesheng's situation, it is indeed better for Mr. Luo to get custody.

Originally, this paragraph was arranged to be placed later. Gu Yuesheng mistakenly entered the previous life to see all this when traveling through the dream, as a bystander.However I cut it.

That playing the piano was a foreshadowing, why didn't she play after playing for a while, her daughter Lanlan did that.

The third dream is just to satisfy my dream of writing online dating and campus zombies, and then prepare for abuse.

In the fourth dream, Qi Ming became abnormal. This has already been said before, why she is abnormal, so I won't explain further.

The people who can see here are all people with great perseverance.

There were still many sweet dreams, but I cut them all.Yes, I won't tell you that I prepared this dream not to be so cruel, and it will continue to be sweet from now on.However, I can't make this dream abuse so sweet, in fact, I can't write it down.

They are not allowed to write pornography, and they all say that I am depressed when writing, which makes me really depressed.

All of a sudden, I explained a lot, babies, I really have to say goodbye, but I’m still [-] words short of the list, so you don’t need to read my next update, it’s definitely some strange dreams, so you can’t find it to the point.

I probably won’t be writing any more articles in the near future, and I’ll come back when this and the last article are forgotten.

I hope that I will always write sweet essays in the future. Really, these essays will always be cool essays, but when my brain twitches, it will be crooked.

Once it's crooked, it's out of control, and I feel depressed when I write it.The change of mood was too complicated, and she had to rationalize it.

Thank you again for being able to accompany me until now, it’s really not easy for you, after Yang Yang said that I can get depression even if I’m depressed, it scared me.