On the Mortal Path of the Protagonist

There was a very noisy sound around, which Gu Yuesheng heard when he closed his eyes tightly.What she felt was the heaviness of her eyelids, and she tried to open her eyes, but she couldn't open them, as if she had a fever and was sick.

She could hear people around her still talking, not just one person, but men and women.

"Can't you cook at home? Watch the pot burn." A woman's sharp voice sounded.

"I'm a big man, why do I have to cook!" The man replied indifferently

"It looks like I'm the only one in this house, don't you want to eat?" The woman was a little angry.

"You said you just do things outside, don't you just stay at home all day and don't earn a penny." The woman continued as if thinking of something.

"Follow, being with your father is a virtue." The unyielding voice continued to sound.

"You women do housework, why are you arguing here?" The man who had been silent all this time suddenly said loudly, as if this sentence violated his bottom line.

The woman seemed startled by the voice, but after reacting, she said sharply: "It's impossible, we're divorced."

"What, you say it again?" The man slapped the table immediately after hearing this.

"Tmd, you are against the sky!" Then accompanied by the sound of men cursing, the sound of tables and chairs colliding, and the sound of falling to the ground.

All kinds of voices buzzed together, completely waking up Gu Yuesheng, who was half-conscious.

When she opened her eyes, she saw a brick roof. Such an old house surprised Gu Yuesheng.In the room where no light can come in, there is darkness, as if there are a pair of eyes seeing everything in the depths.

The woman's voice sounded again: "You have the guts to kill me, kill me."

That muffled sound, the sound of something hitting the flesh, made Gu Yuesheng in the room startled.

"I'm going to beat you to death." The man said, not knowing what to do, those voices were getting farther and farther away from Gu Yuesheng.

Gu Yuesheng pushed open the door in fear, she really didn't know what happened, she forgot to look outside, and saw a figure being dragged away by another person's hair.

I was terrified in my heart, I really couldn't remember these scenes, could it be that the woman who couldn't see her face wanted to experience everything again, and then let herself make a choice.

In the end, Gu Yuesheng followed and watched, only then did she realize that her body hadn't changed, but she didn't remember what she had experienced.

When Gu Yuesheng followed him not far away, he saw the man dragged the woman to the well and was pressing the woman's head into the water.

The woman struggled to float up and said, "You're going to kill me today, kill me."

"Tmd, you think I really dare not kill you, don't you?"?The man became even more angry when he heard the woman's words, and pressed the woman's head down.

The woman struggled and seemed to have scratched the man. The man became angrier and tried harder. The woman's body was completely dragged into the well, and she could only keep paddling her hands.

The water in autumn is a bit cold.

Seeing this, Gu Yuesheng quickly ran over, grabbed the man, and quickly said, "You are going to jail."

The man shook his hand and said, "Go away, it's none of your business if I beat my wife."

Only then did Gu Yuesheng see the man's face clearly, that was her father, and his subordinate was his mother.

It was only then that Gu Yuesheng remembered that in the fourth grade, his father, who never came to school to find him, came to school in a suit and shaved.

On the avenue of the school, Dad supported Gu Yuesheng's arm, knelt down and asked, "If Dad beat Mom, will you forgive Dad?"

At that time, Gu Yuesheng asked: "Why did father beat mother?"

Dad took a puff of cigarette and said, "Because mom is disobedient, Shengsheng will also be beaten if she disobeys."

"Father, don't hit mom." Gu Yuesheng cried out in fright, pulling his father's sleeve in a choked voice.

Dad said: "Mom is obedient and Dad won't beat her. Shengsheng is obedient at school."

"Yeah." Gu Yuesheng nodded vigorously.

Within a few days, my mother moved back to my grandmother's house, but Gu Yuesheng didn't understand anything at that time, only knew that he could live with his mother.

Because of the patriarchal relationship since she was a child, she never went back to her mother's house, and she never even said that she had a mother and father.She was raised by her grandparents, always has been.

Cutting off his own childhood memories, Gu Yuesheng looked at his crazy-looking father, slapped him across the face, and said, "I belong to the township government, you fucking dare to fight back."

I don't know if he was frightened or beaten, but my father really didn't do anything again.

Gu Yuesheng hurriedly pulled up her mother who was still waving her hands wildly, her whole body was dripping wet, not so heavy.

When Gu Yuesheng dragged her mother up out of breath, her mother was still talking, but she seemed to have no strength to make a sound.

"Mom... are you okay?" She wanted to call her mother, but she stopped in an instant. The current mother doesn't have such a big daughter.

Fortunately, no one around responded.

Mom didn't speak, just opened and closed her mouth constantly, her lips were white.

Seeing this, Gu Yuesheng hurriedly said loudly to his father who was stunned by the side: "Why are you sitting on the side? Why don't you hurry up and take him home."

Dad was taken aback, and quickly bowed and said, "Okay, I'll send it over, I'll send it over."

After finishing speaking, my father quickly picked up my mother who was still shivering on the ground and walked home, Gu Yuesheng followed.

Her mother was rescued, but Gu Yuesheng, who lost her parents, lost them forever.

After Gu Yuesheng learned that her mother had nothing to do, she walked alone on the small road in the country. What she never thought was that the quarrel between husband and wife was like this. The humble life made people feel helpless.

When everything withers in autumn, there are dead leaves falling everywhere.Gu Yuesheng was accidentally hit on the head by a leaf. When he picked it up, he saw that there were many wormholes, so it was not suitable for commemoration, so he threw it away.

She doesn't like her father, because she only returned to her father's house when she was in her teens, and it was because of her self-worth, she always thought so,

Her father had never loved her, but had asked her to be able to support him and his son when he was old.

Gu Yuesheng even once thought that if his son hadn't come late, maybe he wouldn't be able to go to college.Girls in rural areas are money-losing goods used to marry people, which is an inherent idea.

There was a hillside ahead, Gu Yuesheng climbed up and sat on the grass, quietly looking into the distance, there was a lake and a field of withered grass.

Suddenly felt a heat source approaching, making Gu Yuesheng feel warm in the autumn wind, and heard it immediately.

"What do you want to do?"

Gu Yuesheng turned his head to look at the woman in surprise, this may be the first time a woman did not give Gu Yuesheng a choice.

After thinking for a while, Gu Yuesheng smiled and continued to look into the distance: "How should I do it? Kill Dad? Or encourage them to divorce. Mom is reluctant. Even if Dad really kills her, Mom probably won't say anything."

Seeing the woman's surprised expression, Gu Yuesheng said: "Do you want to ask me how I know? I asked my mother, and she said that my father is very good. Like this, what can I do? One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer."

The woman's face returned to peace. I have seen many people like this. They are the so-called scumbags, but I can't say this.

Gu Yuesheng continued to say alone: ​​"I used to think that I would be fine if I didn't have parents. When other children showed themselves that they had parents, they asked me heartbrokenly where are your parents? I couldn't answer. That's why."

Gu Yuesheng lowered her head and twirled a piece of dead grass, constantly winding it around her fingers: "When I was a child, I once thought that grandma and grandpa were my parents, but they were called differently from others, and then I also swore the name of grandma and grandpa. It's funny."

The woman didn't laugh, but Gu Yuesheng laughed haha.

Seeing Gu Yuesheng like this, the woman hugged her and said, "Don't do this, my heart will hurt."

Gu Yuesheng kept laughing and said: "You make people laugh, but you are just interested, why do you feel distressed?"

"Why, you just don't want to believe me?" The woman whispered in Gu Yuesheng's ear.

"I believed in Luo Shuwang, and then he cheated." Gu Yuesheng paused, "You are just a stranger."

What Gu Yuesheng didn't say next, the woman understood.

The woman sighed softly: "I think I'm not just interested in you anymore, goodbye."

After the woman finished speaking, she immediately pushed Gu Yuesheng away.

Gu Yuesheng took a few steps back and stood still. What she saw was the woman's body dissipating with the world. She still couldn't see her face clearly, but she felt inexplicably that the woman was smiling, smiling at herself.

Before Gu Yuesheng became unconscious, she saw the woman's mouth move, but she didn't know what she was talking about.

"Goodbye." Gu Yuesheng said softly.

It's great, I don't have to struggle to survive anymore, this is Gu Yuesheng's last thought.

After Gu Yuesheng left, the world completely dissipated, revealing a large piece of emptiness behind him, occasionally the sound of something wriggling and the sound of water could be heard.It is exceptionally clear and penetrating in dark environments.

Not long after the silence, a woman's voice came out from the void: "Brother, I'm going to retreat, don't disturb me."

"Junior Sister, don't worry, retreat carefully, and strive to become the first junior in the sect to enter the second realm." A rash man's voice sounded.

Then there was silence again.

Something is quietly changing.

The author has something to say:

In Wuhan, I heard that hot and dry noodles are very difficult to eat, so I will try them tomorrow. (Laughing] [laughing)

The funniest thing today was when my girlfriend pointed to the gate of China Normal University and said that was Wuhan University, and then the baby silently looked at the gate of Wuhan University, and then at the gate of China Normal University.

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