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Ren Yang closed the door lightly, patted the ashes on his hands, turned to face Li Shangshui, and said, "That's all right, no one bothers us. Ah Shui, is there anything you want to tell me?"

Li Shangshui's intuition was wrong, but he didn't know what was wrong, so he could only talk about him: "How do you know this place? This should be a storage room, and you should go outside to read books. The edition of this book is so old, it's actually... ..."

Ren Yang didn't spare him, and turned his body to make him face himself.The light in the library is a little dim, but it has a soft feeling when it is shrouded in people.Li Shangshui felt that Ren Yang's eyes were too bright, almost spouting hot fire and burning his face red.He took a few steps back, but his back touched the bookshelf, and Ren Yang's warm breath was in front of him, and he had an intuition that something must happen.

Ren Yang sighed: "You are really..." Then he hugged Li Shangshui tightly, with the weight of his whole body on Li Shangshui, and said in a low voice: "Ah Shui, tell me the truth, do you like it too? I?"

Li Shangshui froze and remained silent for a while, as if all the strength in his body was used to support Ren Yang's weight.

Ren Yang was about to play a rogue: "If you don't tell me, I'll kiss you right here."

Hearing this, Li Shangshui glared at him, and wanted to stretch out his hand to push him, but he couldn't do it anyway. He couldn't figure out that he usually exercises regularly, but now he doesn't even have the strength to push Ren Yang.

"Well, if you can't tell, then I'll ask you to answer, okay?" Ren Yang lay beside Li Shangshui's ear, his voice full of triumphant smiles.Without waiting for his answer, he asked, "Did you think about Brother Tao during the winter vacation?"

Li Shangshui frowned, wanting to say what kind of problem is this?He said: "Am I crazy or what, why do you want him?"

Ren Yang smiled: "Okay, okay, since you don't miss him, why do you often miss me?"

"I..." Li Shangshui felt that Ren Yang's sense of logic was worrying, and subconsciously wanted to refute, but he thought that during the winter vacation, he really only contacted Ren Yang, and he didn't think there was anything wrong at that time. Now that he thinks about it, many conversations are full of meaning Unclear ambiguity, he was speechless for a moment.

"Ah Shui, your emotions are reflected in your eyes." Ren Yang stretched out his hand to caress Li Shangshui's eyebrows, and said with a smile: "When I had a fever, you slept with me all night, did you have any physical reaction to me, or Have you ever had any inappropriate dreams?"

Li Shangshui couldn't help being a little annoyed when he heard that the more questions he asked, the more outrageous he became: "No! Never! Let me go!"

"It's useless for you to pretend to have amnesia. I got up in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom once. Don't you know? I heard you call my name." Ren Yang leaned over and kissed Li Shangshui's cheek lightly. , Let’s just say it’s noon today. You heard me go to see Xu Ruxin, but I didn’t explain to you what I was doing, and your face turned cold at that moment, isn’t it jealous, what is it?”

Li Shangshui felt his cheeks on fire, Ren Yang's aura surrounded him unavoidably, he was powerless to fight back, and he didn't want to run away anymore, anyway, it was Ren Yang who provoked him first.If he was going to hell no matter what, no matter what he did or who he met along the way, it would not affect the result, so he would have no scruples.What's more, Ren Yang is only greedy for novelty for a while, and the shelf life of love is too short. When he gets bored, he will just go on alone, nothing will happen.

Thinking of this, Li Shangshui felt transparent and relieved.Ren Yang's hand was still lingering dishonestly on the back of his hand, he tried his best to push Ren Yang away a few centimeters, put his hands on Ren Yang's face, and kissed him without warning.

When the four lips were close together, Li Shangshui only felt Ren Yang's lips were soft and warm. He thought of the forced kiss in the bathroom. He was dazed by Ren Yang's kiss, but he still remembered that Ren Yang stuck out his tongue.So, he tentatively stuck out his tongue and licked Ren Yang's lips.

After being told by Xu Ruxin, he was sure that he could get something from Li Shangshui today, but the process would be very long, but he didn't expect it to be this way.When Li Shangshui kissed him, his mind went blank and he thought he was hallucinating.Before recovering from the blankness, Li Shangshui actually stuck out his tongue and licked him tentatively, and his brain exploded.

So without even thinking about it, he grabbed the phantom and kissed it back brutally.The lips/tongue were entangled in a disorganized manner, Li Shangshui only felt that it was difficult to breathe, but he wanted to simply drown in this kiss.

Kissing and kissing, Li Shangshui gradually couldn't support himself, Ren Yang took advantage of the situation to overwhelm him, the heating in the library was turned on, and when the two recovered, their coats were untidy.

Li Shangshui's face remained flushed, and the desire in his body was completely drawn out by Ren Yang.He simply lay on his back on the ground gasping for breath, not caring whether the ground was clean or not.

Ren Yang also leaned over, pressed Li Shangshui falsely, and said with a smile, "It's cold on the ground, Ah Shui."

Li Shangshui stretched out an arm to cover his face, as if he was ashamed to see others, he didn't answer, and he didn't intend to get up immediately.

Ren Yang seemed still dissatisfied, pulled Li Shangshui's arm away, and kissed Li Shangshui again.It was too intense just now, he only had unbelievable and pounding heartbeats, but this time he savored it carefully, like a gentle breeze and drizzle, soft and beautiful.

Li Shangshui had an intuition that this was not good, but he was still powerless to resist. He had never imagined such a side-by-side relationship.

Ren Yang's hand reached under him at some point, and said with a smile, "Ah Shui, you will react too."

Li Shangshui immediately bent his left leg and panted, "Hold, stop... This is the map, the library..."

"It's okay, no one will come over." Ren Yang kissed the tip of his nose, then took Li Shangshui's hand and stretched it towards his own, "This is a normal reaction, Ah Shui, don't be shy."

"..." I couldn't tell that Ren Yang was so lustful, he could do such a thing just after expressing his feelings, Li Shangshui's face almost ran away from home.

"I'll help you." Regardless of Li Shangshui's struggle, Ren Yang forced Li Shangshui to solve it with his hands.

Li Shangshui didn't feel very comfortable. After understanding human affairs, although he would have physical desires, he didn't like this kind of thing when he heard his father talking about his reproductive organs since he was a child.In addition, he is perverse, doesn't get in touch with boys of the same age, knows very little about men and women, and is very sloppy when he even solves it for himself.

Compared with Ren Yang's finger contact, he seems to prefer kissing, which is more intimate and pure.

Stimulated by the special environment, Li Shangshui leaked out quickly, and the turbidity stained Ren Yang's hands. Ren Yang put his finger on his nose and sniffed it, and said with a smirk, "It's so fast, Ah Shui, how long have you kept it?" ?

Li Shangshui gave him a weak look, indicating that there was paper in the schoolbag next to him.Ren Yang took out a handkerchief, wiped his hands, wiped Li Shangshui's pants, and finally pecked Li Shangshui's lips.Up to now, Li Shangshui can only be at his mercy.

The two of them sat on the ground leaning on the bookshelf, and they didn't speak for a long time, as if they were feeling the sweetness of silence.In the end, Li Shangshui was the first to react, and asked with a blushing face, "What about you?"

Ren Yang was startled, and immediately understood what he was talking about.He teased and said, "I'll serve you, so you think of me?"

Li Shangshui stopped talking.

"I endured it and passed it." Ren Yang took Li Shangshui's hand and touched the thin callus in his palm, "I hope that one day Ah Shui will do it for me willingly. Today Ah Shui took the initiative to kiss me, and I wanted to kiss him." I'm so happy. When I kissed you, I thought, even if the sky falls now, I will die without any regrets."

Li Shangshui was held by him unnaturally, and he was shocked and saddened to hear his words. He didn't deserve Ren Yang's careful treatment.

"Don't talk like that, you're fine." Li Shangshui said in a low voice.

"Of course I'm fine." Ren Yang took Li Shangshui's hand and kissed it on his lips, and said with a smile, "Otherwise, how can I be worthy of Ah Shui?"

"..." Li Shangshui felt that this person's face was thickening day by day.

"Ah Shui, I am very happy now." Ren Yang said suddenly.

Li Shangshui closed his eyes, experienced his current mood, and felt that he was also quite happy, so he nodded and said, "Me too."

Hearing this, Ren Yang turned sideways and quickly pressed a kiss on Li Shangshui's face, then jumped up and said, "I want to go out for a few laps and tell the world that we are in love. No, Ah Shui, I can't be with you any more." You are lonely and widowed in the same room, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on!"

Li Shangshui also got up and put on his coat, straightened the messed up books, and said calmly, "Then you go, I'll go back after the library is closed, I haven't read any books today."

Ren Yang's face collapsed in an instant, thinking that this person really doesn't know how to fall in love, didn't he always wish to be inseparable when the relationship was first confirmed? !Fortunately, he can still read a book calmly, and he can still remember that he didn't read a book today!

"Kiss me once, and I'll go back." Ren Yang didn't know that he was acting like a baby.

Li Shangshui finished his books, picked up his schoolbag, looked at him helplessly, and leaned over to kiss him, but Ren Yang hugged him tightly, traced his lips with the tip of his tongue, put his hands inside his clothes, and ate. After I had had enough tofu, I wiped my mouth, and said with some dissatisfaction, "Come back early."

As he spoke, he gave a shy and resentful look, then opened the door and left.

Seeing him like that, Li Shangshui couldn't help getting goosebumps, he couldn't stand him being so greasy.I stood where I was, touched my lips, recalled the scenes just now, and my face burned again unconsciously.I tried to look in the library to see what books were there, and turned around a few times, but I didn't see my heart, so I went out to find a study room to write a diary.

I just thought of grandma when I was writing the diary. If grandma knew that he had a relationship with a boy that went beyond friendship, the feudal and conservative woman would definitely be heartbroken, right?In grandma's opinion, this is not only an imbalance of yin and yang, but also unable to reproduce offspring, and their Li family will have no children and grandchildren. This is absolutely not allowed.

But he himself has no plans to get married and have children, besides, it is still unknown whether he and Ren Yang can make it to the end.Thinking so much at this time seems to be overthinking.So sad for a while, happy for a while, he has calmed down after writing the diary.

When Ren Yang came out of the library, thinking of Xu Ruxin, he sent a text message: "How is your side? I hit a home run here! Hahahaha!"

Ren Yang was going crazy with joy, and silently decided the old library as their dating sanctuary—since Li Shangshui loves to read and study, then let him do it.

Thinking of this, the thought of "being lovers with Ah Shui" has been occupying his mind. He suddenly felt that in the future, he would have money, a house, and be responsible for Li Shangshui's life, and he would go to all over the world with Li Shangshui, and paint all kinds of Li Shangshui's works. On paper, in mind, yes, and responsible to Li Shangshui's family...

After thinking about it, I didn't put my family on the future plan at all.

When I returned to the dormitory, Xu Ruxin replied: "Congratulations, treat me to a big meal another day. I'm not in a good mood right now, so please ignore me."