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The two went back to the dormitory in silence. Li Shangshui was uncomfortable and didn't bother to be polite to Ren Yang. He took off his coat and wanted to climb into bed to sleep. However, Ren Yang brought water and medicine for him without hesitation, and asked him to take the medicine before going to sleep. .

"Anyway, he's a man, yet he loves to get angry so much. You can't make fun of your body if you get angry. Otherwise, how can you go to work tomorrow?"

Ren Yang felt that he was quite cheap, people didn't want to see him so much, and he was still thinking of others like an old lady.

Li Shangshui was very dizzy, and the nausea in his chest persisted.Just now he got angry at Ren Yang, regretted it after sending it out, but couldn't bear to apologize, he took the water glass and medicine, bowed his head and said, "Thank you."

After taking the medicine, Li Shangshui lay facing the wall. He didn't know whether it was because of illness or something. His heart was full of grievances, and his tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Before school started, grandma told him several times that grandma was not worried about anything, but worried that he would not be able to get along well with his classmates and teachers.Knowing his son is like his father, his father is an alcoholic, and he will not put extra thoughts on him at all. The one who knows him best is the grandma who raised him since he was a child.

Li Shangshui thought that he would be heartless in his life, and no one would take him seriously except his grandma, and he would not look at anyone other than his grandma, so he would be an outsider in the world of mortals for the rest of his life.Unexpectedly, Ren Yang would break into his life privately without any warning, bringing the warmth of the legendary friendship.

He is like a stray cat that has been wandering on the street since he was born, and he has always received indifference and abuse from passers-by. He never thought that one day someone would extend a warm palm to him.He tried to reach out his paw to touch it, but due to the habit of being on guard for a long time, whenever the other party moved, he immediately scratched the other party's paw involuntarily, leaving deep and shallow scratches on the back of the other party's hand.

In fact, the other party just wanted to free up his hands to hold him.

He looked at the other party in fear, and wanted to step forward to apologize, but he was afraid that the other party would hurt himself in a fit of anger, and then walked away.He could only hide and watch.

"Deserve to be alone forever." Li Shangshui fell asleep guiltily under the hypnosis effect of the medicine.

Although the sun was scorching hot outside, it was September and the dormitory was very cool.

Ren Yang was lying on the desk drawing pictures in boredom.I drew the instructor who is stern and soft inside; I drew the camphor tree with lush branches and leaves under the sun; I drew the scene where I was punished to do push-ups, and I deliberately added a few rough muscle lines to my arms; I also drew Li Shangshui who dressed meticulously in the military training uniform... …

He looked at Li Shangshui on the paper, he looked upright and had a dignified demeanor, and he couldn't tell that his temper was so weird.Ren Yang sighed, raised his hand and wrote next to Li Shangshui: "The Grieving Little Fairy". After writing, he felt better.

He stretched himself out and climbed onto the bed softly, seeing that Li Shangshui was fast asleep, he suddenly felt sleepy too.After all, he got up early and worked late this week, and his body, which had been pampered for three months, couldn't stand such a toss.He stretched out his hand to touch Li Shangshui's forehead again, and felt that it was not so hot. The young man was sick like a mountain, and his illness was like a thread, and he recovered quickly, so he lay down and slept in peace.

Li Shangshui was woken up by the sound of Gao Weitao and the others returning to the dormitory. He felt that his head was not as groggy as before, but his nose was not clear. It was probably caused by tears before going to bed.

Seeing him get up, Niu Junzi hurried over and asked, "Ah Shui, how are you feeling? You're too weak, even worse than me."

Li Shangshui thought to himself, is it because of your carelessness in your little actions?Turning around, he saw that Ren Yang was waking up in a daze, feeling embarrassed again, and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Gao Weitao saw the two of them sleeping in the dormitory, and his envy suddenly arose: "Ah Shui, have you communicated with Ren Yangyang? If you pretend to be dizzy, Ren Yangyang will bring you back so that you can avoid the military training in the afternoon." Extravaganza?"

Ren Yang: "You fucking pretend to be one?"

"My acting skills are too clumsy, besides, no comrades in arms can cooperate with me!" Gao Weitao tried to roll his eyes, feeling that it was quite difficult to pretend to be dizzy, and if others couldn't support him when he fell, it would be miserable.

Ren Yang ignored Gao Weitao, whose mind was filled with water, and asked Li Shangshui, "How do you feel? Are you hungry? How about I go buy some food?"

Li Shangshui still didn't know how to treat Ren Yang. Seeing that he had returned to his usual appearance, he couldn't show coddling anymore, so he shook his head: "No, let's go to the restaurant to eat together."

Since Ren Yang paid for Li Shangshui's medicine, Li Shangshui insisted on inviting Ren Yang to dinner.The medicines in the school hospital are very cheap, and it is nothing to take some medicine prescribed by the doctor, but Ren Yang knows that this person is awkward, if he refuses, he does not know what will happen to this person, so he accepts it consciously. up.

After dinner, Li Shangshui still wanted to go back to the dormitory and lie down, recharging his energy for tomorrow's study and working life.Ren Yang was afraid that he would accumulate food, so he dragged him around the school for a walk. Anyway, there are shade trees everywhere, so it won't be very hot.

After noon, there were fewer people running around in the school, and it was very pleasant to walk under the shade of the trees.

Li Shangshui deliberately wanted to ease the relationship between the two, and didn't want to be a spectator all the time, so he clumsily tried to find something to talk about.But after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't figure it out, and couldn't help feeling annoyed that he was a boring person. He turned his head and saw the towering trees on both sides of the road, and asked, "Ren Yang, have you climbed a tree?"

Ren Yang was a little happy because he had this question, and was about to answer it. After hearing the question clearly, he felt puzzled, not knowing what he meant, so he stopped and looked at Li Shangshui.

After Li Shangshui finished speaking, he regretted it. Ren Yang is from the city, how could he climb trees?I am a country bumpkin, and I regard things that others disdain as fun.Sure enough, seeing Ren Yang staring at him in disbelief, he twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Hehe, I was just joking."

When Ren Yang saw Li Shangshui's reaction, he knew that he was thinking too much, and quickly said: "I want to climb a tree, but there is no tree for me to climb. Have you ever climbed?"

"I'm a rural person. There are not many things in my hometown, but there are many trees. Of course I have climbed it." Li Shangshui still felt awkward. This is not a topic that can be discussed with people in the city.

However, Ren Yang became interested: "Do you often climb trees with your friends to see who can climb the highest?"

"No." Li Shangshui has been more narrow-minded than other children since he was a child. In addition, other children are often influenced by their own adults, and they also attack him with words in a similar way, so he disdains to play with those little kids. "Usually they go to the trees to pick wild fruits, or climb to the trees to enjoy the cool and sleep when there is no one at noon."

Speaking of this, the corners of his mouth curled up, feeling that he was really naive when he was a child.

"Cool!" Ren Yang didn't care that Li Shangshui was not playing with his friends, but was attracted by the phrase "picking wild fruits" and "sleeping", "When will you take me to your house, I want to make up for my childhood shortcomings. "

Ren Yang is really envious. When he was a child, his parents had strict control. Not only did he not have any trees to climb, but he even seldom went to the amusement parks that children in the city usually go to because his parents were too busy.

Li Shangshui was relieved when he saw Ren Yang's enthusiasm, and couldn't help but warn: "We are very poor there, and the villagers in the valley are uneducated, conservative and barbaric."

"It's just right, let's experience the original ecology." Ren Yang didn't care, he felt that Li Shangshui could only half believe Li Shangshui's words, "And if you can raise a young talent like you, it must not be too bad."

Li Shangshui does not shy away from the backwardness of his hometown. After all, he is already such a country bumpkin, and what happens to his hometown has nothing to do with his self-esteem.Hearing Ren Yang's words, he was quite happy in his heart, and uncharacteristically told Ren Yang about his beautiful and lonely childhood.

Probably people will add a layer of beautifying filter to the past life.

Although Li Shangshui was lonely when he was a child, he had no friends, and the only girl next door who didn’t know much about the world wanted to play with him and was taken away by his parents, but those days and nights that were originally a little sad seem to be very fulfilling now—going to the ground with grandma When I was working, my grandmother babbled about the old stories, the squirrels I saw when I went up the mountain to cut firewood, the deep pool full of the ghosts of the dead in the back mountain canyon, the black dog who escorted me to school every day... many memories came one after another, so Authentic and beautiful.

Ren Yang listened carefully and asked questions from time to time, like a qualified good student.

"Ah Shui, I am actually quite envious of you. Don't think that these words are mocking you. You think that people in the city don't have back pain when they stand up and talk, and they have never experienced rural life, so they just say envy. Look, you look so good. Big, whether it is good or bad, at least there are so many memories, this is wealth that no one can take away, and you will have it for life. When you are old, sitting by the fire, you can show it to your grandchildren fan."

The two leaned on the railing of the gazebo beside the artificial lake, with tangled vines on their heads, and the sparkling blue lake in front of them. Ren Yang looked at Li Shangshui and expressed his envy from the bottom of his heart.

Li Shangshui spoke dryly, but his heart was very excited. This was the first time he spoke so many words to a person, and it was also the first time he opened the door of memory that was locked in his heart.He knew what Ren Yang meant, but he didn't agree with Ren Yang's last sentence, and just gave a noncommittal "hmm".

"You see, I don't have this kind of experience. I was born when I was 12 years old, and my memory before the age of 12 is almost blank. After I was 12 years old, I grew up a little bit, and suddenly I had the feeling of being an older brother. Consciously, you will weigh everything before her, and you must not lose your poise."

One by one is naturally Ren Yang's younger sister.

Everyone has their own life trajectory, what they feel miserable life, but outsiders feel happy and happy, this may be "being in the blessing but not knowing the blessing".

Li Shangshui suddenly felt that maybe he really wasn't as miserable as he imagined, but his father had nothing, his mother was mentally retarded, and his sister was an ignorant mistake.And he is just him, standing on the campus of Z University by his own ability.

"So, am I happier?"

"Ah Shui is so smart! Do you think I looked like a well-educated philosopher when I analyzed it just now?" Ren Yang said with a playful smile, without any trace of the sadness just now.

Li Shangshui: "..."

"I was very happy to hear Ah Shui talk about my childhood, as if I had experienced it myself. Seriously, if you have time, you must take me to your house. I really want to climb trees!" Ren Yang stretched Stretch, "Are you tired? Brother Tao and the others should have gone to the playground, let's go back to the dormitory."

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