The years I played football at Real Madrid

another world.

James also woke up. When he woke up, there was no one in the ward. There was a blue and white room with a lot of medical equipment next to it. It was very quiet, and even the air was cold. of fear.He has always been afraid of hospital wards, which he associates with death.

"...Is anyone there?" James was weak and exhausted all his strength and finally called out.Hoarseness.

But no one answered him, as if he was abandoned by the world.

It may be that too much anesthetic was used for pain relief, James couldn't exert his strength, and felt sore all over.

What about people?

Where have everyone gone?

Even if he has no relatives, what about his teammates?Where is the coach?What about the broker?Hmm... No matter how bad it is, where are the assistants and drivers he paid for?Is there no one to care about him?Does no one care if he wakes up?

James subconsciously felt that it was impossible. He felt that he would not fail like this, and he believed in the power of money.He is so rich, how come no one came to see him?

But he felt that after a long time, no one pushed the door and came in, no one.

Where have everyone gone?

What about his cats and dogs?Will it starve to death if no one takes care of it?No way, at least Cyril will take care of them.By the way, what about Cyril?Why didn't you see Cyril?

James started to build himself up mentally. Maybe it was because Cyril took care of him for too long before, and he went out to rest for a while when he couldn't hold on anymore. Besides, Cyril also had to live, so he couldn't keep around a comatose patient. Maybe Cyril has a game now. The Champions League is the last moment. The players are under a lot of pressure. Real Madrid would have been hit hard without James. If there is no Cyril, the rest of the game will almost be sentenced death penalty.

Cyril is not here.

Why isn't Cyril here?

James suppressed his tyrannical feelings of abandonment.He is an orphan. He knew from a young age that he was abandoned by his biological parents and lived with an alcoholic. That was not his family. After the alcoholic died, his friends who were gangsters were not considered friends. Afterwards, he finally had a heart-to-heart with his manager. , loved his fans again, and was betrayed and abandoned in a blink of an eye.So James especially hates this feeling.

It's a pity that Cyril is different to him.

Cyril said that he would be "the love of this life". Cyril loves him so much. Cyril never dislikes his appearance. Cyril has been thinking about their future.

Cyril was different, and Cyril would not abandon him.

Maybe Cyril went home to feed the cats and dogs, and would come back to see him when the feeding was over.

Maybe Cyril has something else going on outside, by the way, didn't he make a noise about making a baby before?Maybe I'm busy decorating the baby's room right now.

James thought so, persuading himself.But he waited for a long time, and Cyril never came, and no one came in.

That's what death feels like.

Empty, without a person to accompany, come alone, go alone.

James wondered if he was dead.Must be dead?The illness was already very serious, maybe he couldn't be rescued, and he might just die like this. What is still active now is only his thoughts. In fact, his heart has stopped beating.Feel it quietly, as if you really can't feel your heartbeat.

dead.

He was very disappointed, and fell asleep deeply again with these disappointments.

... "Stop the treatment. His agent called and said there was no more money for his treatment."

"Then put him here to die? This is James. What a great man he was before. I have also seen his games. The tickets for a game are several hundred euros. He is very good at playing football. I heard that he is very rich, a professional football player in the top league, why can't he even pay for the treatment?"

"I don't know, maybe I've run out of clubbing, buying luxury cars, playing with women, etc."

"Tsk."

"Stop the ventilator if you don't have money."

James heard someone say that in a trance, is it a doctor?Are they going to stop treatment?

No.

No!No!I have money!I have a lot of money! !My money is not spent indiscriminately, it is all saved, enough, enough for my treatment!help me!I can give you a lot of money!

I don't want to die!

"Do you have money? Where's your money? Do you really have any money?"

Yes, I have!my money……

All my money is with Cyril, you can go to Cyril, he will give it to you, it is all my money, I have a lot of money with him.

"Cyril? If he is willing to spend money to treat you, you should have recovered by now."

"Who doesn't like money? If you give him the money, will he take it out again? If you give it to him, it's all his money. Don't you go through all the procedures for laundering the money? Is it? No one can find out that it is your money."

No, no!Cyril will save me with money!

He loves me!

"Then why didn't Cyril come to see you?"

James lost the strength of his whole body in an instant, and he couldn't raise his breath to refute this sentence. He was more like a small animal whose foot was stepped on sorely, desperately trying to find a safe place to hide.

not like this.

James shook his head vigorously.

In a blink of an eye, he seemed to be able to sit up again. He was reading newspapers and watching TV.The newspaper reads "Having dominated the football world for many years by taking doping?James’ so-called Godzilla physique is nothing but drugs”, “Taking doping is an insult to sports competition”, “David admits that he misunderstood drug bugs as brothers”, “Did Cyril take doping too” , "The Fall of Lies", "James Should Give the Fans an Account"...

The host on TV had a sarcasm expression, saying some jokes about James taking illegal drugs.

When the camera turned around, it turned out that several fans were burning his jersey, and some happily said, "I knew he couldn't be that strong. His so-called speed and strength are actually obtained by taking medicine. Disgusting.I've known for a long time, he looks so ugly, he is born from the heart, and his character is definitely not very good. But some people lowered their heads sadly and said, "I regret supporting him for so many years, and I even bought his jersey. I really regret it."People like James don't deserve to stay in football. '

Do not!I'm not!

Those drugs that only suppress my condition contain only a little bit of banned ingredients that will be detected, and have no stimulant effect at all.I play football in an aboveboard way!I didn't improve myself by taking medicine!

do not do that!

Perhaps in the earliest days, James' physical fitness was all due to his own talent, but in his 20 years of football career, for a full 20 years, his physical fitness has remained at the top of the world. Does it all depend on his talent?Is the sweat he shed every day exercising fake?Can people who take pills stay high for 20 years?

Why should he ignore all his efforts?

Why slander him?

James' eyes were blurry, and he couldn't see clearly. After an unknown amount of time, it finally lit up—it was the Golden Globe Award.A golden Globe of his dreams.

"This year's Golden Globe winner is..." At the Golden Globe award ceremony, it was the old football veteran who presented him with the award.The old man smiled gently and nodded at him, "James, please come on stage."

James was overjoyed, and stood up from his seat. He looked nervously at his clothes, well, the suit, tie and shoes are perfect, like a decent upper class person, like a Golden Globe winner!

He has fallen in love with that trophy since he stepped into the football circle. She is so beautiful and golden, she is the dream lover of all football players.

Today, is he finally going to get her?

James was still a little apprehensive and couldn't believe it. The old man smiled and waved to him, "Come on, James."

He has no preparations, how can he receive the Golden Globe?What about his acceptance speech?Oh yes, thinking of one now.

'Thank you all, thank you all.I am very happy to receive this Golden Globe today. Thank you to all those who supported me. With your company, I am where I am today.Thanks. '

This is a line he has thought about many times, but it is too official.

He couldn't help but burst into tears at this moment, wanting to sincerely say what he thought in his heart.In fact, there is not so much gratitude. He does not have so much gratitude in his heart. Everything is achieved through his hard work. Just because of the championship he won, FIFA should give him ten Golden Globes up.Just got it now... He didn't particularly thank everyone.

But at least he got it, so he chose to forgive and reconcile.

He will thank FIFA later, let the other party have a step down, and then thank those who are hostile to him, say some high-sounding words, and thank the club that sold him before, that is his youth anyway , and then I would like to thank the parents who didn't raise him up but at least didn't kill him at birth. They gave him a chance to live.

Of course, there are those who he really wants to thank.

There are many people who have helped him to get to this day, and he must sincerely thank those people.Congratulations to them from the bottom of my heart.

In the end, he would also like to thank Cyril, just as Cyril had thanked him.James looked around and found Cyril sitting next to him, looking at him with a smile on his face.

"Although I thank the whole world, the person I want to thank the most is you. Nothing else, just thank you for coming into my life."

"The most correct thing I have done in my life is to meet you."

"Because I think that since this award is given to me, it must be half of James's."

"Because of him, I have me."

"James, I once said that if I got the Golden Globe, I would put your name on the trophy. Because you deserve it, without you, there is no me, and I share all the honor with you...Me and you Split the Ballon d'Or. I did it today."

"From now on, rain and shine, you and I stand side by side." He said.

James remembered all these words, and even recited them backwards.He also specially downloaded the video of the Golden Globe Awards Ceremony, and he would check it out when he was free.Cyril's sincerity and love for him was the reason why he was moved. That's how he was captured bit by bit by Cyril's sweet talk and smiling face.

Today James can win the Golden Globe, and he will also share the Golden Globe with Cyril.

Cyril looked at him moved, James took a deep breath and walked to the stage.

The old man showed a very strange smile, and he just looked at James with his hazy eyes.James stopped smiling.

"Are you here for the Golden Globe?"

James was taken aback, "Yeah, you asked me to come up."

"Are you here for the Golden Globe?"

"Yes."

The old man asked him, "Are you worthy?"

James froze in place.

"Are you worthy? You have the nerve to accept the Ballon d'Or? This award is given to the best football player of the year, and you don't even look in the mirror at yourself. How dare you come up?"

"It has nothing to do with looks." James said, "I have many, many championships. Champions League, League, Premier League, La Liga, I have all! Club, national team, I have won the America's Cup and World Cup. Lead everyone to win the championship! Why don't you give it to me! Even if I don't have the Golden Globe! I am also the king of the ball!"

"Really? No Golden Globes, are you self-proclaimed? It's so funny."

"I'm here to win this Golden Globe today!"

The old man sighed, "Football is not how you play it. Football is a team game, and it cannot be won by one person who is particularly good. Even if you win one or two games, can you never retire? Wait until you retire Can your team continue to win? James, you are too selfish. That's why you are not given the Ballon d'Or. You are too selfish, you always only consider your own interests."

"What's wrong? I don't think about myself, can someone think for me? There is no one." James said, "I don't want to be a selfish person."

"This award cannot be given to you." The old man shouted from the audience, "Louis."

The crybaby stood up slowly in a suit. He seemed to be a little older, about 23 or [-] years old. After his name was called, he hugged and shook hands with his teammates before walking onto the stage.

James stood and watched.

The old man handed over the Golden Globe to the crybaby. The crybaby smiled shyly and thanked everyone.He is holding the Golden Globe, smiling so softly and happily.

James' heart was burning with pain.

He didn't want to watch it anymore.

James closed his eyes, forget it, forget it.

dead.