Su Mengzhen didn't know when she fell in love with Gu Lanxi, she only knew that when he realized it, she would never forget it.
He still remembers the scene when he met him for the first time in Xiaoxiangshan. At first, he only thought that he was another high-minded and powerful civil servant, but he didn't expect that he was quite courageous, so he directly quarreled with Zhu Muyang.
When it comes to Zhu Muyang, he admires him for his righteousness and lofty aspirations. He is the one who is talking about him. He was friends with him when he was young, and the two cherish each other and share the same wish.
But no matter what, he never expected that when he reunited a few years later, the other party would turn from a general who worried about the world and made illustrious military exploits to a bandit. He was extremely shocked at that time. He felt dissatisfied, but as he himself said, what made him care more was the world, the people of the world.
For the sake of Zhu Muyang and the lives of those thousands of soldiers, he voluntarily followed Gu Lanxi, returned to Yanzhou with him, and stayed there for three years.
He never thought that he would stay in one place for such a long time, obviously the matter entrusted to him by Zhu Muyang has been satisfactorily resolved, obviously it has been less than a year since he left the mountain, and his journey in the rivers and lakes has not yet been completed, but he did it no matter what. Can't go away.
A civil official who he considered to be somewhat noble, after getting along for a period of time, he realized that he was different from most civil officials in the Song Dynasty.
The rivers and lakes and the imperial court are separated by two worlds. Like many people in the rivers and lakes, Su Mengzhen looks down on most of the officials in the court, except for a few military officers who are strong in martial arts and consistent with his own ideals, especially Those civil servants who are pretentious but soft to the bone.
It can be said that he is arrogant, or he can be said that he has no one in his eyes. Since the founding of the Song Dynasty, the Song Dynasty has emphasized civility over military affairs, but he just doesn't take it seriously.
However, this person is different. Maybe he didn't notice it at first, but as time goes by, the longer he spends with him, the more clearly he understands this.
He is a good official, with a straightforward personality and a strong temperament. He can see that he is not good at the people's livelihood and politics in Yanzhou, but he patiently learns and tries, and he gets better and better step by step.
His aloofness is not a pretense, but a real aloofness that is not ordinary, as if he is a world away from the crowd around him, but even so, he is also a very good father, he has seen it countless times He looked at Gu Xichao's doting and indulgent smile for a long time, and then he was slightly envious. Naturally, afterward, he often laughed at himself for going back to life, and he became envious of a child.
During those three years in Yanzhou, his life was peaceful and fulfilling, and it was also the three years when he had the least cough. Tasted the same taste as back then.
Afterwards, when his father died of a serious illness, he was sad but even more shocked. He always thought that with his dilapidated body, he would definitely leave earlier than his father, but he did not expect the final result to be like this.
This was the first time he experienced the departure of someone close to him, and he was even more sad, so he said goodbye to Gu Lanxi and left that day.
He walked swiftly, as if he didn't miss it, but every time he recovered from his busy schedule, he would subconsciously look left and right, looking for that familiar figure.
The golden wind and rain building was created by his father, and because of his death, the foundation was shaken, but such a difficult burden was borne by Su Mengzhen with a weak body.
Naturally there were people who were dissatisfied, but they were intimidated by the flashing crimson light and did not dare to act rashly.
During those days, Su Mengzhen suffered a lot, and the lights in the small building burned until dawn every night.
His body became thinner and thinner, and the blue square scarves were replaced one by one, and the replaced ones were stained with blood, and he burned them to ashes with the oil lamp.
At this time, he especially misses the leisurely days in Yanzhou, and also misses the taste of the simple bowl of pear water stewed in rock sugar.
The horse carriage of Yanzhou Zhizhou has entered Beijing. He was the first to know the news, but he can't go to see him, at least not now, because the matter of the Golden Wind and Rain Tower has not been completely resolved, and because, Bianliang Unlike Yanzhou, the situation here is more complicated. There are countless pairs of eyes watching in the dark night, and none of them can take a wrong step.
Zhuge Zhengwo is one of the rare people he admires, and I don't know where I found out that he had stayed in Yanzhou for three years. I asked him about Gu Lanxi outright, but Su Mengzhen didn't say anything. Concealing it, he saw the other party's intention to solicit, and in his heart he also hoped that that person would come to his side.
Gu Lanxi is Cai Jing's disciple. He already knew this. When he was in Yanzhou, he didn't care, as if he didn't know anything. It's not a bad thing for Zhuge Zheng me to recruit him, at least he doesn't have to worry all the time that he will be his enemy one day.
He didn't want to be his enemy, such an idea was extremely strong, maybe he didn't quite understand it at the beginning, until the moment of reunion in prison, he was faintly touched.
At that time, the other party's attitude was not very good, but the concern he concealed under the indifference, and the letter he sent without telling everyone, softened his heart.
From a long time ago, he knew that that person was definitely not a person that could be regulated by common sense, but he never thought that he would be so courageous as to assassinate the golden envoy under the eyes of the emperor!
And he probably didn't get any better, he even went crazy with him, not only did he not regret it afterwards, but he was extremely happy, he had never been so happy in his life.
After Jin Shizhi's incident, Gu Lanxi invited Zhan to leave. The other party hadn't been in the capital for a long time. He knew that the man didn't like that place. It was too extravagant and rotten. He hated the countless plots and tricks.
So, he personally sent him away!
In the next few years, he didn't deliberately inquire, and news of the other party came to his ears continuously, because that person was already a legend in the Song Dynasty, and everyone in the world looked up to him and admired him.
In restaurants and teahouses, the most indispensable thing is the story about him!
He is joyful and proud. He never thought that he would be able to do this when given a piece of sky. Did he never see through him? !
In any case, he was still happy for him, and on impulse, he went to the north to see him.
Even when he was a teenager, he never had such an experience of changing his mind, not caring about anything, not taking anything, and only leading a steed horse, and hurried away. That kind of mood was a little anxious, a little dry, and a little sweet. , extremely complex, beyond words.
When he saw him, he thought he would be very excited and happy, but in the end it was just a faint smile.
He stayed in the north for three days, throwing aside his responsibilities, throwing aside all positions, and spent three days without worries. The man took him to ride a horse, patrol the camp, and show off the army he trained with his own hands. The other party smiled handsomely Let him know that he likes this kind of life. Although he is a civil servant, he should be a soldier.
The two would occasionally play chess, but the opponent's chess skills were as usual-bad!
It was also during those three days that Su Mengzhen had to know how dangerous the opponent's situation was. The frequent assassinations made his eyelids twitch and his heart cooled down, which was even more unbearable for him than when the old disease broke out.
Mu Xiuyu will be destroyed by Lin Feng, he should have known this truth long ago, so he spent some effort to find Qi Shaoshang for him, just for him to be safe and sound all the time.
The only regret is not being able to fight the enemy side by side with him!
After that?After that, it seemed that he was going to marry a wife, who was the daughter of the current prime minister.
The moment he heard the news, he seemed to be stunned, and then coughed, a heart-piercing cough, and the blue square scarf was dyed red, but he didn't know it at all, he just felt cold inside, as if being trapped Life dug a piece.
He was seriously ill and couldn't get up, which made him not even go to the other party's wedding, although the wedding was because of Cai's family, even if he went because of his identity, it was impossible for him to appear openly At the wedding, secretly, he was supposed to toast him with a glass of wine and congratulate him, but in the end he didn't make it because of his health. He didn't know whether to regret or be thankful.
Fortunately, I don't have to say congratulations to the person I like when he gets married!
Yes, he likes him!
Maybe he could deceive himself that he was so angry because the other party was going to marry Cai Jing's daughter, he was just worried that the other party would be completely tied to Cai Jing because of this marriage relationship, that's why he was so angry and the reaction was so huge!
It is not difficult to deceive oneself and others, but he disdains it, there is anger in his heart, there is anger, and more pain and jealousy!
If he likes it, he likes it, his life is short, and it is not easy to have such a person he likes, even though that person is a man, even though the other person is about to get married when he realizes this liking!
A person's liking is also a kind of liking, but it is lonely!
After Gu Lanxi got married, Su Mengzhen never went to the north again. He didn't plan to see him until his mood was cleared up. Why bother to disturb the other party's life with his own confusion.
But he didn't expect that the other party returned to Beijing at the most inappropriate time.
He had his own source of information about the affairs in the court, but he never thought that the king of a country would be so despicable and stupid. After spending a lot of effort, he finally found the unscathed and just asleep in the Jinshi Posthouse. Behind him, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he couldn't restrain himself from kissing those thin lips lightly.
The soft, cool lips made his heart sour like never before.
That tragic escape was the last battle of his life!
Since he was very young, he has been thinking about how he would die. What he thought about most was lying on the bed alone, coughing and coughing, and finally died of illness. Jianghu vendetta, after all, many people died under his red-sleeve knife. He never thought that he was the best in martial arts in the world, and he also understood the principle of karma and reincarnation. As long as he is still a Jianghu person, there will always be such a day.
But his final result was better than anything he had ever imagined. It is a happy thing to die to save the person you like, not to mention that person is not only the person you like, but also Da Song's Hopefully, that's even more of an amazing thing.
Isn't it a very cost-effective deal to exchange Su Mengzhen's sick and weak body for who knows how many years he can live in exchange for the other party's survival? !
He didn't lose money on this deal, even a fool would know how to choose, let alone a smart person like him.
When he was unconscious, he was hugged tightly in his arms. This was the first time he was so close to him, so close that he could clearly hear the beating heartbeat in the other's chest.
In the end, he still couldn't hold back, and begged the other party not to rebel, because he saw a faint hatred in those dark serious eyes.
He is probably the person who understands him best in the world. He knew a long time ago that this person cannot be restrained by the world's rules and regulations. After the emperor's every step of the way, it is not impossible for him to do treason.
As a person who likes him, he shouldn't be held hostage by kindness and make him have any embarrassment, but besides being Su Mengzhen, he is also a Song person. His ideal, his persistence over the years, let him Can't help but finally do something for this country.
He absolutely trusts the other party's promise. He has always been such a person who promises everything. He will doubt anything in the world, and he will not doubt the promise he made with his own mouth.
With him around, the people of the world will live in peace and prosperity, and the golden man will not make another move, but he still caused him a big trouble after all.
He likes a person, but he is also ashamed of the same person. He can't repay it, and he doesn't want to repay it. If he is entangled like this, will he meet again in the next life?
……
He still remembers the scene when he met him for the first time in Xiaoxiangshan. At first, he only thought that he was another high-minded and powerful civil servant, but he didn't expect that he was quite courageous, so he directly quarreled with Zhu Muyang.
When it comes to Zhu Muyang, he admires him for his righteousness and lofty aspirations. He is the one who is talking about him. He was friends with him when he was young, and the two cherish each other and share the same wish.
But no matter what, he never expected that when he reunited a few years later, the other party would turn from a general who worried about the world and made illustrious military exploits to a bandit. He was extremely shocked at that time. He felt dissatisfied, but as he himself said, what made him care more was the world, the people of the world.
For the sake of Zhu Muyang and the lives of those thousands of soldiers, he voluntarily followed Gu Lanxi, returned to Yanzhou with him, and stayed there for three years.
He never thought that he would stay in one place for such a long time, obviously the matter entrusted to him by Zhu Muyang has been satisfactorily resolved, obviously it has been less than a year since he left the mountain, and his journey in the rivers and lakes has not yet been completed, but he did it no matter what. Can't go away.
A civil official who he considered to be somewhat noble, after getting along for a period of time, he realized that he was different from most civil officials in the Song Dynasty.
The rivers and lakes and the imperial court are separated by two worlds. Like many people in the rivers and lakes, Su Mengzhen looks down on most of the officials in the court, except for a few military officers who are strong in martial arts and consistent with his own ideals, especially Those civil servants who are pretentious but soft to the bone.
It can be said that he is arrogant, or he can be said that he has no one in his eyes. Since the founding of the Song Dynasty, the Song Dynasty has emphasized civility over military affairs, but he just doesn't take it seriously.
However, this person is different. Maybe he didn't notice it at first, but as time goes by, the longer he spends with him, the more clearly he understands this.
He is a good official, with a straightforward personality and a strong temperament. He can see that he is not good at the people's livelihood and politics in Yanzhou, but he patiently learns and tries, and he gets better and better step by step.
His aloofness is not a pretense, but a real aloofness that is not ordinary, as if he is a world away from the crowd around him, but even so, he is also a very good father, he has seen it countless times He looked at Gu Xichao's doting and indulgent smile for a long time, and then he was slightly envious. Naturally, afterward, he often laughed at himself for going back to life, and he became envious of a child.
During those three years in Yanzhou, his life was peaceful and fulfilling, and it was also the three years when he had the least cough. Tasted the same taste as back then.
Afterwards, when his father died of a serious illness, he was sad but even more shocked. He always thought that with his dilapidated body, he would definitely leave earlier than his father, but he did not expect the final result to be like this.
This was the first time he experienced the departure of someone close to him, and he was even more sad, so he said goodbye to Gu Lanxi and left that day.
He walked swiftly, as if he didn't miss it, but every time he recovered from his busy schedule, he would subconsciously look left and right, looking for that familiar figure.
The golden wind and rain building was created by his father, and because of his death, the foundation was shaken, but such a difficult burden was borne by Su Mengzhen with a weak body.
Naturally there were people who were dissatisfied, but they were intimidated by the flashing crimson light and did not dare to act rashly.
During those days, Su Mengzhen suffered a lot, and the lights in the small building burned until dawn every night.
His body became thinner and thinner, and the blue square scarves were replaced one by one, and the replaced ones were stained with blood, and he burned them to ashes with the oil lamp.
At this time, he especially misses the leisurely days in Yanzhou, and also misses the taste of the simple bowl of pear water stewed in rock sugar.
The horse carriage of Yanzhou Zhizhou has entered Beijing. He was the first to know the news, but he can't go to see him, at least not now, because the matter of the Golden Wind and Rain Tower has not been completely resolved, and because, Bianliang Unlike Yanzhou, the situation here is more complicated. There are countless pairs of eyes watching in the dark night, and none of them can take a wrong step.
Zhuge Zhengwo is one of the rare people he admires, and I don't know where I found out that he had stayed in Yanzhou for three years. I asked him about Gu Lanxi outright, but Su Mengzhen didn't say anything. Concealing it, he saw the other party's intention to solicit, and in his heart he also hoped that that person would come to his side.
Gu Lanxi is Cai Jing's disciple. He already knew this. When he was in Yanzhou, he didn't care, as if he didn't know anything. It's not a bad thing for Zhuge Zheng me to recruit him, at least he doesn't have to worry all the time that he will be his enemy one day.
He didn't want to be his enemy, such an idea was extremely strong, maybe he didn't quite understand it at the beginning, until the moment of reunion in prison, he was faintly touched.
At that time, the other party's attitude was not very good, but the concern he concealed under the indifference, and the letter he sent without telling everyone, softened his heart.
From a long time ago, he knew that that person was definitely not a person that could be regulated by common sense, but he never thought that he would be so courageous as to assassinate the golden envoy under the eyes of the emperor!
And he probably didn't get any better, he even went crazy with him, not only did he not regret it afterwards, but he was extremely happy, he had never been so happy in his life.
After Jin Shizhi's incident, Gu Lanxi invited Zhan to leave. The other party hadn't been in the capital for a long time. He knew that the man didn't like that place. It was too extravagant and rotten. He hated the countless plots and tricks.
So, he personally sent him away!
In the next few years, he didn't deliberately inquire, and news of the other party came to his ears continuously, because that person was already a legend in the Song Dynasty, and everyone in the world looked up to him and admired him.
In restaurants and teahouses, the most indispensable thing is the story about him!
He is joyful and proud. He never thought that he would be able to do this when given a piece of sky. Did he never see through him? !
In any case, he was still happy for him, and on impulse, he went to the north to see him.
Even when he was a teenager, he never had such an experience of changing his mind, not caring about anything, not taking anything, and only leading a steed horse, and hurried away. That kind of mood was a little anxious, a little dry, and a little sweet. , extremely complex, beyond words.
When he saw him, he thought he would be very excited and happy, but in the end it was just a faint smile.
He stayed in the north for three days, throwing aside his responsibilities, throwing aside all positions, and spent three days without worries. The man took him to ride a horse, patrol the camp, and show off the army he trained with his own hands. The other party smiled handsomely Let him know that he likes this kind of life. Although he is a civil servant, he should be a soldier.
The two would occasionally play chess, but the opponent's chess skills were as usual-bad!
It was also during those three days that Su Mengzhen had to know how dangerous the opponent's situation was. The frequent assassinations made his eyelids twitch and his heart cooled down, which was even more unbearable for him than when the old disease broke out.
Mu Xiuyu will be destroyed by Lin Feng, he should have known this truth long ago, so he spent some effort to find Qi Shaoshang for him, just for him to be safe and sound all the time.
The only regret is not being able to fight the enemy side by side with him!
After that?After that, it seemed that he was going to marry a wife, who was the daughter of the current prime minister.
The moment he heard the news, he seemed to be stunned, and then coughed, a heart-piercing cough, and the blue square scarf was dyed red, but he didn't know it at all, he just felt cold inside, as if being trapped Life dug a piece.
He was seriously ill and couldn't get up, which made him not even go to the other party's wedding, although the wedding was because of Cai's family, even if he went because of his identity, it was impossible for him to appear openly At the wedding, secretly, he was supposed to toast him with a glass of wine and congratulate him, but in the end he didn't make it because of his health. He didn't know whether to regret or be thankful.
Fortunately, I don't have to say congratulations to the person I like when he gets married!
Yes, he likes him!
Maybe he could deceive himself that he was so angry because the other party was going to marry Cai Jing's daughter, he was just worried that the other party would be completely tied to Cai Jing because of this marriage relationship, that's why he was so angry and the reaction was so huge!
It is not difficult to deceive oneself and others, but he disdains it, there is anger in his heart, there is anger, and more pain and jealousy!
If he likes it, he likes it, his life is short, and it is not easy to have such a person he likes, even though that person is a man, even though the other person is about to get married when he realizes this liking!
A person's liking is also a kind of liking, but it is lonely!
After Gu Lanxi got married, Su Mengzhen never went to the north again. He didn't plan to see him until his mood was cleared up. Why bother to disturb the other party's life with his own confusion.
But he didn't expect that the other party returned to Beijing at the most inappropriate time.
He had his own source of information about the affairs in the court, but he never thought that the king of a country would be so despicable and stupid. After spending a lot of effort, he finally found the unscathed and just asleep in the Jinshi Posthouse. Behind him, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he couldn't restrain himself from kissing those thin lips lightly.
The soft, cool lips made his heart sour like never before.
That tragic escape was the last battle of his life!
Since he was very young, he has been thinking about how he would die. What he thought about most was lying on the bed alone, coughing and coughing, and finally died of illness. Jianghu vendetta, after all, many people died under his red-sleeve knife. He never thought that he was the best in martial arts in the world, and he also understood the principle of karma and reincarnation. As long as he is still a Jianghu person, there will always be such a day.
But his final result was better than anything he had ever imagined. It is a happy thing to die to save the person you like, not to mention that person is not only the person you like, but also Da Song's Hopefully, that's even more of an amazing thing.
Isn't it a very cost-effective deal to exchange Su Mengzhen's sick and weak body for who knows how many years he can live in exchange for the other party's survival? !
He didn't lose money on this deal, even a fool would know how to choose, let alone a smart person like him.
When he was unconscious, he was hugged tightly in his arms. This was the first time he was so close to him, so close that he could clearly hear the beating heartbeat in the other's chest.
In the end, he still couldn't hold back, and begged the other party not to rebel, because he saw a faint hatred in those dark serious eyes.
He is probably the person who understands him best in the world. He knew a long time ago that this person cannot be restrained by the world's rules and regulations. After the emperor's every step of the way, it is not impossible for him to do treason.
As a person who likes him, he shouldn't be held hostage by kindness and make him have any embarrassment, but besides being Su Mengzhen, he is also a Song person. His ideal, his persistence over the years, let him Can't help but finally do something for this country.
He absolutely trusts the other party's promise. He has always been such a person who promises everything. He will doubt anything in the world, and he will not doubt the promise he made with his own mouth.
With him around, the people of the world will live in peace and prosperity, and the golden man will not make another move, but he still caused him a big trouble after all.
He likes a person, but he is also ashamed of the same person. He can't repay it, and he doesn't want to repay it. If he is entangled like this, will he meet again in the next life?
……
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