red and white roses together

At two o'clock in the morning, even the city is asleep.In a villa in the south of the imperial capital, a fierce debate was going on.

"You interfered with my casting for him and asked me for an audition qualification."

"That's because you obviously misunderstood him. I helped him just because I didn't want you to miss each other."

"Don't be so ambiguous, it sounds like I'm the one who has some ulterior relationship with Ji Chongchong."

"..."

Han Lue touched his arm, shaking his body with goosebumps, then cleared his throat, and continued to count to Sheng Huai "those one, two, three, four points that you think of him differently".

"You hugged him in the hospital."

"He was comforting me. Director Li's incident was too similar to my parents' back then, so it was affected for a while."

Han Lue glanced at him, wanting to refute, but he didn't say anything in the end, so as not to remind people of sad things, anyway, he still has evidence.

"You took people to the top of the mountain in the middle of the night, that's where you planned to take your boyfriend to see."

"I just want to take that person to see it, but it doesn't mean I can't share it with others."

"You'll be watching his three meals a day and his schedule."

"Is there anything wrong with that?"

Han Lue sneered: "You never interfere in other people's lives. Even if the relationship is like you and me, you can at most persuade you, but you will not be so tough that you have to implement it."

"That's because no matter what you do, it's just a trivial matter, and he has a serious stomach problem, and I don't have a degree. As a friend, I naturally can't watch him ruin myself." Sheng Huai retorted.

"Then what do you say about coaxing people to sleep in the middle of the night?"

"I told you, we are friends..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Han Lue: "My friend, I can't sleep in this way, how about coaxing me?"

"There are also different types of friends..."

"Yes, boyfriends and ordinary friends." Han Lue whispered.

"..." Sheng Huai pressed the center of his brows, resisting the urge to throw Han Lue out, "Like you, you are like brothers, helping each other when you have something to do, and hurting each other when you have nothing to do. But Ji Congxiao is different. Small, ignorant, sometimes more like a child, subconsciously take care of him more, do you understand?"

"Oh." Han Lue replied indifferently.Only then did he realize that his friend's tongue could be so sharp.However, Sheng Huai probably didn't notice it. If he really didn't care, then he probably wasn't interested in answering these questions.It doesn't matter if anyone misunderstood me. Facts and time will prove everything.But right now, this attitude has already shown that Ji Congxiao is different in his heart.

"Okay, since you said that, I'll take it as a misunderstanding." Han Lue said.

Sheng Huai felt inexplicably relieved.However, within a minute of Song Kuai’s time, another voice came from beside him——

"last question."

"If you find a new lover in the future, and your lover is dissatisfied with your care for Ji Congxiao and asks you to keep a distance from him, how would you choose?"

After listening to his words, Sheng Huai frowned, and retorted without thinking, "Why would I find a lover who is dissatisfied with the way I make friends?"

Han Lue laughed loudly and shook his head at Sheng Huai.

Sheng Huai looked at him suspiciously.

"If you want to be your lover, you can't raise any objections to your way of making friends, that is to say, you must accept your care of Ji Congxiao."

"Don't you realize it yourself? You've made your choice."

Sheng Huai froze in place.

"Think about it."

Han Lue got up, patted him on the shoulder, thoughtfully paused the news on TV, and went back to the room with a beer in hand.

At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, it was the darkest moment of the night. The living room was dark with no lights on.Sheng Huai sat on the sofa, shrouded in the faint light and shadow on the screen, with an unclear expression.

All the things in his mind were instantly emptied, only Han Lue's sentence remained - "You have made a choice."

Substituting the scene just mentioned, if someone really asked him to keep a distance from the children, then his first reaction would be...

Pressing the palm of the hand to the heart, mixed emotions rushed out, too many things that cannot be explained clearly, but there are only a few points, which can be easily identified, and spread along the blood vessels to the whole body in an instant.

Dissatisfied, uneasy, even... angry.

Not feeling offended, but anger at someone trying to touch their relationship.

The relationship between them cannot be discussed by others. Even if they want to break up and keep a distance, it should be a matter between the two of them, just like... now.

"Is this like?" he whispered in the dark.

"I don't know. It's like this between lovers, but it's not allowed to say more between friends."

"Then why would you give up your future lover for him?"

"Because I want to make him happy and make him laugh. I can't stand him always saying that he is destined to be alone. He has few close friends. If even I give up on him, I don't know what he will look like." .”

"Then have you ever thought that you are destined to have a new lover, a new family, and a new life. It was impossible for you to accompany him for the rest of your life. He will still stay in the abyss of purgatory."

"Reluctant."

"How to do?"

"...Then, don't do anything."

"so what?"

"I like him."

"Yes, you like him."

"But, if this is the case, why can't I realize it myself? I am not a person who is insensitive to emotions, and I can even be called sensitive in this regard. Why is he an exception?"

"because of you--"

The TV screen automatically went to sleep, and the sudden darkness woke up Sheng Huai. Thinking back to the question and answer he had just had in a split second, he froze in place, his back drenched in cold sweat.

……

Inside a two-story villa in Manhattan, New York State, USA.

"Huai, your call is very unfortunate. I'm entertaining my junior." Alan, the owner of the villa, gestured to the person across the table to wait, picked up the phone and said with a smile.

"Sorry to bother you, let's make an appointment another day."

The voice on the other end of the phone was still steady, and it was Alan's familiar tone.He nodded, looked at the wall clock, and was about to make an appointment for another time.However, his eyes barely touched the clock, and his eyes suddenly became serious:

"It's already three o'clock in the morning over there, what happened to you?"

As the attending doctor of Sheng Huai, Allen has had contact with him for a long time. He knows the other party's work and rest rules very well. Three o'clock in the morning is definitely not within the scope of being awake. Even if he is awake, he will not be in such a state. Time to call.The leisure and comfort of receiving friends disappeared in an instant. He said to the phone with a serious expression: "I need to see your state with my own eyes. If it is convenient for you, switch to video."

As soon as these words came out, the oriental man opposite him raised his head and looked at him.

"Sorry, I'm afraid I can't entertain you now. Can you wait for me for a while? I need some time." Allen spread his hands at him.The other party is also a leader in the same industry, so he naturally understands what is going on.Cong Shanru flowed out of the room, not forgetting to close the door for him.

"good evening."

The moment the door just closed, the video was switched on.The man who appeared on the computer screen greeted me gently.

"You seem to be in good spirits." Allen commented, and his heart dropped halfway.

"It's not as serious as you think, it's just that something out of the ordinary happened." Sheng Huai sat on the head of the bed, bending the corners of his lips towards his attending doctor.When I first reacted, I was indeed taken aback, but after calming down a little, I came back to my senses.Not only did he switch from the living room to the bedroom, he even took a shower and woke up before making this call.

"...The general situation is like this. I tortured my heart because of this incident, and inadvertently conducted a self-question and self-answer. What you said, I have to tell you if there is any situation." Sheng Huai will roughly explain.

After listening to him, Allen's heart fell completely.

"You are the most obedient patient I have ever met." He relaxed, leaned back in the chair, took off his glasses, and nodded leisurely at the screen, "It's really not a big problem, it's a normal thing, you can't It is two kinds of consciousness to say that you ask and answer yourself. However, for you, it is best to avoid this situation, especially if the consciousness cannot be guaranteed to be clear and firm enough.”

Sheng Huai responded.

"there's one more thing."

His deep gaze crossed the screen and fell into the bright sunlight behind the other party.He couldn't help thinking of when Ji Congxiao sent him to the airport when he left the crew of "Li Dai Tao Zombie", they hugged under the large lattice window, the sunlight elongated their figures, and they overlapped in one place, as if they were one person.The once missing and goodbye came across time and space. I thought it would be a vague scene, but I found that it has already been imprinted in the depths of my memory.He still remembered that his hair was soft, his voice was soft, quiet and well-behaved, completely different from the Ji Congxiao in the news and in the eyes of the world, that was the only one he had ever seen.

Perhaps, it is also the appearance of Sheng Huai alone.

Breaking apart the past in detail, it is easy to find the traces of the other party's deep attachment that cannot be hidden from the gestures.It wasn't until now that he realized that the corners of his lips curled up unconsciously, and there was a smile in his eyes as the warm wind swept past between his heart, lungs and blood vessels.

However, thinking about what to say now, the joy and excitement gradually receded, replaced by caution and seriousness.

"I want to know, why am I not aware of my feelings for a person? How long will this blockage last? Will it affect my future life when I already know my heart?"

Just like the confusion in the self-question and self-answer, he didn't understand why he didn't realize his feelings at all, and even when the other party confessed to himself, all he had was trouble, until it was pointed out tonight, and he was able to feel it from the bottom of his heart. Unearth that deeply buried emotion.

I like him and want to be with him.

But before that, he must resolve all remaining problems.He couldn't walk towards Ji Congxiao with uncertain factors.

"Self-awareness of affection... Sorry, Huai. You know, I'm not very good at this, so I can't give you good advice."

Allen spread his hands towards him with a embarrassed expression, and then paused, as if thinking of something, his eyes lit up, and he suggested: "My junior happens to be here, I remember that he has done this type of special research, if If you want, I can introduce him to you."

Sheng Huai naturally had everything he could do.

After waiting for less than 5 minutes, someone opened the door and entered.

Knuckle fingers opened the seat, and a man in a black sweater sat down in front of the camera, revealing a highly recognizable face:

"Hi, I'm Qi Shi."