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Lin's mother always called Lin Fangfang to go home recently, urging Lin Fangfang very urgently, but she didn't say what was the matter. He had been busy in the company for nearly two months and hadn't come home. After all, he wanted to go back.

Taking advantage of the relatively free time in the company recently, Lin Fangfang packed up his simple luggage and went home, while Xiao Xu stayed in the company to deal with an unfinished order.

It takes nearly three hours from the company to home by high-speed train. Lin Fangfang left the house in the afternoon and arrived home before dark.

It was already winter, and the cold wind was blowing. As soon as he entered the room, he was wrapped in warm air, and he let out a long breath of comfort.

Seeing him coming, Lin's mother said angrily, "Now that the child is getting older, he won't go home anymore. He has to be urged three times before he will come back."

Lin Fangfang changed his slippers, put his luggage away, walked to Mama Lin and sat down, and said softly, "I'm coming back right now, Dad hasn't come home yet?"

"Your dad won't be back until six o'clock." Mama Lin gave him a glare.

"The company is very busy recently, so I asked Xiao Xu to help me carry me back." Lin Fangfang said as he took out the exquisitely packaged small box from his backpack and sent it to Mama Lin, "Xiao Xu asked me to bring you ,open to take a look."

Mother Lin took the box, "What is it?"

There was an agate bracelet in the box, which was bought by Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu at the mall before returning home. In the past two years, Lin Fangfang had spoken well of Xiao Xu in front of Mama Lin, and Xiao Xu also wanted to please Mama Lin. Every time I go home, I will bring some small gifts to Mama Lin.

But this time Mama Lin didn't seem very happy to receive the gift this time, and said, "Oh, tell Xiao Xu not to buy so many things again, I don't need them."

Putting the small box on the table casually, Lin Fangfang smiled, "Let me put it on for you."

Lin Ma refused, "No, I have to cook, it's inconvenient to wear it."

Then he got up and walked to the kitchen, "How long have you been back this time?"

"Three or four days." Lin Fangfang put the bracelet back into the box, looked at Mama Lin's back, and suddenly felt a little uneasy.

Sure enough, when it was time for dinner, Lin Fangfang was seriously eating ribs, and Lin's mother added another piece to his bowl graciously, "Fang Fang, have you worked hard lately?"

Lin Fangfang spat out the bones and said in a flat voice, "It's okay for a while."

Mama Lin bumped Papa Lin's arm and gave Papa Lin a wink. Papa Lin said reluctantly, "Then what, your mama recently chatted with some of your aunts and asked about you."

"what's up?"

"They all dated my sons and daughters who showed off to me, and one of them had a grandson in their arms a month ago," Lin's mother said with a smile on her face, "Look, you're 24 during Chinese New Year, so it's not a good idea to drag it on like this, mom friend I have a daughter who is one year younger than you, and I want to arrange for you two to meet."

Lin Fangfang lacked interest, "Not for now, I want to deal with the company's affairs before we talk about it."

"Don't always use this reason to prevaricate me. It's been two years. Work is work, and the object still needs to be talked about."

Lin Fangfang stopped talking, and the delicacies on this table suddenly tasted like nothing.

Lin's mother was even more anxious, "You should show your attitude, the girl is in good condition, why don't you add a WeChat chat first."

Lin's father laughed at the side, "If you want me to say, my son is still young, so I can delay it for another two years."

Mama Lin put her chopsticks on the table, her expression suddenly became agitated, and she spoke much faster, "Two more years, he said two years ago, and now he said two more years, we have to slow down By when?"

Lin Fangfang was taken aback by Mama Lin's mood swings. He couldn't eat the meal anymore, so he said nicely, "Mom, I'm still young, so I can't rush this matter."

"Are you still treating yourself as a child?" Mama Lin's eyes turned red suddenly, and she was speechless.

Lin Fangfang stood up in a panic, "Don't do this."

"What's wrong with me? You've been out all the time for the past two years, and you don't come home often. You're with Xiao Xu all day long. Can I not worry?"

Lin Fangfang caught something in the words, his heart was pounding, he said with difficulty, "What does this have to do with Xiao Xu?"

"It's none of his business." Mama Lin stood up abruptly, gasping for breath because she was too excited to speak, "Tell me the truth, you and Xiao Xu, after all, right?"

Lin's father supported Lin's mother and stopped him, "It's fine if you make a wild guess, what are you talking about in front of the child?" Then he said to Lin Fangfang who was stunned in place, "Clean up the dishes and chopsticks, you Mom was joking."

"I'm not joking," Mama Lin's voice was high-pitched, and she pointed at Lin Fangfang tremblingly, "Tell me, is it right?"

is it something?Faced with Lin Ma's questioning, Lin Fangfang's head was in a mess, he opened his mouth but could not utter a word.

When did Lin's mother notice it? Did she always pay attention to whether he had a girlfriend, or earlier?

He really hoped that Xiao Xu was by his side now. He really wanted to escape, but his feet couldn't move as if they were stuck in place. He thought that his face must be extremely pale now, with guilt and guilt floating in his heart. Get away with it, "Mom, I..."

"Don't bend the corner with me, tell the truth."

Seeing that he couldn't control his gaffe, Father Lin said earnestly, "Just tell your mother, don't let her worry."

Lin Fangfang opened his mouth, and the scene in front of him became blurred. Mama Lin's flushed face and Papa Lin's helpless expression all reminded him that today's test would not pass.

He really wanted to say that it was not to reassure Mother Lin for a while, but if he could hide for a while, he would not be able to hide for a lifetime. He lied today, and sooner or later he would have to tear the surface of the lie with his own hands, and the harm he would bring to his parents would only be bigger.

Even if Xiao Xu hadn't been by Lin Fangfang's side, after these two years he could still be alone. Lin Fangfang's heart seemed to be about to jump out, he rolled down his throat vigorously, his heart thumped, and there was a clear sound in the living room.

There was a few seconds of silence in the air, only the sound of their own heartbeats could be heard. The expressions of Lin's father and Lin's mother froze for a moment, as if they couldn't believe that Lin Fangfang had really admitted it. They stared at Lin Fangfang with wide eyes. .

Lin Fangfang was relieved to stop cheating. For so many years, he wanted to tell his parents the truth, but he was not brave enough. But at this time, he was relieved to admit the secret that had been buried in his heart for many years.

He filled himself up like a balloon, and finally exploded with a bang.

Lin's mother was supported by Lin's father, as if she couldn't stand up, she was crying, "When?"

"high school."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lin's mother's eyes widened with anger, she came up and grabbed him, crying, "High school, when is high school?"

Lin Fangfang was knocked back a step. He didn't expect Lin's mother's reaction to be so strong. Before he could speak, Lin's mother said to herself, "When something happened to Chen Shi? I knew it, otherwise Why are you still helping him?"

The person buried in the years was suddenly mentioned, and Lin Fangfang felt a pain in his heart, "It's none of Chen Shige's business."

Lin's father came up and hugged Lin's mother without saying a word, but his face was so serious that Lin Fangfang had never seen before. That expression hit Lin Fangfang's heart and made him suffocate.

He suddenly thought of Father Chen's gloom, and Lin Fangfang could still recall the feeling of being controlled. He didn't want his father to treat him like Father Chen treated Chen.

Lin Fangfang choked up and said, "I didn't mean to deceive you, I'm sorry."

Mama Lin just shed tears, she has been suspicious all these years, Lin Fangfang and Xiao Xu got too close, Lin Fangfang refused to have a girlfriend, everything reminded her that Lin Fangfang was abnormal.

But she didn't expect her conjecture to be true. The moment Lin Fangfang admitted it, she really felt like a bolt from the blue.

In this house, Mama Lin is in charge of many things, but at this time, Papa Lin was obviously much calmer than Mama Lin. He took a deep breath, looked at Lin Fangfang, and said in a stiff tone, "Go back to your room. Don't be mad at your mother anymore."

Lin Fangfang was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak. Since he was a child, his family had always held him in the palm of his hand, and he hadn't suffered much. Now he made his parents show such disappointed expressions, guilt and self-blame, all kinds of The mixed emotions made Lin Fangfang unable to bear the redness of his eyes.

He is no longer the coward who could only cry when he was a child. He has to learn to face many things.

Mama Lin's sobbing voice lingered in Lin Fangfang's ears, and he walked stiffly to his room, then found the phone with numb fingers, and pressed the number of the first contact.

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