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Lu Zhan's surgery was scheduled for 8:[-] a.m. on the second day of admission.

He never woke up.

Gu Xichuan didn't know what he could do. He obtained the doctor's consent and stayed with him in the ward the night before the operation.

The medicine for the scald has to be changed every 3 hours. Mr. Gu and the nurse asked for advice on how to apply the medicine.

Lu Zhan's hands were swollen, but they were still red. When Gu Qichuan applied the medicine on him, he really couldn't figure out how it hurt.

Designer hands are so precious.

If someone else did it on purpose, Gu Qichuan must return it on behalf of Lu Zhan.

How many injuries has Lu Zhan suffered in the past five years?

Don't dare to think deeply.

He really came to Lu Zhan's side for only three months, only 90 days, but he met Lu Zhan with injuries more than once, and every time, it was like an external blow.

After the fact of the misdiagnosis surfaced, Gu Qichuan inevitably had to guess whether the five bruises on Lu Zhan's body last time were caused by domestic violence.

After all, on Valentine's Day, Qin Zhuo had a public appearance with that Su Meng.

He has learned that the lottery mechanism has been tampered with by the staff, and the lucky number is determined by default.

It doesn't seem like a coincidence that Su Meng was assigned by default.

Qin Zhuo used to be Lu Zhan's husband, and Su Meng used to be Lu Zhan's attending doctor. If these two people really had an unclean relationship, Lu Zhan would have been besieged by all sides in the past five years. The medicines Su Meng prescribed Qin Zhuo were real. Unaware?Or did he even know about it, acquiescing and even supervising Lu Zhan to take medicine?He tied Lu Zhan's personal freedom with his marriage certificate, and tried to use drugs to manipulate his memory and destroy his health.

Lu Zhan, who was in such a dangerous situation, spent five years alone and helpless.

Lu Weiguo is still in prison, he has no other relatives outside.

Gu Qichuan was afraid that he would not leave nostalgia for this world, so he had to whisper in his ear to remind Lu Zhan not to leave him behind.

"I'm late, little lamp."

He said, "I'm sorry."

"I should have noticed something was wrong sooner."

"13 years ago, you could detect that I had suicidal thoughts with an email. Even thousands of miles away, you could pull me out of despair. 13 years later, I came to you, and I communicated with you face to face. But I can't empathize with your hardship... I'm sorry."

Gu Xichuan's eyes turned red.

Thirteen years ago, he received an email under the pseudonym "Little Lamp" in his mailbox for the first time.

That's a jerky start:

[Dear Stranger:

Hello there.

I want to share with you something that makes me happy.

……

If my story makes you feel happy, can you give me a story in return?

(This is my Chinese homework. If you don’t receive the story, you won’t be able to complete the homework. Please!)]

The story Xiaodeng shared in the email was very simple. He got the first grade in the monthly exam. His father kept his promise and rewarded him with a set of Lego. With this set of Lego, he spelled out his own first a cabin.

Between the lines of his words, there is a moving joy.

However, the "stranger" who saw this "happiness" was experiencing the most painful day in the process of growing up.

His mother cut her wrists in the bathroom at home ten days ago.

That year Gu Qichuan was 15 years old, and his sister was 8 years old.

This year, Gu's Group, which mainly operates in the modern service industry, has gone international, and Gu Qianfeng's net worth jumped to the top ten in the domestic rich list.

Gu Qianfeng, who had so much money that he was overflowing, was still busy negotiating business after his wife passed away.

Even after seven days, the father was nowhere to be found at home.

During Gu Xichuan's growing up, the total amount of time his father was really by his side would not exceed 365 days.

After her younger sister was born, Mrs. Gu suffered from postpartum depression, which came back and forth. After 8 years of treatment, the doctor asked her to take medicine and suggested that her family should accompany her more. All the medicines were in place, except Gu Qianfeng.

He is always busy, busy realizing the ambition of the bottomless pit, what is family?

Mother's life dragged on for 8 years, and finally she died in that spring.

When Gu Xichuan pushed open the bathroom door, his mother's blood flowed all over the floor with the water in the bathtub.

He turned in time to cover his sister's eyes.

Depression is contagious.

My sister is still young and doesn't understand anything, but the 15-year-old Gu Qichuan is already sensible. On that day, he really understood the real meaning of the word "pain".

For several years after that, he hovered on the verge of depression, and there was a cliff in front of him. If he stepped over it, he would end up like his mother.

The day when the email was received was the period when Gu Qichuan had the strongest desire to commit suicide.

There was only a servant and a sister in the house, and death could take him away as long as he locked the doors to the bedroom and the bathroom, cut open the arteries silently like his mother, and sank into the water.

He was sitting in front of the computer, originally writing a suicide note.

But got this email.

Out of politeness, he replied:

[I have no happy stories, and there will be no more in the future. 】

Ten minutes later, he finished typing the 10-word suicide note. Before the period was finished, a new email reminder popped up in his mailbox.

Originally, he didn't want to click on it, but on the title of the email, there was an extra emoji: "(σ｀д′)σ Hurry up and open this letter!!!"

"..."

It's like a little person is stamping his feet and jumping wildly at him, and if he doesn't look at it, he will get angry and pull his hair.

Gu Qichuan clicked on it, and this time the email didn't even have a greeting at the beginning, but it was very straightforward: [I am happy! !I share it with you!I could share it with you every day! ! 】

Followed by the second letter, the third letter, the fourth letter...

【Can I make friends with you? !You can call me little lamp!We can be long-term pen pals! ! 】

[You can tell me if you have any unhappy things!Replace my "happiness" with your "unhappiness"!Do you make this deal? 】

【We should be the same age. You and I have a long-term future that many people can't envy. Please don't give up easily! ! 】

[If you are willing to receive the happiness I share, can you give me a reply? ! ! 】

……

Between the lines, there is anxiety, and the heart lake that has been dead at the age of 15 has been smashed into new ripples by these emails.

After receiving the 12th email from Xiaodeng, he deleted the unfinished suicide note in the document, and instead replied to the email. There was nothing extra to say, and he only replied with a violent little man of the same style: (σ'д')σ.

By the way, I replaced my unconcerned mailbox name with the cold and concise English "G".

If his life had come to an end at the age of 15, he would not be where he is today. It took him nearly ten years to get out of the shadow of his mother's death. Among them, the most torturous 8 years were accompanied by Xiaodeng. .

He went to England, on the one hand, to study, and on the other hand, to avoid his father who was found by conscience at home and tried to make up for the lack of companionship. He couldn't stay at the same home with Gu Qianfeng, because he knew in his heart that his father "killed" him indirectly. Mom.

He is the father who gave birth to him, and the "murderer" who killed his mother. Gu Qichuan really didn't know how to face this father, so he could only choose to escape.

This time he didn't think about death, his desire to survive was re-lit by a small light, and he knew how to seek help from a better psychologist.

In his fifth year in the UK, his mental condition was assessed as healthy.

He has experienced it himself, so he knows better than others how terrible those medicines are, and he also understands that Lu Zhan's dull eyes that night are actually equivalent to stepping on the edge of a cliff.

Gu Xichuan desperately held Lu Zhan back, just like Lu Zhan held him back then.

The little lamp has illuminated his life, and now, let him be the sun of the little lamp.

I just hope that Lu Zhan can give him a chance. Only by living healthy can the light shine into his life.

Gu Xichuan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, got up from the chair, and carefully pressed a kiss on Lu Zhan's forehead.

The scene of the kiss was clearly seen by Qin Zhuo outside the ward.

He just watched Xiaozhan being kissed on the forehead by Gu Xichuan in such aggrieved way. He wanted to smash the door with his fist, rushed in and scolded him for touching Lu Zhan, and wanted to return those two punches to Gu Xichuan's face.

But everything, only dare to think about it.

He and Lu Zhan divorced, and he no longer has an aboveboard position to stand up and say that he monopolizes Lu Zhan, who can blame this?He proposed the divorce, and he tricked Lu Zhan into signing it. All the bad ideas were decided by himself, and he should bear all the consequences now.

He didn't dare to confront Gu Qichuan head-on. Qin Zhuo knew better than anyone else that he had gained both fame and fortune in the past five years because he was backed by Gu Shi. Without the support of Gu Shi, he was nothing. The current head of the family is against him, but he thinks that his current situation is not bad enough, so he wants to add fuel to the fire.

He can't cure Su Meng, even if he knows that this person has done so many disgusting things, he still has nothing to do, and even tries to lie for him, the reason is very simple, if Su Meng goes to jail, he will insist that he is an accomplice When Lu Zhan is ill, Qin Zhuo needs to be responsible for his life and health. The fact is that he cooperates with the improper medical treatment process so that Lu Zhan has been misdiagnosed for five years without realizing it. This fact is brought to court. The judge can reasonably judge that he is an accomplice, even if Qin Zhuo has a hundred mouths, he still can't tell the truth!

He finally realized how useless he was, all three paths were blocked by his stupidity.

Now, Gu Xichuan is showing love to Lu Zhan reasonably and legally, but Qin Zhuo, who once owned Lu Zhan, can only hide in the dark corridor outside the ward, not even daring to make a sound.

On the second day, Lu Zhan was sent to the operating room. His left ring finger was vacant, but it was bruised and could not be put on a new wedding ring for the time being. Gu Qichuan only dared to hold his little finger until the door of the operating room. Reluctantly let go.

Qin Zhuo hid in the corner, and didn't even dare to get close to have a look. In the corner, Su Meng watched all this coldly.

Brain surgery can have many accidents, and he hopes that these accidents can happen to Lu Zhan.

At this point, Lu Zhan had better not wake up again.

But he can't do anything. After all, this is not his family's private hospital, so he can't let him do whatever he wants.

The author says:

The next chapter is full of blood and resurrected!By the way, I changed the name of the article to "He's Honey", after all, it's starting to be sweet!Under normal circumstances, it is updated daily.