Lime Flavored First Love

Yu Hua stood in front of the mirror, the person in the mirror was pale and thin.The rosiness on the cheeks was completely gone, even being fed with nourishing soup by Sai Luo every day was of no use.

He turned his head, and the back of his neck was already covered with dense red rashes, and new ones would appear immediately the next day after they disappeared. At this moment, not only the back of his neck, but also gradually spread to the sides of his neck.

No matter the various medicines taken internally or externally, or the potions he pushed into the body needle by needle, there was no tendency to hinder their growth.Sometimes when Yu Hua looks at the pictures he took, he will feel that the gland in his neck that does not belong to him has rotted, and these increasing rashes are rotten mushrooms.Bursting from under the skin, rooted in his flesh growth.

When the first rash first appeared, Yu Hua didn't feel anything, but when it got bigger, he felt a slight pain.And now, the area on the back of his neck is sending out sharp stinging pain all the time.As if the needles were pricking the skin densely, Yu Hua couldn't help pressing it with his fingers once, and the burst of pain made his back instantly numb.

Yu Hua turned his head, no longer looked at the annoying part of himself, he pressed the cotton wool covered with ointment onto the gland, and then began to wrap the bandage around his neck round and round.

The white bandage was tightly wrapped, covering the sickly skin underneath.The rash was squeezed airtight, and instantly felt like a knife stabbed into the back of the neck, and even the back of the head was aching.

Yu Hua's face turned paler, almost the same color as the bandage on his neck.He pursed his lips, raised his hand to take off the hair tie, and the braids at the back of his head immediately fell apart.His hair had grown back after all this time, brown curls against his cheeks, bandages hidden in the falling strands.

The strawberry hairpin was placed on the shampoo table, Yu Hua picked it up and carefully pinned it to his ear.

He stared at the mirror for a long time before looking back, and put the hair tie that he took off on his wrist.

After leaving home, when Yu Hua arrived in the classroom, there was no one there. He came earlier and earlier, because the pain in the back of his neck made him unable to sleep well.Unable to lie flat and even have trouble falling asleep.

He put the cake he was carrying into Sai Luo's drawer, and after a pause, he sat down in Sai Luo's seat.

Without going through the things in the Sai Luo drawer, or doing anything else, Yu Hua sat obediently on the seat with his legs crossed like a primary school student.

He put his hands on the table and rubbed it with his fingertips. Slowly, he lowered his upper body and pressed his face against it.

There is a constant temperature system in the classroom to adjust the temperature, and the desk is not too cold. Yu Hua leaned against the desk with the back of his hands as his pillow, as if feeling the warmth of Sai Luo's palm at this moment.

Sai Luo is sitting here, brushing his palms against the tabletop to study, and opening drawers to pick and place things.Here he is eating the cake he gave him, and applying hand cream to him... Yu Hua pressed his palm to the tip of his nose, took a deep breath greedily, and applied hand cream day after day, the hard calluses on his hands finally softened .The fingertips became smooth, and the aroma of lime seemed to melt into the skin along with the grease, staining his entire hands.

Miss him very much.

I miss Shiro so much.

Yu Hua lay prone on the table, his long eyelashes drooping, imagining Sai Luo's every move.The rustling sound of the nib of the pen rubbing against the pages of the book, the sound of the chair being dragged back, and Alpha's low laugh seemed to pass by his ears.In this kind of fantasy, the pain in the back of the neck disappeared, Yu Hua closed his eyes, and fell asleep unconsciously.

He was woken up by Shiro.

When he woke up, there were still not many people in the classroom, and Sai Luo came very early today.He was tall and tall, his school uniform jacket revealed the desolate coolness brought in from the outside, his cold face was expressionless.

Yu Hua couldn't help sending many messages to Sai Luo when he was insomnia before dawn, and when he saw his face, he was full of dependence, and he opened his hand and threw it into Sai Luo's arms.

He circled Alpha's muscular waist, and rubbed his cheek against the opponent's abdomen.After saying a few words of missing you, he raised his head again after a few seconds, opened his eyes and asked Sai Luo why he came so early.

"Is it because I sent you a message?" Yu Hua laughed sheepishly.

Shiro didn't answer, just stared at him silently.In this silence, Yu Hua was belatedly aware that Sai Luo didn't hug him back, so he easily panicked, and cautiously went to pull Sai Luo's clothes.

"Your rash isn't really an allergy, is it?"

Before he could please him, Sai Luo had already spoken.His eyes were cold, and he fell on Yu Hua's bandaged neck: "The real reason...is the gland surgery."

"We met a long time ago, didn't we?"

"The Beta in District W is you."

Yu Hua was pinned in place by Sai Luo's words, his limbs were stiff and his eyes widened in fear.Wanting to refute but having nothing to say, he could only desperately clenched the hem of the other party's clothes.

"No...no..."

He wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be stuck, and the sound he made was like a mosquito.Sai Luo looked at him indifferently, then suddenly pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, the sharp curve of his lips cut Yu Hua's eyeballs, and he heard that his beloved Alpha gave him a sentence without leaving any room.

"Yu Hua." Sai Luo said condescendingly, "You lied to me."

"You're really gross."

Yu Hua woke up suddenly!

He opened his eyes in panic, gasping for breath, his vision was blurred, only the clear pain in the gland was agitating the nerves.

"Yu Hua... Yu Hua..."

Alpha's voice fell from above, as if separated by a layer of glass, it seemed distant and distorted.

Yu Hua raised his head in a daze, and saw Sai Luo standing in front of him, looking at him intently with his black eyes.

His eyes fell on the other party's frowning eyebrows, he panicked, and he raised his hand to grab Sai Luo's forearm.

Sai Luo didn't get rid of him as he imagined, Yu Hua suddenly became hopeful, he held on to Sai Luo desperately, his voice was full of crying, almost hoarse.

"Don't do this to me..."

Sorry, but don't do this to me.

I beg you.

"Don't leave me behind!"

He cried out, and Sai Luo was startled suddenly.

"Yu Hua, look at me." Sai Luo leaned over, put his palm on Yu Hua's cheek and patted it lightly, his fingertips brushed the wet corners of his eyes: "Who am I?"

Yu Hua was bewildered, tears squeezed out of the corners of his eyes following his movements.

"Sai Luo." His voice softened, as if he was dreaming.

"it's me."

Sai Luo said affirmatively, his voice was low and powerful enough to break through obstacles: "I'm right here, and I won't leave you behind."

He caressed Yu Hua's face, "Wake up, you are having a nightmare."

Sai Luo's promise and body temperature are like a cable pulling Yu Hua out of the dark abyss.Everything around him became clearer as his consciousness became clearer, Yu Hua blinked his eyes dully, and finally found that the classroom was full of people, and he was still sitting in Sai Luo's seat, and Sai Luo was in front of him.

Because of his shrill cry, everyone in the class focused their attention.

"I..." After regaining his senses, Yu Hua became embarrassed, he wiped away the tears on his face, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I had a nightmare, I don't know..."

Sai Luo stood firmly in front of Yu Hua, turned his head and looked around the classroom, and those who met his gaze all looked away.The class bell rang at this moment, and he pulled Yu Hua's hand that was pressing on his face, and used his warm fingertips to wipe away the water on his cheek little by little.

"I'm fine now." Sai Luo whispered, holding Yu Hua's shoulder and squeezing it, "Go back to class first."

Yu Hua missed the temperature of Sai Luo's fingers, and waited for a few seconds before nodding.He got up and returned to his seat, and after sitting up, he turned his head and met Sai Luo's gaze still looking in this direction.

Sero mouthed "Good boy".

The despair brought about by that dream dissipated, and Yu Hua finally had a sense of reality when he woke up at this moment.Although the coldness surrounding his heart was still lingering, he took a sharp breath and lay down on the table exhausted.

During class break, Sai Luo walked to Yu Hua's desk and led him out of the classroom.

The two stood at the corner of the corridor. There was a small built-in corner here, which was enough to provide them with a narrow and hidden space.

Sai Luo put his arms around Yu Hua halfway, and didn't immediately ask him about his morning dream, but first raised his hand to touch the bandage around his neck.

"How did you use this?"

Sai Luo in the dream also stared at his neck from top to bottom, but their eyes were completely different.Sai Luo, who is hugging him now, has focused, deep, worried eyes, which are warm.

Yu Hua couldn't help hugging him tightly, shaking his head.

"I just want to get entangled." He said softly, "Don't worry."

"No deterioration?"

Sai Luo confirmed it again, and put down the finger that was caressing Yu Hua's bandage.He didn't dare to stay and use force: "Will this hurt?"

The pain is there all the time, showing a distinct sense of existence for the glands that do not belong to him.Yu Hua shook his head at Sai Luo, saying it was much better.

Shiro stroked his hair silently.

Yu Hua, who let down his curly hair, looks like a doll, but his skin is too white, and his lips are very light, as if made of white porcelain, which looks very fragile.

During the 10-minute class break, the hustle and bustle in the corridor that was blocked behind Sai Luo entered this corner, Yu Hua leaned on Sai Luo's chest, and heard Omega's crisp laughter not far away.

The remaining coldness in my heart suddenly increased, and gradually seeped into my limbs.The sense of panic came back, and Yu Hua panicked to look into Sai Luo's eyes, but the other party noticed something was wrong and patted his back gently.

"What's wrong?" Shiro asked.

"Before, before you said you wanted me to marry you..."

Yu Hua's voice trembled slightly, Sai Luo watched him and nodded slowly.

"Then what if I..." Yu Hua opened his mouth, paused for a moment, bit the tip of his tongue to swallow back the panic in his heart, and said with force: "I can't have a baby?"

Sai Luo's eyes darkened, and Yu Hua immediately added: "I, I can give birth! But...my glands, it may not be so easy to give birth to a baby, and, moreover, it may not be an Alpha or Omega baby..."

He was almost in tears, and he opened his heart and shouted.

"I'm different, I'm not like any other Omega at all."

The corner fell silent after he spoke.

Floating dust that is difficult to discern with the naked eye floats in the falling light, Sai Luo has not spoken for a long time, Yu Hua's hands and feet are cold in his silence, and for a moment he has the illusion that he has died in the sunlight.

"You are mine..." Sai Luo finally said.

He stretched his thick eyebrows, and told Yu Hua solemnly like Yu Hua once said "You are my sun" devoutly.

"...my moon."

Sai Luo held Yu Hua's cheeks and pressed against his forehead, their noses rubbed against each other, the intimacy leaked out unreservedly.

"I don't have to have another moon." Sai Luo said, "Yu Hua, I only want you, I don't need you to give me a little moon."

Yu Hua's tears fell at the same time as his words fell.

He shrugged his increasingly thin shoulders and was embraced by Sai Luo.Sai Luo caressed his back, and puzzled gradually appeared in Yu Hua's always gentle and gentle eyes, he frowned, showing a thoughtful expression where Yu Hua couldn't see.