Lime Flavored First Love

Yu Hua felt that there was something wrong with Sai Luo these two days.

Alpha became reticent, always silent when facing him, and the frequency of the two talking in a day almost changed back to when they were in W area.

Yu Hua felt a deep sense of anxiety, and the panic of being exposed spread in his heart, and he kept asking himself what went wrong.Sai Luo's change began when he met Ilya in Paradise. He was standing next to Sai Luo at that time, knowing that Ilya didn't say anything against him, but he couldn't help asking him about the details of that day over and over again, asking him What the hell did it do.

Ilya was so annoyed that they made a fuss at home, and they even started fighting until Ivan slapped each of them before barely stopping.

The relaxation and happiness that Sai Luo got out of class by skipping class was like a dream for a short time, and disappeared in an instant.The back of Yu Hua's neck hurt more and more, he tightened the bandage around his neck, and only took it off when it was necessary to change the dressing.

The rash spreading everywhere has shriveled and shrunk, turning into patches of hard brown scabs distributed on his neck, condensed into lines like dead branches, or the claws of a beast.

The fair skin makes the scars on the neck even more hideous. Sometimes Yu Hua presses the position of his glands and feels that this man-made little thing has completely lost its vitality. He knew in the excruciating pain that he would soon be beaten back to his original shape.

Yu Hua was unwilling.

Regardless of the doctor's warning and the increasing pain day by day, he wore a bandage to whitewash the peace day after day.Although Sai Luo didn't speak much, the time he spent with him didn't decrease. Alpha was still gentle to him, and the silent company made Yu Hua fall headfirst. He carefully absorbed Alpha's gentleness and used it to maintain his precarious state. utopia.

"Don't go down." Sai Luo frowned, standing in front of Yu Hua's desk.

The pain in the back of his neck had reached an unbearable level today, Yu Hua lay on the table, unable to maintain a calm appearance.

P.E. class was about to start. Although Yu Hua was in poor health, he never missed a P.E. class because of Sai Luo.He barely supported his body, wanted to reach Sai Luo's hand, and said in a low voice.

"But I want to go."

Sai Luo let him hold him, and watched Yu Hua put one palm on the table to make himself stand up.

Yu Hua was shaking slightly, he was in too much pain, it seemed like a sharp knife was buried in his frail neck.

Sai Luo's eyes stayed on him, and finally raised a hand: "Don't force it."

He put his hand on Yu Hua's shoulder, and easily pushed him back to his seat.Yu Hua looked up at him, his gray-blue eyes were foggy, as if he was very unwilling and unwilling.

"It's just a class." Sai Luo said, his tone slowed down. "There's nothing to do. I'll be back after class."

Slowing down the speed of speech will always appear gentle, and the ever-expanding anxiety in Yu Hua's heart is suppressed in his voice, he does not hesitate to touch Sai Luo's hand sideways, like a small animal guarding the house, very pitifully begging.

"Then you can touch me, touch me before going to class."

There are no more heartfelt words in the world than: "I feel bad being here alone."

At this moment Yu Hua is so weak, his eyes are also soft, his voice is also soft, all these unreservedly entangled Sai Luo standing in front of him, trying his best to arouse Alpha's sympathy.

Sai Luo's eyes briefly showed unbearable emotion, which soon sank into Ru Mo's pupils.But he complied with Yu Hua's request, from the soft top of his hair, to his cheeks, to his shoulders and neck, Sai Luo's warm palm stroked Yu Hua's skin, as if touching a small animal.Yu Hua's hair that exploded due to uneasiness was calmed down by his soothing.

He stayed with Yu Hua until the class bell rang, and then he left the classroom.

Yu Hua was the only one left in the classroom.

He kept looking at Sai Luo's back until he couldn't see him anymore, then he closed his eyes and turned his head, clenched his fist and slammed the table hard.

The tabletop made a loud noise when it collided, and all kinds of swollen emotions, such as the powerlessness of the opponent who couldn't keep up with him, and the resentment for being in this situation, all vented out with the force of this punch. Close your eyes.

In the silent classroom, he sat motionless, letting the emotions in his heart pour out.

It wasn't until the glands buried deep in the back of the neck were unwilling to be alone, hooking the nerves, sending out a burst of pain and tingling itching, that Yu Hua moved his fingers and raised his hand to pull the bandage on his neck.

He doesn't understand.

Why him?Why is it he who has to suffer this?

He obviously worked very hard, he obviously did everything he could!He lay down on the operating table for this thing, and let the anesthetic enter his body. He was turned over on the operating table as if he was dead, and his neck was pressed and stabbed.

He did all he could, endured all he could and could not...but why?Why now?

Why can't he be lucky once, why can't he have a gland of his own smoothly.Why can't he be by the side of the person he likes without any worries, what he once dreamed about, what he has got now, why can't he hold it tightly in his hands?

Why!

Yu Hua gritted his teeth tightly, his whole body trembling violently due to pain and unwillingness.The compelling itching from the glands under the hard scabs stimulated the nerves that were on the verge of collapse, Yu Hua's teeth trembled, and the veins on the back of his thin hands bulged, and the bandages were torn off abruptly.

The snow-white bandage broke into several pieces, and with Yu Hua's strength, it slid off the neck, several layers inside had been dyed red, and fell lightly to the ground.

Yu Hua's fingertips stretched and curled up, forming a forbearing arc in the air.The festering glands under the skin are still screaming, and the indescribable itching is crawling over every nerve.

The fingers that were frozen in mid-air finally came down, and Yu Hua frantically grabbed the position of the gland.The bent fingertips scratched vigorously on the neck, the hard scabs fell off in his movements, the skin that was already bleeding was easily torn apart, and the blood that had already gathered under the skin gushed out in large streams— —

It's like a peach that has grown to be full and overripe. After a small hole is eaten by moths, the whole peach will quickly fester and rot.

"Sai Luo!" Qi An raised his voice and called out.

At the end of half the class, the physical education instructor let them move freely.Sai Luo turned around and saw Qi An standing on the edge of the field.

Qi An is also taking physical education class, but now, the sports equipment used in class has been put away, and he only holds a document with unclear content in his hand.

Sai Luo's eyes trembled slightly when he saw the thing in his hand.

He stopped where he was, until Qi An called him again, Sai Luo wiped his face, and strode towards Qi An.

"What you want." The shock when I was entrusted with this matter has almost calmed down during the two-day investigation, and only the disbelief after learning the truth remained.

Qi An was in a complicated mood and didn't know how to express it properly, so he simply didn't say anything, just handed the document to Sai Luo and let him read it by himself.

Yu Hua's name, identity, and Lan Hai High School in W District are no secrets.

There are quite a few people who know about his background. Qi An heard about it briefly when he was an exchange student, and even shared it with Sai Luo, but was interrupted halfway through.

Black words on a white background, the truth unfolded in front of him, and a sentence came into Sai Luo's eyes, stitching two Omega and Beta with almost identical faces in his mind into one person.The same name, the same life experience, cowardice and cuteness, weakness and stubbornness, two completely different impressions are intertwined, and the truth is tied to the same person.

He is Yu Hua.

They have seen and known each other before,

...he's a Beta.

Sero once said to Cecil: This is already the best possible.

Yu Hua is an Omega with glandular development disabilities, which is already the best.

He opened one case after another under the night light, and of course not only saw Omega's gland surgery.

There are also things that he concealed, things that he doesn't want to think about, things that are more in line with the details of Yu Hua's body - about artificial gland transplantation for people without glands.

Sai Luo ignored all doubts and forced himself to believe the possibility he wanted.

... Maybe Yu Hua is the same, he has the opportunity to do better, but he didn't choose to erase his name, change his face, maybe he just wanted to bet on a possibility he wanted.

It is possible that an Alpha he likes is still willing to be with him after knowing that he is a Beta.

With a dull sound, the opened document was closed heavily.

"you……"

Qi An looked at Sai Luo worriedly, but Sai Luo didn't listen to what he said, and strode away from the playground holding the documents.

The paper was crumpled and deformed, Sai Luo unconsciously tightened his palm.From the gymnasium to the teaching building, he walked through the corridors, stepped up the stairs, and finally stood in front of the classroom door.

"boom!"

With a loud bang, the door was pushed open and slammed into the wall.

Yu Yin vibrated in the air, and at a glance, there was no one in the classroom.

Sai Luo paused, and the boiling emotion in his heart stopped for a moment.He walked into the door, facing the direction of Yu Hua's seat.

Finally, another kind of movement sounded out of the monotonous footsteps, very slight and rustling.In the blink of an eye, Sai Luo saw a large bloodstain, bloody red, eye-catchingly distributed on the tables, chairs and the ground.Then, there was Yu Hua struggling to get up from the ground.

Bloody bandages were buried under the chair, dusty.Yu Hua's right hand was clutching the back of his neck, the sticky blood stained his palm, then trickled down his forearm, soaked his long sleeve, and landed on the ground tick-tock.

His neck was red with blood, as were his cheeks, chin and chest.He propped his left hand on the ground, sat on his knees, and propped himself up with difficulty——Yu Hua raised his head and saw Sai Luo standing not far away.

Looking at each other, Yu Hua's body trembled violently.

He glanced in the direction of the player almost reflexively, to make sure that the get out of class bell hadn't rung.Then, as if he didn't understand why Sai Luo suddenly appeared here, he looked back in panic.His gaze was like a deer under the hunter's wound, running away in a panic, and when he touched Sai Luo's body, he felt a burst of fear.

"..." Yu Hua opened his mouth, wanting to make a sound, but at this moment, he seemed to have lost the ability to speak.

He was choked by the terrified beast, and he lay on the ground trembling in embarrassment—such a misery that even Sai Luo lost the ability to speak.

The unbelievable truth was exposed unbearably, the anger of being fooled, the anxiety caused by the incomprehensible emotions in the bottom of my heart... All these things originally controlled Sai Luo's whole heart, and surrounded him impermeably. A vent.

But now he can't speak.

There was a long dead silence in the classroom, and the sound of blood flowing on the ground could almost be heard.

The shock brought by the scene in front of him gradually eased, and the suppressed emotions made him no longer as angry as he was at the beginning, and when he regained his senses, Sai Luo took a deep breath and threw the document in his hand in front of Yu Hua.

"Look at..."

The paper hit the ground with a bang, and Yu Hua's body trembled visibly to the naked eye.

The picture that came into his eyes made Sai Luo pause, he paused for two seconds, then gritted his teeth and continued: "...Look at this."

It was obviously difficult for him to speak, but his vigorous articulation and blunt tone made the sentence look angry and accusatory.

The snow-white paper was soaked by the blood on the ground, Yu Hua bowed his body, and opened it with his left hand, leaving a small, blood-red fingerprint on it.

Shiro turned away.

The classroom fell silent again.

The air seemed to be filled with mercury, pressing down from the top of the person's head, and the atmosphere sank so that it was almost impossible to breathe.

Yu Hua lowered his head, his body gradually stopped shaking, and after a while, he suddenly laughed softly.

The laughter was so sudden that it tore through the silent air, Sai Luo subconsciously frowned and turned his head back.

"What are you laughing at?" He asked hoarsely.

But Yu Hua didn't answer his words, just murmured softly, as if talking to himself: "...Why are you angry?"

The anger in Sai Luo's heart was aroused by these words, and he looked at Yu Hua in front of him with a heavy face, his eyes darkened.

"Shouldn't I be angry?"

Sai Luo stepped forward and approached, and the soles of his shoes stepped into the pool of blood gathered on the ground.The voice was cold, pointing to the core: "You are a Beta, you have known me for a long time, you lied to me!"

Yu Hua raised his head slowly, with a smile on his face, but a pair of gray-blue eyes sparkled with water.

"I'm still me... Sai Luo, I lied to you, but I'm still me."

A tear slid down his cheek, Yu Hua put away his smile and said in a low voice, "I haven't changed."

Shiro looked at him silently.

"No matter what I do, you can't see it. As long as I'm a Beta, I can't get close to you."

"No matter how long it takes, you won't remember my name or my face. No matter how hard I try, any Omega will distract you."

Yu Hua looked straight at Sai Luo.

"Why... why does it have to be an Omega?"

He paused every word, and the strong unwillingness almost tore his heart, "Why can't Beta?!"

"Sai Luo, I haven't changed. If I were an Omega, you would have liked me." Blood kept dripping from his neck, Yu Hua only stared at Sai Luo, and repeated stubbornly: "You agreed to my confession, You said you liked me."

"—You said that you would always like me and be with me forever!"

His voice suddenly raised, so sharp that it was almost shrill.The sound penetrated Sai Luo's ears and made him tremble.

"Sero, I love you."

Yu Hua's face was pale, his face was thin, and his body was as thin as a piece of paper.But the flames danced faintly in the eyes, giving a strange look to the bloodless face.

He let go of his right hand that was clutching the back of his neck in vain, leaned forward, and stretched out his hand towards Sai Luo.

Blood stained his palm, dripping from between his fingers, Yu Hua begged beseechingly.

"do not leave me."

He raised his hand in the air, insisting stubbornly: "Sai Luo, don't want me."

The color of blood turned Sai Luo's eyes red, the way he looked at Yu Hua, the emotion contained in the other's eyes swept him unreservedly.That emotion was too strong, like a sea tide or a vortex, instantly shattered his anger, and Sai Luo suddenly couldn't breathe.

The sound of blood falling on the ground was amplified at this moment, he and Yu Hua looked at each other in the empty classroom, and there was a faint shiver down his spine.

Shiro subconsciously took a step back.

Yu Hua's outstretched palm froze in the air, trembling slightly.

Sai Luo backed away slowly, he took a deep breath, and closed his eyes forcefully.Turning around in Yu Hua's Qiji eyes, he left the classroom in a flustered, almost escaping stride.

Yu Hua's hand hangs down dejectedly, his fingertips touch the ground, leaving red dots behind.

The paranoid flame in his eyes that continued to burn swayed fragilely at this moment, flickering, and finally... extinguished.