Lime Flavored First Love

"Brother, since you are no longer angry with Yu Hua, why don't you reconcile with him?"

Cecil and Sero sat side by side in the spaceship, listening to his brother talk about his relationship problems.

Yu Hua returned to school and changed gender, such a big news spread quickly, and Cecil also knew about it.

He also knows more than anyone else.

"That's not the case, I..."

Shiro looked down at his hands on his knees.This is the one that waved away Yu Hua, the couple bracelet on the wrist has been taken off, it is empty.

Yu Hua didn't wear it either, and Sai Luo could clearly see his empty and thin wrists in the tea room.

It's not that Sai Luo is not angry anymore, it's just that no matter how big the anger is, he can't express it in his heart, and he is repeatedly impacted by other emotions, so it seems boring to talk about it now.

Besides...

Yu Hua who appeared in front of him today has no sense of disobedience for wearing the gender of Beta. In fact, except for the freckles that disappeared due to reasons unknown to Sai Luo, Yu Hua's appearance and figure are the same as those in the W area. What he saw was indeed the same.

Even if Yu Hua paid that price to try to turn himself into an Omega, in his contradictory half of his heart, he probably hoped that Sai Luo would recognize him.

However, Sai Luo completely abandoned the behavior of the Beta in W area, which made Yu Hua, who was dating him as an Omega, also start to fear the consequences of being exposed.

But why can't I recognize it?

Did it take a few months to completely forget the memory of that exchange student?Sai Luo knew that, in fact, it was only because Yu Hua, who transferred to Burton High School, said that he was an Omega when he introduced himself.

— It seems that gender should not play such a decisive role.

After experiencing such a heavy lesson, Sai Luo finally gave birth to some shakes in his gender values.

He had to think that in this deception, he had to bear a little responsibility for it.

Sero fell silent suddenly, Cecil asked after waiting for a moment.

"What's that like?"

"Forget it." Sai Luo leaned back in the chair and pressed the space between his eyebrows wearily: "It's nothing."

Cecil turned his head and watched him quietly.

Sai Luo and his eyes met, and after a while, he sighed in a low voice.

"Cecile, you don't understand. Even if I'm not angry, our problems don't stop there."

Sai Luo clasped his palms on his knees. He stared at his palms and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I still dream of the day when we quarreled. The table, chairs, and the floor were all covered with blood. The whole Dreams are all red, and Yu Hua is in a pool of blood."

"He didn't cry, he didn't cry out for pain, he just stared at me. He wanted to come over, or pull me in."

"He reached out to me... Cecil, can you understand? I never thought that a relationship could be so strong."

Sai Luo visited Qi An once after returning from the hospital.

The feeling he felt when he saw Yu Hua in the hospital, who was in limbless form after the operation, was branded deep in his heart, and every time he recalled that scene, he felt a dull pain.The feeling of pity is so strong that it is impossible to tell whether this feeling is only for the one he likes, Yu Hua who is an Omega.

Breaking away from those chaotic thoughts, Sai Luo understood rationally that whether it was the Beta in W area or Yu Hua beside him, they were all the same person.It's impossible and silly to see them as two people.

But in terms of emotions, this is too difficult for Sai Luo, because he has never had a deep understanding of Yu Hua who is a Beta.

The impression that the Beta in the W area left on Sai Luo was shallow, one-sided, and even negative.

"Ah, I remembered." Qi An and him sat side by side on the steps of the gymnasium, both of them holding a can of cold beer with unlimited degrees, which was taken from the vending machine at the corner.

When Sai Luo was in physical education class before, Yu Hua always bought him water from this vending machine.

"Before... when I was at the same table as you in Blue Sea High School, I wanted to tell you about Yu Hua once, do you remember?" Qi An asked.

That time was interrupted by the instructor who was giving a lecture, Sai Luo nodded.

"I asked how you and Yu Hua got to know each other, and you said the road was uneven."

Qi An touched the one in Sai Luo's hand with a cold beer: "I was very curious at that time. When I was playing there, I heard people say that he has a background and a bad temper. Don't mess with him."

"Many people in Lan Hai didn't know Yu Hua's background at the beginning. They saw that Yu Hua was a Beta, and he was very good-looking. They also asked him to trouble him, but they were found back without any problems. I want to know what Yu Hua has. background, I asked them how they got it back, I thought it was Yu Hua's family who did it, but it wasn't."

"They said that Yu Hua knew how to make medicine himself, and those who troubled him, some of them were anesthetized with a syringe and then drank a bottle of medicine, and it took several weeks for the medicine to be completely metabolized in the body, and some of them had rashes and ulcers directly on their bodies. ...It's not going to end well anyway, and I'm pretty perverted when I hear it."

"So unless he wants to be troubled by himself, he shouldn't have the chance to make you feel wronged."

Qi An looked at Sai Luo's dazed expression and smiled.

"At that time, I didn't quite believe it, because every time I saw Yu Hua next to you, he was completely different from what they said."

Sai Luo relayed Qi An's words, and smiled at Cecil's dumbfounded expression.

It wasn't a happy smile, so the upturned corners of Seiro's mouth were quickly lowered, he said after another short silence.

"So, I never knew that the real Yu Hua is like this."

"He changed gender, personality, habits, and pretended to be another completely new person in front of me. I understand that he loves me, but..."

Sai Luo didn't finish speaking, but Cecil understood what his brother meant.

But this love is too strong, too heavy, even a little unbelievable, Yu Hua's love is too much, beyond the range that a normal and healthy relationship should have.

"Brother, sometimes you can't think like that."

Cecil frowned, and after thinking hard about it, he said, "Treat the person you like differently from other people. You can't just think that Yu Hua is here just based on the image that Brother Qi An heard from others. The appearance in front of you is all pretending."

Cecil can still recall that time when he was sitting at the same dining table with Yu Hua and Sai Luo, Yu Hua would only really smile when he was talking about Sai Luo, and when he looked at Sai Luo, his eyes lit up.

"As for changing gender..."

The airship that came to pick them up landed at the door of the house, Cecil saw the struggle in Sai Luo's eyes, suddenly grabbed his wrist, and ran home with his brother.

The door was hastily pushed open, and Fa'an, who was laying a yoga mat by the large French windows on the first floor, looked over from the side.

Fa'an's work outside has ended and he just came back this morning.Cecil dragged Sai Luo to run in front of his mother and father, pushed his brother forward, and said loudly.

"Father, brother has a big relationship question to ask you!"

"Really?!" Fa'an opened his eyes wide and looked at the eldest son who hadn't talked to him for a long time, very surprised.

G:……

One minute later, the father and son sat in rows on the yoga mats laid out.

Because of Sai Luo's silence, Cecil spoke instead, and asked his mother and father about the super heavy weight.

"If Dad doesn't like Omega, let's say he likes Beta, Mom and Dad, would you take the gland out just to be with Dad?"

"Your father likes an Omega like me very much."

Fa'an first emphasized this point, and then slapped the yoga mat proudly: "But if he doesn't like it, let alone Beta, even if he likes Alpha, I can replace the gland!"

The glands of Omega and Alpha are fundamentally different, Fa'an nodded his head emphatically, and bent his arms to show his biceps.

A bulge barely squeezed out of the soft flesh on the arm.

G:……

Cecil: "Hahahahahahahaha!"

"It's so fun to be with my parents." Cecil laughed crisply for a while. He and Fa'an hadn't seen each other for several days, so he fell into Fa'an's arms naturally at this moment.

"But what we are going to talk about is a very serious matter, and what I say will seem strange. Brother, this is your business, so you should talk about it yourself."

Fa'an let Cecil's head rest on his shoulder, and his eyes fell on Sai Luo.

Sai Luo looked at his mother, father and younger brother helplessly. He actually felt that these two people became very unreliable after staying together, but the long-lost relaxed atmosphere also made Alpha, who was not yet a full-grown adult, relax. .

The black pupils he inherited from his father settled down, and he slowly told his parents about everything that happened between him and Yu Hua.

Fa'an's posture gradually corrected as Sai Luo narrated, but his expression was always peaceful.Until Sai Luo's voice fell, he leaned forward, stretched out his hand to gently stroke Sai Luo's hair, and said in a tolerant tone.

"That's it...it turns out that so many things happened to you when I didn't know it. Are you sad? You've worked hard."

After a confiding conversation, Sai Luo and Fa'an finished chatting, and the heart that had been struggling for a long time found a long-lost and comforted peace.

Fa'an shook his hand and told him that there is a solution to everything, as long as he wants to solve the problem between him and Yu Hua.

"If you think he's faking himself in front of you, take a good look at what he looks like in his original gender. If you have a vague impression of his past, only negative shadows, make sure of this after you really know him. Can Beta be loved by you."

What comforted Sai Luo was not only Fa'an's gentle and well-organized suggestions, but also the temperature of Fa'an's hand holding him, and the unique tolerance of a mother and father transmitted from Fa'an.

With a heart that had temporarily calmed down, he listened to the words of comfort from his mother, father and younger brother, but in the relaxed atmosphere he suddenly thought of Yu Hua's family.

Yu Hua, who was lying alone in the spacious and empty single-person ward after the operation, had he ever had a chance to get the support of his family when he made every difficult decision, every time he fell into struggle and pain?