If you don't work hard, you will go back to inherit the heaven

The man named himself "Sheng Nan", which means to encourage himself to surpass himself-it's so damn reasonable!

Facing the rigorous and logical thinking of her boss, Guan Nianwei was speechless for a moment.She turned her head to look at Lin Shengnan's silent tombstone, unable to defend herself, and said after a while: "Mr. Dong, I think you may have misunderstood something."

Dongyu now also realized that he had misunderstood something, and asked directly: "Isn't Secretary Guan here to worship your father today?"

Father.

Guan Nianwei's memory is filled with unfamiliar words for this vocabulary.Other people's fathers are clear and palpable, only hers are not, and her father is a blur, leaving only a strong disgust for her.

She has long been a stranger to such a father, and she doesn't even know whether he is alive or dead, so how could she worship him?

How could she worship him?

Guan Nianwei slightly bent the corners of her lips, with a smile that didn't reach her eyes, and said casually: "President Dong misunderstood, my father hates girls, and he didn't want me and my mother when I was a baby, so he is dead now." I don’t know if he is alive, let alone pay homage to him.”

Hearing her calm tone, Dongyu was stunned.

It was true that she had misunderstood, but what was more serious was that the truth was even more uncomfortable than her misunderstanding.

The reason Secretary Guan was abandoned by her father was simply because she was a girl—her father didn't even want to imagine whether her daughter's future would be excellent, dazzling, or charming.

Just one gender made him sentence his own daughter to death in his heart.

Dongyu has to admit that there are still some people in the mortal world with narrow minds and visions, so that even the mice in the corner would scoff at them.

Suddenly there was a gust of cold wind, and the cold air caressed people's skin and passed through their black hair.Guan Nianwei's petite body became thinner and thinner in the gust of wind, but her eyes hidden behind the lenses were still cold and calm, as if being abandoned by her biological father could no longer stir up any waves in her heart.

——The wrong person was not her from beginning to end, nor was it a girl.

Dongyu glanced at her, with distressed eyes, in order to prevent her from being immersed in unpleasant emotions for too long, he immediately changed the subject: "Secretary Guan, tell me about this?"

She was referring to Lin Shengnan.

Without thinking, Guan Nianwei nodded slightly.To put it bluntly, she still wanted to rely on Dongyu to meet Katsunan's sister.

The bouquet of flowers in front of Lin Shengnan's tombstone was blown down by the sudden wind. After the wind left, Guan Nianwei calmly bent down, straightened the flowers, and looked up at the tombstone. She was so gentle, as if she was afraid of disturbing other people's dreams, her voice was soft and soft: "Sister, have you seen it? This is my boss, Mr. Dong."

"Isn't our Dong always good-looking? I've never seen such a beautiful person when I grow up." Guan Nianwei said with a casual smile.

Dongyu's face value is the real face value of a fairy, and he is also the best among the gods, like the bright moon.As her subordinate, Guan Nianwei has always highly recognized her beauty.

Now that Dongyu is here, she just wants to introduce Lin Shengnan to her by the way, just like close sisters, the younger sister wants to share everything with her elder sister.

But I heard a voice: "Normal."

Guan Nianwei straightened up and looked back at Mr. Dong who responded in disbelief.

Does she think her appearance is "average"? !Is this serious?

Meeting her puzzled gaze, Dongyu nodded slightly without changing his face, and said very politely: "Secretary Guan has praised you."

Guan Nianwei didn't know for a moment whether she was being polite or really thought that she looked "average".

Is the family training to be humble?

Forget it, that's not the point.Guan Nianwei waved away the messy thoughts in her head and said, "Shall we talk about it in another place?"

Dongyu looked around, and found a bench under a tree not far away, and pointed at it: "Go and sit there and talk."

Guan Nianwei glanced back and said hello.

The weather is gloomy, and no ray of bright sky is willing to generously penetrate the clouds and fall on the tip of people's hearts on this day.

Guan Nianwei put the bag on her lap and sat upright.Dongyu sat beside her elegantly while supporting her long skirt, leaned back on the chair with her legs folded and said, "Secretary Guan, I'm listening."

Guan Nianwei nodded, and went straight to the point: "Sister Lin is my savior."

Dongyu's eyes moved to her fair side face.

"I was afraid of water when I was young." Guan Nianwei said, "Because I almost died in the water."

Then, she lowered her eyes, smiled faintly, and the expression on her face was as flat as ever: "When I was a baby, my dad tried to pin me to death in the water, and it was my mother who tried her best to put me in the water." Saved."

She touched her fingertips and picked them up unconsciously: "Then I was afraid of water when I grew up. Now that I think about it, it's probably the reason why my dad was almost killed in the water. Although I didn't I can remember, but the fear has always been buried in my heart."

Dongyu blinked slowly, and according to the habit of comforting Zhaoyue and the others, she instinctively stretched out her hand, and once again placed it on Guan Nianwei's soft hair, giving her a silent but extremely gentle comfort.

Guan Nianwei smiled: "I'm fine, thank you."

This incident has actually happened. Her father loathes her and even wants to kill her. She has no way to deny the existence of this fact, so she has long learned to face it.

She can't let such a shadow accompany her 360 days a year, it will ruin her life, and it will also ruin her mother Guan Hui's love and hope for her-her mother hopes that she can grow up healthy and healthy. Live without worry.

One must face the past bravely before one can embrace the future with an open mind.So she faced this shadow directly, and bravely and frankly became the Guan Nianwei of today, and her mood would no longer fluctuate because of this incident.

After Dongyu repeatedly confirmed that her emotions did not fluctuate greatly, he withdrew his hands and continued to listen to her with his hands folded around his chest.

Guan Nianwei continued: "The shadow of being afraid of water has accompanied me for a long, long time. When I was five years old, I was still afraid of the amount of water that could cover my chest."

It was also when she was five years old that the accident happened again——

She fell into a lake. To be precise, she was pushed into the lake by a child.

The little girl was quickly swallowed whole by the lake. She struggled in the water, crying and calling for her mother, but when she opened her mouth, the earthy lake water immediately poured into her mouth, as if to plunder all her vitality , Let her sleep in this lake forever and ever.

She remembered how she felt at that time, feeling that the lake water was like a pair of strong hands, pressing her down mercilessly.The fear of water surrounded her tightly, choking out her hope and vitality bit by bit.

The lake was very deep, and it happened that no adults passed by that day. The children on the shore were frightened when they saw her fall into the water. Some cried in fear, and some hurried home to find adults.But the distance to and from the place was too late, and it was very likely that she would have died on the way to her.

And just when her last wisp of consciousness was about to dissipate, she was hugged by a man, who rescued her, pressed all the water out of her chest, gave her artificial respiration, and She snatched it back from Lord Yan.

That person is my older sister—16-year-old Lin Shengnan.

Guan Nianwei was young at that time, and she was too afraid of water. The first thing she did after being rescued was to cry, howl, out of breath, as if she would cry until the whole world heard it. .

Guan Hui, who once rescued her from the water, was still working hard in the factory, totally unaware of her narrow escape, but it was Lin Shengnan who held her in his arms and comforted her softly for a long time.

She cried for more than ten minutes, and stopped when she was tired from crying. She looked at Lin Shengnan sobbingly. Lin Shengnan smiled, opened and closed his mouth with deep red lipstick, but his voice was very clean and clear: "Are you still crying?"

Because of her own special experience, Guan Nianwei would observe other people's faces when she was very young.She carefully observed Lin Shengnan's expression. Lin Shengnan's face was covered with strange makeup that she couldn't understand, but this did not prevent her from sensing a friendly atmosphere from Lin Shengnan in the slightest.

So she shook her head obediently: "No, don't cry, cry, I can't cry anymore"

She was tired from crying and had no energy left.

Lin Shengnan thought it was funny, and said, "You are so cute, kid." Then he picked her up and said, "Well, my sister will take you home."

Then I really sent her home under the guidance of other children, and talked to her kindly along the way, helping her change her mood in time and get out of the shadow of falling into the water.

She buried her head in Lin Shengnan's neck, not forgetting Guan Hui's teachings to her at this moment, and said in a weak voice with a hoarse voice: "Thank you, thank you sister"

Lin Shengnan probably thought she was cute at the time, so he wanted to tease her, so he said, "Are you just going to thank sister like this?"

Guan Nianwei's shoulders twitched, her two small hands clenched into small fists, and her voice was as weak as a kitten: "But, but I have no money, and neither does my mother."

She knew that her family was poor since she was a child, and she understood the concept of "no money" very early.

This made Lin Shengnan even more amused. She didn't know what Lin Shengnan was laughing at, and she was at a loss.

Then Lin Shengnan restrained his smile, touched her head, and said seriously: "You must be a kind person."

"You are worthy of the sky, you are worthy of the earth, and you are worthy of me, so I didn't save you in vain!"

Five-year-old children do not have a deep understanding of these words, so they can only listen with a half understanding.

Lin Shengnan stroked her head: "Can I promise my sister?"

She didn't understand much at the time, but she could feel that what Lin Shengnan said was good, so she answered her vigorously: "Yes!"

Lin Shengnan smiled and praised her as a good girl.

When she was young, what she liked most was to be praised by others as a "good boy", because a good boy would please adults and mothers, so she has been working hard to be a "good boy".

At that time, when she heard Lin Shengnan praise herself as a "good boy", she laughed happily at that time, and even forgot how miserable she was crying before.

Later, Guan Hui was grateful to Lin Shengnan for saving her daughter, and was very warm to her. He often invited her to visit her, and even proposed to visit her home.Although the two families do not live in the same place, Guan Hui still hopes to visit Lin Shengnan's family and express his gratitude.

But was rejected by Lin Shengnan, Lin Shengnan didn't want them to go to his house, even she came to their house only a few times twice.

Although Guan Nianwei was still young at that time, she could vaguely sense that Lin Shengnan didn't like to have contact with his family.

When Lin Shengnan came to their house as a guest, Guan Nianwei was very happy and would pester her for a long chat.They had mentioned her name on her second visit.

Guan Nianwei asked: "Sister, why do you call me 'Sheng Nan'?"

Lin Shengnan grinned grinningly: "Because my sister is uneducated, I can't think of anything else."

Guan Nianwei tilted her head to look at her.

Lin Shengnan's smile suddenly subsided a little, and she looked into the distance. She said, "Sister, my original name is Zhaodi, but my sister hates this name so much, so I changed it myself."

The five-year-old Guan Nianwei could clearly sense her loneliness at that time, but because she didn't know much, she couldn't use better and more appropriate words to comfort her, so she could only praise clumsily: "Sister changed It sounds nice."

Lin Shengnan was overjoyed: "That's right, I also think I changed it to sound good."

When she smiled, Guan Nianwei was relieved and laughed too.

Then Lin Shengnan said to her: "Nianwei, you have to remember that girls can also be excellent, we are no worse than boys."

Lin Shengnan touched her little head and said: "Also, in the future, you must marry someone you like. If you don't have someone you like, then you can live your life on your own. You must not marry anyone just because of filial piety. ruin your life."

Guan Nianwei couldn't grasp the deep meaning of these words at that time, but she firmly remembered them in her heart, and then nodded approvingly.

But what Guan Nianwei didn't expect was that it was actually the last time she saw Lin Shengnan.

Lin Shengnan never visited them again after that day, and hadn't contacted them for more than a year. Guan Nianwei would ask Guan Hui from time to time: "Is Sister Shengnan coming?"

The connection between people has always been like this, and it will always fade and break slowly in the silent time, and then go away in two directions, and there will be no intersection since then.

But that is the world of adults, children are not, their minds are pure, if they like it, they like it, and if they like it, they will keep it in their hearts, talk about it, and talk about it all the time.

—Is my sister here?

——Is my sister coming tomorrow?

——I miss my sister, does my sister miss me?

In order not to annoy her mother, Guan Nianwei restrained herself from missing her sister, but because she was too obedient and sensible in the past, even if she restrained herself, she would immediately reveal how much she missed her sister.

Guan Hui did not order her to stop talking like those strict parents, but would patiently respond to her words, and even tried to find out about Lin Shengnan's recent situation.Because she herself began to worry about Lin Shengnan, which was a kind of inexplicable worry that she couldn't express.

Soon, she inquired about the news, a bad news - Lin Shengnan died.

A living person turned into a pile of silent ashes as early as a year ago, and then was packed in a simple jar and randomly placed on a table full of sundries.It was Guan Huiyu who couldn't bear it, and took Lin Shengnan, who had been neglected by his family, back to his home, and saved up money to put her urn in this decent enough cemetery.

Guan Nianwei didn't know what happened at the time, and Guan Hui didn't tell her the truth until she was in junior high school.

Lin Shengnan was forced into marriage by her family. Her parents wanted to sell her to an old man for money, but she was unwilling. Her parents gave her two choices: either die or marry.

Who is Lin Shengnan? She is a rebellious girl who dared to name herself "Shengnan". She said stubbornly: "I won't marry my wife, and I won't marry if I die!" jump off.

— Died on the spot.

After Guan Nianwei listened to it, she was speechless for a long time, and the tip of her nose couldn't stop being sour.

At that time, Guan Hui told her that she was almost killed by her father when she was a child, held her hand, and said softly: "Daughter, mother told you these things in the hope that you can understand that there is no such thing in life. A father is nothing, your life will not be incomplete because of the absence of someone."

"It should be up to you to decide how complete it is. It may be fulfilled by finding someone you love, or by being happy alone, or even because you have passed all subjects in the next exam. It’s okay to get full marks and feel fulfilled in life—as long as it makes you happy.”

"Mom also promises you that you will not be forced to marry someone you don't like. You can choose your own future. Mom only hopes that you can live well, healthy and carefree."

"That way Mom can rest assured."

"That's the way it is." Guan Nianwei said slowly, slowly bringing the story to an end.

After she finished speaking, she raised her face and looked at the still dull sky, her mood gradually became depressed as if infected, and her shoulders collapsed unconsciously, with a sense of dejection. breath.

"I think," Dongyu said slowly, "Secretary Guan needs a 'sister's hug'?"

Guan Nianwei was stunned for a moment, then smiled softly, and took Dongyu's words honestly: "You are right, I need 'sister's hug'."

It's just that her elder sister has already slept in the ground, sleeping under the black tombstone not far ahead, and there is no way to hug her and give her comfort.

"Come." Dongyu suddenly said such a word very concisely.

Guan Nianwei subconsciously turned around to look at her, only to find that she was leaning on the back of the chair, opening her arms towards her, and said solemnly: "Based on my age, I am more than enough to be your sister." After thinking for a while, she said, "If Secretary Guan Think, I might even give you an ancestral hug?"

She lived much longer than their Guan family ancestors.

What a god damn ancestor hug.

Guan Nianwei was speechless and wanted to laugh, but facing Dongyu's kindness, she didn't want to refuse at this moment: "Then I'd rather be respectful than obedient, Mr. Dong."

Dongyu raised his eyebrows, the meaning was obvious: come.

Guan Nianwei put the bag on her lap aside, then turned around and hugged the gentle princess.The eldest princess also lifted her chin very intimately, so that she could better bury her neck.

Guan Nianwei leaned in her arms, smelled the reassuring fragrance of her body, blinked slowly, and whispered "sister" in her heart.

... I don't know how you are doing now.

Dongyu hugged her back and patted her on the back lightly, as if coaxing a child, his movements were very skillful.

Guan Nianwei hugged her waist, and after nestling in her arms for a while, couldn't help but said: "Mr. Dong seems to be very skilled?"

Dongyu took it for granted, "I am the elder sister."

She also needs to take on the responsibility of educating the three cats in the family, and when they are in a bad mood, she has to enlighten them.Zhaoyue is the one who likes to burrow into her arms for comfort the most, so she is very skilled in this kind of coaxing comfort.

Of course, when she is in a bad mood, those three will come back to coax her obediently.

But compared with them, Secretary Guan looked much petite, and she was a tiny one in his arms—Secretary Guan should really eat more.

Look at how thin the children have become!

Of course Guan Nianwei didn't know that she was thinking about her weight again, and thinking about the atmosphere between the two gods, she couldn't help sighing softly: "That's great."

Guan Nianwei said from the bottom of her heart: "His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven and the Empress of Heaven must be very good gods, that's why they taught President Dong so well."

She felt that Dongyu was really a very gentle and considerate princess.

"My father and mother are indeed the best gods, and I am very honored to be their child." Dongyu's tone carried a little pride that could not be concealed.

Guan Nianwei couldn't help laughing, her eyebrows were curved, she was very pretty: "I'm also very honored to be the child of Ms. Guan Hui."

She thanked Guan Hui from the bottom of her heart for protecting her all the way up and giving her such a free future.To have such a mother in her life is actually complete.

Dongyu touched her head, and said softly: "Secretary Guan was not defeated by that man's despicable behavior, and is working hard to live out her own life. I am happy for you."

Guan Nianwei smiled and said, "Thank you."

Because she was never the one who was wrong, she didn't need to sacrifice her own life for other people's mistakes.

Dongyu asked again: "Didn't your sister Shengnan leave a picture?"

Guan Nianwei: "No."

Dongyu: "Won't you forget her?"

After all, those are all her five-year-old memories. As time goes by and she grows older, many memories will become more and more blurred.

"No." Guan Nianwei said, "Sister Shengnan is very memorable, she is very impressive in her dress."

Dongyu: "Huh?"

Guan Nianwei: "She has colorful hair."

Dongyu: "...?"

Why is Secretary Guan's benefactor's painting style a bit strange?