seriously ill

"Xiaoguo, BTS recently released a new album, written by Hoseok. It's very good. I've listened to it many times. May I play it for you?" Park Jimin asked him in a flattering tone, is there any? Less begging ingredients.In the past few days, Tian Jungkook has a terribly grumpy temper. Park Jimin even breathes carefully in front of him, for fear that if he does something, he will be upset.

Tian Jungkook's expression was cold, he didn't say "yes" or "no".

Park Jimin took Tian Jungkook's silence as the default, he opened the mobile app, Tian Jungkook glanced down, and saw the title of the song, "Butterfly".

But what Park Jimin didn't expect was that as soon as a note sounded, Tian Jungkook grabbed the phone and threw it viciously to the ground.It really took all of his strength.The mobile phone fell to the ground with a "snap", bounced and jumped twice, and finally fell silent, lying on the floor in pieces.

"Small country……"

"I don't want to listen to music!! I don't want to listen!!" Tian Zhengguo raised his hands and covered his ears vigorously. "My legs are useless! Useless! What's the point of music?! What's the point of them!!"

Park Jimin didn't care about the broken phone, he hurriedly stood up and hugged Tian Jungkook's slightly trembling body, and comforted him in a panic: "Okay. Don't listen. We won't listen."

Upon hearing Park Jimin's soft words of comfort, Jungkook's body trembled even more violently.After a while, Park Jimin heard sobbing in his arms that he was trying to suppress.

Crying again, Tian Jungkook cried again.

Tian Jungkook is a strong person, at such a young age, his desire to win and lose is strong and terrifying.When he was about to graduate, Tian Jungkook only slept for 3 hours for [-] days in a row, just for the graduation performance to be perfect.But now he can only lie on the hospital bed, his legs are paraplegic, and the doctor said that it is impossible.

How did Tanaka accept this?

But what Park Jimin doesn't know is that the tears that Jungkook is shedding now are not because of shattered dreams, but because of fear.

Jungkook shed tears because he was afraid of losing Park Jimin.

Every time he sees Park Jimin, Jungkook can't help but think in his heart, will this be the last time?The better Park Jimin treats him, the more Jungkook is at a loss.He can no longer give Park Jimin anything, so he always uses a hurtful gesture to force Park Jimin to leave his useless self.But when he thought that there would be a day when Park Jimin really left, Tian Jungkook was terrified to death.Those hurtful words are not a kind of Lingchi to Tian Zhengguo.

In the torment of this contradiction, Tian Jungkook spent the longest winter in his life.

Winter went to spring, and Tian Zhengguo returned home to recuperate after being discharged from the hospital.Tian Jungkook's parents also noticed the strange relationship between Tian Jungkook and Park Jimin that surpassed that between friends.But over time, Park Jimin's sincerity and persistence also moved them deeply, and they acquiesced to this self-evident feeling.

Parks are always the most vibrant in spring, perhaps because of the weather, Park Jimin can clearly feel that Jungkook is in a good mood today, and he talks a lot more than usual.After returning from the park, as soon as I entered the corridor, several maintenance workers were carrying some tools back and forth, and half-person-high prohibition signs were placed in front of the two elevators in the apartment.

"Hello. Excuse me, when will the elevator be repaired?" Park Jimin asked politely.

The worker was so busy that he pulled the wire out of the wheel and handed it to another worker without looking up. "The traction sheave is quite aging, it is estimated that it will take at least one day."

"Oh, that's it. Thanks."

Park Jimin had no choice but to push Tian Jungkook to the stairwell, while putting away and folding the blanket on his lap, he asked him softly and carefully, "Xiaoguo, can I carry you up first?"

Tian Zhengguo's rare tone was not gunpowder: "Let's wait a little longer. Maybe it will be fixed later."

After Tian Zhengguo finished speaking, Park Jimin smiled, his eyes curved when he smiled, like two thin crescents. "Xiaoguo is still shy? When you first entered school, Brother Shuozhen said that you grew up on my back."

Tian Jungkook also recalled that time, when he was a shy child, he was always reserved when facing his older brothers and sisters.Although Park Jimin always made fun of him, he never insisted on his character.But every time he felt embarrassed, Park Jimin was always the first to come out to make a rescue.

Park Jimin stretched out his hand to hold Tian Jungkook's, and Tian Jungkook felt a little cold. "Anyway, it's on the fourth floor. I'll carry you up first, and then I'll come back and get the wheelchair up. It's still a bit cold outside, and I'm afraid you'll catch a cold."

Seeing that Jungkook's expression loosened, Jimin turned his back and squatted in front of Jungkook. "Come on, Xiaoguo. See if my brother's back is still as wide as before."

Park Jimin made a joke and made Jungkook laugh, but Park Jimin didn't see it.

Carrying Tian Jungkook on his back, Park Jimin slowly climbed up one step at a time, as if he was carrying some priceless treasure carefully, every movement could feel his pity.

"Xiaoguo," Park Jimin said suddenly, Tian Jungkook felt the slight vibration of the voice in his chest, "That time when you confessed to me in the coffee shop, I rejected you. I have always regretted it."

The pupils in Tian Jungkook's eyes suddenly dilated, and he didn't speak.

"I always feel that it's too sudden, so I'm flustered, and I don't know what to do. But I should have known it a long time ago, and I should have understood your feelings for me long ago. The way you look at me, the words you told me, How could you not understand the gift you gave me? It's just me lying to myself." Park Jimin spoke calmly, but Tian Jungkook felt very uncomfortable hearing it.

"So, Xiaoguo, can you forgive me? Forgive brother, okay? Let brother stay by your side from now on, okay?"

Tian Zhengguo's mouth was tightly pursed, and he didn't say a word.

Why have you ever hated him?If you want to hate, you hate yourself. Now that you have lost a pair of legs, you have nothing left.If you can't give the person you love the most, what qualifications do you have to love him?I don't deserve to like Park Jimin at all.

Park Jimin had already reached the third floor with Tian Jungkook on his back, and was just about to go up and down the next step, but something slipped under his feet, and he lost his balance in an instant, and fell to the ground.

The moment he fell, Tian Zhengguo also rolled off his back, and hit the wall on the third floor with a "boom", making a lot of noise in this cramped space.The two legs were slumped on the ground like soft noodles, looking in a mess.

Park Jimin hurriedly sat up, wanting to see if Tian Jungkook was injured, but he pushed him away.

"Go away!" Tian Zhengguo's emotions began to explode again.

"Park Jimin! Get out! Get out!! I hate you! Why?! Why?!"

"Park Jimin, get out! Why do you want to control me?!! Why do you want to control me!!! Don't you understand? I can't give you anything anymore! Let me die! Why don't you let me die!! "

Then Tian Jungkook smashed his soft legs like crazy, "What's the use of my legs! What's the use! Anyway, I'm a waste! A waste! You don't care what I do!"

"Xiaoguo, don't do this!" Park Jimin saw Tian Jungkook self-harming like this, and hurriedly crawled over from the ground to stop Tian Jungkook's crazy behavior, but Park Jimin was not as strong as Tian Jungkook, so he couldn't help him at all.But he couldn't see Tian Jungkook hurting himself so much, it was Park Jimin who didn't even think about it, and just lay down on Tian Jungkook's legs and protected them under his body.

When Tian Zhengguo's casserole-like fist touched Park Jimin's body, he held back suddenly. Although he withdrew a lot of force, he couldn't fully contain it, and hit Park Jimin's back in one fell swoop.

Park Jimin was strong even after receiving this punch, and the moment the fist fell, he coughed suddenly.

Tian Jungkook's hysteria just disappeared without a trace. Seeing Park Jimin's thin body trembling violently due to coughing, the corners of his eyes suddenly turned red again.

Park Jimin lay on Tian Jungkook's lap and coughed for a while, feeling that Tian Jungkook's emotions had calmed down, so he slowly straightened up.As soon as he sat up, he met Tian Jungkook's guilt-ridden eyes.

He still couldn't bear to hurt himself after all.Park Jimin smiled comfortingly at Jungkook, he hadn't had a good rest for several months, that smile looked very pale. "It's all brother's fault. Xiaoguo wasn't injured, right? Did the bump just now hurt?"

Tian Jungkook's beautiful brows frowned, and the tears swirling in his eyes finally couldn't hold back, and fell heavily.

"Brother, let me go and let yourself go too."