Ambition of the King of Knights

It’s still the sea of ​​flowers in his consciousness. I don’t know if he is too obsessed with Elysee in the underworld, or because of his lack of imagination. It seems that he will always choose this scene subconsciously in his mind, or maybe, this sea of ​​flowers is simple and convenient. ?

"Don't hide, I know you must be here, why do you do this?"

Arthur pursed his lips, frowned and looked around. Although this is also his sea of ​​consciousness, it may be because Red Arthur has been here for a long time, it seems that he is not as good as the other party in terms of control.

"I can understand your way of repaying Morgan. Even if you die because of it, you won't have any complaints. It's just why you want to treat Lancelot..."

"If not, would you make such a decisive decision?"

The figure of Red Arthur also appeared. Compared with the serious Arthur, he seemed much more casual, and said innocently: "Don't forget, who helped you solve the serious problem, if it wasn't for me If you take a strong drug, you are going to drag it until when with your temper."

"You mean..." Arthur was stunned for a moment, and then he was a little uncertain, "Are you trying to provoke me to tell Lancelot directly? But Lance is different from Morgan, he is not so... "

"What's the difference?" Red Arthur raised the corners of his lips, shot sharp eyes at Arthur, and said coldly, "Did you really not notice the change in him? Or are you subconsciously avoiding that possibility? If You don't want Lance to become the second Morgan, so you should make a decision early, instead of giving people hope and then giving them despair. Maybe you don't want to hang people, do you?"

"how is this possible!"

Arthur spoke angrily, blushing on his face. He just felt that Lance admired him more than he admired him. It seemed a bit pretentious to say that directly. Besides, Lance and Morgan were different. They were knights and kings. The relationship between allegiance and being loyal, he just doesn't want his knights of the round table to be incomplete, this is the bond he cherishes...

"No, maybe you're right..."

Thinking of this, Arthur felt a little depressed and ashamed. He always felt that he was frank and honest and didn't have much to be ashamed of. At this moment, he was awakened by Red Arthur, and he couldn't help feeling extremely annoyed.There are many small thoughts and ideas that he can't appeal to others, but if he faces another self, he doesn't have many scruples, and he doesn't have that fig leaf.

"You're right, it's my fault... I selfishly want to maintain the integrity of the Knights of the Round Table, so I can't speak directly like I did to Morgan." Thinking of this, Arthur felt something was wrong all over his body, and he was so ashamed that he wanted to find him. Drilling down a hole, he said with sad eyes, "This is not fair to Morgan, and it is also to Lance. I am too obsessed with the perfect knight king, trying to maintain the integrity of the knight order, but caused a flaw in my heart... for a while When I wake up, I'll make it clear to Lance, even if the round table shatters because of it..."

"Hey, idiot... Are you really a king and a fool?!"

"what?"

Looking at the ashamed and bewildered eyes of the person in front of him, Red Arthur was speechless. He thought he had already mentioned something obvious, but he didn't expect that the brain circuit of King Arthur's body was so strange, and he didn't find such a simple and obvious reminder. Had to say it bluntly.

"Do you think you are a saint? All human beings have selfish desires, and you are no exception. What's more, your thoughts are not excessive requests. No one stipulates that you must accept the admiration of others, and as a knight king, you want to protect your own. What's wrong with the Knights?"

"Eh? But didn't you say..."

"You can be more capricious and selfish. It doesn't matter if you are greedy at all. This is my (our) nature."

Red Arthur gently hugged him in his arms, and stretched out his hand to caress Arthur's soft blond hair. Obviously, the two were about the same height and figure, but somehow felt that Red Arthur was much more mature, as if he was teaching and comforting an ignorant Like a child, she leaned close to her ear and opened her mouth as if to lure her.

"You have sacrificed everything for the country, suppressed your own desires, and even become unrecognizable to yourself. What is such a small request that is not too much?"

"This is different! I am not protecting Great Britain for this kind of purpose..."

"It doesn't look different to me. Didn't I test Lancelot in your capacity? You might as well try and tell him what you think. It doesn't matter if you are a little willful, I believe he will satisfy you .”

Red Arthur's eyes sparkled, and the same blue eyes as Arthur's were full of cunning and determination, and he said solemnly: "I think he will not only not be disappointed, but will be very happy, just like just now — By the way, what do you think of me?"

"...?"

Arthur didn't understand what the other party was talking about, and what was his purpose, he just broke free uncomfortably, it was too shameful to be held in his arms, not to mention that Xiao Hong was so close to him, he felt that he The roots of his ears were itchy, maybe they were all red.

"Well, it seems that you feel good, I am very pleased."

"..." Is this even more inexplicable?

"Then, remember to find me a body early. There is an example of the fat cat next to Natsume possessing a beckoning cat. It doesn't take much skill to think about it."

What does "..." have to do with Natsume?However, it seems a bit familiar?

"Remember to make it clear to Lance that the reward is just a reward... Don't be kidding, how can I let go of the delicious food that is on my lips? Let alone my most important half body..."

Most of the irrelevant memories of the past life have been lost, and Arthur, who gave all of them to Xiaohong, woke up in a daze. That's it, now, should he speak directly to Lancelot?

"My king, you are awake."

Lancelot, who was holding the breakfast tray, looked extremely virtuous, and gently put the breakfast on the table in the house. Last night Arthur originally wanted to find Kotomine Kirei, but he couldn't find it for a while. , can only rely on low-level bewitching magic to live in the top box of a nearby high-end hotel.

By the way, today I have to find a way to sell some gold pieces of the King of Heroes in exchange for money, and he still owes the hotel money.

"That, Lance..."

"Yes."

"..."

"My king, please ask for anything."

Facing Lancelot's sea-like deep eyes and focused gaze, Arthur's body froze, and he felt a little speechless, but thinking of Xiaohong's sharp, sharp but extremely reasonable words, he had no choice but to stiffen Scalp opening.

"Lance, I..."

Arthur gritted his teeth, and suddenly felt that he was very despicable. Whether it was he ambiguous Lance's love, or rejected Lancelot, but still asked this person to stay, it was not that he had nothing to do with the scumbag he once despised. Is there a difference?He didn't want his round table to be broken, and he had been working hard for this goal, but thinking about what happened to Lance and Guinevere in the past, it showed that this person was straight, and he accidentally bent him. So irresponsible.

"Sorry, Lance, I misunderstood."

Thinking of this, although Arthur was reluctant to let go of the round table treasure he had gathered with great difficulty, his eyes were still firm. Although Xiaohong said that he could let Lancelot continue to stay willfully, and he believed in Lance's loyalty He will definitely do so, but how can he really use this kind of emotion to restrain others?

At least, the dream he shared with Artoria - to save Great Britain has already been accomplished. As for the Knights of the Round Table, they are just icing on the cake, and they are his selfish hopes, which are not that important... Arthur convinced himself that, his mood gradually After calming down, he didn't feel that the next words were so difficult to say, at least, he wanted to keep his conscience clear.

"I delayed my love for you because I wanted to be the knights of the round table forever, but this is wrong, sorry."

"My king, you never have to apologize to me, I..."

"Listen to me, Lance."

After apologizing again, Arthur couldn't help sighing when he met the terrified Lancelot. He had mixed feelings. After all, his EQ was not much higher than Lily's. One thought he had a good impression, but the direction was completely wrong, and he still hasn't figured out what went wrong.

"My love for you is not the kind of love you have for me. I used to want to selfishly ambiguously let you stay by my side. This is my undeniable fault, so I apologize." After making up her mind to accept, Ya On the contrary, Se felt much more relaxed, and said seriously, "I will not accept your emotion, let alone respond to you, so even if you want to leave, I have nothing to say."

"My king..." Lancelot gritted his teeth, with pain and struggle in his eyes, he said unwillingly, "Are you trying to drive me away?"

"How?" Arthur was stunned, puzzled, "How could I drive you away? It's just that I can't accept you, it's not fair to you, it's not..."

"That's good." Lancelot breathed a sigh of relief, and when he met King Arthur's clear and guilty eyes, he suddenly showed a gentle smile, dispelled the previous hideous face, and said seriously, "As long as you are by your side, I am already very satisfied. You don't have to feel guilty, this is my own choice, and I will never regret it!"

"But……"

"My king, your existence is the meaning of my existence."

Since you disappeared, I have degenerated into an Avenger, however, as long as you still exist, then I am your proud 'Knight of the Lake'.

As the oath said, this heart beats for you, willing to be your sword, your shield, your will is the direction I am going!

So, please, please don't abandon me...

'Obviously knowing that there will be no results, why are you so persistent?Why not leave? '

Arthur thought, if he encountered such a situation, he would definitely turn around and leave arrogantly, but, why?

Seeing the happy and loyal Lancelot doing all the work for him, Arthur's mood was even more complicated, and he even had a thought that maybe he could try to accept Lance, otherwise wouldn't it be too... pitiful?No, you shouldn't describe yourself as a knight with pity, what should you say?

'Don't think about it, feelings are not something that can be given, and you know very well that you can't fall in love with anyone around King Arthur. '

'You are right. '

Arthur knew that it was impossible for him to be with them, because they had never known each other by their original faces from the beginning, and later his energy was also devoted to national affairs, and now, they would not know their secrets.

'So, it is impossible for you and them. How can two people who cannot be honest with each other become close lovers?Even if you try, something will happen sooner or later. '

Red Arthur held up a bouquet of flowers in the sea of ​​consciousness, and threw them into the air to see them scattered like snowflakes. He showed a charming smile in the rain of petals, and his eyes seemed to see through the boundless sea of ​​flowers far away. on people.

"The only one who can understand you is me, the only one who can know you, and the only one who can integrate with you... Arthur Pendragon. '

The author has something to say: Xiaohong’s nickname is okay to put in the title, and I usually feel ashamed to play it, but the name Hong Arthur feels very strange. What do you think is better to give Xiaohong a nickname with different advantages?The author is named Fei, if there is no choice, I will probably call Xiaohong 'Hongya', the abbreviation of Hong Arthur 2333

small theater:

Xiaohong: The only one who can understand you is me!

Lance: Sneer, who said that?

Xiaohong: Hehe, then you...

Lance: My lord, the roast leg of lamb is ready.

Xiaobei: My king, I made boiled fish for you.

Gareth: I have learned the sand shelf cake of the new world, and I am proud of it!

Xiaohong: ......

Red A: Cut, I'm so annoying, why would I do such a thing!The Man Han Banquet is so annoying!

Priest: In the name of Command Seals...

Red A: OK, OK!Enough is enough, I've done it all, what else do you want? !I never want to see mapo tofu in my life!

Priest: My lord, please have dinner.

Arthur: (starry eyes) Kirei, you really understand me.

Priest: (Zombie laughs) My pleasure.

Xiaohong: …………………